BPS 443: Breaking the Mold: Lily Yasuda and Michael Wolfe’s Journey to Crafting the Anti-Rom-Com

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Alex Ferrari 1:54
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Dave Bullis 1:58
Under this week's episode, I have two people who decided to self produce their own movie because they saw that as the only alternative. They wanted to go out there and make something. They wanted to go out there and actually see something be made, and not just talk about it and not just write about it. You know, you actually want to see things get made. My first guest, because there's two of them. My first guest is a writer, actor and filmmaker from Boise, Idaho. She graduated summa cum laude from Chapman University, and we'll be making her on screen debut in the movie like love. My other guest is a writer, producer, director who has made his slew of short films and documentaries. He graduated with a PFA in film production from Chapman University. He is currently interning, I believe, at Scott Rudin productions, and he's actually a Fulbright semi finalist, which is actually pretty cool. So we're going to talk all about, you know, going to production companies. We're going to talk about film school hangover. We're going to talk about self production and their new project, which is on scene and spark right now, called like love, with guests Lily Yasuda and Michael Wolfe.

Lily Yasuda 3:00
Only good things. Marty, super great. He's actually more of Michael's friend than mine. You had him as a professor?

Michael Wolfe 3:07
Yeah! No, he Marty. So Marty was the production coordinator at Chapman University, where Lily and I both went to school and met for the project. And he has a lot of experience with crowdfunding, which is something we're doing for the movie we're making. And I had gotten to know him through through the school, and we were putting together a team of advisors for the project. And since he has experience with crowdfunding, he seemed like a logical bet. And one of the things we were talking to was Marty. Who do you know that we can tell more people about this kind of thing that we're doing, and he was more than happy to help, because Marty's just the nicest guy on the planet. But he did talk a lot of smack on you.

Lily Yasuda 3:49
He was like, Whatever you do, don't talk to Dave, because he's terrible. So we went to you immediately, and here we are. So we hope we don't get in trouble with Marty, but

Dave Bullis 3:59
Exactly you have to outsmart him. You do the exact opposite of what he suggests

Lily Yasuda 4:03
Exactly. That is exactly what we learned in film school, and here we are making a movie. So I don't know what could go wrong, but so far so good.

Dave Bullis 4:11
Yeah, I know Marty for years, and Marty is a really great guy, and I'm actually happy that you know you were able to be taught by somebody who not just talks the talk, but also walks the walk, because Marty's actually made films. He's actually crowdfunding things before for listeners of the podcast, they kind of know my history of you know, I didn't go to film school, but I did teach film school stuff, and what happens is, I have a kind of a love hate relationship with that, because oftentimes they hire these colleges, hire professors who don't know what they're doing. That's the black mark of a lot of a lot of colleges. That's a dirty little secret. They don't we didn't know about. But anyways, I'm sorry, Mike, what were you about to say?

Michael Wolfe 4:56
Oh, no, that's, that's absolutely that's absolutely true. Uh. Right? And just like, it's a, I think, I think it's partially because film is just so it's still very new to the world, you know, like, a lot of, like, really, only the private colleges have caught on to it, and even then, like, a lot of the people they get to teach it are, like, you know, they're, they're people who have tried and decided, like, I can't do this full time, so I just want to, like, you know, help other people, and it's easier for them because they're probably, they're not as hot in the industry anymore. But though it's just such a new concept, it's very, it's very touch and go where you like, you really have to do your research. And the Hollywood Reporter, which is, like, the go to for a lot of people, like, that's how, yeah, we found Chapman. Like, yeah, totally that. Uh, that's just like, you know, staffed by people who all come from USC and the bigger schools, and so they're just going to promote their own. And it's like,

Lily Yasuda 5:53
And I think coming from a, you know, Chapman is certainly an up and coming, certainly a recognized school, but, you know, a little bit a little bit newer on the sort of film school scale, you know, I think it's been great for us to, you know, obviously Michael and I met through school, and so that, in and of itself, I think the fact that we're making this movie proves that film school does provide a degree of networking, then can be really helpful. But we're also just trying to move forward with, you know, having a net of advisors, people like Marty, but we also have, you know, some other people on our list. You know, Dave Klein is a friend of my dad's, who's a DP on homeland and True Blood has worked with Kevin Smith, you know, and Heather shot clerks. Clerks together. Yeah, yeah, Dave and Kevin shot clerks when they were like, like 21 or 22 like, our age, you know. But having some people outside of the faculty sphere that can also provide some support and some guidances is really important. So it's definitely about about cultivating that network.

Dave Bullis 6:45
So you one of the questions I was about to ask too was, where did you guys meet? And you just, you just mentioned the Met in film school. So I wanted to ask that because I thought maybe you guys, you know, you two were friends before film school, and you decided to go there, at Chapman together. So let me ask you this, when you both decided to go to Chapman, when did you actually meet each other, and then, you know, how did you start working together like you are now?

Lily Yasuda 7:07
Do you want to do it?

Michael Wolfe 7:11
Yeah, well, so we, it turns out we lived on the same floor freshman year, yeah? Well, we didn't find that out until, like, a year later, because we didn't really talk to each other. We met in a like, I knew that you existed, but I don't think I'd ever actually spoken to you. I Yeah, I think that's what it was. But we met in this creative writing class outside of the build program, because you you just, like, you have to take electives, and you want to, like, build something that is general education, so it's something that's fun and sustains you. And we, Willie and I both just ended up, like, we had to write, like, a memoir piece. And Willie and I both ended up tackling topics about, like, our, like, sexual history, like I've told the story of, like, my first blow job. They were, yeah, they were, like, very unfortunate. They were, they're very unfortunate, very humorous, like, material. And we just, we just bonded,

Lily Yasuda 8:04
Yeah, we, like, we had to read them out loud. And it was, like, super uncomfortable, because, like, oh, who wants to go first? And Michael went first. And Michael Stern was like, so ethically, like, we'll say vulnerable in, like, an artsy way, we'll go with embarrassing and, like, a more literal way that I was like, okay, then I have to share. And we, like, talked after class, yeah, I'm like, had mutual friends, and then he sent me an email, like, I don't know, a few weeks later, pretty much totally out of the blue. And was like, I want to, I want to produce a feature when I graduate. I want you to write me something. And I was like, Cool. What do you want it to be? And he was like, it can be whatever you want. And I was like, that's really nice, but that's not what you mean. Like, what, what's the movie that you want to make? And he, you had a ton of ideas you sent me, like a doc. There were like eight or 10 things on that list, yeah, but one of them was a story about a girl that he was friends with in high school, he was really close with, and he was super into her, and she was not super into him. And sort of, I guess, the fallout of that, and like, sort of the, like, weird price you pay for one sided reciprocation. But then it became this conversation about, like, the friend zone, you know, and sort of what relationships look like now. And that seemed like an interesting place for us to start. So it was a pretty loose pitch when I started it. And this script has been through a lot in the last few years. So, yeah, it's definitely evolved, but, but it was, yeah, it was Michael's pitch, and I think that that coming together, I think not as friends, but like, where it was more about, like, being collaborators, yeah, editors,

Michael Wolfe 9:33
Well, and it was important to me, because I, I am more of a director than a writer, like, I like writing, and I like to talk about writing, but the actual writings is so difficult. And what's great about Lily is she just, is she's really prolific, like she's always writing something and she has to finish it. And you know, you usually you just start stuff and you don't finish it. And that's me in a nutshell. So to I approach Lily. Because she was the person who I knew could finish it.

Lily Yasuda 10:07
And that's kind of what you want when you ask someone to write you a movie. You want to make sure you have at least all of the movie so that's what, that's what we're trying to do as we move forward.

Dave Bullis 10:26
So when you mentioned the person who, who would never reciprocate, is that one of those typical people you kind of meet, not only in film school, but in all types of like colleges, in the workplace, where they're always there when they when they need something, and then whenever you need something from them, they're, you know, you can never find them.

Lily Yasuda 10:42
I think that's probably true. I don't think that's unique to film school, but I think the story that Michael brought to the table, you know, is less about, I don't know, feeling jilted or like, like, being taken advantage of by someone who doesn't reciprocate your feelings, but just the idea that, you know, romantic comedies have spun this idea that like, oh, well, if you're a boy and a girl who like each other's company, you're destined to be in love. And I don't know if you've ever existed in the world, you've probably found that that's not true. And I think just sort of mining the story within that about, Yeah, sort of the realities of attraction and intimacy and what that means, and that you can love someone and not be destined to be their partner was sort of the underlying ideology.

Dave Bullis 11:27
Yeah, yeah. No, I see exactly what you mean. I just, you know, I again, when I used to work at different universities and teach film stuff, there was always, you know, there's always a little friction sometimes and usually, that's like, the type of person, you know what I mean, it was always like, needed, it's neat, very needy. And then when they when you need something, they're just never there. It just as a side question. Have you ever met like, I guess, the the the stereotype, which is basically the, what I like to call the art school, the art school reject. And what I mean by that is, they're the person who is just, you know, makes everything they want they want to make is like avant garde that, you know what I mean, and they, and they, and I, dare I say, they almost where they want to wear, a beret that this,

Lily Yasuda 12:13
Maybe literally, honestly, not even the metaphorical beret, like, yeah.

Michael Wolfe 12:18
And they're lovely people, but they have no i They, they, when it comes time and you help them out on their project, they have no idea, like, how to communicate what it is they want. They just kind of just bark at things at you. And you're just, you just kind of, you're just kind of scrambling. And they usually like, you know, especially in film school and in the industry, you as and when you're starting out like this, you want to trade as many favors as you can. Like, that's my biggest thing. Totally, that's the kind of person where, like, they can't trade, they can't trade, they can't do anything. They've never even been on a set before. Yeah, they weren't even, like, they don't know how to be a boom up and why it's important to be good at boom opping and motivate a person who's going to boom up for you someday.

Lily Yasuda 13:01
Totally, yeah, we know people.

Dave Bullis 13:06
I usually have a saying, if you were in a class, you know, and you're in film school and you can't find that person, chances are you might actually be that person. So

Lily Yasuda 13:17
Definitely, if you're like, I don't know anyone like that, like, oh, other people, other people know that person, and I'm sure they could point you in the right direction.

Dave Bullis 13:26
When I, when I was, you know, working at different places. I there was a student project that this person made, and they were kind of, you know, in that sense, they were in that regard. And they would, they would constantly quote, you know, you know, they talk about Kurosawa films and this now, yes, and now I'm a huge movie nerd, so obviously I'll talk about that too, but, but it's just they kind of, you know how you mean, they, they shoot one thing, and it's like, oh, this is exactly Curacao would do it. Oh, my God. So anyways, the project they handed in was so badly done, like I could, I could do a whole podcast about what had happened, but essentially, aspect ratios didn't match from scene to scene. And I first was like, Is this an artistic choice of why you're going from, you know, all these different aspect ratios? Maybe, this is just something that I'm not aware of. And no, it wasn't a artist of choice. There was, there was a lot of that. There was a lot of sound issues. You're speaking of boom mic operator. There was a and there was something else. I want to say. There was something wrong with the coloring, and I can't remember what it was, but I think the color correction on the scene was so blown out as it was just like everything, it was like a hodgepodge of everything not to do in film school. But if I said to you, like, hey, come up with every stereotype of film school, that's what. This was awesome.

Lily Yasuda 14:54
Awesome. Yeah, well, and I think so much of that is, you know, particularly as young, as young filmmakers. Student filmmakers, you know, there's a desire to do something really big. Everybody wants to be Chris Nolan, or everybody wants to be Tarantino, right? If people want to write, oh God. And with all due respect, Edgar Wright, but you know, I think there's a desire to tell really big stories. And I know that, you know, I get off a little bit easier because I operate more on the writing side than the production side. But you know, I, I like to tell really small stories, and that's good news for me, because small stories are really producible, and that's very much how, how we approach this movie, like love, that we wanted to tell a small story, both that would not kill our our our pocketbook when it came time to pay for it, but that that we could really focus on, on telling the story well, and not getting too hung up on lens flares and car chases and, oh yeah.

Dave Bullis 15:50
And we've all been there to where we're, you know, they we're gonna make some movie that we absolutely possibly can't make, like, you know, a car chase movie or a time travel movie, stuff like that, and that's why, you know, it's just when people do that, it's always like, Godspeed. But you know, you're probably gonna end up hating every single second. Or when you're like, Oh, I'm making a time travel movie where we're going back to 1800 and, oh, there's cars in the background or walking, you know what I mean?

Lily Yasuda 16:19
You're like, Oh, it can't be that hard. We'll just need a few cars. And you're like, Those cars are really expensive, though. Like, like, a few cars can be most of your budget.

Michael Wolfe 16:27
Well, that was me. That was me with my thesis film. It was a superhero movie, which I now, like, because I had done the smaller stuff. And I was like, I want to challenge myself, so I'll make a superhero movie when, like, six locations, like it had VFX sequences, and how big was your crew? Our crew? We had like, crew of like 80 people, and it was, as a student filmmaker, you're leading a crew of like 80 people, and you're just like, that's a lot to manage. And you're also like, you're there's so many elements that you're trying to get into place. You can't even make the move. You're trying. You're spending so much time trying to make the movie happen that you don't make it good. You don't even, yeah, you don't make the movie. You just, you just kind of like, assemble, you just kind of throw a bunch of stuff on screen and call it a movie, yeah, at that point.

Lily Yasuda 17:13
And also, for the record, I would just like to say there will not even be 80 people on our set in total, including extras on this feature. So we're really scaling back on this, on this project that was, that was a crash course in like, what, when, what not to do, yeah, but I learned, you do learn how to stretch your budget really quickly when you're trying to assemble all those things. Goldfish for everybody. People love fruit snacks. That's true. Pro tip, aspiring filmmakers, everybody loves fruit snacks, and it has to be, it has to be welches. It can't be the off brand. Yes, exactly. That's our advice.

Dave Bullis 17:50
That's like the the Lloyd Kaufman brain of doing things, you know, the goldfish crackers and Dale bagels. That's the old Lloyd Kaufman special.

Lily Yasuda 17:57
That's the two major food groups, honestly, like, you get something crispy and something with cream cheese on it, and like, you'll be fine

Michael Wolfe 18:03
For my for my thesis, we had a night shoot, and my producer, she's wonderful, wonderful person, but she's from China, and she got bagels, and instead of cream cheese, she got sour cream. And it's like three in the morning, and you're you just want to go to go to sleep, you know, and you just try to work and so and so, you're not reading the labels. You just see what looks to be cream cheese. And you're putting sour cream on bagels, dip them. No, they spread them because they thought it was, they thought it was cream cheese. And Yikes, yeah. Talk about a way to wake up, though, better than coffee.

Lily Yasuda 18:40
That's rough.

Dave Bullis 18:43
That, yeah, that's that is, that is pretty rough. I don't know. I did, she was she able to sort of save herself, meaning that, like she did, she realize the mistakes she made and and she tried to make amends.

Michael Wolfe 18:55
She did. She did. She went out crafty for everybody. Oh, good, good. You gotta, you gotta feed your career. Well, yes, that's important.

Dave Bullis 19:05
Yeah, absolutely, you know. And before we get started talking more about, like, love, I just wanted to ask, you know when both of you are shooting? You know your student projects throughout, you know your four years, did you ever when you were out, out shooting? Did you ever get, you know, maybe somebody coming to ask you questions about, hey, what are you doing? And you kind of were able to pull the whole Hey, I student filmmaker card.

Michael Wolfe 19:31
Wait, I'm sorry. Repeat the question real quick.

Dave Bullis 19:33
Did you ever, like, when you were out filming? Did you ever get to pull the whole Hey, I'm a student filmmaker card? Like, like, if you're ever out somewhere shooting, and somebody asks you, like, Hey, what are you doing here? Like, hey, we're just students. We're making a movie.

Lily Yasuda 19:46
I think that's hard in California, especially in orange, where Chapman is located, because everybody does like everyone is on set all the time, like the residents of orange hate student filmmakers. which, like, is probably not unwarranted, you know, but for this, for this feature, we're shooting in Boise, Idaho, and even, like, today, like we did a couple of location scouts, and like, people are just so stoked. Like, they're like, What are you doing? And you're like, we're making a movie. And they're like, Wow, could we be in the movie? And you're like, Yeah, potentially. Like, people just think it's so fun. So I think there's a higher sort of, like, novelty.

Michael Wolfe 20:29
Well, yeah, well, in orange, it was like, You downplay the student aspect, and you just go for the we're young and hungry, and enter kind of thing.

Lily Yasuda 20:39
You do not say you go to Chapman, the people, the residents of orange, do not want to help you, as a Chapman student,

Dave Bullis 20:46
See, and that there's the, those are the pro tips that, see, that are like, you know, they you have to be in the know to get them. Oops, sorry, I just hit the microphone. Sorry, I was, see, I was so excited about that pro tip, I hit the microphone with my hand. But no, but see, those are the types of things that you kind of have to, you know, ebb and flow out of because you get, you don't want to say you're, you're, you're going to Chapman, but you also, you're always going to be able to say, hey, look, you know, if you're, if you're out somewhere and you're shooting without a permit and you're doing a gorilla style, you want to be able to say, Hey, I'm, I mean, I've done it too, where I'm like, Hey, I'm just a student making a film. What's going on here? I don't know any departments,

Lily Yasuda 21:22
Officer, yeah, well, that's why,

Michael Wolfe 21:24
That's why we're in Boise in particular. It's because they don't, we don't like, need selling permits. Yeah, there's not an emphasis on like in, I think in LA What is it like? If you if, I don't know if this is a rumor or not, but I've heard horror stories where, like, people will, they'll film gorilla style, and then in LA they find out you didn't have a permit. Afterwards, it can lead to huge fines, and, like, you can't use your footage, like, without being sued by the city. It's a, yeah, it's like, a big it's a big deal, just because they have so much production fatigue, sure. Whereas in you come out to this small place, like, like Boise, like, a significantly smaller where there's no, where there's hardly any film and infrastructure. I think, I think they don't even have like, film incentives, right?

Lily Yasuda 22:10
So maybe this is really just elaborate plug for people to come shoot films in Idaho. Like, surprise you got us, like, if you're looking to shoot an independent film, maybe you should come do it in in Boise. It's, it's hot and dry, and people are nice, and we like to deep fry steak like it's a pretty good time, truth be told, awesome. Yeah, awesome. Boom. We have one convert. That is our That is our mission.

Dave Bullis 22:35
I I'm here in Philadelphia, and there was a point where production fatigue started to kind of sort of set in. But then, you know, all the productions left the Pittsburgh, and now the only thing we have left, there's creed two, is here right now, and that's it. So it's like, that's

Lily Yasuda 22:51
not so bad. Take it. Take cream too. Yeah.

Dave Bullis 22:55
Well, it's just funny, because there used to be so many other things going on here, and now there's like nothing, and it's just like it has become just, you know, it's, you know, the people were, you know, wondering where all the other productions went. So apparently they've all gone to either Pittsburgh or and now, as I find out, Boise, Idaho,

Lily Yasuda 23:12
Yeah, surprise, we're stealing them from you,

Dave Bullis 23:15
You know. And I wonder too, if there is, you know, if there even, is there a Film Commission in Idaho, like, is there one?

Lily Yasuda 23:23
There is okay, cool. Tell you almost nothing else about it, except that it exists. But we do have one.

Michael Wolfe 23:29
I think they're waiting for their big, their big opportunity.

Lily Yasuda 23:32
La La Land, two that could be us,

Dave Bullis 23:35
See if I was. I mean, I mean, and Mike, you know, you, you being a, you know, a producer on the project, I imagine my producer hat starts to go off here, and I imagine there's a lot of empty buildings in in Idaho, not just around the Boise area. And what I mean by empty buildings is, you know, farms, old warehouses, old, you know, kind of like dairy silos, all those types of places. And I kind of wonder, you know, if they could be utilized more, you know what I mean?

Lily Yasuda 24:04
Sure, maybe not in our movie. But if you need a good like serial killer film, maybe this is the place to do it.

Michael Wolfe 24:13
They absolutely could. And the nice thing too, is like, when you don't have a town that has all the production fatigue is people will just open up and they're happy to have it. That the trick, though, and this is a discussion like when I visited New York, I went they the city has a like the Mayor's Office for film and television, and they're very big on educating so many shows shoot in New York. They're very big on educating the city about why film is great and TVs grade, and how it supports everything. And one of the things that they do is they train a lot of the they have a program that trains a lot of people who want to get involved in the industry, to create the infrastructure there, really. And yeah, and well, and that's the challenge with Boise, is there's, there are, there is a small team people. Willing to do it. There's just a small team, sure, you know, and so we are, we're bringing out some crew from California, and we do have the community support and a lot of people who are very interested in the arts stepping us out. But the people with the skill sets, for sure, are, there's a there's only so many, there's there's so many of them, and there's like, they're either on other projects and you're doing other things so you can find these places to shoot, but the project that you're making still is going to cost somebody, because you have to bring, you have to bring, just to bring, yeah, get to bring in the support network for it, for sure,

Dave Bullis 25:36
Yeah, that is true and but I, you know, I still think you know, again, that filming in in, you know, the small towns and stuff like that, it's always, you know, it's always an advantage, if you can use it as an advantage. And I mean by that is, you know, where towns where they're not actually, you know fatigue from filming, whether or not fatigue for people asking for favors or, you know, whatever else you know. That's why, if you do live in middle America, or even in a small town in California, whatever you can actually, because, again, you know people you know and you and people more willing to help you. Because if you live in a small town most of the time, you all know each other. You know what I mean, yeah, other than living in, like New York or LA where, as soon as you walk in, you know, hey, hey, you know, Hey, Lily, I want to film in your restaurant. You're like, just get out of here.

Lily Yasuda 26:19
Just know exactly, exactly, and that was ultimately, I mean, I'm from Boise, so that's sort of the short reason why we're here for production. But, yeah, just, just the generosity, and just people are so freaking nice. And you know, when you're poor and you're young, and this is both of our first feature, and you're starting out, I mean, you just, you need that infrastructure of support, and not even, I mean, yes, professional support of talented people that are willing to work for not a lot of money on set, but just people that are willing to bring you food, people that are willing to house your crew, people that are willing to, you know, we were freaking out. We didn't have our we're prepping our crowdfunding campaign on seed and spark, and we realized, like, two and a half weeks out that we didn't have graphics like, we needed a thumbnail for the video. We need reward stuff. And we were like, Oh, no. We're like, Okay, well, we need to hire someone, basically today, who can start work tomorrow. We can't pay them, and we need them to deliver, like, a bunch of stuff in like, 10 days. And we were like, Who could we talk to? And we were like, literally, no one. Like, like, students aren't going to do that. Like, professionals aren't going to work for free. We were freaking out. I talked to my dad, Dave Yasuda, who works, like, in marketing. He works in E commerce at a company that sells meat, but, like, he's done some stuff and, like, sort of the commercial and film space, and has directed and produced and done some stuff like that, but has done a lot of work in the advertising sphere, and reached out to his friend, Paul Carew, who runs a local ad agency, and was like, Hey, Paul, will you design for my daughter for free? And Paul was like, Sure. And so we got, like, a whole team of people to, like, do our graphics for literally no pay, you know, and you're not going to get that in LA, or I'm not. Maybe, if you're maybe, if you had better, better friends, but you're really well connected, you're real, if you're not me, basically, maybe la would play out for you. So

Dave Bullis 28:05
Better friends. Yeah, I like that.

Lily Yasuda 28:09
Yeah, Michael, get out.

Dave Bullis 28:12
Yeah, Mike, come on.

Michael Wolfe 28:14
No, it's true. She's literally, like, it's she's bringing all the resources to the project, and I'm just kind of coming in and going, Yeah, let's do this. Let's not do this.

Lily Yasuda 28:23
He provides moral support. Moral support. I like that.

Dave Bullis 28:28
So let's talk about, like, love, you know, I'm interested because, you know, I can just tell what you're you know, both. You're wearing a lot of different hats for this project. So, you know, you know, Lily, you're from Boise, so you're shooting it in Boise, Idaho, you know, Mike, you're coming along for the ride. So you know, and Lily, you wrote this correct. That's correct. And then, and Michael, you're directing it. I am, yes. And then now, are you both starring in it?

Lily Yasuda 28:55
I am Michael, who've been making a small appearance as gas station attendant, but I'm playing the lead role, correct.

Dave Bullis 29:04
Okay, cool. So just to talk more about, like love, you know, Lily, since you wrote it, could you sort of give us the log line or synopsis about the film?

Lily Yasuda 29:12
Yeah, for sure. So it's heavily inspired by When Harry Met Sally, as I suppose most romantic comedies are, but we wanted to get sort of a step further and very directly honor. You know, the interviews of When Harry Met Sally. For those of you who've seen the film, you know, and for those of you who don't, I'll fill you in real fast, you know. So When Harry Met Sally is like the classic rom com, about two friends who eventually fall in love over the course of, like, 13 years, or whatever, being together. But the backbone of the story is a series of interviews of like, old, sort of crotchety couples, telling the stories of how they met and how they fell in love. And I love When Harry Met Sally, but I think

Michael Wolfe 29:48
The tension of it is that, like, yes, they men. The tension of it is, is there these two people who are friends that fall in love, but it's like, men and women can't be can't be friends. because the sex and the attraction always gets in the way

Lily Yasuda 30:12
Right! And at the end of the movie, it turns out that's true, because, of course, they get together, so the interviews being all these various elderly couples telling the stories of how they met, how they fell in love. And I think the interviews have aged really badly. Like, if you watch them now, they're all of these, like, sort of sad stories where it's like, the guy is like, wow, I saw this woman, and she was so fine that I just had to have her. And we've been married for 100 years, and you're like, I don't know if that's, like, cute, you know, like, and obviously the interviews are intended to be funny, but they just, I don't know, like, if you wanted to go there, there may be a little bit misogynistic, but they just reflect, I think, this very outdated sort of idea of, like, love at first sight, like, then being together forever is more important than, like, being happy or supporting each other in a meaningful way. So that was sort of the impetus for the story. So like love is, as we've been pitching it, an anti romantic comedy about two friends who try to fall in love and can't, and what that then means for their friendships, for them individually and trying to overcome the can men and women actually just be friends and have that be a meaningful prize at the end,

Michael Wolfe 31:21
And it particularly plays on the gender dynamic, because it's from the woman's perspective, and how she's not he's into her, but she's not into him. And what like? Like, how she feels pressured because she thought she has this really awesome friend, and he wants something more,

Lily Yasuda 31:40
And she doesn't want to jeopardize the friendship, and it's easier for her to try and be in love with him than for her to tell him that she's just not interested.

Dave Bullis 31:49
I say, so the old friend zone. I'm a place I'm familiar with very, very often. No, I'm just kidding. No, but you're

Lily Yasuda 31:56
Like, I've been there. I feel that. I think we all have so

Dave Bullis 31:59
Story of my life, no, but, but, you know, so when you were talking about the interviews Lily, let me what kind of like I say, I always think there's, there's generation gaps, because I think each generation, you know, they have a different idea of relationships and love and all these sort of things. And, you know, I fall into the millennial category, I guess, are you millennial or generation? Y, I don't know, or how far are you on the cut off?

Michael Wolfe 32:26
We' re? We're on the cut where? So we're both what? Like, she you're 21 I'm 22 like, we're both on that, like, cut off, where? Like, I think the New York Times even had, like, a whole thing about it, where they're, like, they asked people our age specifically, are we millennial? Yeah, because the cutoff is supposed to be like, some people say the cutoff was 2000 2001 and some people are like, no, it's 1990

Lily Yasuda 32:49
And that's a significant difference.

Michael Wolfe 32:51
But we're like, right in the middle, like, I It's weird, because, like, the Parkland teens that are so big for their activism are being called Gen, Gen, Gen Z or whatever, and your isn't it? Yeah, yeah. And we're like, we're like, not that much older than them, like, they would have been freshmen when we Yeah, were seniors in high school.

Lily Yasuda 33:08
So unclear. Well, I feel like Millennials sounds snappier. So we'll go with that.

Michael Wolfe 33:12
We're in that weird middle gap of like, I remember what it was like to play outside, and I did that just barely, but, and I remember, like, I remember, like, before cell phones, yeah, but definitely, we've grown up with them. And for sure, what the expectation that smartphones and all that stuff, sure, and online dating and all of that stuff, yeah?

Dave Bullis 33:34
So, I mean, I think I'm, what, what probably, like, eight to nine years older than both of you, because I'm 31 so it's kind of, or, I mean, well, yeah, so basically, like, about 10 years older than you guys. So I'm kind of like the because I read somewhere that the millennial cough was like 1980 to 19 like 92 I think it was so like, I, you know, I fall into that category there. And I always sort of go back and I see how all these different generation gaps in this country kind of view different things, because each generation kind of is a is a lot different than the one before it. I mean, you have the you have the once in the 1940 which are called the greatest generation. And then you have the they gave birth to the baby boomers, and they they were totally different in a lot of different ways. And then you have the generation Xers, which, you know, which are even more, you know, different than their parents. I mean, it's just, you know, I don't think there's any country in the world that has such generation gaps as we do here in America,

Lily Yasuda 34:32
Definitely. And I think, you know, sort of the evolution of the romantic comedy, or just maybe how people see romance in general, is a good time capsule of that, that gap,

Dave Bullis 34:42
Yes, yeah. And that's why, I think, with the with those interviews, I think that's a good, you know, time capsule to have, because I think you know, you're looking and saying, Look, you know, this is, you know, they, they, they dated. I mean, look, look at how finding jobs are so different. Now, you know, back, you know, you hear a lot of baby boomers talk, and they go, oh, you know, I. Asked old Fred to have the steel mill for a job, and I got a job, and we're like, What the hell are you talking about? Like, you know, there's no, there's no steel mills. And if you go to a place right now and say, Hey, can I talk to somebody, they're gonna say, No, you have to make an appointment. You have to apply, blah, blah, you know, I mean, so it's like, it's all, it's also different now, but, but that's why, you know, again, we're just going back to the generational gaps. But you know, when you're so, you're, you're on season spark right now, or you're going to be on scene Spark, correct? You're going to be launching.

Lily Yasuda 35:30
We are live as of two days ago. So this is day is this day three. This is day three. Day three of our campaign. So we have 27 days to go.

Dave Bullis 35:39
So, so what are some of the, you know, the you know, the things that you've encountered, like, where you're planning this crowdfunding campaign, have you? Have you encountered a lot of, you know, unexpected things that have sort of come up,

Lily Yasuda 35:50
Aahh, I guess just that it's really hard. Like, I would say, nobody tells you, but everybody tells you. They're, Oh, it'll be really hard. And you're like, oh, but it won't be that hard. And then you start doing it, and you're like, This is, in fact, very hard.

Michael Wolfe 36:01
Yes, it's a it's a full time job in and of itself,

Lily Yasuda 36:04
But you don't get paid. You hope that other people pay the campaign. So no, but we have a great team, and like we have a we have a social media advisor, and our producers have been involved as well. So you know, again, it's pretty early on, and we've made good progress, given where we're at, but it's a long, a long and windy road ahead of us, I'd imagine.

Dave Bullis 36:27
So what is your goal right now?

Michael Wolfe 36:30
We're trying to raise a little over $31,000 and then the budget's a little bit higher than that. We also received a generous grant from the Alexa Rose Foundation in Idaho supports Idaho based artists like Lily So, but the 31 31k is the, is roughly the goal on the platform. Yeah, yeah, on the platform.

Dave Bullis 36:52
So, before the, you know, the the launch of this, did, I'm sure, you know, Marty was probably working with you on this. So, did you know if there's any advice you would give to anybody out there. What would it be that you that maybe you wish you would have done differently, or, you know, maybe just, you know, is it more time? Did you wish you have something else? Is there anything you would you know that, that you wish you knew that you know now, before you launched?

Michael Wolfe 37:16
Um, well, I mean, you know, it's, it's kind of, it's kind of, in a way, like the Pro, it's not, it's similar to the process of preparing for just to make a movie in general. Like, you know, you really do have to plan, like, there's the crowdfunding campaign has its own separate reproduction. You have to pitch video that needs to really reflect the movie. Because people are, they're watching that, and they're expecting, when they see that, that they're going to see what they're going to see when you make the actual move, yeah,

Lily Yasuda 37:45
And visual consistency and fonts and colors and graphics and all that, you know, I feel like we I think we did everything we could, which is not to say we couldn't have done more. You know, again, we're only three days in, and I'm already like, oh my god, we haven't done enough. But I think it's just giving yourself time to fully prepare and and just really going through all the specifics with your team. And ultimately, I guess it's about cultivating a cohesive message of like, so what is the project? Why does it matter? And who would watch it? And Michael and I, when we had sort of a turbulent road with producers, and so like, we'd gone through a lot of stages, of of pitching the project, of selling the project of, you know, who are we and why should we tell this and why this story, and why now? And I think once you've done that work, I mean, yes, you need to think about what you're going to post on Twitter and whatever, but it's more about that branding of what you're selling is what I would advise people to to think about,

Michael Wolfe 38:39
Yeah, yeah. And making sure that your your team in particular, is very consistent in that message, and because you have your friends and your family who are going to donate, and that makes up a large part of it. But then, if your movie is geared towards a very specific audience like ours, which is, well, you know, young millennials, then how do you market a movie to your friends and family so that they donate, but then also make that message so that it plays to the P

Lily Yasuda 39:09
I would watch a movie, yeah? Like your grandma would probably donate to your movie, but your grandma is probably not your ideal audience member. You know? I mean, I love my grandmas, don't get me wrong.

Michael Wolfe 39:19
But, and then your ideal audience member isn't exactly someone who's rich and has a lot of money. So how do you find them? Get them and so it's been a constant back and forth of like, where are we going online to find these keys?

Lily Yasuda 39:30
Yeah. So maybe the point is you should just make a movie that only really rich people would want to watch. I think that's your ideal film. And then the audience just takes care of itself,

Dave Bullis 39:42
You know, I think that is excellent advice, Lily. I think just having rich friends and just saying, hey, this movie will be for you. I, you know. And the weird part is, Lily, I, you know, because I get to talk to so many that one of the benefits of doing this podcast is I get to talk to so many different people not only in America, but also, you know, all over the world. And sometimes it actually happens where somebody has a very rich friend who donates a lot of money to projects. And I'm just like you son of a bitch. How that? You know, how can I get that? Because, you know, I'm just some schmuck here in Philly, but, you know, come on.

Lily Yasuda 40:29
Yeah, well, and I think it's also about remembering, and I say this, I'm really bad at implementing it, but in theory, remembering that as an independent filmmaker, especially if you're, if you're like Michael or i, where you're willing to wear a lot of hats. I mean, I can barely see for all of the hats that I'm wearing, but where you're wearing a lot of hats, you're doing a lot of work that you need to love doing the work, because 99% of the work is not being on set. It's not being on set, and it's not shooting the movie, and it's not like getting a beautiful shot, right? It's like, you're gonna, you're like, hey, today's the day we're gonna hire a production designer, and that needs to be really interesting to you. Or, like, today's the day we're gonna come up with a mock poster, and that needs to be really exciting to you, because, like, that is your, that is most of your job.

Michael Wolfe 41:13
And if people, and if people see that, yeah, after you love doing the work, then they're more interested in contributing. Like, you've got to be, you've got to be really open and, like, vulnerable about everything that it is you're doing, which is really hard when you're a filmmaker who's telling a story. Like, usually, you know, you you're a little cagey because you're putting, you're putting art out into the world. And, you know, there's a good chance a lot of people, everyone, has an opinion that's for sure, sure, and but if you're willing to just, like, what I've been discovering is you've just got to be willing to be very open about it, definitely when so, like, we shared, like our campaigns, like our our films, tone real, we're sharing, like, the actual process of, like, the nitty gritty of how we're creating race. And it's about

Lily Yasuda 41:59
You get, yeah, you get to watch Michael and I eat like, 19 frozen waffles, which is a pretty good time, which, in case you were wondering, like, don't eat frozen waffles when they're warm from the sun. Like, I wouldn't advise that. It's a terrible idea. So that's the kind of stuff that you just can't learn in film school.

Dave Bullis 42:19
I don't want you about the waffles. Yeah, I just some of the things you learn in film school and some of the things you can't and that's one of them, don't eat though. Don't eat the waffles that are, that are, that are,

Lily Yasuda 42:31
Don't eat the waffles. Yeah, I make that a T shirt. You can have that.

Dave Bullis 42:36
Oh, thank you, Lily, thank you. Yeah, I know we're running out of time. I know you both have to run. So I'm going to link to everything in the show notes, everybody. But just in closing, Lily and Michael, is there anything you want to say to sort of put a period at the end of this whole conversation?

Michael Wolfe 42:55
Yeah, well, thank you so much for having us on the show. It's great just know the talk and talk about the project so other people can hear about it. And you know, more than happy to if anybody who's listening, I know a lot of your listeners are very interested in working professionals, and you know, we're happy to connect in whatever week way we can with your project, but also to help them. Because the reason we the reason I'm doing this, and the reason I'm in film, the generals, because I love working with other people, and tying that into like love, I'm very excited about the crew. We've got a happy young crew, micro budget of 10 people post micro budget. So micro, you know, we're all wearing multiple hats, and I'm so excited for you, for everyone, to get to see the the work that we're doing. And I think what's, what's true about this movie, like, and it becomes a cliche, but, you know, we're here because we value working with each other, and we value the story that we feel like we haven't seen before. Yeah, and like, love has been very

Lily Yasuda 43:57
Very collaborative, very, very collaborative. And I think, you know, in the spirit of collaboration, of working with other people, like my, my takeaway for real listeners, or I don't know, just other people out in the art industry, like I was telling Michael, nothing makes you want to be generous to other people who make art, like desperately asking people to give you money. Like, again, we're only on day three of our campaign. And, you know, I think it's easy, as you know, whether, whether you are a working artist, you're just someone who likes art. You know that you see other people making stuff and they're like, hey, like, we need extra. Hey, we need $5 or Hey, and it's kind of like, Oh, that's nice, but it's easy for that to sort of into the background of your life and not then it you owe it to everyone you meet to give them $5 or spend your relay to become an extra but, you know, just little things of there are people in your life or your community who are writing a play and need a place to stage it. Or if there are people like, you know, I think making art intrinsically requires the help and support of others. And like, if you're in a place to support people, you have an oblation to do so. And I know that's something I was not very good at before starting. Movie, and even on a very small level, just felt like I was at a play the other night at Homegrown theater in Boise, and, you know, they were like, really, looking for people to help me, sponsors, right? For five bucks a month, you can become a sponsor. And I was like, you know, what, I want to be a sponsor. Because, like, I've spent literally my whole day sending emails trying to get people to give me $5 and it is so hard. And I think, like, you know, at that moment, I was, like, the least I can do is, like, you know, help them keep the power on so

Michael Wolfe 45:24
Well. And that's, that's what's cool about supporting like love is like, love is being supported by a community, like, boys, yeah. So it's like, it so, like, when people come and support us, they're supporting Boise, General, sure. And, you know, we're supporting them in tandem. It's, it's a win, win in that way. So it's really great to be a part of a project like that.

Lily Yasuda 45:43
Yeah. So I think to anyone out there, if you can help us out, that would be awesome. But really, truly, there's any way we can help anyone out there, if you're looking for advice or help or maybe $5 I have exactly $5 to give, so hit me up. You can find us our site. We could give it to ourselves. We could give it to ourselves. No, no, this $5 is only reserved for someone who's not you. Michael, so yeah, but Dave, thank you so much for having us. We really appreciate it. Yeah, if you have any questions or comments for us, feel free to feel free to let us know, and you can find the links to our social and everything in our seat spark at like club movie.com, and that should all be in the show notes. So, and

Michael Wolfe 46:23
That will be, thank you so much for having,

Dave Bullis 46:25
Oh, no problem, no problem, Mike, Mike and Lily, and, yes, everyone, everything will be at the show notes. Because I know a lot, you know, everybody died, or, I'm sorry, everyone ingests a podcast. They really sometimes are, you know, riding in their car, or they're walking to work, or they're at the gym. So, so they can always check those show notes. That's one thing. That's one tip I've always learned about podcasts, is that you should, if you're are gonna give, you know, like, links and stuff like that. It's always you have to put, you have to do the one two combination, putting them in the show notes. Because people, people, you know, people are busy. They're not like, oh my god, I gotta, you know what I mean. It's honestly out of mind. So I

Lily Yasuda 47:00
So don't think I've ever listened to a podcast, not in my car. So that is, that is sage advice as well. I'm gonna test you. I do like to text while I am driving the car, but that is not safe. I would not recommend that. So please, please haul your motor vehicle before checking the show notes.

Dave Bullis 47:17
Yeah, don't, don't click and drive, you know. So just put the phone down. Lily, Michael, I want to say thank you so much for coming on.

Lily Yasuda 47:25
Thank you so much, Dave.

Michael Wolfe 47:26
Thank you. Thank you. And I have to give Marty another thank you for introducing us, because great conversation.

Lily Yasuda 47:31
Big shout out to Marty.

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Alex Ferrari 1:49
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Len Kabasinski 1:53
Hey, thanks for having me.

Dave Bullis 1:55
Yeah, and that's that's so awesome again thank you for doing this. I know you're probably got like, a million things to do today.

Len Kabasinski 2:02
You know what mate the hard part, all that stuff is over for me. I just sit back and relax now. So I just, I just show up at the venue at, you know, before the doors open, I look at the movie on screen and make sure it looks pretty or sounds pretty, and that's about all I do today. So I sit back and relax. And it's a it's more about the cast and crew anyways, that then me, my job for everything is has been done for a little while, so I just hope they come out and have fun, and then it premieres for the public in a couple of weeks here,

Dave Bullis 2:30
And that's really cool. Then I'm going to make sure to link to everything in the show notes that we talked about, too. And by the way, you know Len and I are probably about an hour away from each other, because you're in western PA, I'm here in Philadelphia. So usually when I interview everyone land, they're either in New York or LA, that's like, so usually their weather is amazing, and it's like, you know, a humid or it's a rainy day out here in Philadelphia.

Len Kabasinski 2:54
Yeah, you know, I'm a biker guy. I've been a motorcycle guy for most of my life. Um, so you know, when it's 90 degrees, humid and hot, or Vegas and it's 115 and people are bitching and moaning, that's the weather I like. I like it the kind of hot that people complain about. So the hotter the better.

Dave Bullis 3:12
Yeah, right? Because, you know, if you go out when it's when it's too wet out or something, you'd like wipe out, right?

Len Kabasinski 3:19
Yeah, it's not fun, right? Rain hurts when you're riding a motorcycle, trust me, it's, it's, it's not a fun time. So,

Dave Bullis 3:26
So, you know, Len and you and I too, have a lot of things in common, martial arts and filmmaking. And I wanted to get asked you about your filmmaking career first, you know, because you've done a lot of really cool stuff. And I wanted to ask, you know, you've been working since about, like, think, 2005 when you created your first movie, swamp zombies. So wanted to ask Glenn, you know, at what point did you get bit by the filmmaking bug where you said to yourself, hey, I want to go out there and I want to make my own film.

Len Kabasinski 3:51
Yeah, you know, it's, it's something I wanted to do ever since I was little, little, you know, when I was, you know, whatever, six years old or whatever, I started to want to do things, or creatively imagination type things were started to run as my mom would stay up and watch science fiction and horror movies with me. There was like a late, great horror show. It was called on Saturday nights at midnight. It wasn't a school night. So my mom would let me stay up and she'd watch, like man with two brains, or any number, Godzilla versus the smog monster or something like that. So, you know, and staying up and watching these, and they were all PG rated stuff. So, but still, it kind of planted the seed in my brain that, hey, look at all this creative stuff that's in front of me. And they get to do monsters and dinosaurs and scientific experiment dudes with two brains and this kind of stuff. So I thought, Oh, this is so cool. So, but going along and, you know, that that spurned my love, really, for for B movies and stuff like that, and that got me on on track that, you know, I still love that kind of stuff to this day. I still watch that stuff to this day, you know, my days, if it's not watching sports or obviously working, which is, it seems like I work. Five jobs at times Other than that, you know, I'm watching B movies on Amazon Prime, or seeing what the latest trauma flick on prime is, or the latest Godfrey Ho movie on prime is, or whatever. So I watch a lot of Amazon Prime stuff, but, but, yeah, my mom staying up with me, watching those films that got the ball rolling. But as I went into high school and college and, you know, back then it's, it's night, you know, the early 90s and stuff. There is no digital video or mini DV, even at that point, or anything like that. It's like, if, if you wanted to shoot your film, or do a film that was, you had to film on 35 millimeter. Now, yeah, 16 and stuff was around. But, I mean, nobody really got out there shooting on that stuff. I mean, you had to do 35 millimeter really, to be taken seriously even. So. I mean, even in movies to this day that like you see, Rifftrax makes popular movies like Future Force or something like that with David Carradine. You know, that's 1990 that's still shot on film. I mean, it might look like a movie with a $20,000 budget, but, I mean, that's 35 millimeter film. They had six figures right there, just shooting on film. So, so, you know, I didn't have, obviously, the knowledge or anything like that to to, you know, I didn't go to UCLA Film School and those kinds of things. Um, I just kind of always wanted to do it, but didn't have the real knowledge, you know, and still might not take to two, you know, those kinds of things. But as I went along, mini DV came about. I started just kind of hanging out at, like, horror movie conventions and science fiction conventions and stuff like that, where I I had ran into, again, this is a really, really condensed quick version i years later, ran into Bob Zidar and Chris Watson, who directs and writes and does casting. He does a lot of studies. He's an author. He has a few books out there. Chris Watson did a movie called Zombie get and he was working on, again, a very low budget movie populated it all. I mean, in my opinion, he really started the boom, if you will, of the one day on set things for, you know, name actors and actresses in micro indie movies. He would get Tom Savini for a day, or he'd get Bob zedar for a day or two. And he'd get all these zombie gun and is packed with B name, you know, actors in it. And that's what he would do, is go around to these conventions, you know, pay him a few 100 bucks, or whatever it was, and, you know, get him on set for the day, and bam, they're in his movie, zombie getting so I kind of learned some things from him and and right then the mini DV thing was, the ball was, was getting rolling pretty good. And that, this is around 2003 2004 so, so that's pretty much how it all got started there.

Dave Bullis 7:42
You mentioned film school, Len, and that's something that we talk a lot about on this show, because some people have gone to film school. I didn't, I didn't go to film school either. You know, I find that it's kind of there. You know, there's a million million one different ways to enter this business right there. You can do a ton of different ways to get in. And, you know, I think the people that are quote, unquote normal, other people that, you know, maybe sit on the couch, or they're driving or always saying themselves, oh man, I wish I could go out and make my movie. I wish. I want to make a movie. That's why, you know, with guests like yourself there, and the other guests have had have on, it's not really normal, because you actually out there doing it. You know what? I mean, you're actually out there. And, you know, Len, I mean, as we're gonna get into it's so damn hard to make a movie because you have to wear five different hats, at least, you know, you're always juggling 10 different things, you know? And it's like the fact that a movie even comes together is a small miracle in of itself.

Len Kabasinski 8:41
Yeah, and, you know, I've been there 12 times now, or something like that, so it's not that it can't be done, but, yeah, the amount of work and effort I tell you along the way, since 2004 it's I've probably met, I don't know hundreds of filmmakers put it that way, but I've met 1000s of wannabe filmmakers, or wish they would make films I don't want to see. Say wanna be, as in derogatory. I mean, you know, want to be, want to do stuff that kind of I've met 1000s and 1000s of them, but most of them quit along the way somehow, when they find out how really difficult it is. You know, I'm not interested in just being called a filmmaker. I am one. This is what I do. You know what I mean, I don't, I don't have projects and then just not make them. I mean, in my brain and the way I am, I mean, I have to do this stuff for you know, it's like sharks. They swim for it all the time, and if not, they die, sir. So that's kind of how I am. I feel creatively. I always have to keep being creative or keep working towards things, and that's just kind of how life is lived for me.

Dave Bullis 9:49
So, yeah, and I completely understand what you mean. I mean it is. And when you finally go sit down and start to write a script, or, you know, you go over and you're wearing a producer hat, and you're thinking. Yourself, all right, but we got to make sure our schedules are going to coordinate for these shooting days you gotta wear another hat for a marketing you know, from a marketing standpoint, she made the thing, and you're like, Oh, crap. Now I got to get it out there, and how are people going to be able to see it? So, so, so, Len, when you were making swamp zombies, which, which was, which was your first film, you know, at what point did you sit down, you and start writing the script and then say to yourself, oh, man, you know what I'm going to make this. I'm going to, I'm going to direct this. This is gonna be my first feature. You know what you know was there any, was there an impetus that happened where you finally said, You know what this is, the year I'm going to is, the year I'm going to do it.

Len Kabasinski 10:44
Yeah, you know, it was after I had met Chris Watson, when I when I had been on set of zombie get in, and I still talk to Chris Watson to this day. I talked to him a week ago. You know, I knew that his plan and what he was doing, and he was talking to people from either trauma or or or whatever. There's 1000s of, you know, distributors out there that want to sign your movie. So, yeah, I knew, right after zombie get in, I knew that what kind of camera he used, what, what could I do? And I thought, wow, you know, being on set of this, this film, I I could do this. Finally, you know, this camera cost, you know, a couple 1000 bucks or whatever. You know, I'm in college at the time. I'm in medical school at the time. And I said, You know what? That's it, I'll use a charge card, which is what 99% of micro indie people do a lot of times. And, you know, they put all their initial equipment and those kinds of things on it. And to this day, even though I do not use it, I still own the camera that shot swamp zombies, which is a Canon GL two but, but by and it's still a nice camera. It's just not a 24p It's in beautiful 30 frames per second, and just like Uncle Ted's video camera 20 years ago. So, you know, that's what we did and but I knew that, yeah, one's on zombie get in. I came back and I sat there and thought, man, you know, I could do this, but the script I wrote for swamp zombies. And I love writing scripts, but the script I wrote back then, I mean, again, I still don't have any real experience, it was a pretty ambitious script that I needed to have my head examined trying to produce a movie like that is my first film, but in terms of getting it out there and stuff. I did have a plan, though. I mean, even when I didn't know what I was doing, I did have a plan. I knew I wanted to get eyeballs on the movie, and I knew I wanted to pick genres, if you will, or or or entertainment outlets if you will, like WWE or the adult film industry or UFC, which was not in 2004 this big thing that it is today, UFC was just kind of still kind of getting rolling kind of thing so that that's where Dan Severn came in, that's where blue meanie came in. That's where Jasmine, Saint Claire came in. I mean, I strategically, obviously went and wanted to use these people because of their names and kind of a following that, you know, hopefully would come along. So, so, yeah, there was plans like that. I mean, I didn't go in just completely, well, I'm just going to film this, and whatever happens, happens, you know, I didn't go in like that. I kind of thought, you know, this is my plan. I'm going to get it signed with the distributor. They're going to use and market my, my star people here, and we'll see what happens from there. So that's how that came about.

Dave Bullis 13:23
You know, I actually have seen swamp zombies, and I actually watched it on Amazon Prime.

Len Kabasinski 13:28
So you've seen the condensed version of it, you've seen the 90 minute version of it.

Dave Bullis 13:33
Yeah, exactly. I Good deal. I actually went on a Len kabazinski sort of run. I actually saw that fist of the vampire, Curse of the wolf. Skull forest, I think. No, no, I don't think skull forest is on there yet. When I watched it, or maybe it was, yeah, I was gonna say, I don't. I think that's when I was, I was on your Facebook. I knew it was, it was bridal party massacre. That's actually, Oh, yeah. So, yeah. So when I watched swamp zombies, by the way, I was like, Dan Severin looks exactly like you think a police chief would look, he has that look to Him where He looks like a detective, or, you know what, I mean, like, like him and Don fry could be like,

Len Kabasinski 14:09
Oh yeah, yeah. They trained together back in the day too, yeah.

Dave Bullis 14:13
I mean, they look like those hard, grizzled tough guys. And they both are legit tough guys too, which is even, you know, I mean, Dan Severn, I'm a huge UFC fan. Like I was saying, you know, we have, yeah, that's me too, yeah. Like, you know, we have two things in common, martial arts and movies. And, you know, I remember, I remember the early days of the UFC, and it was like they had to have it in, like, Casper Wyoming. And it was just like, there was three rules, you know what? I mean, it's energy,

Len Kabasinski 14:37
I remember. And, yep. But Dan was my favorite even back then. But when I approached him for swamp zombies, yeah, super nice man. Actually, in swamp zombies, he came to Erie for the day because I had this swamp cabin type location that you see in the movie where I'm doing a Kata or something to introduce my character. We had that location and and. A couple cast members, their dad or something, owned it. So I was like, Man, this is a super awesome location. So I was really fortunate to have stuff like that in the movie. Dan Severn came out to that location to film some scenes. And then I thought, man, you know, I just don't have him fighting enough at this point. So I contacted him and said, Dan, you know what, he's in Michigan, but he had all kinds of woods and stuff around his property. And I said, You know what? What if I come to you, you don't have to do anything, just eat breakfast and come outside and fight zombies. So I'll come to you, Dan, because mission, Michigan's only, like, four and a half hours away drive for me. So I just we went up there for the day, and what a hospitable just nice guy. I mean, he was super nice and and we always wanted to work together again. But scheduling wise, you know what? Once my film schedules are set, I can't really change them, because I do vacation from work and leave and those kinds of things. And once I take my dates, my my dates are my dates kind of thing, and it just never could work out. And he's a super busy guy. I mean, even to this day, he does tons and tons of stuff, whether it's law enforcement or UFC promotional things or wrestling, he still that promotes those kinds of things too. And, yeah, nice man. I hope to work with him again. And, yeah, he was awesome.

Dave Bullis 16:13
Yeah, it's, I've seen all the things that he's he's done over the years. I know he went back into MMA, I think last year. I mean, he's got like, a, what is it like? I think he's like 105 or five or 110 and like 19 losses, like unbelievable career. Because, I mean, most guys in MMA, they last for maybe, you know, what, 810, fights. You know, a lot of the guys, and the upper echelon guys keep going. But I mean, you know, I mean, he has over 100 fights, for God's sakes. I mean,

Len Kabasinski 16:37
Yeah, with him too, though he's got a style too, though, if you look at him, I mean, look at the dude. He just has not taken tons of damage throughout his career. He's got a style that lends him to, you know, not get beat up a lot in fights. So I think that's one of the reasons he's lasted as long as, as long as he did.

Dave Bullis 16:55
Oh, I agree, completely. Len, he was definitely one of the forefathers of, you know, he has a more of a wrestling background. He uses that in the gauntlet. I'm sorry, the octagon. I'm jumping ahead. I'm thinking of your movie challenge of the five. That's what I'm thinking of. And so, but yeah, you know, I agree completely. And you know, he's just used his style so well. And when you know, and you also look at somebody like Don fry, kind of similar style, Don fry might strike a little more. I'm sure that all the people listening to this for film, by the way, film, by the way, are probably like, Dave talking about, you about MMA, right? Yeah, so, you know, but, but, yeah, help two awesome guys. And I actually was fortunate to meet Don fry before, but not Dan. And I'm glad to hear these. He's an awesome guy. Oh yeah, because he seems pretty intimidating, by the way, like, you know,

Len Kabasinski 17:41
Oh yeah, after the one after we shot Swan zombies in Meadville, Pennsylvania, there we all went out to Pizza Hut afterwards, and he was like, as nice as, like, a librarian type person. He's eating his pizza with a knife and fork. And he's Yes, sir, yes, ma'am, to the waitresses. And, I mean, he treats everybody super good. So you can tell he's like, I believe he's from Missouri, and he's got that kind of hospitality thing going on for him. So he's extremely nice to everybody and and with that too, he's got the wrestling base, but he acts like a true martial artist, though he has that respect and that that nature about him, that you can tell those kinds of disciplines kind of molded his character, probably personally as well. So, very nice guy,

Dave Bullis 18:25
And that's awesome to hear. You know, a lot of those wrestlers from the Midwest, you know, amazing, amazing stuff they do out there. And so just getting back to swamp zombies. So when you finally, you know, you were putting this together, and you mentioned, you know, you had a few, you know, pieces of the way the cast and crew, you know, helped you get maybe a location here, location there, or maybe a resource here and there. You know, was there ever a point in time where you had, like, a huge problem, like a production problem? My question was, yeah. I'm glad I brought it up. Thanks. I love to hear stories like this about how filmmakers overcame this. You know, you have a, sort of like a resource problem, and you know, so what was your biggest problem on and how did you overcome it?

Len Kabasinski 19:04
Oh, God, biggest problem. I don't know. I can think of one off at the top of my head. I don't know if it was the biggest problem, because we still would have got around it, but we had a local actress. Well, nobody's actors and actresses. We're all just starting, but we'll just say actress who wanted the role. She was the friend of Pamela, such as character in the movie they're going on the beach and stuff like that, and sunbathing and just girls hanging out on the beach kind of thing. Well, the one character did not show up, and I had just talked to them the night before and actually met with them and said, Okay, this is what we're doing. We're going to show up at this beach at X amount of time. I'll have you done within probably four or five hours, and that'll be that. And, you know, and they're like, Oh, great. This is awesome. I'm so excited to do this. Blah, blah, blah, blah, so Pam, such is on set. We're all down there waiting, and this person just doesn't show up, doesn't call me, doesn't do anything. And I thought, oh, man, now what! So and back then my brain wasn't running where it didn't. I'll get into a Hellcats example in a little bit here. But now, if something like this were to happen and somebody would no show, I'm pretty confident in my abilities. I could, I could script right on the fly and fix it, whatever the situation is. I'm pretty I have that confidence now that I'll fix any problem that arises like this, but, um, but, yeah, the actress no showed, and I was stuck without a character there, and I thought, Oh, God, I'm panicking and stuff. And then one of the extras comes up to me and says, Hey, I know this local girl that works as a stripper here, and she might, you know, come out and do this. And I said, Okay, offer 100 bucks to get down here, like, right now, you know, for the day. And he's like, okay, like, oh. And sure enough, he did. And an hour later came this, this red haired, tall, good looking, young girl that comes out, and girl, woman, probably in her early 20s, there, that comes out to set. And sure enough, we made the scene happen and it got done. And, yeah, she's the character that's Pamela, such as friend they go on the beach and she gets killed by zombies. So yeah, the that was, that was a major problem where somebody just didn't show up, who we pretty much fully expected to show up. So yeah, we had to pull that one out. And luckily, we did so but yeah, it's funny, you're watching on Amazon Prime. I had done the RE edit on that movie, and I chopped about a half hour from it and put it on prime. And actually, the movie has been out of print for several, several months now, probably close to, I don't know, almost going on a year anyways, because I got the rights back to that film. It is not available on DVD. It's out of print now, so you're going to pay potentially big bucks to try to find it right this second. But it's coming. It's coming back to DVD in like a month. I'm just sending it out to get authored now the DVD so, and then it'll be out and selling again on DVD, with a couple new commentary tracks. So it'll be a brand new package, new artwork, all that kind of stuff. So it should be just about a month, or maybe even a little less, and Swan zombies will be back on DVD.

Dave Bullis 22:15
Oh, that's really cool. I mean, you know, and by the way, I mentioned that about production problems, how you overcame them? You know, when you were talking about somebody not showing up, that happened to me too, Len, I completely understand where you're coming from. Because when I started doing movies too, that was one of the biggest problems, was people who would say, oh my god, you know, it's, I've always wanted to do this. I'm going to show up. And the day of they no show, no call

Len Kabasinski 22:39
Yeah, yeah. And, you know, but that's a it's a good lesson learned. And going forward in the future, when I when I'm doing extras, and a lot of times, I didn't have to coordinate extras going forward, sometimes I did, but, but then is I got associate producers come on board and things I would have like my associate producer for quite a few films. Now, Ruth Sprague does a lot of coordinating with extras and things like that, but the main thing I do is, if you aren't 1,000,000% sure you're coming, just please. You know I'm marking you down as a no. You know what I mean? I don't maybes are nos to me now in filmmaking, and it's like I try to only do the sure things, and if they show up, great, if it's a maybe and they show up. Great if not. I didn't count on them anyways, kind of thing. And that's kind of how I treat that.

Dave Bullis 23:28
Yeah, I concur if they're not into it 1,000,000% and they even say, Well, you know, hey, Len, I'll try to show up, or, you know, try to be there. I was like, that's that subtext, meaning, no,

Len Kabasinski 23:39
That's, that's right, right, right. I don't try anything. I just do it So, little faster. Pussycat reference there,

Dave Bullis 23:48
Yeah, it's, there is no do it or not. There is no try the Yoda, yeah, from the Yoda and, but so, you know, as you actually got, you know, swamp zombies, you got it done. You know, you're, you were able to sort of market it. So when you start, you know, going into your other projects, like Curse of the wolf and Fist of the vampire, you know what? What are some of the things that you, that you started to do, you know, maybe more of, or less of meaning, did you start hiring more crew members to, like, help you out? Did you maybe say, You know what, I'm gonna, I'm gonna get a person just for marketing, and maybe I'm gonna find some producers that I can actually work with, you know, to that I can keep using for project to project to project, project. Because that's something I found out, is too is like, you know, Kevin Smith has Scott Mosier, Quentin Tarantino has Lawrence Bender. There was always that, that, that tandem. So were you able to start, you know, finding more and more people that you wanted to work with?

Len Kabasinski 24:34
Yeah, you know, the way I tried to do it after swamp zombies, I went into Curse of the wolf. And the first thing I knew I had to improve right off the bat is I looked at other films and looked at my peers and things like that. And as I said, mini TV was still fairly new at that point, but so was 20 4p cameras for consumers. And I knew once I saw 20 4p and one of my other peers projects were looking like I knew right then and there I need to go. 20. 4p and I need to just try to get a hold of a good camera for curse. So I had bought a Panasonic 100 dv x1 100 a off of a guy that was filming biker documentaries for the Discovery Channel, and he was local, making motorcycle engines or something. He said, Hey, I got this camera. I'll sell it to you 500 bucks. And that's the best 500 bucks I ever spent because it went on to shoot, you know, three or four more movies for me on the DVX. It was just a workhorse for me, so I knew I had to improve that. I think we pretty much did that. And I think there's a big jump between Swan, zombies and curse of the wolf. I can see a big divide between those two films in terms of, look, at least, but, yeah, it's shit, you know, dude, it's you try to. I want that when I do my pictures, I want to have a cast that I can run with for a while. And I thought it would happen back on Curse of the wolf we had, we had changed editors, because the editors of curse of the wolf, were actually on set doing effects, so they really lived with curse of the wolf like I did. And he was not begging, but really strongly lobbying. Len, let me edit this movie. Let me edit curse, let me edit curse. And I was going to use the same editor as swamp zombies, but he kind of convinced me and Lisa, who was the producer of that film, to use him. And going forward, he ended up editing Fist of the vampire as well. And at that point, I'm like, Okay, let's do like, a three picture type handshake deal here. You know what I mean? In the micro world, you don't pay somebody 10 grand to edit three pictures. That just doesn't happen. You shake hands and say, hey, I want to use you the next three movies. Let's do it. So that's what we thought would happen. But he edited two pictures, and then I kind of just let them go from there. Just the amount of work and stuff and being a perfectionist myself, it's just like, I'm not happy a lot. I I tend to really try to just push and push people and get the best out of things. And you know that that's kind of a personality quirk of mine that doesn't always work out all the time anyways, you know, it's, it's kind of like a leader of a band that goes through a lot of musicians, you know, they either think he's a dick or they push him to work too hard for too little money and all those kinds of things. But I understand all that stuff. I mean, I know my my limitations when it comes to that. But, yeah, you know, it works out where you end up using the same people for two or three movies or so, but then they move on. Or, you know, something happens where, you know, they go on to their own projects or something like that. But, um, you know, at the end of the day, when, when my people want to go off and do things or do that, that's totally cool. But you know, for killer wolf films, at the end of the day, I'm the one still here. You know what I mean, I'm still here and working no matter what, and everybody else can leave and branch off. But, you know, at the end of the day, I'm still here doing stuff, and that's not going to change.

Dave Bullis 27:51
Yeah, you know. And I think you always have this sort of being the master of your own fate. You know what I mean, you always have to be, not only, I mean, you're like me, Len, you want to write your own scripts and honestly, because it's your story, it's your own special sauce, so to speak. And you want to say, You know what, I actually want to see this done. So I'm going to lead the charge to get this produced. Obviously, I'll direct it. And then, you know, and you want to make sure that, that the last part of that left is the production phase, you know. And you want to make sure a do, I have some kind of, you know, money to, you know, you know, cash is king, right? And then, you know, resources, the locations and stuff like that. And then we go into the whole cast and crew stuff of, you know, what's my list? And like you said, Len, you, as you keep doing this, your list grows more and more. So if somebody does drop out, you know, hey, well, I have a couple other people now, and I'm not sure, I'm not you know where. You know, when you first start out your list is very small. And then as you start going out more, you network, you and you start meeting new people.

Len Kabasinski 28:44
Yeah, when I a big turning point for me with the less is more kind of thing is between a movie I did called ninja prophecy of death, which was one of my higher last like, higher budgeted movies for what I do. I went in and did a movie called skull forest, where Skull forest, I tried to, like, not dumb it down, but I tried to do a less is more thing where, you know what? I'm not trying to get 27 different locations. I think skull forest might have four or five locations total in it, and something like that. But I knew that I'll condense the story. I'll make it you know, we're not going to be running around on a film like a day planner, you know, day one, we're in the woods, that's it. We're there all day. Day two, we're in a dance hall or something all day. And I knew I got really, I got better at day planning for, you know, what shooting on what day that, that thing I and the last several films have went really smooth for me to shoot. So day planning and constructing, uh, usually if I have extras, I put them all on one day, for example, like Hellcat, because extras are always the hardest thing for me, anyways, is to round up a bunch of people, get them all on the same day, on the same schedules, and all that stuff. That's hard. So if it's one group of people that I want to really have fun on my movie sets. It's not even so much my lead actors. It's my extras, because those are the people that populate scenes and make them look good, you know? I think so. So the number one group of people, if you will, on set that I want to come out and have fun is the extras. Because when I do my next film, I want them back to do something else if I need them. So, yeah, I want Hellcats revenge. That's coming out here, and it's already it's signed a worldwide multimedia so it's out of my hands now, but I do think the DVD is probably coming by, like Thanksgiving. Ish time here for Hellcats revenge, but we did a clubhouse, if you will, a female Hellcats like motorcycle clubhouse, and we shot all those scenes on the same day. We did an eight hour day or whatever. And all we did for that eight hour shift was film all the scenes where it's really, really populated in the clubhouse. And it worked out really, really well. So and we did the same thing where we were at a strip club. We shot all the strip club scenes on one day. Got a bunch of people who doesn't want to come out and be an extra in a strip club. So it's like we got a bunch of people on that day. So that's one thing I've gotten better at as we go along. But, yeah, it's the it's those elements that you've got to it's not about cutting or trimming. It's about, really, what I think I've gotten better at is writing scripts that I know I can accomplish kind of thing and and I get a lot of emails actually saying, Well, Len, how did you go about doing this or that, or how did you get this or that, and your films and stuff? And I said, You know what? If you want to accomplish your film and you're just getting rolling, or it's your first movie or second movie or whatever. Write one. Write your script to what you know you can get. If you have a script that calls for a double decker bus in France and sharks coming at you from the sky, but you can't get those things. Don't do it. Yeah, don't. Don't write it. So, and I'm not trying to limit your imagination, but what I'm trying to do is get you to have a film that's realistic for you to shoot kind of thing, and it's all for us. Being example, it's woods, it's guns, it's fight scenes, and that's about it. So I knew I could get that done, but so I tell them that, and then I said, you know, limit your cast and crew. Everybody wants to do a movie. Every Joe Blow off the street wants to do a movie, but when it comes time for them to show up on your set, and they don't, you know, don't be surprised kind of thing. So, you know, don't, don't make your cast real expansive and stuff. Just to start off, I would say, start, start small here. And speaking, I know we've talked a lot about swamp zombies and, yeah, I mean coordinating, God bless everybody that helped me out for that film. But yeah, sometimes it was just hell trying to coordinate 20 zombies on set or whatever. I mean, and I was doing it all back then. I didn't have an associate producer or anything. I mean, I was on the phone and doing, oh man, it was, I ain't going back there again. Put it that way, but, but everybody that helped out was super great. I mean, I've been really blessed that out of whatever a dozen movies or whatever it is now, very, very, very, I can't, I can't remember many dickheads or jerks really, so I've been really fortunate there. And yeah, even back in the day, to kind of prevent that stuff, I had met Jasmine St Clair and blue meanie and talked to Dan Severin and well, before shooting, because I knew I didn't want to bring these people on that were getting paid for their roles, and everybody else is covered in swamp crap and zombie makeup and stuff, and they're not getting paid. The last thing I'm going to do is bring Jasmine St Clair on set and paid role and have her treat my people like jerks or whatever. So I made sure everybody I used had a cool personality and stuff and and I still kind of work that way to this day. If there's a more name person that maybe once involved, I would talk to him and just kind of make sure that it's going to be a personality fit. I'm a real blue collar guy, so it's divas and those kinds of people, they're just going to hate me. I'm going to probably hate them, and it's just not gonna work. So, you know,

Dave Bullis 34:02
Yeah, you know that that's the thing, Lynn, you have to get those bad attitudes out of there. And that's so true, because those bad attitudes spread. It's almost like, like a disease, you know? It's almost like it was like a zombie curse, you know? It's like it affects one person, that it affects two. And that's why it's so good to, sort of like, hire, slow, fire, fast, as you're saying, out of business. And that's something I've learned over the years too, is, you know, I've been there. We were just mentioning about swamp zombies, where you're on the phone and you're trying to coordinate all these people, you know, I've been there too, where you're you're like, Okay, you're on the phone trying to give somebody directions, people coming up to at the same time asking you for stuff. And you're like, my god, you know, it's a lot, right? So that's when you need to have, you know, the crew to sort of, you know, to sort of delegate the, you know, all these assignments. And you want to have everyone have that upbeat attitude. Hey, look, you know, we're making art. We're actually out here doing something, and we're getting treated well for it. The director is not talking down to us. You know, we all feel like we're a part of the team. And I and, you know, I that. Is so key, because, you know, I've been on those sets here in Philadelphia where, you know, you show up and the director acts like, you know, who the hell is, you know, what are you doing here? Don't talk to me, whatever. And you're like, Come on, dude, yeah, we're all in the same boat here,

Len Kabasinski 35:13
Yeah, with stuff like that, I'm kind of the opposite. I wish I could hang out and talk to the extras more. Just talk to people in general. I mean, there's people that had starring roles in my films who I probably spoke three sentences to, you know, just because I don't, I don't have time on set and with a wonderful internet here. I mean, a lot of my directing, if you will, to the actors. It's done months beforehand. You know, we're communicating online, or you know, they'll message me questions about their characters, that I do a lot of the directing remotely. So when, by the time they show up on set, they know what's expected of them, you know, character wise and things like that. So it does make my job easier come actual, you know, film time when the cameras rolling, that they know what what I'm expecting of them. And that doesn't mean I still have to kind of direct them and reel them in from here or there, but it's, it's a good process that I get to nail a lot of direction really, ahead of time, a lot, many times.

Dave Bullis 36:13
And that's good. That's really efficient too, because that way, when they get there, you're, you know, everyone knows what's expected of them, and you can just rock and roll through this, and not a lot of you know, waiting around between takes and stuff like that.

Len Kabasinski 36:24
Oh yeah, Hellcats revenge. I rewrote the script at the last minute, literally last minute. We had a cast member drop out, and I thought, well, I'm still filming this. I'm just gonna change a couple things. And I'm, you know, I had people in from Vegas. I had people in from LA already on set, and I had to change the script and but I did it. The movie premieres tonight. It's like, it's out there. It's going to come to DVD later this year. And, I mean, wow, that was one of the craziest experience in film ever to have, like a lead, you know, not be there, and then me have to just kind of rework everything at the last minute, and it definitely worked out for the better. So it's one of those moments you just got to nut up and figure out, you know, what are you going to do this? Are you not going to do it? Pick a direction and go. And mine was, go make a movie. So

Dave Bullis 37:14
Yeah, and usually Len, that is the best option to go with is, you know what? You got to put your head down and just keep going forward. Because, you know, a lot of the time it is the right decision, you know, because it's better to make it than not make it right. So and So, as we talk about Hellcats revenge, could you just give me a, you know, give everyone a log line about the film?

Len Kabasinski 37:34
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Basically, Hellcats revenge is your kind of biker revenge movie. I mean, you're not going to get some kind of complex, you know, seven ish story out of it, or something like that. I mean, it's pretty straightforward. Well, biker leader of a female gang is killed, and so her her Hellcats, if you were her gang riding club, or whatever you want to call them, kind of go out and try to find out who killed her, and they end up coming up against a criminal gang called the Vipers, and they kind of go at it, kind of thing. So it's a female gang versus a male biker gang in the film. And then there's kind of some like fence sitting shady characters that kind of kind of play both, both sides there. But yeah, it's not an all out martial art film. There is some fight scenes, obviously, in it and stuff like that. It moves along at a pretty good pace. It's like an hour and 20 minutes, I think. So I was pretty pleased with the runtime and all that kind of stuff. So I think it moves along good. We had an Osmo camera for this one, so we have some really cool, steady tracking shots and those kinds of things. The Osmo camera was wonderful. So I think, I think, I think what people will see is increased production values, just even stepping up from like Angel of reckoning. So I think they'll see those kind of productions, like lighting and all those kinds of things sound, we ADR, a lot of stuff in it. So we wanted to make sure, because that's a common problem, especially micro indie stuff, is lighting and sound are the two big things that you know, usually need the most work or end up sucking. So we try to really, and we did that with Angel of reckoning too, but even hell cats revenge even more so that we wanted to, you know, if we had ADR stuff, that is what it is. Let's just make it the best you know, that we can. And so, yeah, it's just a crazy little action picture. There's a lot of guns, few fight scenes, some hot chicks, that kind of thing. So I hope people enjoy it. It continues my trend of, like, action movies without being martial art movies. But um, that being said, you kind of mentioned this briefly, and I'll touch on it now real quick. Is um, I got I actually will backtrack to Hellcats one second here. I've had a lot of especially like Red Letter Media fans and stuff like that, message me that Len, when are you going back to doing like a lead type role? Because we they for whatever reason, like, when I'm I'm acting and doing that kind of stuff, and for the last couple pictures, I really haven't been but for those that want to see me in a lead type role, Hellcats or revenge will be your movie. I play the character snake in the movie, who is like the lead villain type character. So for those that want to see me in a lead role, Hellcats Revenge will be your movie. It's Lisa Neal. Playboy cover model. Lisa Neal plays the cat, the leader of the Hellcats, and I play Snake, the leader of the Vipers. So for those that want to see me in a lead role, that's the Hellcats is your movie. But that's a question I got, was land when you do an elite role again? So there's the answer to that. And then the other question I get a lot is, Len, your last couple movies, like Angel of reckoning, for example, aren't really martial art movies. When are you going to do your martial art movie? Well, that's coming next year. I'm writing now a movie called challenge of five gauntlets, which is a all out martial art picture. It is done in the vein of stuff I really love in the 70s, like Shaw Brothers studio martial art pictures or kung fu movies, those kinds of things. Got challenge of five gauntlets will be in that style. So it will be my first all out, you know, martial art picture. There is no vampire, zombies, you know, whatever. Then none of that is in it. It's all it's an all out kung fu picture. So, and that starts filming next, next spring.

Dave Bullis 41:18
And I know you mentioned that there's a certain somebody from Red Letter Media who's going to play the wise old kung fu master.

Len Kabasinski 41:26
I'm hoping that happens. If it doesn't, you know, it's not like I'm not doing the film or whatever, but I thought it would be funny. You know, if that happens, it's not a comedy film, obviously. But if it happens, I think it'll be really funny for the fans, if not, and they they're still interested in checking it out. They're going to get what they want out of me. They're going to get that that all out martial art, you know, picture. So even now I'm currently as I'm writing it, I'm studying a lot of fight scenes from that area, really, studying the choreography and things, not so much to like rip off things, because that's really not my deal. It's more to, like, understand, like, in a Shaw Brothers fight scene and challenge a fight or challenge in five element ninjas. You know, here's this big fight scene. How many moves do they go with before cutting and switching an angle or doing stuff like that? So really trying to, like, see how the fight scenes are in those films. And really, I'm going to try to mold my fight scenes in a similar fashion,

Dave Bullis 42:24
And that's awesome. Again, you're a big martial arts fan. You're a martial artist yourself, you know? I I've read about your background, I know you've done a lot of Taekwondo, a lot of Fang sudo, you know. And that's awesome. And you can bring that to to the to the films, you know, you do fight choreography. And I actually can't wait to see challenge the five gauntlets and see what you do with it.

Len Kabasinski 42:45
Yeah, yeah, it's I'm excited to do an all out martial art picture. I really am, because now, when it comes time for distribution, you know, back in the is, as we mentioned, mini DV booming, and the early micro horror type stuff coming about. Now I don't need to play to anything. I can just do a film. And, you know, I realized a couple films ago, and I try to be a humble guy about things, but, um, so I never see myself as somebody like this popular star type person that's just not myself, but, but now people seem to want to watch my films for me and not for, you know, certain actor I put in him, or whatever, you know what I mean. So that kind of allowed me the freedom to go, kind of go out and make, you know, gauntlets here, and say, You know what, I don't have to worry about trying to get a gimmicky name or do something like that. And I can go out and be myself now, and people will watch it for me, and I don't have to worry about trying to draw them in with something else. So,

Dave Bullis 43:40
Yeah, and, you know, I found that too Len, because when I was showing, I think, swamp zombies to a few people, they actually were like, Hey, where's Len at? They actually, and I'm not just saying next, I'm all, you know, doing this interview with you, but I'm dead serious. They were like, you know, they, they, they always felt that the movie, really, you know, quote, unquote, came alive, you know, when you were on screen. So, you know, honestly, and that that works well, honestly, Len, because the just like you said, you can actually focus on, hey, look, you know, I'm in the movie. It's just me. You know, people want to watch for you, and you don't have to, you know, you know, do anything. You know, you know what I mean. And that that's a great advantage to have.

Len Kabasinski 44:12
Yeah, and come to challenge of five gauntlets there, I will not disappoint them. I am the lead character in it. I don't know how many lead roles I got in me anymore. I mean, I would like to stay behind the camera more, much like I did for Angel of reckoning, which I got a lot of love for, that film. I think it turned out pretty well for for, you know, that kind of thing. But you know, even going back as I've had to close caption my films from the Amazon Prime, I've really been living a lot with the movies like Swan zombies and curse of the wolf and Fist of the vampire lately. And I'll say this, though, for Fist of the vampire, I was, you know, I would put that movie up against a lot of micro, windy stuff being made today. And Fist of the vampire is 10 years old now, so there's, I still think there's some good stuff in there, you know, swamp zombies, Curse of the wolf. There's a lot of growing pains, but, but fist, I think, has some, some decent stuff in it. Still that that can translate to today's micro filmmaking world. So,

Dave Bullis 45:06
Oh yeah, yeah, absolutely. I mean, you know, you know, just as we as we all grow, and we all do our different films, we see different things happening. And we in this world that we're in, land is constantly changing. You know, there's constantly new technology coming out. There's constantly new distribution realms. I mean, I mean hell in in 2006 for first of the vampires and seven, Amazon Prime was even a thing, right? You know? I mean, it's, it's like, now all of a sudden, you know, you there's, there's an article a friend of mine wrote. He goes, if you were an indie filmmaker today, what's better YouTube or or Amazon Prime? You know, which one is going to help the filmmakers more? And at the end of the article. You know, spoiler alert, he picks Amazon Prime and and he feels that that's much better because YouTube has a lot of different selections of like, Hey, watch me play video games. Hey, watch me. You know, practice guitar. Well, if you're on Amazon Prime, it's there to watch movies, exactly, right? You're just there to watch movies.

Len Kabasinski 45:58
Yeah, that's smart. Yeah, yeah, there is no, you know, music, whatever that. I mean, YouTube can be anything. It'd be some I'm not playing with his dog in the backyard or whatever. But, I mean, when you're in Amazon, right? You're there to watch movies. So, yeah, I think that's a good way to go. And I think I'm gonna go that route when I've got a movie called Blood prism coming out that's gonna wrap in probably two months here. And that is another one, though, where, again, fans might see it and be like, oh, man, where's Len because I am not in the movie. I just, I wrote, I co wrote and direct it. It is a dark comedy. There is no action, fight scene type stuff in it. It's a dark comedy film. But I also, with that, want to show people, I mean, if they check it out, it's a, you know, I'm not a one trick type thing. I mean, yeah, I love martial art films and stuff like that. I love micro horror movies and stuff. But I also want to show that I'm not old school or new school. I'm I want to be all school So, and that's what I'm trying to kind of prove to people in blood prisms. So, uh, hopefully they'll check it out. But it's a very, very, very different, different movie.

Dave Bullis 47:00
Yeah, and I'm going to make sure to link to all your stuff in the show notes. Len, you know, I know we've been talking for about 45 minutes now. I know you know we're running out of time, because I know you have, you know you want to, you have a couple things to do before the premiere tonight. So Len, just in closing, just to sort of wrap up everything. Is there anything that we can get a chance to talk about that maybe you want to talk about right now, or anything you want to sort of say, just to put a period then this whole conversation

Len Kabasinski 47:21
Just to check out, like we just started a Patreon page. It's only a $2 we just have a $2 level. It's a patreon.com/killerwolffilms. If you want to check it out, I film new content every month, so it's not like you're giving me $2 and it just sits there, whatever. I really just only kept it at that level. It's not really more than that. It's, uh, you know, it's not a cash grab type, type thing for me. It's like, hey, you know, help me get lights or a camera or get a stunt man or something like that, in by by, you know, joining our Patreon. So, so we did start the Patreon campaign there. I'm on Twitter, twitter.com/terrible, films. Or you can hit me up at Facebook. I'm out of like friends things now, so you can't friend me because it won't let me. I guess I'm at a limit or something like that. But, you know, whatever, that's stupid. But yeah, there's they put a limit on your friends so, so that's very whatever. That seems like, communistic, almost. But yeah, you have a cap on the number of friends you can have, but check me out at facebook.com it's slash len.kabasinski or killer wolf films is on there too. But yeah, there's those new things I'm doing now. There's so many new things coming out, swamp zombies, Curse of the wolf. This the vampire. They're all coming back to DVD. They're out of print now. I'm working hard on them now to get them back out there. Like I said, Swan zombies will probably be first up, and it should be out by October 1, I would imagine so. So there's those things. Hellcats revenge should be on DVD by the end of the year, coming from worldwide multimedia. Blood prism, again, is another brand new movie that I just got done shooting a few months ago. That should be out by the end of the year on DVD, and then challenge the five gauntlets I'm writing. But also something that kind of fell into my lap within the last week or two. Here was a sequel to swamp zombies, which I know we didn't get to talk about much, but that might start, that could start shooting as soon as a month away. And that's filming in the Philadelphia area there. So swamp zombies, two would happen. It's kind of a Running Man mixed with survivor mixed with a zombie movie type story. So Newt Whalen, who owns a theater in Philly there, he actually wrote the script, and I was kind of just kind of changing and picking at things with them there. It's a really cool story. So I hope the ball gets rolling on that, and it'll, it'll continue my stuff, like, like I said, swamp zombies too, with it, with a name like Swan, zombies are not expecting to get Gone With the Wind type stuff there. But, you know, it's I told him that, you know, much like I told Red Letter Media when we were kind of talking about a bite of the mummy picture is, you know, I'm still Len. I'll still be Len, but at the same time, the swamp zombie production kind of Len is long gone. You know what I mean? I'm not interested in not getting better with lighting and sound and those kinds of things. So if you want that more shittier level of production, I'm not interested in going backwards. I just want to, you know, I want to continue my trend to getting better at those things. So as long as they were cool with that, I was cool with that. I still love trauma movies, Swan, zombies, two will still be that campy Troma ish kind of movie, but yet still have really good lighting and good sound and those kinds of things. So So I hope everybody can check it out, drop by my Patreon, or hit me up on Twitter or whatever. So I try to be super interactive with the fans. You know, I get dinged every time somebody sends me a message, so it takes me, you know, they're like, Len, you must not have anything to do if you're responding to all these fans. And I'm like, No, it's not that. It's just it takes me 10 seconds, if let not less, to just drop by and say, Hey, thanks for watching my stuff or whatever. So I appreciate everybody that's that's kind of supported killer wool films through the years here. And like you said, it started in 2004 when I started writing swamp zombies. And we're in the 2017 now. And I, you know, much like I said before, I'm still here, so I'm not going anywhere. So jump on board

Dave Bullis 51:26
And everybody. I will link to everything that Len talked about. Len and I talked about in the show notes. Len Kabasinski, I want to say, man, it's been an absolute blast talking with you.

Len Kabasinski 51:39
Thanks for having me on any time as we get closer to other, you know, newer releases I have towards the end of the year, or whatever. Let's do it again, brother.

Dave Bullis 51:46
You know what Len, I love to have you back on anytime. Man, I you know you and I could talk all day about this stuff. Oh, you talk about old movies too.

Len Kabasinski 51:53
Oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah. I'm a wealth of stuff. And speaking of that, just quickly on the Patreon page, I have a lens forgotten movie den, where I talk a lot about direct to video, maybe films you haven't heard of. Usually it's a lot of like 80s films or early 90s films. But I talked about movies like overkill with Aaron Norris, or I talk about George Rivera's fist fight, or a movie I adore from the 80s. So yeah, just just on a tangent there, about talking about movies all day. I try to do that. I pick a film each month to try to bring to your attention. I don't critique them or anything, but I just kind of say, Hey, there's this movie I really love. You should check it out, kind of thing. So again, thanks for having me, man. And enjoy your Sunday.

Dave Bullis 52:31
You too, Len, and I wish you the best of luck with Hell's cat revenge and now all the other things you got going on. So I wish you, but I know the Premier is tonight, so I wanted to focus on that. So best of luck with that, my friend,

Len Kabasinski 53:18
Thanks a lot man, take care.

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Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

And I don't like to play favorites, but this is actually one of my favorite episodes because I grew up watching USA up all night all the time. I remember when this was on, I found so many movies because USA up all night. And my guest this week was a host of USA up all night from 1991 to 1998 she's acting in TV shows like Happy Days, married with children, duck man, just to name a few. In 2001 she launched, launched her own woman's intimate line, and she has the number one selling bra in the world, and her new book up all night, from Hollywood bombshell to Andre mogul, life lessons from an accident dental feminist is out on October the third, 2017 so that'd be next month. In this episode, we chat a lot about movies, finding the courage to follow your dreams, preventing yourself at any age, it's just tons more again, one of my favorite episodes with guests Rhonda Shear.

Rhonda Shear 2:49
Happy to speak to. Heard nothing but amazing things about you. So thanks for having me on.

Dave Bullis 2:54
Oh, thank you, Ron. I really appreciate that. And you know, I really wanted to have you on to because I grew up watching up all night, or USA is up all night, and I

Rhonda Shear 3:03
Wait, let me do it. Dave day, wait, wait. USA, Up all night. I know I have to do that.

Dave Bullis 3:14
I remember that all the time. I mean, sometimes I wouldn't even remember the movies, but I remember, I remember that because, you know, I remember to finding a lot of movies I never heard of before from, from that intro. And I remember, I just remember that intro, the first time I ever saw it was, you, you doing that. And I remember, like it was so great, because it's so it's so catchy, because, you know what, I mean, it gets so

Rhonda Shear 3:35
Absolutely, and it's so funny that you say that. Because, you know, when I first, you know, there was another gal before me that hosted up all night with Gilbert on I was always on Friday, and Gilbert Gotti was on Saturday. And I'm blanking on her name right now, but anyway, you might be able to think Carolyn Caroline, Caroline Caroline. And so she was there about a year and a half before I got there. And I know people really loved her, and I thought she was actually very good. But, you know, it was USA Network that wanted to replace her for whatever reason. And I think they were going a little bit, they thought it being a little bit sexier. They wanted to kind of go for it. So I did. But I always thought, when I got it, I always thought, you know, you have to come up with kind of a catch phrase. And because, years ago, I'm from New Orleans. And when I was in New Orleans, I used to do this commercial for it was an all female, you know, like class, like pre, you know, all the gyms that were mixed, they used to have, like, men gym, female gyms. I was called a shape spa for all women. And I used to, and the catchphrase was, let's get in shape. So that was kind of like my thing. I'm going to do it all through my teens and then my 20s. In my 20s. And so it always caught. And wherever I would go in New Orleans, everybody shape spot girl. So anyway, that kind of brought me back to that. And so I said, I have to come up with some way of saying, show that kind of catches. And so hence that, that's how that was born. And and, of course. It was the little bit of a ditzier character. But if you really listened to the character, you know, it was fun and smart comedy. But if you would just, I guess, channel surfing, you would just see a lot of blonde hair, a lot of cleavers and up all night. But anyway, it was good. It was a good run almost, almost eight years. So kind of cool to have that long line on the show, on any show, on today.

Dave Bullis 5:25
Yeah. I mean, that's absolutely amazing, because I actually looked it up, because I didn't even know the total number of episodes off the top of my head. I mean, there's like 900 episodes of up all night. And, I mean, right, you did it for like, eight years. I mean, that's an insane number of episodes.

Rhonda Shear 5:39
It really is. Well, you know what it is? It's because we taped every week, as opposed to, like, you know, most episodic shows, or, like, 22 a season. But we were, we were on every week, so we either tape every week and then the show moved to New York for a while. I didn't move to New York, but we would go to New York and take four or five, you know, bank them, and then they would air. So it was really cool to have that much fun. And I had, unfortunately or fortunately, I guess they kept changing producers and directors on me. I don't know what they wanted, but actually, in looking back, I'm so friendly with all these people, and each one brought something else to the table. Well, of course, in the very early years, it was really sexy and sassy and a little lingerie. And for a couple of years, and then it kind of changed, and it became more interview style. And then when we got to New York, it really changed. But I think people remember the earlier years, but for me as a performer, they were all cool, because I really got to, you know, have a lot of saying what I want to do. So first, you watched the late, like, even the last year, we did a lot of, I did a lot of impressions of like, Lucille Ball and Cher and, like some of my I powered you a lot of my favorite ladies on television. So that was really cool. But yeah, that I did 450 episodes myself, and I think I'm the only one that has most. I mean, I have probably at least 400 might be missing a few, but I actually had them. You know, that was part of my contract that they had to give me a video tape of everything. So most of those have been down or uploaded, I should say, and then a lot of them are still on DVD. So eventually we'll get to them and put them all on YouTube. But I'm the only one that they literally USA Network dispose of them back then, because of the tape, just saving tape. Can you imagine how? What a shame. So I think I even the producer. Some of the producers have a few shows, but I have most of them. Of course, I don't have the movies. I used to have all the movies. What they would do. USA Network would send me the movie to watch. And you know, of course, then you know how much you know I do the do the wraparounds later on? I should have saved all those movies, although I wouldn't have had the rights to them myself. But people always say, you have this film, you have that. And back in the day, I did, but for my my own storage, I couldn't, you know, I we actually did two movies, or I hosted three movies every Friday night. So we, we hosted and wrapped around two and then the third one was just voiceover, but they would send me all the movies ahead of time, so I would have had a really great collection of B Films if I would have kept them all. But it's funny, it's a genre that is kind of coming back. Even a few years ago, I was asked to do a film, and everyone really misses that genre and the fact that it was kind of innocent, like everybody thought you would see more, see more skin or hear more language than than you really got. So it was kind of titillating without being nasty or what have you so anyway, interesting time. I'm glad I was part of it. And even being part of early basic cable, which was USA Network, was the first full out basic cable. So very cool time. I'm glad I was part of it, of course, and it led to, obviously, many other opportunities and wonderful things.

Dave Bullis 8:52
Yeah, I was going to say that there really is nothing like this on TV anymore, because this, you know, as I was saying earlier, introduced me to a lot of films that I wouldn't have seen otherwise, you know, because, again, you know, your character was great. It was, it was engaging. You actually enjoyed, you know, doing what you were doing. You know, again, I imagine watching all these movies, you know, you're probably, you know, you're getting a feel for these movies. You know, this was a comedy right on Elm Street. Obviously, that's, you know, more of a horror. But, you know, yeah, you but you know, it really is nothing like this.

Rhonda Shear 9:24
Believe me, I still get, I still have fans reach out to me and say, I really miss this. I mean, I grew up with this. Of course, I always can say I got a lot of boys, I think I did, but I have a lot of female fans in the show too, as well. But there isn't anything. I mean, of course, Elvira was, you know, she was syndicated, I know, Cassandra Peterson. And then they had Joe, Bob Briggs. And then they had, they had, I guess the later one was a dinner in the movie, which was, you know, a knockoff of us, in a way. But, um. They were all good in their own way. And then, I don't know of any, there might be some local people that do it. I mean, all of this burned from local people that did it back in the day. And you know, even though virus started off a local show on Channel Five in LA, and then that became syndicated. But now it's a shame, it's really, it's a sweet it looks it's really all about, I mean, what it was about then was making people tune in to the commercials and keeping them entertained with these films, so that, you know, USA would make money off the ads. Well, I don't think anybody realizes it, but that little show made a fortune for USA Network offseason, but the ads and that funded a lot of their early original programming, like LA fam Nikita and other shows like that. So we were like this little cable show that cost very little to produce that was making some big dollars, some big bucks for the network. So, good time. Good time to be in TV experiment. A little bit fun. I hosted the show from 91 to 98 everybody thinks it was in the 80s because I kept my hair big. But I didn't start till January of 91 and just had a great time with it, yeah.

Dave Bullis 11:21
And I remember some of those other USA shows too. By the way you met, you mentioned La Femme Nikita. And I remember, like, you remember duck man, that show.

Rhonda Shear 11:29
Duck man, yeah, I actually did a couple of episodes of it as Rhonda. I wasn't a dog coming up. That was Rhonda. And then I did, then we had all science. I was an episode of that. I was on the other show. I was almost at Nikita. Darn. I'm blanking on the other name of the show. I can't believe. I can't think of it. But then they started off, which really made them put before up all night. Was Night Flight, which is a lot of people still remember. I vaguely remember, but because it was before May, but that was their first kind of out there programming of, you know, interstitial, late night television. So it was a really cool network to be part of in the early days. And then they got into, I wish, I mean, from, I mean, I don't watch us as much. I just don't do much, a lot of television. But I always, I'm told that it was better back in the day. I think it was just, it was a little more raw and a little bit more experimental. And, you know, everything is so and everything so much more reality today than scripted, because we were a little bit of both. We had a little we had a little script, and then a lot of, like, flying by the seat of our pants, but it would take about 12 hours to film those. I mean, because I would fill anywhere between 30 minutes of time till to an hour, depending on how much was cut out of the film is, how much, you know, how, how short the films are. So I it just depended on the film. Sometimes I would have to fill a longer period. So people think that people thought that we were live, we were never live. And we taped in the day, usually, unless we were doing a night event or something, and we shot for hours. It was, it was a, I mean, it was definitely a lot more hard work than I think people thought. But I had a blast, and I had going people in my life and and that produced it and directed it. And a lot of people that were young people that started off and went on to do amazing things, like, like, one of the young producers, I think he produces bill now, so, I mean, they went on to do some pretty amazing things after that.

Dave Bullis 13:33
Yeah, and you mentioned one thing too Rhonda, which is about how TV is nowadays. And, you know, I wanted to get your take on this. You know, I think back in the in the 90s and the and even the 80s were, you know, a lot of these, like new TV shows, you know, were breaking ground, and they were something new, and they were fresh. My whole take on this, and something that I've noticed is that they let the hosts, like yourself, be themselves, and they really didn't say, say, hey, Rhonda, here's a 90 page script you have to memorize. They then, you know, would let you be yourselves. And I think as we get along to TV nowadays, it's more of, here's a script. Read it and don't, don't venture off this script. And I think it really makes a lot of shows to cookie cutter, because all the characters are talking the same. You know what I mean,

Rhonda Shear 14:22
Absolutely, and even in reality, which everybody thinks of reality, I can tell you this. I mean, some of my friends, I did a lot of talk shows and hosted and hosted on talk shows back in that era, and a lot of these young producers are now the people who are kicking butt in reality TV. So I was kind of, I did a lot of basically reality TV, but they were just segments that reality TV is not so real. I mean, yes, they don't necessarily have scripts at what that they memorize, but the producers really push you into situations, and they'll say, Oh, I'd like to see you and I. That guy and that girl, and I'd like to see this happen. So you're kind of pushed those, those reality shows aren't necessarily as real. So I mean, they and they kind of stir the pot to make, you know, tension happen. And I just because of that, it's kind of manufacturing its own. That's why a lot of reality shows all feel the same, because the same thing, they're pushing for fighting, or they're pushing for, you know, for stuff to happen. So it's not organic. And yeah, we had a really good time. I mean, even if we were scripted, and we had certain jokes that were scripted, I mean, Gilbert and I were really able to be ourselves, and it was really fun to experiment with that. And by the way, we had so many guests on both of us. McIlroy had all these great comedians in New York, and I had great comics, and I also had cheerleaders, and, you know, I had actors and actresses, stand up, comics, and just all kinds of people, singers and what, you know, from all walks of Williams. And that was fun. That kind of came into Rhonda world back then. So, yeah, I mean, and then we, we would shamelessly promote whatever, you know, if they had a movie out or a book out, we would promote them, and we had fun with it, and we were we would kid about how shameless we are, and we would do spoofs off of Letterman was big at the time and his list of 10. And so we would do our own list of craziness. And I had all kinds of fans. I had foot feathers, fans that love my feet and my shoes and all that we would cater to, you know, whoever would really write us and really pay attention, we would give them a shout out. And, no, you don't see that happening anymore when you really cater to fans, you know, we did. We took, we took the fan mail. Really, we have fan mail night. So I just read fan mail, and that was fun.

Dave Bullis 16:44
And you would, you would also, just because you were being yourself, and you know, it was also you were having fun, and you having fun with it, you know, because you could just go on, you know, be yourself. And like you said, you do have some scripted jokes, but they allowed you, you know, you were a character. And then, you know, well, that's why I think a lot of today. It's just, it's harder and harder. It's almost like they want to homogenize things in terms of, like, you know, I mean, you know how it is. So somebody probably looked at, you know, a sheet or something, and said, Well, hey, people really are responding to this on that show. So what if we, you know, what if we did this and, and that's what I think happens, happens today is you have people who've been looking at, like, so many numbers and stuff like that, that they just think, right? You know, hey, look, we have a formula we've made, and if we plug this right in, we're going to make hit after hit after hit. And I think that's what,

Rhonda Shear 17:30
100 100% right? It's more scientific today than it is organic. And that that was kind of sad, I agree, because I've, like, I've pitched TV shows, and in the beginning, I really, in the beginning. I mean, years ago, I wanted to do a reality show, because there was so much craziness in my life. You know, I manufacture and produce undergarments, which, of course, was a, you know, came out of wearing so many intimate apparel on up all night. But I, you know, I want, I thought it was such, such a funny business to be in. I mean, you know, you're actually talking panties and bars. And I pitched it. And you know, people, you know, they liked it, but they wanted it. They wanted they wanted to see my husband's my business partner, and they wanted to see us fighting and have him, you know, me being jealous of the models. And I said, that isn't happening. I mean, I'm not going to make up something that's not real. And, I mean, these producers, I had a father, successful, but he actually, he kept pushing. You know, what your husband's thinking, you're trying to make something happen that doesn't happen. I mean, we can look at beautiful girls and think they're beautiful, but that doesn't mean he left or wants you know that you're trying to make something happen. It's completely untrue. So that's what happens on those reality shows. I think it's kind of yucky, you know. So we didn't agree to go down that road at all. I mean, you know, that's a bad road to go down.

Dave Bullis 18:54
Oh, yeah. And, I mean, if that would cause you problems off camera as well, because, you know, right?

Rhonda Shear 19:00
Yeah. I mean, that's just bad. It's just bad. And then, besides that, it's not who I am. I'm not negative. That's not who I who I am as a person, and that's not how I talk to my customers. No, you know, I'm more of a positive, flirty, fun, you know, I kid about my husband, but I I don't believe in negative and nastiness. I mean, a lot of these people end up getting divorces and some bad stuff happening on these reality shows, but, and I do think it's the fault of the producers for pushing them down certain bad roads. So yeah, I don't need to do that. Yeah. Don't need any of that in my life. As one of the positives, there's enough negative that happens. You know that you don't want to happen. There's all these things in business or life, but you don't need to push that into your life, and that's what they want. They always want to have that kind of Ying and Yang and the fight and people fighting and arguing and pulling hair. And I'm like, not me,

Dave Bullis 19:52
Yeah, it's kind of like Jersey Shore. I think that that reality show, I think, ruined a lot of producers because, like, we need more of that. And it's like, you know, that was so manufactured. And you know now, it's like, oh, you know. And, or the Kardashians, that was another, I think, that just, you know, it was a, I think, again, like we were talking about formulas. And I think that that was too much of a lot of work. Producers could look at that and say, Hey, see, we could be that. Do that show, right? You know, look at what Kim can do from that show. It's like, well, yeah, it's that's not something most people really,

Rhonda Shear 20:35
All the housewife shows, you know that the fact that they keep me, I've never watched any of them, you know. And people say, the other semester, I've never seen any of they just don't intrigue me or interest me at all. Totally get it. I mean, I'm, hey, good for them. That makes me happy. But, you know, I like the old fashioned piece of people becoming celebrities because they actually had talent, you know. I mean, I was a stand up comic for many years, and the Jerry Seinfeld were around, and those people, and that's, that's, that's where I came from. People had to really be funny and write a good joke. And and my days of stand up and a new one was kind of doing the sexy stand up comedy, female comic comedy at all when I started in 1984 85 and so it was kind of a category. They didn't know what to do with me. But, I ended up getting booked and headlining and all over but, I mean, nowadays, I would have been right in there with the Amy Schumer's, but back then, they didn't want that. Of course, I'm not. I'm a feminist in my own way, but I but not the way these women are, like the Amy Schumer movies. You know, she's attacking the guy. I'm still that old fashioned girl. It's like, I want the guy, you know, coming on to the girl and being flirty, but I don't, I don't like, it's just, I like just a little bit more old fashioned in my life. I think it's sexier, but whatever you want to call it out of old fashioned. But that's just the way I was brought up. And I still think, you know, that's just, I still think guys like that at the end of the day, I don't think they wrestle with love aggressive women, and those are that aggressive. You can still be a feminist that my books about, by the way, I do have a book out, you know, that will be actually hitting it's a pre sale right now on Amazon called, called up all night, and it's the life and journey of an accidental feminist, which I really think my life was, because I did so many pageants, I was in Miss Louisiana that I was a saints cheerleader about the New Orleans. And then I went on to Los Angeles and did Happy Days and was co starred on a lot of television. And then eventually up all night, and then I reunited with my high school sweetheart 16 years ago, and we started the current business. I am on the Rhonda shear brand of intimate apparel. And so it was about, you know, my book covers, you know, my early life. I ran for public office when I was young. It talks about that, how I was accepted to law school. But then I went to Hollywood, and I was very I was typecast immediately as a sexy girl. And I thought it, but it just, it didn't work. So eventually I just went with it. And so it, the book has all these life lessons on how to use what's God given. And I mean, basically, I was a feminist in my own way, and stood up and stood my ground and always did and always got things my way, but I also used the things that were given to me in life. So I didn't know I wasn't this aggressive or outwardly aggressive woman, but yet, I did fight for my own rights, just I did it my way. So the book has a lot of life lessons and tips, along with comedy and a lot of pictures from up all night and my younger life. And I'm really excited. It actually, like I said, it's on pre sale right now on Amazon called Rhonda. It's up. Actually, it's called up all night by Rhonda shear, but it It literally will be out October 3 is when everything you know, hits HSN and all the other places. So we're in bookstore, so we're very excited about it.

Dave Bullis 24:04
And I'm going to link to that in the show notes everybody, because I actually saw Ron was writing the book, and I thought this would be a great time to approach you. Rhonda, about, you know, coming on this podcast. Because, you know, thank you. Oh, my pleasure. Thanks for, you know, for coming on. And I will link to that in the show notes, because again, I love the title, obviously. And again, you know, some of the things you were just talking about, about using your strengths and, you know, and using, you know, not trying to fight resistance. You know what I mean, like people were saying to you, you know, hey, you know, hey, Rhonda, this or that, the other thing. And you know, you just mentioned about, you know, finding your talents and finding what you do, what you really like to do, and are very good at and you use that, and you were able to, you know, build this whole empire you have now you have a clothing line, which is doing very well, by the way. I actually, you know, to prepare for this interview. I actually looked it up, and I didn't know you have, like, the number one selling bra in the world. I think,

Rhonda Shear 24:57
Yes, it's called the ah bra. Ah bra. Yes, which I always believed in taglines, and it just that it's very comfortable, wireless, no hooks and eyes, bra, and it it took off. I started doing it at 2003 that really took off, like in 2009 10. And then we did an infomercial. Then lo and behold, it became the best selling bra in the world, with over 35 million sold in 34 countries. And we continue to do the bra along with other bras. So we basically came up with a category of bras. So, and we also started, you know, after ah bra, then we have the ah lifestyle clothing. And now I'm starting to get another lounge line called ah dreams by Rhonda shear. So it's really exciting. And this is something that came out of my husband and I getting married and reunited, and we started this business just to work together because we hadn't seen each other really since we were kids, and he was living in Louisiana, and I was living in Hollywood, and we put this together, never thinking that it would have the success that it did. But, you know, we both complimented each other as good as people, me as a spokesperson. He, you know, behind the scenes and the financial end of it. So very cool. So the book talks about love later in life and finding a soulmate. It talks about, you know, becoming an entrepreneur later in life, and that you can reinvent at any age. And so I have a lot of tips, along with being really funny. I mean, there's some really funny stories. Now my Hollywood stories and some fun pictures. So I think it's a book for everyone to read, both men and women. Think we'll really enjoy it. So I mean, then I have to say accomplishing and writing a book is something I always wanted to do, and I actually am getting ready to start my second one, because it kind of gets into your blog. But I have to say it's like, one of the proudest things that I've done is, like, you know, actually writing down, because I thought I really feel I have a lot to share with a lot of people, and you also want to remember some of those amazing moments in your life. And because this, you know, I get up and I do a lot of speeches, and people love to hear my story and my story with my husband. And, you know, it's a very loving tale of two people who were first, first loves. We met when we were 12 and 13, and then getting back together and then starting a business. I mean, gosh, now you never even dream that. That's why you kind of have to go sometimes where life needs you. And again, that's like, not manufactured. So people want you to manufacture this stuff. And I just feel like you have to be really real in life and very authentic and and stick with whatever you're doing. And you know, all dreams can come true.

Dave Bullis 27:30
You mentioned about reinventing yourself. You know, if there's one thing I've learned about this podcast is I've talked interviewed people from all walks of life, and one thing that they've all sort of mentioned, in mentioned is, one way or another, is reinventing themselves. You know, some people, they didn't, they didn't pick up a camera until they, you know, they were 40 50, years old, and they were able to go out films. And, you know, some people, they ended up, you know, winning Sundance, and they ended up just sort of, you know, doing something completely different now. And you know, it's just, it's amazing.

Rhonda Shear 28:03
It's taking chances, Dave, a lot of so, you know, when my husband, I got together, he was living in Louisiana, I was living again in LA. We took a chance, and we moved to Florida after a couple years to start our business, because Home Shopping Network, which is known as HSN, now it's branded as HSN is located in Florida, so we figured if we moved here, that it would really help our business move it along, would be in front of the right people, and it did. But so many people are so complacent where they live and what they do that they won't take that chance. So it's one of the things I always told entrepreneurs and all people, is that sometimes you have what's the worst that'll happen? You can always go back home or back but it's where you began. But if you don't take a chance at something, and people get stuck in ruts and won't do it. So when you talk about these people, I am sure and interview with people, I am sure that they all took answers. And there's some of us that will do that and some that won't. So I always like to encourage people that, hey, it's cool. It's okay. Go for it. Nothing bad will happen. You'll always wonder in your life if you don't just like you doing the podcast. I mean, I'm sure it's amazing and that you keep learning things, and, you know, it's amazing to interview people and hear how they've made it, or how they've changed. And, you know, I use the word reinvent, but it's not even that I started out doing things when I get married, we both had to change, you know, directions Korea for for different reasons. You know, I wasn't, you know, wasn't 21 sexy girl stuff anymore. Not that I couldn't be the sexy older girl, but you know, you have to be real in where you are in your life. And yet, I didn't want to stop working. So it's just like, Okay, well, let me continue doing something that is I love, near and dear to me. I can still be myself, but it's just another extension of myself and my husband as well. He was a businessman. He had never done anything in the obviously, apparel world, but he just applied everything that he knew about business to what we're doing, same thing. So a lot of people are just afraid to do that, and no reason to be so, you know, living in my dream house in Florida, I got the five dogs very happy, and we don't know where life will take us next. The book is exciting because that's kind of taking me on another journey. I'm getting offers to make speeches and appearances and some TV talk shows, and just hired a publicist, and he's got some really exciting plans, and we're to do a book signing in New Orleans the weekend of October the 27th and then, which is a fun weekend, because it goes almost right into Halloween. And then we're going to do a book signing here in Florida, St Petersburg, Tampa area, the weekend of october 14. So you know, just those two things I am so excited about, because I'm sure I'll get a lot of my Up All Night fans. I'm sure I'll have some fans from who watch me on HSN and are big, you know, customers of my brand. So it's neat, you know, just you just living life. I don't, I don't look back and go, gee, I wish I was still this age, or I still wish I would, I just look forward and think, wow, I still got time to do accomplish a lot more. Yeah, it's fun.

Dave Bullis 31:30
Yeah, absolutely. And you probably took a chance writing that book because, you know, I have a friend of mine who's a professional author, and he said, if you actually think about writing a book, and what it really is, he goes, You know, it's only been around for this little sliver in human history, and being able to, you know, write it, write an actual book, put it together. And then he said, if you look at it again, in the world that we live in now, Rhonda, you know, you can put, you make a Kindle version. You can do self publishing. You go through a publisher, you have a lot of options. Yeah, that's even a smaller sliver. And he said, if you think about how it actually what it means to write a book. He goes, you as a human being, are sitting down and writing, you know, five digits, you know, in words. So it's a couple 1000s upon 1000s of words and compiling together all these thoughts. And I mean, it's time consuming. And I mean, you probably thought to yourself, you know, hey, I could write this book, or I could go do another thing, I mean, and so you really have to make a choice.

Rhonda Shear 32:23
I love that your son put it that way. I've never thought about it, but it's true and and I did, I did put it off for years, and then I because I've been wanting to do it, but I just felt like it's the right time with everything that's going on in my life. So finally, I just sat down. I do have a ghost writer that kind of put my thoughts into the right order, and then I completely rewrote what he did, and then he loved what I did. I mean, I literally took it and started not over, but just, you know, it had to have my voice completely and then after that, he then took that and really pulled it together. So it was a really, you know, because I had never structured a book. And if, as a new author, you really have to have that right structure. So, you know, it holds people's attention, and it's my life. Because even when Tim, Tim is my, Tim Van der Hey is my ghost writer's name, he's fabulous. I don't mind admitting it at all. But he, he just, you know, really made me understand, you know, that the process and and again, holding attention, and we went back and forth of how, because a lot of my things start in one, one part of my life. So it kind of like goes back, and it keeps going back to certain stories. So I think that's where I needed help, because I would started saying, If I start from the very beginning, then it's going to get boring if I just go through my life. So we did start, you know, we started it like, you know, a certain birthday, and then we told some stories there. So it's very compelling. I'm very excited about it. And again, we put the life lessons in. We also put this, like, basically, like a bubble over my head, so I express to the reader what is going on in my head, like even what I was thinking when I was in a beauty pageant, you know. So how did I feel when I was on stage and in front of an audience with just a swimsuit on? So even though I was young, I never really you know what was going on in your mind. And I think that really gives an insight to the people who read it of what was really happening in my head and what motivated me to continue to do what I did through life, and I'm just really excited about it. So the second book that I'm already concocting in my brain is perfect because it has to do with self, body image and how we look in the mirror as women. So that covers my brand, but it also covers, you know, who I am, and then how you know for life. You know, you gain weight, you lose weight, you know, you get women become self conscious, but then, you know, so it deals with it, but I'm going to do it with a lot of levity and a lot of comedy. So I'm already putting thoughts down about that, and then I could put a lot of the story. Stories that I couldn't fit into the book. I can add those stories back into because it was hard when we edited it. So I know a lot of the stories I would have loved in were taken out. But you can't put everything this way. I get to put back a few of the stories and add to it until some more tales, because I do kiss and tell a little bit in the book about some of my Hollywood stories from people like David and and that's kind of fun. And it's not done viciously. It's just, you know, it's just just just real. There's nothing in it that isn't 100% authentic and real. So, but that's cool. What your friend says was the author, I could see becoming very addicted to that. Now, when I wrote my book, though, here was the only obstacle I had. So I've got these four little schwa with New York, so I'm sitting there writing, and they wouldn't let me write at my desk, so I had to write downstairs on the couch, on a computer, and basically they were climbing over me. So months and months of dogs climbing now, I think that takes a special talent to be able to have dogs on your computer and write more so than anything. But it's a great feat when you finish it and you find then the only thing this is when you need, sometimes, like, thinking, we definitely need an editor. But because you just, like, don't know when you think it's over, and then you think of, oh, I have just one more thing. And then you need, you need that other eye, even outside of my husband or whoever read it, to look at it and go, Okay, you're done. You don't need. You'll write again and you'll put it in there. So it is an interesting process, especially your first book.

Dave Bullis 36:38
Yeah, you know, it's funny, because the friend of mine who's an author who actually said that to me. He said, the first I, you know, he and I would talk back and forth, and I've actually had him on this podcast before, and he said to me that the hardest part about anything is actually starting it. And I said, Well, what's the second hardest part? And he goes finishing it. And I said, Yeah, because, because you just, like, you said, you get stuck in that endless loop of rewrites, like, Oh, should I keep this No, should I not, right? And then you just have to get out your own head.

Rhonda Shear 37:08
I mean, that's what I did. I completely rewrote, you know, I completely rewrote it from scratch, and and, and then it took a different turn. But, you know, at the end of the day, it's exactly where I want it to be, because I think what it was desperately it was more autobiographical in the beginning. And I do have a book agent, and even though we've self published it, we we may still bring it to, you know, major publishing house, which you can do now. And my I do have a book agent in Los Angeles, and when he first started was it's great. It's autobiographical. I can't believe all the things you've done in your life. It's amazing. But the big publishing houses don't necessarily buy complete autobiographical books now. So, and he's, he's, he's a really big book agent who deals with just the big houses, you know? So he said, I think it needs to have more insight. And I didn't know how to do that at first. I didn't I couldn't figure it out. I couldn't figure out how to take what I had already, and then, you know, make it insightful. So that's when we my started thinking of the bubble, you know, like people always know, what is that person really thinking? You know? And so it became like the bubble over my head. And then also, each chapter will have life lessons that I learned at that part of my life. So it really goes back to my, I mean, it has my up all night, years. It has my, you know, years as a miss Louisiana and my New Orleans upbringing, I mean, and that in itself is interesting to grow up in New Orleans and then finding love. So each, each, each chapter really has something for everybody. Entrepreneur, I think, will give a lot of people insight to how to start a business and how to keep going with it and not give up. So, you know, I think, you know, it tells the story of my life, but it also has lessons. I think it's important to to, you know, even if someone has no idea who I am, and they will pick it up and just read, okay, this is a woman who, and, you know, when I started, if, like, I can call it kind of the Bill Cosby years, because when I was in Hollywood, you know, we don't know what, who knows what happened and what didn't happen then, but I can tell you I was, I In Hollywood in the 80s and in that era, and guys would push themselves on you, and they would say, if you don't sleep with me, you are, I will get you blackballed from the business. Now, I never went down that route. Maybe if I would have, I would have been a bigger star, but it wasn't who I am. I always kid about that. If I was swept around, maybe, you know, it would have worked, but it wasn't me. I was. I came from this nice, Southern, strict family, and it wasn't who I was. I mean, it just wasn't, you know, I had, yeah, I had boyfriends, but they weren't, you know, I never chose the big producer types that came after me, but we need some big, big ones. Think of my life. But no one was going to push that down my throat, and I. Pardon the pun, But you know, it was, I was not going down that road of I had to live with myself. So, you know, everything I got, I got on my own. I didn't have family in the business. I knew no one when I first got to Hollywood, and literally, I just did it the old fashioned way of auditioning. When you look at Hollywood today, this connection, it is who your father and mother is, but I moved here, I didn't know us all. So I'm proud of that. I'm proud that I got where I got on my own, and, you know, did get a name for myself and did end up headlining as a stand up comic when I was told you're too pretty or you're too sexy to be a comedian, and I was like, to hell with that. I will do it. I stood in line at the Comedy Store until I got on stage and the improv, until finally I got all the way up to headlining and Vegas. So, I mean, I feel like I really accomplished things that I wanted to and pretty much the book talks about, you know, whenever anybody would tell me I couldn't do something, it would make me try harder. I mean, I've been told that my whole life I was, I was either too pretty or too sexy to do this, or I was, you know, ahead of my time doing stand up, short dresses, whispers, no one was doing it hasn't like being a frumpy mother or or, you know, even in, even in my lingerie business, you can't do that. There's too many other brands out there. You can't start who's going to buy your brand. So, pretty much, my whole life has been you can't and and I have so that just shows you that anybody can do it. If you, if you just can't listen to negativity. I'm, I am a glass half full person, not a half empty person. And I think that makes a difference just who you are, you know. And so when I started the book, I'm like, well, Will anybody read it? I really feel like, you know, after having a few people have that have read it, they have and that people that are like, major people like, you know, a friend who's who's one of the presidents at MGM, and he loves this book, and that really made me feel good, because these people had a lot of lot of manuscripts go past their death. So who knows, maybe one day it'll be a book. I mean, not a book, a movie, yeah, not about, hopefully not a B movie, but I'll take a B movie too. I'm fine with that.

Dave Bullis 42:20
It would be really a meta if you actually introduced it on, like a special edition of USA up all night and introduced your movie.

Rhonda Shear 42:28
You know what's really funny, Dave, was the very first thing I did on the whole night was the very first movie I ever introduced was, or rather, on USA, Up All Night was basic training, which is a movie I started, which had, like, three seconds of toplessness, which I was mortified to do at the time. It was in my contract that it didn't have to be more than three seconds. Of course, I went on to do Cleveland wait in 91 called girls of the of comedy, which I actually brought that idea to them. And then that next year, up all night, had like, taken off, and so they came back and offered me a celebrity pictorial. And so that was really cool. So, you know, I have, you know, so the book also talks about my Playboy years and going to the mansion. So a lot of people like that in itself, you know, because I did go to the mansion for many, many years. Actually, I had a line with crystal Hefner a couple of years back, you know, the, I should say the last Mrs. Hefner. I believe the last Mrs. Hefner. Who is this, Joe, Mrs. Hess. But, you know, so, you know, just, they just want through all those kind of interesting things, and along with, you know, do a lot of charity work, and it talks about that giving back once you've kind of hit a certain spot in life. You we enjoy my husband, I, you know, getting back to the community and kind of hits all that.

Dave Bullis 43:50
But you mentioned, I'm sorry, Ron, you mentioned the Comedy Store. I just want to ask this before I forget. You mentioned the Comedy Store. Did you meet a comedian there named Don Barris?

Rhonda Shear 44:01
Name? From what, how old, or what era, what

Dave Bullis 44:08
He started in the 90s, like the early 90s, he was there, and now he's, like the he does the the he's the headliner on the ding dong show on the Monday nights.

Rhonda Shear 44:18
Oh, maybe that's why I may know a thing that kind of in a probable, I mean, that would have, I still would have been out there, of course, in 91 because, I mean, I was still on the, still on the road, gosh. I mean, I was on the road until, I mean, I still, actually occasionally do stuff, but definitely up into, like 2006 or seven. I was still, you know, out there. I guess I may I know his name from that, but I, I can't say I remember, like, medium, I'm thinking, like, maybe I dated him. I don't remember.

Dave Bullis 44:56
He's been out there for years, and he actually does, like, a lot of work with the comedy. Store every night he's there and,

Rhonda Shear 45:03
Yeah, his name was really familiar to me absolutely,

Dave Bullis 45:07
Because he was like him and Mark marron are really good friends.

Rhonda Shear 45:11
Okay, well, I am sure that we came across each other, but that would have been during my Up All Night years. It was really funny, you know. And I've met so many people to my life, like through New Orleans and then my comedy years of mine now apparel years. And I'll go, I know that name. There's a there's a comedy comic out that's doing really well out there now, named Sebastian. Do you know who he is?

Dave Bullis 45:37
No,

Rhonda Shear 45:39
Okay, if you, if you just Google Sebastian will come up comment, I can never pronounce his last name, right? But anyway, he's major. He has like major, like major shows, major Showtime, all that stuff. And Sebastian used to wait on me as a waiter at the Four Seasons bar or go there was around the corner from my house in Beverly Hills, and we'd go there, and he was funny. And he would say to me, I was on Up All Night at the time. And he would say, I want to be you. You know, LA has a lot of ways of little actors, you know, I mean, it's like the only one thing I didn't do. But, you know, people that legitimately that's, that's their job, that's their day job, or their night job. And he would say, I really admired sweet because he was, I admired, he was a female comic, and he, when he took off, he took off. I mean, he really took off. And I didn't even realize it, because I've been so out of the loop myself, just doing my own thing in the last few years. And then I came across him, like, on social media, and I was like, Man, I'm proud of you. I mean, you know, because he said he was doing, gonna do it, and he did it, and he's got a whole different take. So, yeah, I, you know, stand up comedy is a really rough road. Most of my friends that even started like I started maybe four, but most of my friends have started maybe four are still doing stand up. People usually don't leave that world. And the cool thing is, you can get older and still do comedy, but you just have to find kind of different venues, because, you know, there's a younger world at the Comedy Club. So then people move to ships. They do boats. They do, you know, comedy cruises. They do theater, you know. So you can keep at it. But I have to say, I'm not, I'm happy Dave, and I'm not out there on the road doing that for a living, although every now and then, there's a piece of me that, you know, my friend will come to town, Carol Montgomery. She's hysterical out of New York, and she gets up at a club, and I'll have a cup of glass of wine, and I be like, I want to do what you do. She's like, No, you don't want to give up your life. Your life is good. It's still my it's still in my blood, you know, to make people laugh. And it's still, like game once it's in your blood, it's for your blood. But we every now and then I do Rhonda pajama party, and I'll host it, and I'll do some stand up, and then I have like, four other females, and sometimes I put a male comic in there. So maybe with the book coming out, we'll do that again, which would be really cool.

Dave Bullis 47:55
Yeah, I was just gonna say, when the book comes when the book comes out, if you do like a tour, like, you know there are tour you get, like, another taste of it. So then at the end running, probably like, well, you know what? I got it out of my system again, but now I'm gonna, I'm glad, I'm glad I'm not, I'm not doing this again for until the next book, right?

Rhonda Shear 48:12
Exactly, exactly, but I do. But you know what I love doing is the speaking tours. So I'm excited about that, because I did a lot of it during we won Ernst and Young and all these major entrepreneurial awards for this bra. And I mean, I didn't think about myself as an entrepreneur, you know, but all of a sudden we're winning all these awards, and it was amazing. So I found myself being asked to speak locally and regionally, and all of a sudden I'm getting up making speeches about being an entrepreneur, but I'm funny, and then they're asking questions, apparently, Hollywood background. So I really enjoyed it. I mean, I had never done just speaking without doing stand up, obviously. So I'm really excited that now I'm being submitted and being asked to speak because, you know, there's, there's, there's a few comedic speakers, but not many that can, you know, just tell talk about their life and how they did it. So I'm looking forward to doing that. It's a little bit of stand up and it's a little bit of, you know, information giving. So I look forward to that too. That may be, who knows, that may be the next, the next sort of stand up comedy. It'll just be, you know, entrepreneur speeches.

Dave Bullis 49:23
Yeah, you have to do, like, different podcasts too. Like John Lee podcast, Entrepreneur on Fire. I'm sure you've heard of his podcast, yes, yeah. So it's, like, the one podcast in the world, right, right up there, like Mark Marin's and, like, this is your American life, and, but, but, you know,

Rhonda Shear 49:39
That's good. So you have to help me get this is kind of all new to me too. You know, when you have your head to, you know, I have been a very focused person in my world. So, you know, my life has been Women's Wear Daily and fashion, and so I'm pretty excited about opening this new chapter of, like you said, doing podcasts. I mean, I did Gilbert Godfrey. If you talk about dirty, you're telling that can be uncensored. If you ever go Google, I'm sure, hopefully I'll do it again talk about my book. But if you, if you google and find the Ron to share podcast with Gilbert Gottfried. You might It is beyond dirty. It is like, I mean, he and I, when we get together, I don't know what it is, but he brings out the naughty. And, man, he's naughty, but he think it's naughtier. It's pretty funny. I mean, you know, I've had people say they were walking down the street and listening to it and laughing out loud. People like staring at them. So, yeah, it was pretty funny, because he could do impressions. So I would name different guys, you know, from my past in Hollywood, and then he would go off and just do an impression of them, and you're just laughing. So he's, he's one of the quotes on the back of my book that that, you know, says to buy the book. And then I have Mindy Grossman on the back, who's the CEO of Weight Watchers, and was the CEO of HSN, major business person. And then I have Joy Mangano, who the movie Joy was, was written about. So pretty, pretty exciting, plus a lot of other friends on the inside and celebrities. But it kind of hits show business and entrepreneurs and CEOs. So I'm really excited. I know I'm talking more about the book, but I guess it's just that I'm really excited about it, along with my mind. Listen, you know, please go to Rhonda. Share.com go to hsn.com check out. I have this full amazing line of everything from the most amazing undergarments to loungewear. And I was really enjoy. We literally designed everything in house here in Florida, and then we manufacture all over the world. And a lot of that, lot of my, most of my apparel, like my clothing, is made in the USA, and then a lot of my other pieces are made in Turkey, and we make it China, but we use beautiful factories with real, high quality everything. So that's very exciting, too. And we get into that world. And that was, listen, my husband and I taught ourselves. We we didn't come from that world at all. I came from a background in show business. Next thing you know, you know, we're reaching out to factories. And you know, that was quite an interesting time in our lives, too. But again, you're never too old to read, to recreate, to reinvent and find another career and find love, find all those wonderful things.

Dave Bullis 52:33
Yeah, and that is such a wonderful assignment, Rhonda and but yeah, I mean, I would definitely send you the links to to the podcast I just mentioned. Thank you. Check them out, because

Rhonda Shear 52:42
Please, I want, I want to put it up for sure. There goes my dog. See, they knew the end of the podcast. Yeah, we haven't talked. You're like, Mommy, I'm hungry. Yeah, I must, I must acknowledge their names. We have Chicky, Tiki, Sweetie, Lexie and Brandy, like two and a half for rescues, when I got it at a kind of a rescue.

Dave Bullis 53:11
And now you mentioned your names are probably like, now even more eager, because they're probably like, what? Yeah, is it? Do we do something that you know what's going on, but I will link to everything Rhonda that you mentioned, you know, your thank you and everyone listening. I will link to everything that Rhonda mentioned, show notes at davebullis.com Rhonda, just yeah, just quickly, before we, before we sign off on this episode of the podcast, I just have one final question, and I just want to ask, is there anything that you might want to just, you know, talk about or discuss, or is there anything you wanted just to say to sort of sum up this whole podcast interview?

Rhonda Shear 53:45
Well, you know, just to sum it up is like, I am a positive person. Everybody out there is to think positive and try to run some negativity. I mean, just don't surround yourself with negativity and don't listen. I mean, always, I always like to say, put a stake in it and go for it. In your life. Enjoy your life. Savor your life. I love food. I love everything, you know, I in moderation, obviously, you know, listen, I love fine wine. But I say, enjoy life. Enjoy the journey of your life and and of your business, and then it's fun, and just don't be negative. So that kind of sums up my life. And I've had a had a wonderful life so far, and hopefully it will continue to be amazing. Who knows where I'll end up next, maybe doing a podcast. Who knows, but, but I thank you, Dave, it's been wonderful. And I just, I know you're going to link, but I do have a website too, or a web page of Rhonda shear speaks.com so that's for anybody who is interested in having me as a speaker along with Rhonda shear.com and, of course, Amazon with the book, and I know that you'll promote the rest. And I thank you so much.

Dave Bullis 54:50
My pleasure. Rhonda. Rhonda, it has been so great talking to you. Thank you, Dave. It really has again. I used to watch USA up all night all the time. I. You know, I know I've already mentioned that, but I thought I mentioned it again. I mean, because of you, I found the Toxic Avenger, and I've had

Rhonda Shear 55:05
Lloyd on the last big film I did. He was in it. We had a scene together. Oh, and I was like, I was like, a, like, a bad prisoner, of course, because that's what it was. It was, I can't remember, but anyway, but we actually won best film of the best b film of the year. But anyway, I love Lloyd. Lloyd used to come on up all night, all the time, and taxi came on. I mean, literally, he was one of my regular guests. So he's, he's a great guy, isn't he brilliant, brilliant man. Great guy.

Dave Bullis 55:38
It was funny, really, really quick, because I know you have to run really quickly. When he came on the podcast, he he said that he started trauma in prison with him and Michael hertz because and he was like, Well, I was Michael's prison bitch, and he's we got married. Well, people who listen to that podcast actually wrote into me, and they're like, Dave, is that true? Did he really form this in prison? And I said, No. I said it would have been funny if he did, but I was like, you know, disclaimer before Lloyd's interview, being like, don't, don't pay attention.

Rhonda Shear 56:08
I know, and he is so funny and so brilliant, such a family man. I'm a great guy and and really helped us. Hung up all night because he supplied this great films. And, you know, he we had taxi What can I say? I'm not going to tell you what a good lover he was. People believe that too. Rhonda, it's been an absolute pleasure talking. Thank you. I'm sure we'll do it again anytime, please. Thank you.

Dave Bullis 56:36
Yeah, I was gonna say, when the second book comes out, you have to come back on.

Rhonda Shear 56:39
You've got it, you've got it. Or the next time I'm hosting, or whatever, why? Another reason I'll weasel back on your show somehow,

Dave Bullis 56:48
The door is always open. I thank you so much.

Rhonda Shear 56:50
Thank you, Dave, and please send me the link and I'll talk to you soon.

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Alex Ferrari 0:09
Today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

My guest is a writer, producer and director. She has produced reality TV shows such as MTV made she's been produced on The X Factor. She has been a producer for Kendra on top, which is currently on its sixth season on Wii TV. And her current produced project stars a little known singer named Lady Gaga. You may have heard of her in the documentary Gaga five foot two, which is on Netflix right now, which follows Gaga around as she prepares for her Super Bowl Halftime Show, and just gives you a sneak peek of our life in general with guest Kim Ray.

Dave Bullis 2:28
You know, we actually met on Twitter, and I usually meet a lot of people through Twitter because you produced the new Netflix special Gaga five foot two. And, you know, we got to talking, and I looked up your IMDB, and I'm actually familiar with a lot of your work. Actually, it was actually funny enough, starting with West Bank story, I actually remember seeing that years ago, and I when I saw that was one of the things that you produced, I was like, Wow, what a small world.

Kim Ray 2:56
I co wrote it. Yeah, I wrote it with Ari, the director. We were in grad school together at the time at USC, and we had kind of become besties, and we started an organization at USC for the grad production students called the entertainment industry network, because when we both got there, we we started the same semester for the directing program at USC, the production program, And there was no, there wasn't a lot of interaction with the other programs, with the writing program, the producing program, or even with Hollywood. So we started this organization and kind of mixed everybody up and got everybody going, you know, working together on different projects, so that, you know, people from the producers, the Peter shark producing program would get with the writers, and they bring directors projects. And so it was really successful. And then when it came time for us to do our thesis films, I wrote mine, and obviously was directing it, and but I needed an assistant director. I really needed somebody to run the set. And I was like, you have to see my ad, you have no choice. And he's like, Well, help me write my thesis film. He's like, I got nothing. He's like, I just have an idea. It's called West Bank story. And maybe it's like a bank in the in the valley, you know, but it's, it's kind of still like, you know, West Side Story with an Israeli, but with an Israeli and a Palestinian. And we just kind of went from there. And I was like, All right, and we just, you know, developed and developed. And then one day, and I have never been to Israel, and his father, our dad is Israeli, so he had been and so I was like, Well, explain it to me, like, what is it like, you know, what is it, what do they have in common? You know, he's like, Well, they really just have the food in common. And you know for sure, not just but that's one of the things they have in common, is the food. And we started talking about, and I just remembered, like, all of the McDonald's and Burger King wars when I was a kid and like, Pepsi and Coke and all that stuff. I was like, Well, what if it's competing Fauci. Stands in the West Bank, and he was like, Well, that would never happen, because there's checkpoint, you know, they're, they're not like, you can't feel like, you just walk from one side to the other, you know. I said, Well, what if it was at a checkpoint? Like, he's like, No, that would never happen. I was like, Well, okay, but let's take some creative license here. Maybe it could happen. And we just both it was, ended up being funny. And at one point we had, like, Fatima, you know, have a backpack on, like, maybe she's a suicide bomb. Obviously, that wasn't funny, and that was we cut that. But, you know, we're just going through ideas of what could be funny and how it could be a comedy musical. And I had actually been in a band in college and written a lot of songs and a lot of poetry. And so when we finished the script, Ari was like, we have to find a composer, you know, we have to find somebody to write all the songs. And I was like, Well, why don't we take a stab? And he's like, I don't know anything about writing songs. I was like, I was in a band. Maybe I, you know, maybe I could do any writing music. Have you ever written any songs or poetry?

Dave Bullis 5:59
No, no, believe me, Kim, no, nobody wants to see me sing either.

Kim Ray 6:05
So okay, all right, well, it's, you know, it's, it's kind of embarrassing, right? Like when you write a song or a poem and you you can write it, that's not embarrassing. That's like, you know, you're putting your emotions down on paper, but as soon as you say it out loud or you sing it, it's kind of like there's a certain it's, you're being very vulnerable, you know, to whoever's listening, you're, it's a very you're in a very vulnerable moment, because you're sharing with them something that you felt emotionally or, you know, that you put on paper, and now it's coming out in this kind of, In this emotional way. And so I took a stab at writing one of the songs. In fact, I wrote the love the love song first the lyrics, and I sent it to Ari, like you might hate. This is going to be horrible. I just remember, like, waiting to hear back because I emailed it over, and we were really good friends. That wasn't like, I was embarrassed to him, but I still it was just like, you know, I'd been this emotional kind of love song, and it took him a while to get back to me, which was probably like, five hours, you know, but still, it felt like an eternity. And then he was like, Okay, I gave it to my mom. And Ari is very much like he was in a fraternity. In in some ways, he's kind of like a dude. And he was like, Okay, well, I gave it to my mom and my mom really liked your styles, really good. Let's just try to write the songs. And this is after we had gone to so many composers, and I kept telling them, because all the composers we met with, they they were good composers, but I just didn't think they'd be good lyricists, but they would write the right songs. I felt, as the writers, we really needed to write them and so, and so we did. And it was a really rewarding experience, making that and writing it, and, yeah, and and then, you know, seeing it come to fruition was it was a really great, really great experience. So, yeah, music has always been a big part of my life. So you know that is that film is kind of just an extension of that.

Dave Bullis 8:10
So when you were putting this all together, and you finally were able to make it, and everyone was able to view it, did they finally understand the idea behind the complete the competing Fauci stands?

Kim Ray 8:22
Yeah, they did. They did. It was fun casting it too, because, you know, on the Israeli side, we had more freedom because we could cast, you know, people who were supposed to be Russian, or, you know, like people from all over, you know, that go, who are Jewish, who go to Israel, to live there, you know? So, yeah, it was, it was actually, it was a lot of fun making it and casting it, and, yeah, and and seeing it, having people see it, it was scary at first, because, you know, you really hope that people aren't offended and that people get it and they understand that it's a peaceful, you know, it's a message of peace and hope, and we're all alike, and why do we have to have these wars? And why do we have to have so much hatred and and so, yeah, there was a little bit of fear at first, but then everybody kind of embraced it. And this day, like, anytime I meet a Palestinian, they've seen the movie. So ran, or a lot of Israeli, yeah, or an Israeli, they've seen the movie. So it was shown a lot over there, and Ari went over there a lot with it. And, yeah, it was a popular short film, especially in the Middle East, apparently.

Dave Bullis 9:30
And that's awesome, by the way, because I was actually going to ask you about the reception of like, how they actually responded to it. Because, you know, you know, nowadays, whenever somebody makes anything. I mean, good. And look, you just touched on, you know, there you did fear for a little, for even a split second. You know, how are people gonna respond to this? Is there gonna be some bad backlash? Is there even gonna be any backlash?

You know, as you sort of, as we because you that was like, 2004 2005 as we go forward to today. You know, I do you think things are more sensitive now in terms of, if you were trying, like, let's just say Kim, you were trying to make the West Bank story right now, do you think that you'd have a lot more backlash?

Kim Ray 10:22
Um, I don't know. I mean, there's still not peace in the Middle East, you know, you know, maybe, maybe not. I think, I think people are always looking for a positive message. I really believe that, you know. And I think everybody, everybody kind of does, I mean, one of the first, you know, even like internet stuff, it's like, you know, you want to keep your message inspirational. What people say about when you're trying to market yourself or whatever. I think, I think people who are, who have a positive message, are kind of beacons in in the world we're in right now, because we are so divided, and there's so much, you know, anger and frustration and, you know, starting with, you know, our president, it's, I don't know, I think it would be, I think it'd be received just as well today, actually,

Dave Bullis 11:23
Yeah, you know, it's funny because it's Halloween. We're recording this on Halloween. And I said to somebody today, they said, Oh, Dave, I didn't dress up. And I said, Well, you can be a millennial and just be offended at everything. But, you know, it was, it was a funny joke, you know, because, I mean, I'm a millennial too, which it's just, you know, it was just funny, though, and, but, but, you know, I just, you know, we look out in the country today, and even, you know, and it's amazing, Kim, how fast everything has sort of changed, not only in film, but in the, you know, in the in the world, you know, cell phones are so fast. And where I'm going with this is, you know, everyone sort of knows news as it happens, you know, you soon as something happens, you get a notification on Twitter or what have you, and it's, you know, we become almost inundated with this and, you know, and that's why, I think sometimes people get a little more sensitive about things, because it seems like that's all it's happening. If that's all you're looking for. Do you know what I mean?

Kim Ray 12:18
Yeah, no, I do. I actually, you know, I was a huge fan of Hillary Clinton. I'm, I followed her since I was in college, and, you know, read all of her speeches. And really, you know, I'm the same person. I go down the rabbit hole, you know, I do all the research. I, you know, I really want to know who she was years ago. And really followed the campaign really closely, and a friend of mine is a PhD in this. He's getting his PhD at UCLA for want to say it's called information systems, but I could be completely relining that. Basically, he studies the internet and and he's also a journalist, and for in Denmark. He lives here in Los Angeles, though, and you know, so I was really aware from him, and also from a project that I did with Chris McCarville. He's the director of the Gaga film he and I did, we were, we did, kind of like a pilot for a show that that was about internet culture and just various things about about the internet. And the pilot that we did was about Russian trolls and Russian troll farms and what in particular they had tried to start this emergency situation in a small town, Louisiana. And so we kind of followed that story. And then throughout the election, my friend was, you know, alerting me to all the Russian ads that were, you know, how Russians were meddling in the election, especially in Wisconsin and Michigan, and what was happening there. And so I got really addicted to the news, you know, I mean, if I hadn't already been it was really addicted to news, and just hyper inflamed by everything I read, you know, especially, you know, if it was coming from, you know, the Trump camp or whatever. And but once, once, once the election happened, I really, I just kind of stopped, and because what happened was this thing that had never happened before, and there have been studies done on this and things written about it. You can look it up. I started. I have, you know, I have a I have the apple aggregator for news on my phone, like everybody with an iPhone or whatever program they use, that aggregates the news from all my favorite sources. So, you know, I do New York Times, Wired Magazine, CNN, you know, you name it, and all of a sudden the word Trump started showing up like every single article, Trump, Trump, Trump. And I had never, you know, we're all addicted to the news, but I had. Never seen one name cover all of my news feed before and and again, it was a phenomena, right like again, this is something that's been studied. It he the amount of news coverage that he's gotten since pretty much right before the election and post the election goes beyond the pale. I mean, it supersedes any other figure who's ever been covered by the news, and it's been sustained. You know, obviously, in part, because of the egregious things that he said done, the lies that he's told, blah blah blah blah blah, on and on. It's all newsworthy. But I just kind of, you know, wrapped my head around that. Was like, I'm kind of peace outing the news as much as I can. And because I was so angry, I was angry on my social media feeds, I was angry, and I just something, just snapped at me, and I was just like, it's the world isn't going to change if I whether or not I read every single news article. You know what I mean? Like, it's not I'm, you know, I grew up in an era of newspapers where you read the newspaper pretty much. When I lived in New York especially, I just read it on Sunday. Get the New York Times on Sunday, and that was it. So it wasn't so hard for me to kind of turn it off or not. I don't think I needed it, but I think I definitely turned it down, way down, because it's just not life is too short. That's my lawn response to that.

Dave Bullis 16:36
I agree. You know, it's I stopped. You know, Facebook, to me was, was like, was my version of your apple aggregator on your iPhone. I would log on to Facebook, and I made a very stupid mistake. Kim, I would log on Facebook first thing in the morning when I woke up.

Kim Ray 16:54
Yeah, no, same, same thing, because you're laying in bed, right? And you're waking up, and the first thing you do is you go to your phone, yeah, no, I'm with you, uh huh. And

Dave Bullis 17:04
It's, it's all it was, was bad news on top of bad news on top of more, like, terrible news. And I go, why am I subjecting myself to this? Like, you know, you know, first off, I, you know, what could I do about North Korea? You know, what can I do about this or that or the other thing. And I started to realize, you know, the less I was on Facebook, the better. And Twitter, I can control a lot more. And Facebook, it's just like it was. So finally I just stopped it all together. And you know what, Kim my gradually, I got happier again. I stopped worry about this stuff. Because, I mean, at the end of the day, you're just gonna say, if it's happens, it happens, and there's nothing that that, you know, we could do about it, so you stop really worrying about it. I mean, I have a friend of mine who goes on Facebook, and he used to do a lot of movie stuff, and all of a sudden he just, he's like, obsessed now with, like, going on Facebook and like seeing all this news and posting all this and he's guilty to a posting fake news. And I'm like, you know, what is that going to do for you? At the end of the day, you posted a news article that is most likely not true. What is that going to do for you? You know, it just, I don't really see what the point of that is.

Kim Ray 18:13
Yeah, I mean, I think it's one thing to be intelligently informed and to check different sources. If something interests you or disturbs you, it's just another thing to like you say, you know, be pouring through Facebook every morning and then pouring through the news and spending an hour going through all this stuff for several hours a day. It's just it's too much. On the flip side, I have to say, the good thing about the internet and this dissemination of information has been, you know, all of the sexual harassment stories coming out over the last like year, especially, you know, the most recent Weinstein story, because these women had no place to go before. They couldn't go to human resources, they couldn't go to their boss, they couldn't go anywhere. And now they can go to the internet. And even if it's just like, hey, this happened to me, and then another person's like, hey, this happened to me too. Even if it's just two people, it's powerful. But when it becomes 30, 40, 50, 60, people, women, who are like, hey, this happened to me, and it all. And then you start seeing how the stories are eerily similar, that's when I think that's when social media and the dissemination of data become important, and in the entertainment industry, it's also I came out of USC in 2005 and I had an agent at Uta, an agent, a manager and a lawyer, and I was doing really well in the beginning of my career, but and I write big budget sci fi action primarily. That's what I write, and that's what I'm interested in

And I had all these various projects, you know, semi development, or almost sold, or whatever, but I just, I wasn't stealing the deal. And it was really frustrating, because I would walk in, you know, to these producers offices, and I just, and they were all men. I never, I think once or twice I ever met with a woman, but, you know, all these executives and producers, and it was never, I was never like feeling the deal. And I really, you know, I like to think of myself as good in a room. I like to think of myself, self as personable. I like to think of myself as a good writer, as a good, you know, filmmaker in general. But I just it wasn't happening. And I got, you know, is getting really down on it, and that's kind of actually, you know, the film industry obviously, was changing, right? This is before Netflix was doing their own content, and studios were only putting out like eight movies a year, like the film industry was was changing, that's undeniable. But a few years ago, data started coming out and statistics started coming out for those years in terms of how many women writers were getting hired to write feature films. How many women writers were selling spec scripts? How many women writers were getting hired for writing rooms? How many scripts were selling that had female protagonists? And the numbers didn't lie. The numbers, excuse me, the numbers reflected my personal experience, which was that the doors, the door to entry, was shut, and very few women were getting through. And it actually, in some ways it was profoundly depressing, but in other ways it was profoundly encouraging, because I stopped blaming myself, you know, I stopped thinking, Oh, it's just because you weren't talented enough, or you weren't, you know, enough of a salesperson to sell your idea, or, you know, You couldn't communicate. You know, what your pitch was, or your concept, or this or that it was, it was because there was a bias, whether it was conscious, unconscious, whatever it was, there was a bias against women, and there still is, you know, I think the stories of the Harvey Weinstein, whatever, whatever, that's the most horrific example, right? But then you look at all the microaggressions in the microaggressions exist in the data that show how many female directors, and I was just going up for a lot of writing stuff. Forget directing me. My degree from USC, my MFA is in direct directing. My undergrad from University of Michigan is in film, and I feel like I didn't even, I was even trying that hard to direct. I mean, I actually ended up getting a job. I was working as a commercial director for production company, advertising company, for three years, which was great, while going out and trying to sell, you know, bigger projects. But it's, you know, I think, you know, there's, I guess my point is, there's good and bad in in the dissemination of news and social media and all that stuff. And it's like, we, you know, it keeps us aware, but it can also be, like, you say, debilitating. So it has, it definitely has an upside, and then it also has a downside, you know, like I know, looking at all the hashtag me too, over the last few weeks has been completely depressing, but also 100% you know, it needed to be seen. You know what I mean?

Dave Bullis 23:59
Yeah, and I do know. Do you know what you mean, Kim, you know, I think also you're right. That is a good, you know, a benefit of social media is that you can, you can not only share this news out like again. Harvey Weinstein, how that whole thing broke. And basically, if it wasn't for social media being as strong as it was, you know, would we be able to get it out there. Would he even be facing charges? You know, if it wasn't as strong first lady wasn't as strong as it was. You know, I actually had Cassian it was, I'm sure I just butchered his last name again on the podcast. I don't know if you know Cassian, but Cassian is a producer Dallas Buyers Club, the new Sundance hits mud, a mud bound, excuse me. And he actually, our whole episode, we talked a lot about this, about he looked at all the numbers of, like, you know, direct film projects and, you know, directed and written by women, and the number was, like 7% I think he said, and yeah, he actually, actually that, that that's like, his whole thing now is getting making more opportunities for, i. For women, because he wants to actually improve those numbers. And that's all so by the way, if you, if you're interested, I'm just gonna, sorry not to segue, but I was just gonna say it. Was gonna say that the whole episode that actually just aired right now on Halloween, and that's all it is, is it's all we talk a lot about that he's actually launched. He actually helped launch. Excuse the horizon Award, which sends to film, two filmmakers to women, filmmakers to Sundance. I mean, it's just, you know, the this guy, yeah. I mean, seriously, for

Kim Ray 25:30
Good for him, man, good for him. Because, you know what? At the end of the day, it's like all these women are out there trying to, like, you know, trying to say, Oh, we were to hire more women. But at the end of the day, men are still in charge. So they're the ones who have to do what he's doing. You know, not that they're 100% still in charge. It's changing. But if you're going to really change a power dynamic, obviously those in power have to, you know, put forth some kind of effort. And people rare, you know, I think people really want to do that, right? You really want to give away the key to the kingdom, but good on him. And he's like, you know, doing that, that's awesome.

Dave Bullis 26:06
Yeah, great guy, by the way. And I yeah, by the way, I'll give you guys a Twitter intro. I think you're really like, no serious Twitter is, I'm telling you, Kim, Twitter is one of the best networking tools around, and it's free, you know, I mean, look, we've been over twice.

Kim Ray 26:22
Yeah, no, that's a really good point.

Dave Bullis 26:26
So, you know, just to continue with your with your career, Kim, I see you did the X Factor, by the way, which I know you, you music has always been a huge part of your life. So I see you did the X Factor in 2012 and I wanted to ask, you know, how did you, you know, get into to producing the X Factor?

Kim Ray 26:43
Um, I had worked with one of the show runners for the X Factor on another project, and she got on X Factor, and she's like, we need, we need people like you, who can, who can write, you know, who can do story. Because initially they were going to, they were trying to kind of revamp the show a little bit so that the there would be the packages on the people who were competing and who were auditioning would be a little more beefed up. And because, honestly, in so many ways, like that's, that's the heart of the show, right? Are these people who have the dream of being a musician, and they're just and you see, you look into their lives and you see, like, how hard they've been trying to do this and for how long. And a lot of them, you know, started as children, and have, you know, gone to Nashville or LA or, you know, New York, and, you know, really sung those little arts out, you know, really tried three musicians. So being on the show was such a huge deal for them. So they brought me on to to put together the packages on on those people primarily. I mean, I did other things, but with the talent, with Britney Spears and whatever. But that was my main thing. And, yeah, it was. It was really heartwarming, actually. And the show is, the show was a machine. I mean, it was, I don't even know how many editors were working on that show. I want to say 20. It was a big show. It was a really big show. So, yeah, it was, it was an interesting experience.

Dave Bullis 26:43
Yeah, I was gonna say there must be, like, a million people working on that show. It came out like a bullet too, because, you know, all of a sudden it was, like every, every time I turn around, I saw something about the X Factor. I saw, you know, like a commercial for it, a billboard for it. You know, I saw ads on Facebook. I mean, that show had so much going behind it, just in marketing. You know what I mean, like, that's why I'm always like the shows like that. And it's an indicator too, because something has that much money in it has to be, you know what, the what the network wanted. You know what I mean, it has to be something that they view, they feel, is a is a viable product. So, I mean, Jae, so is producing for like live TV, like DAX. I know you also, after that, you've done a couple other of TV series, like Kendra on top and good food America. So when you're producing like live TV, you know, it was that any adjustment or any for you of any kind, because, you know, it's there really is no take backs or edits, so to speak.

Kim Ray 29:21
Yeah. I mean, on for the live portion of X factor. So there was a live portion, and there was all the stuff that we did beforehand. And so the live portion, there's like a 32nd or minute delay. So everybody, you know, everybody again, being a fine, you know, finally, honed machine. Everybody has all of their kind of all of their their roles that they play. And the show wasn't always live, because sometimes I'm trying to think, yeah, it wasn't all, oh, I'm thinking of the auditions.

Because I'm just trying to think if we had to cut together at one point, we literally cut together for the audition part, which was, you know, the kind of like the not live part reaction shots for Britney Spears and Simon and I'm blanking on her name, Paula, that we would reuse, that we would reuse over again, because we didn't have enough reactions that were good, you know, so we'd end up reusing their reactions, which is really funny, but for the live shows, yeah, there was a slight delay. It was a CBS Studios, and it was very, you know, it was very choreographed, like everybody knew, you know exactly what, what they were doing. And, you know, there were, there were, honestly, there were some surprises, but kind of very few surprises.

Dave Bullis 30:56
So, so basically, when it, when you go through, like, yeah, working inside of the X factor when you got out, when you, I'm sorry, make it seem like you're in jail. Sorry, let me rephrase that question, when you got in jail.

Kim Ray 31:10
No, really. I mean, you know, like I said, reality and dog TV was never my focus. It just, it just kind of happened because it was, I was having a really hard time get, getting into scripted, getting getting directing, you know, getting directing work and getting hired as a writer. So it was, and it came really easy, you know, it was, you know, it was just, it was just very easy for me to do. It was like riding a bike. It was not difficult. But go ahead,

Dave Bullis 31:40
Before I was, I was, you know, making it seem like you were in jail. So if you're, you know, you were, you got done producing the X Factor, and you went into producing Kendra on top, and, you know, also good food America and sex on so when you were producing, these are all episodics, did you sort of see Kim like how things were sort of progressing in terms of, you know, all the top talented people were moving, you know, out of, out of the film industry, and now they, as they say, all the, all the top talented people are working in the TV industry.

Kim Ray 32:14
Yeah, no, for sure. I mean, I, I know people. I have a friend who went to Princeton undergrad and went to USC grad for screenwriting, and is now one of the executive producers on Vanderpump Rules, like you know, but he's one of the reasons I have no doubt that the show is successful, because he's a brilliant, talented person, you know, and that even though these shows are not, you know, House of Cards, they're still, they require storytelling, and they require a lot of, you know, filmic kind of films, you know, a lot of skills. And that really did happen in like around 2000 just say, like, you know, once the recession hit, in like 2008 2009 film opportunities really started drying up, and my manager sat me down. He's like, you have to write television. Now, I was like, What are you talking about? Like, I just finished film school, like, Why do I don't want to write television? And, you know, at the time, like, I mean, sopranos, I think had just ended the wire had been on, but there wasn't a lot of, you know, great. There wasn't a ton of everything had to be at that at that point, standalone, you know, people didn't want the sopranos per se, or they didn't want the lawyer, they didn't want something that told a story over a season. And like anything else, TV was hard to get into. There wasn't as much of it as there is now. Blah, blah, blah. So yeah, reality came in, and everybody just kind of went that way, because it was easier to get jobs on reality, and if you knew how to write a script or had any kind of production experience, it was, it was easy. So, yeah, a lot of a lot of talent went to reality and Doc stuff. And Kendra on top was actually really funny, because I hate Hugh Hefner hate and I don't I'm the you know, I'm a feminist to believe he putting women in Bunyi ears and little outfits and making them look really fuckable was not an advancement for women and but I got a call, she sort of produced on the show called Kendra on top. And I had no idea who Kendra Wilkinson was. I had never watched The Girls Next Door. Obviously, I hate Hugh Hefner, so, you know, I was like, I don't really think I'm a good fit for that. And the person was like, No, really, you should go. In and just, just check it out. You know, she's actually, you know, her story, it's a light show, it's kind of a comedy. And, you know, she's, she's, you know, she's married, has a kid, and it's not that kind of show, and she's kind of, you know, a tough chick. So it's like, okay, so I went in and got the job and had never really story produced per se, and which basically, do you know what story producing is? Yeah, yeah. So it's just basically, you're taking the footage that was shot and cutting it into what is essentially, kind of like the rough cut that you that's that's then going to be given to the editor. So I did that. It was the first, I was given the first episode of the first season of the show. It was a new show that she was doing for WE tv. Previously, she had been on ETV, so the network was really, you know, kind of putting it through its paces, as they do when it's, you know, a pilot when it's, you know, it's his first show of a season, and I got kind of close with the very eccentric executive producer of the show. And, and by close, I just mean he would scream at me a little less than he screams, because he was a screamer. And, and we got along, you know, I was able to get along with him for whatever reason. And, but the guy who was my boss, supervising story producer, who works that position, works really closely with the field in crafting the stories and making sure that you know the stories are are you know that everything that's in the story is shot and that, you know, episodes track from episode to episode, and across the entire season, there are character arcs, or story arcs all that stuff. That guy within like, two or three weeks, really great guy named Kevin, I'm still friends with, couldn't take, couldn't take the environment at that production company anymore and quit. Just walk like, just no notice. It's just like, I can't do this anymore. And so they kept me for whatever reason. Again, I never even story produced. And they were like, will you be the supervising story producer on the on the show? And I was like, Sure, yeah, of course, you know. And I called Kevin, I'm like, Okay, what am I supposed to do as a supervising story producer? And he basically told me. I was like, okay, all right. And it was, it was easy and it was fun. I don't watch reality TV. I The only episodes of Kendra on top I've ever seen are the ones that we made and but it was fun to make it. You know it was, it was kind of fun television to make it. And I ended up doing it for two seasons because I was at the time, writing this kind of in depth, intense sci fi script, feature script. And it was great. It was a great job to have I was writing. So that's Kendra on top.

Dave Bullis 37:58
So Kim, I have to ask, when you touched on somebody who was a real big screamer, what? How do you handle situations like that? You know, everyone has sort of a different idea of how to handle that. Where somebody who maybe is your boss or maybe someone who is your co worker, they're just very hard to handle on a film set. How were you able to handle it? Handle it so well,

Kim Ray 38:22
Um, I just it was a combination of just waiting it out and or getting up and leaving. At one point I did in that first season, I just got up and left, and I was just like, I'm done. And his kind of second guy in charge, or whatever, like, called me repeatedly on the way home. Please don't quit. Please don't quit. He's so sorry. Please don't leave. And I was just like, I can't I just I can't. You know that's it's completely inappropriate. The yelling, and I don't know if he had said something personal or I don't remember what it was, but, and then the guy himself called and apologized, and I was like, okay, whatever. I guess, I guess I'll go back. And then, you know, of course, like all serial whatever, whatever, he was nice after that. I think, you know, entertainment business is a tough business. And I think any business, whether you know, there was a good McSweeney's thing recently saying, you know, if women, you know, are you familiar with McSweeney's? Yeah, yeah. So everything's all tongue in cheek. And it was like, kind of, you know, if women can't handle the entertainment business, they should get out, you know. And it is kind of funny, if they can't handle, you know, having meetings in a hotel room, you know, that, you know, instead of, you know, at a table, then you know, they're too sensitive and they should get out.

And then it was like, you know, maybe they should go into television, you know, like, talk about, like, Bill O'Reilly and, you know, and maybe they can't handle television, maybe they should go into tech, you know. And then it goes into tech, where the guy next to you is, like, you know, writing an essay on why women are inferior. And, you know, women are getting hit on when they're pitching their app ideas. As always, you don't want to do tech. You should go to politics. You know, where the President of the United States is, you know, saying, grab them by their pussy. So it was just, it was really hilarious, and it kind of, it kind of detailed, like, I think women have it tough, obviously, in every industry, and there's, I don't know, maybe there's more of a put up with it miss that women have. I don't know, but yeah, I mean, typically, if somebody, this particular person, I felt was, at the end of the day, harmless and just kind of crazy and it, it wasn't it. I was never sexually harassed or anything like that. It wasn't that kind of thing at all. I think if I'd ever felt Actually, I did work at Miramax back in the day when I first started, and did walk away with a check, because the environment was a sexist environment. And at the time I just I went into the guy was working for who, it's funny, this guy has now come out and said, Oh, I was so crazy that Harvey wanted to he was acting this way. I walked his office and said, You know, it's obvious I'm not the kind of assistant that you want. Maybe you should just, you know, write me a check and I'll leave. And he handed me a check request. I walked it down to accounts payable, and I left that company. It was a horrible company, and everybody knew it. So, yeah, no, I think, I think it depends on the situation. I think there are certain types of situations I would never stand for. You know, I would never stand first to be sexually harassed in an environment, but screamers and, you know, emotional people who are creative to lose their their shit from time to time. That kind of just comes with the territory. With creative people, they're not always the most professional business types that you're ever going to deal with. You know, same with talent, you know, you never, I mean, I don't know creative types are just more emotional and you there's a part of it that you just kind of got to accept that and roll with it.

Dave Bullis 42:39
Yeah, I concur there's the worst person I've ever had to work with was a director of cinematography who, well, it's actually toss up to the worst person I work with. But mine was a director of cinematography who thought that he was God's gift to everybody. And oh yeah, that guy. Yeah, that guy. You work with him too, all right, but y'all know that guy, yeah, we're exactly right. Everyone's got a story about that guy, but he would happen was he actually was, was, like, condescending to everybody. So finally, I call him over, and he and I started, you know, I said to him, did Is there something wrong? Is there Did somebody say something to you, is there something that happened? Let's just talk this out. And he basically took that as he I wanted to fight him, and he tried to, and I was like, and I said, Are you serious right now? And finally, this, it was, we were just about the day was just about over anyway, and we just broke early that day, and I said, this guy is never coming back. It's got it. We got to make a decision. I went to the producers, and I said, you have to make a decision. Either he goes or I go, like, this is absolutely terrible. And they chose me, and they were like, Yeah, we don't like him either, because apparently he mouthed off to them too. And I'm like, Oh, good. We all hate them. Weird agreements, all right,

Kim Ray 43:58
Yeah, let's get him out of here. Yeah. So it didn't come to 50 cups. You didn't have to, like, No, you didn't have to fight him.

Dave Bullis 44:04
No, not have to fight him. Thank God, because we were a public place too. So it would have gone well for anybody. It would have been, it wasn't like on, like, a closed set. It was like we were in the middle of the open, so in a public place. So we would have gotten, and we have permission to shoot and everything like that. It's just that, you know, two guys fighting in the middle of Philadelphia doesn't really bode well, but

Kim Ray 44:27
Right, right! Yeah, no, that's the other thing, right? Is that, in addition to emotions and feelings, you have egos, right? That you know that some people, their egos get out of whack. And whether it's because they're they have a ton of self doubt, you know, buried underneath, or because they think they're too good for the situation or the film or the project, or, you know, whatever, which, again, if they think that, it's probably just all boiled down to self doubt. But you. Yeah, it's, it's, this is tough. It's a tough business. And a lot of times, you know, especially, you know, in film and TV, and I need to tell you, you know, people are calling in favors, or there's, I don't know there's, there's always a million different things going on with every single person that's on set. And you either become like a family in a few weeks, a happy family, or you become a really dysfunctional, angry family, you know, depending on the crew.

Dave Bullis 45:30
Usually, yeah, usually for me, it's the latter. We become like this functional family. You love to hate them and hate to love them. So it's

Kim Ray 45:38
Right, yeah, exactly, exactly. But boy, do you miss him and you see him on Facebook, you're like, Oh my God, look what he just says. Did I love that guy? You know, yeah. Two years later, yeah,

Dave Bullis 45:49
Yeah, right. Because you end up being, ends up being a small world. And, you know, as you sort of go from project to project and and you sort of meet all these familiar faces. But you know, Kim, I wanted to ask, and this is the, you know, we actually met, because I saw, you know, this project being tweeted out. And I wanted to ask how you got involved with Gaga, five foot two Lady Gaga, obviously, I'm gonna, I mean, I think everyone listening knows who she is, unless you've been under a rock for the past 10 years. Yeah, I think everybody knows who Lady Gaga is. So I wanted to ask Kim, you know, how did you get involved with with the project?

Kim Ray 46:25
So Chris McCarville, the director, and I had worked together on sex on, so we met on the HBO show, sex on, which is a show about how sex and relationships exist online and with technology. So it was all about, like, you know, sex relationships, love and technology. And he and I are both super into music and technology and the internet and sci fi, and we were kind of a love fest when we first met. And so after sex on, we, we did the that pilot that I was telling you about, but the Russian trolls, and, you know, that had to do with the Internet of Things, kind of, and then we did another project that was also kind of like a development project. And then he, he had a meeting with Live Nation, and they said they might have this lady gaga documentary, that there was potential for him to direct it. And he got, he got really exciting because, oh, there might, you know, this might happen. I was like, Okay, well, you know, like, he's like, I really want you to produce it. I'm like, All right, great. Well, let me know if it happened. Because it just didn't seem, it just seemed like kind of a long shot, you know? And so then I think it was almost like a month later, a month went by, and he went, he met with Gaga producer, Bobby Campbell, and he and Bobby really hit it off. And he called me, and he's, like, I met with her manager. I really liked him. He's super cool. I think it's really gonna happen. And like, okay, great. He's like, okay, great. Well, you know, because, you know, I mean, there's always something right, like, there's always two or three or four projects that are maybe going to happen, or could happen, or, you know, and then they'll all go away, and then something else will come up. But you just never know. And I was so I wasn't really super excited about I didn't I thought it sounded cool, and, you know, obviously I would have been thrilled, but I just didn't know. And then another few weeks went by, I feel like, and he called me, and he's like, Okay, I got a call to go and film her house tomorrow. I'm like, No way. And he's like, yeah. He's like, it's happening. It's happening. And I was like, okay, so we got him, we he had a camera, and I think we just used a lens that he already had, because I don't think we even had a plan in place, yet we ended up shooting on can see 300 using Zeiss Super Speed lenses, fixed lenses, which was, which was an immense challenge, and in some ways stupid of us, but also brilliant, because it allowed us to, you always had to be close to her to film her within, like, A few feet. And I think you feel that in the film, which is what we wanted, we really wanted it to feel like a because he could. So he goes and shoots, is one day, and he comes back, and we sit down, we watch all the footage, and we're going to cut together this little kind of teaser to give to Live Nation. And we're watching it, and it's like he really got a sense, and you really get a sense of the food she shot the first day, a lot of which ended up in the film, of what, of what it was going to be like filming her, that it was going to be this really rare close up view of her

And then it was gonna be like this door would open and we'd go in, or just he would go in, or whatever, and then film, and then the door shuts, you know, and then, so we knew that, and that kind of contributed to the lenses and the camera that we chose and the way we chose to film it. We couldn't have a big crew, you know, you're not going to go into her house or get on her plane or go into her studio when she's recording with five people. She's never going to happen. So we needed to do something that was compact, that would allow for, you know, just a DP, a very discreet sound person who knew how to, you know, who could get out of the way, and often not like her, and and then a camera set up that, you know, Chris could use if he needed to. I shot for a minute in one of the locations. I think I shot the last step of the film where she's talking about shart, where she says shart in the credit like I was shooting that in Nashville. But, yeah, so, so he, so he did that. We put together thing for Live Nation, and they were like, you know, and then the next call I got was Chris on the phone with one of the VPS at five nation saying, Okay, we need a budget and a schedule. And this is like, oh, okay, I guess this is happening. I guess, I guess we're making this movie. So literally, we just immediately were in production, like it just like it was, like it was happening, right then, right, it was going. And we knew we were going to get a call soon to shoot again. And we sat down with her manager. We sat down with Bobby, and he kind of gave me a rundown of all of the things that she had coming up over the summer. This is like in June of last year of 2016 and he just kind of gave us, you know, this rundown like, these are all the things she has coming up. Let us know which ones would be interesting for you guys to film. What you know, whatever you think, these are the things that we think would be good. These are the days she's filming in Malibu. These are the days she's filming in New York, or not filming, I'm sorry, these are the days she's making the record. This is the day she's recording in New York. These are days she's recording in LA. And you know, if you want to do those that you know, let us know, you know what you know who's coming in, because Florence Welsh came in. And you know, there were days that obviously Mark Bronson was going to be there at blood pop, and other people that she was collaborating with that we wanted to make sure we got and so, yeah, we literally just, it's like the door opened and we were in and we were making the film, and we started, we didn't know, we didn't know that she was up for the Super Bowl. Like we didn't even know that. And I think within two months, we knew that she was up for it. There's, you know, I think after she does the DNC performance, she's in the car. I think this is still in the movie. No, I can't remember it now, but, but Bobby says to her, you know, I think we got it right, you know. Or I think we're going to get or she he says, It looks like we might get it. She's like, I think we're going to get it. And it was kind of news to us that she was even up for it. Once we knew she was up for it, we were just like, she's going to get it. Of course, she's going to get it. And we wanted her to get it, because we were like, This is the end of the movie. You know, we're watching because we just felt it. Immediately. It was like, this is the end of the movie, because she hadn't made an album three years she was making a new album. It was a huge departure from a lot of her dance music that, you know, she had done prior. And she was also, you know, she was doing this whole new look where she was wearing jeans and T shirts and instead of these crazy costumes, and, you know, these beautiful costumes, I should say, and masks and whatever else, it was very stripped down. And it was, it was completely new. So to see her do that through the course of the film, and then to be able to, you know, and also to kind of see her in this really stripped down, raw, real way that we were seeing her, and then to have the end of the because, and there were no, you know, she wasn't on tour. We filmed her a million times, you know, doing shows or performances. But they were all, they were all pretty small. She did a dive bar tour. She did the DNC, she did Tony Bennett Sunday at birthday. She did PR stuff, she performed in Tokyo, but nothing like, you know, one of her concerts, or, you know, or in a stadium, or like the Super Bowl. So it, you know, it was just such a it was just such a no brainer. We knew she was at fourth ago. This is the end, and we can see, so that we see this person, this, you know. And I'm five nine. So to me, she always is, like, so small. We were in the edit. I was like, explaining to the editor, who hadn't met her yet, but of course, had spent 1000s of hours with her, you know, in his mind, you know, in reality, you know, watching her on on screen. And I was like, it's so amazing, because she's like, this little person. I mean again, to me, because I've always felt as a woman, I've always felt big because I'm, I'm almost five, nine and, and then I just, I kind of started saying, he pops, you know, I'm facilit wand and, and that ends up being a possible title. Chris was like, oh, maybe that's a title. Because we were, we had, we had a million titles, and we could not naming anything is the worst. So that ended up going on the on the title list and but yeah, so it was, it was a real windfall for her to do the Super Bowl, because then we could see this stripped down, small person do this thing that was larger than life, and see how she did it. You know, for us, anybody can go on YouTube and watch her Super Bowl performance from beginning to end. What we wanted to see was the viewpoint of what it's like backstage, what it's like when she's, you know, rehearsing in her sweatpants, you know, when her hip hurts in that back room. And that back room really was where everybody hung out and stayed it's not a beautiful place, you know, it's like, but that's the reality is of what, what it's like behind the scenes. And for us, it was, you know, all of it was kind of fascinating. It was really, it was really fascinating to be, to be in that world for the time that we were in it.

Dave Bullis 56:39
So what was your most memorable experience making the making this documentary?

Kim Ray 56:50
There were so many, I mean, the most, the thing that one of the things that really stuck with me was everywhere we went with her, we, you know, you'd go in an SUV. You know, there'd be like, several black SUVs or vehicles, and you'd enter through the security entrance and go up a back elevator. You enter, you enter spaces the most ugly way. You know what I mean, like, you kind of enter every space you're like, the same way a messenger might enter that space, you know, or something like that, just the most you know. You're not going typically, through the palatial, you know, front entrances of any of anywhere. You're always just going through the bottom to get her up to a back room that's like a green room, fitting room in it, and she's in, you know, a makeup hair room with all of her, you know, closest people who are helping. And then there's, you know, another room that's all the production people and the musician related people. And, you know, I mean, there's, there's several rooms of people, wherever she goes, whenever she performs, it for anything, or does an appearance. And the interesting thing, so that was interesting. And then we would go, we would go in, you know, that way, and then we go and set up our cameras, you know, and sound or whatever, and then go back down to the street to film often. And the barricades would be up, and all these people would be out there, like waiting for her, and we'd be filming from behind the barricades. And it was a really surreal experience, because you just see how much these people revere her. And you know, at one point, she did a show in LA and I was interviewing people, because we thought what might be interesting for the film, because your album had just come out, to talk to people about her and her music and what, you know, why they were such fans. And afterwards, I walked into the venue, and just like, start crying. So it's like, oh my god, you know, like people, it's not just, you know, hero worship or whatever. It's like people identify with her because of her message of, if you don't fit in, if you're an outsider, that's cool, you know, that's a great thing to be, you know, especially from being born this way and all that. So that was, that was a huge that was kind of, that was super memorable. It's also memorable when she, we were in Tokyo and we were, she was getting, she was practicing for this performance on this show, and I was filming, I think I was filming Chris, filming her, so I think I was just filming with an iPhone, so filming him, filming her, and she walked over to me, she's like, I'm really sorry, but just a close set. We just really need to focus on this so and like she was kicking me out. Like I looked at her, I go, it's me, it's Kim for the doc. And she's like, Oh my god, I'm so sorry. She's like, you're like me, you're like a chameleon.

I never she's like, you always have your hair different. I never know. She's like, it always takes me a minute to know it's you. And she was like, so clean, like, hugged me and was like, really sorry. But it was like, if we've been filming her for like, two months at that point, I was like, Really, you're kicking me out. Like, obviously, I got to stay. But yeah, so that was funny. We really, I mean that just also just goes to speak to we really tried to be slides on the wall, like we were. It's 100% different than making reality TV. When you're making reality TV, it's like, okay, Kendra, this is the scene. So you're going to come in and you're going to be mad at this person for what they said or what you thought they said, and you guys are gonna have an argument. Okay? Everybody ready? Okay, action, you know, I mean, and then they improvised it out however they're gonna do and but making a doc, especially about Lady Gaga, who is actually doing things in the moment, and you know, whether she's rehearsing for the Super Bowl, or for a program she's about to be on in Tokyo, or making a record she is busy, and so you're not, you're the last thing you're trying to do is to get in her way, you know. So, yeah,

Dave Bullis 1:01:15
Yeah. I mean, because I imagine, you know, she the way you're where you're describing it, Kim, she had a small army and then to make a film as a small army. So it's so now they make up a giant Yeah. So yeah,

Kim Ray 1:01:27
The army was often just Chris and I. Our army was typically Chris and myself and a sound person and a DP. That was typically we didn't even have, we often didn't even have a PA. In fact, we didn't even have a data transfer person. I would, at the end of the shoot day, do all the data transfer from the cards to drives in my hotel room. I did. I did all that because A, I didn't trust anybody with the footage. And B, there was just, was no, there was just no point in high, you know, and break. We couldn't really bring anybody else on at one point in New York. We had a PA for a little while to drive us places or to go grab stuff if we needed it. But we didn't really, you know, or we'd have, we had a production coordinator in LA that we'd have in the in our office. We had two production coordinators here in LA that we would have go do stuff or whatever. But typically, we were filming it was, it was super minimal.

Dave Bullis 1:02:29
Yeah, I was gonna say, I imagine it was probably like, it's guerla filmmaking. You know you're getting your hands dirty. You know you're, you're one minute, you're producer, next minute, you know you're transferring footage. It's all for the love of the game, right Kim?

Kim Ray 1:02:42
Yes, exactly it is. And you know, if you love it, if that's what you love, then you don't care, because you love it, you know. And I I really love filmmaking, and I love storytelling. And you know what's not to love about, you know, running around with a camera after Lady Gaga. I mean, you know, there's no, you're not going to complain about that. So, yeah, it was, it was great. It was fun.

Dave Bullis 1:03:08
And were you surprised when Netflix picked this up?

Kim Ray 1:03:12
No, not really, because, you know, the film was financed by Live Nation, and there were multiple people who were interested. And so, I mean, I even have friends who who buy films for studios, and they were interested. So we kind of, we just didn't know who the buyer was going to be. That was up, and that was, that was up to Live Nation. So they, they controlled the movie.

Dave Bullis 1:03:38
And the the film is on Netflix right now, correct?

Kim Ray 1:03:42
Yes, it is. You can stream it from the comfort of your own home. You don't have to leave the house. You can go, yeah, you can watch it anytime, anywhere.

Dave Bullis 1:03:51
And I will also link to that in the show notes, along with the trailer and all the other good stuff that you know. Kim and I have discussed in this in this whole conversation, Kim, I just have one more question before we close out. You know, what are you working on next?

Kim Ray 1:04:07
So right now, as we speak, I'm waiting to hear from my an editor whose name is Darren Navarro. He's a great editor who's done, I love dick and ballers, and those two shows together are not right. And also, yeah, I'm sorry, yeah, pardon my French, no, but he entered this he edited the film the end of the tour with Jesse Eisenberg as well, and he just a great editor. So he's overseeing the edit on a short film I just shot, called I directed, I wrote and directed, called violets, new life. And it's a short, but it's also kind of a, it's a it's a pilot presentation, it's a show presentation. It's about the short is about violet, who takes place maybe five or 10 years in the future. Who just had her mind downloaded into a 35 year old synthetic version of herself. She had a terminal illness at 72 and decided to go ahead and have her mind downloaded into a synthetic body. And so she is picked up by her adopted daughter, Joyce, and they go to her funeral. And that's the short film. So the show is basically, the show is called Violet's new life, and it's about violet acclimating to to life as a 35 year old. And, you know, I mean to be 72 and a 35 year old body is pretty crazy. So it's, you know, again, I'm super interested in technology, and I don't want to die. I don't want to die, and I don't really even if there is an afterlife, which, let's hope, you know, let's hope there's something else I'm not conscious of it now I don't know what that is, and that kind of pisses me off. And it pissed me off that my life is so short, so, but then, you know, when you think, okay, so great. What if, you know, you take all of your life's experiences, you live to your 72 and you get to be 35 again. What's that like? You know? What? How do you acclimate to life? You know, knowing everything you know, and being able to do that. So, yeah, so that's the show is like a took a 30 minute dramedy along the lines of transparent or insecure, or, I love dick or glow. So, so, yeah, so I'm, I've written the first two episodes and kind of outline the first few seasons, and we'll be taking that out in the next five month or two and submitting it to Festival, the short, the short film, to festivals. And that's why I'm working.

Dave Bullis 1:06:52
Well, I was gonna say, because I know, again, as we're talking about TV, that's where it's at right now. And, you know, I even when I discuss things, you know, I don't have an Agent Manager, but as soon as I just start discussing things with a myriad of people, they always say, Well, do you have, like, a TV pilot or something, or anything TV episodic related? And I'm always like, well, I, you know, I'm kind of slow, Kim, but I started to notice a pattern. And I'm like, Okay, I see it. So by the I mean, and I even shot a TV pilot myself a couple years ago, and I actually put it up on YouTube right now. So it's, yeah, it was actually pretty cool, because where I shot right after me, we shot at a studio right down the street from my house, and here in Philadelphia, and right after us, Emma Shalon came in to shoot After Earth with Will Smith. So Oh, wow, that's cool. Yeah, they were like, Guys, you have to leave soon because, well, M Night and sham line and Will Smith are coming in the day after you guys break and like, All right, we'll have everything cleaned up so, but, yeah, I have it up on YouTube right now. It's all free. It's pretty cool. But, but, yeah, I mean that, see that that's one of the things I hope people take away is, you know, you don't want to be in a room and they in, somebody ask, What else you got? And you're like, Well, I don't have any episodic stuff, because I now realize that's the way in right now, is there is to make sure you have episodic things. But So Kim, I want to say it's been a blast talking to you. Where can people find you out online?

Kim Ray 1:08:18
Um, you know, on Twitter. I'm on Instagram. I am Kim Ray on Instagram. Kim Ray on Twitter. Pretty much I don't have a website. I've been toying with the idea of a website, but I'm kind of like, you know, what am I going to do? Put I don't put clips from my movies or pages from my scripts on a website. I don't know. I'm not sold on having a website right now. But what do you think?

Dave Bullis 1:08:40
Well, I think really depends on what your strategy is, because I think if you're gonna, if you're gonna mainly be, you know, talking to other people and and sharing, like trailers and stuff like that, you know, I again, I'm big on Twitter. I and I think it's wherever you feel the most comfortable that that's usually my advice, because, you know, any any tool is only as good as the person that wields it. So yeah, that's my sage advice, Kim. I sound very sad, but

Kim Ray 1:09:08
Well, thank you. Thank you very much.

Dave Bullis 1:09:11
Everybody I will link to everything Kim and I talked about in the show in the show notes at my website davebullis.com so you go there for for all the podcasts, all the other stuff that I'm doing, all the craziness and everyone. I want to say, thank you so much for listening, Kim I want to say, thank you so much for coming on. This has been an absolute blast, and I hope everyone checks out. Gaga, five foot two by the way, Kim, do you know Gaga follows me on Twitter?

Kim Ray 1:09:39
No way.

Dave Bullis 1:09:40
I'm dead serious. I swear she follows me on Twitter.

Kim Ray 1:09:43
Oh, my God, she doesn't follow me on Twitter. I know because I never asked. I should ask her social media person, can she please follow me? I don't think she follows. I even know her manager, Bobby and I follow each other on Instagram. But, yeah, wow, you're you that's that's pretty impressive.

Dave Bullis 1:10:00
I don't even remember, can you believe this, Kim, I don't even remember how it happened. I just remember one day I was like, what? This can't be the real and it's the real. Lady Gaga verified and everything, and she follows my personal Wow. Look at Jae, yeah. Seriously,

Kim Ray 1:10:14
You should DM her. You should DM her.

Dave Bullis 1:10:16
I should, I should be. Hey, I had your producer on on the podcast. Come on.

Kim Ray 1:10:21
Tell her. You should tell her for sure. That's awesome.

Dave Bullis 1:10:26
That person I kicked out off the set that one day, like it's the same one. Gaga. That's funny. So Kim, I want to say again, thank you so much for coming on, and I wish you the best.

Kim Ray 1:10:39
All right, thanks so much, Dave you too.

Dave Bullis 1:10:41
Take care. Take care Kim.

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Alex Ferrari 0:07
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Without further ado, this week's episode as a guest who is a pro wrestler, TV personality and author of the new book, Memoirs of a Mad Man, which covers his entire 30 year career. Just, you know, it's not just a wrestling book, and he's gonna touch on that as well in this episode, you know, we're gonna chat all about becoming an agent for the Jerry Springer Show, creating his own public access TV show, participating in a demolition derby. And just, generally fun, crazy stories. And I honestly, this is a guy I've been trying to get on for a while, and then when I saw he came out with this book, I just finally, I was able to get him to come on. And finally he agreed to and said yes to come on with guest Mad Man Pondo.

Mad Man Pondo 2:38
Hey, thank you, man. For giving me time to talk about the book and whatever else want to talk about, and I'm ready to roll with you are

Dave Bullis 2:49
And you know, Pondo, it's funny because you and I have actually met way, way back in the CCW days. I was actually, I was a, you know, I used to go to all those shows back then. And I have a picture somewhere in my room. I have a picture of us, and it's you, myself, and Bridget, the midget. And it was, and it was just, it was hilarious, because I always use that photo, and I showed it, I used to show it to people, and people were like, it just looks like a story. That just an interesting story behind because Bridget has a bottle of wine with her. And, yeah, it's just, it's just, it's just funny, because, you know, it looks like there's such an interesting story behind it. And I was like, Well, let me tell you about Pando, and then I'll tell you about Bridget. And then, you know, I'm not that interesting, but you know, at least I, at least you guys are interesting.

Mad Man Pondo 3:34
There's a bunch of stories behind that. There's actually a few of them in the book, but, yeah, Bridget's real cool. We still talk today, and, you know, I get hit in the head a lot. I can't even remember her having a wine bottle or taking a picture, but, yeah, maybe put that on my Facebook sometime. That picture,

Dave Bullis 3:55
Yeah, I will do Pondo. I'll have to find it. I've been I it got kind of lost in the shuffle with all my other stuff as I've moved, but I'm gonna find that again, and I'll post that. But you're just just to get started. Pondo, you know, I wanted to ask you how you actually got started, you know, doing all this, all the wrestling and in the movies. So, you know, just to get started. You know, how did you get involved with wrestling? Did you watch a lot of wrestling growing up?

Mad Man Pondo 4:21
Man, did I this was all in the book, but I'll go ahead and tell you, but So at a very young age, I always realized my family is very reserved, and, you know, not like, super religious, but just never wanted to be the center of attention, and me and my brother would always go to family dinners on Sunday at my great grandma grandpa's house, and everything, you know, was pretty calm and and, but the cool thing was, we. And Evansville wrestling channel seven would come on out of Memphis, Tennessee, Jared King Lawler and Bill Dundee and all them guys. My great grandma and grandpa would lose their nuts like, you know, talking about dirty motherfuckers and and, you know, and me and my brother, we were just blown back that my great grandma and grandpa was talking like this, but it made me an instant fan of professional wrestling, just a good time that I would have listened to them. So at an early age, I told my mom and my dad that that's what I was going to do. I was going to be a professional wrestler, and my mom to this day, still has a paper from my school, grade school. It said, draw a picture of what you want to be when you grow up. And kids were drawing police officers and doctors and, you know, kiss ass. Kids was drawing teachers. Well, mine had a ring with two stick people wrestling, getting ready to wrestle each other, and that's what I put I want to be a professional wrestler. So my mom still has that paper today, and over the years, that's what she would hear. I want to be a professional so I want to be friends. So then it, you know, I was okay. So I'll give you this scenario. I lived in Florida, Illinois, an hour and a half to the West was St Louis, Missouri, which had wrestling at the chase. An hour to the South was Carmine, Illinois, Harrisburg, Illinois, and infield, Illinois, and that had Angelo potholes. I CW an hour and a half to the east was Evansville, Indiana that had CWA, which started the uswa Jeremy King mall, or Bill Dundee. Five hours to the North was Chicago, that just had everything, you know, Awa, WWF and WCW and Windy City and all these companies. And there was a guy named Roy West junior, and as long as you did good in school, he would take you, you know, to these wrestling shows. So I've been going to live wrestling shows since childhood, and then, excuse me, and then it I was friends with a college teacher named Milton Smith, and he called me on the phone one time and said, Hey, I have a professional wrestler in my class, and I said, please get the guy's telephone number. And he got it to me, and he said, Are you trying to get tickets out of the guy? And I said, No, this is my chance. I'm going to call this guy and become a professional wrestler. The guy's name was Terry Runyon, and he was in a team called the sensational Hill bullies, excuse me, I'm so sorry. I wrestled last night and I was healed. I yelled and my throats all scratchy, but so I called Terry ruggin and started school that very next week with a guy named Bud Chapman out of only Illinois. Both those guys are passed away now, but they were both the two that gave me a chance at professional wrestling. And you know, it's not just on my account, but everybody that was in that class says that I'm the one that, you know, I'm the only one that went far out of Bud Chapman school, which makes me feel pretty good, but that's where it started. It wasn't our core. It was just basic wrestling bit. So after I learned as much as I could out of Bud Chapman, Chris here, Chris champion, who just passed away, also, I started going down to wrestle for him, and then Bill Dundee at its furniture store, and I was villa, I started wrestling for him, and things just took off. And then I met Ian rotten and became retarded, landed in stuff, and here I am today.

Dave Bullis 9:21
And no worries, Bondo, about your voice. By the way, my, I'm actually sick right now, so if I said a little little bad, or you hear me, you know, hacking or something, that's what. That's what, what's wrong with me. But well, you know, you mentioned, you know, wrestling school and how you had to get connected. And, you know, do you look around today and you see all these different wrestling schools. I mean, do you ever, I mean, do you ever think to yourself like, my god, it's kind of the the ease of, of sort of access, is so much easier now, because, you know, they're, they're publicly, you know, mentioned these schools now, like, you know what I mean, like, they're positive promoted, and then they're all over the place now.

Mad Man Pondo 10:05
Well, I will say this, but when I got into wrestling, things were so much rougher, like I hear kids today get trade and not what job or, you know, don't pick me up and body slightly, just ridiculous stuff that I hear today. But the thing about it is, when I got into wrestling, then we got me and my best friend, Leslie Thompson, which, you know, we always called flick. It was part no flick, week after week after week. Tried to show these guys that this is where we wanted to be. You know, we'd go home with black eyes, busted lips. These guys didn't give too much care about our welfare. And finally, flick Toby, he's like, Man, I'm not paying to go down there and just get my ass kicked week after week. I'm like, well, it's gonna pay off someday, trust me. Well, he quit. I kept going, and now I'm the only one. There was two others where I got a small break. Now I'm the only one. So for about another three weeks, it was pretty bad. But finally, some more students came, and things got easier on me, because I wasn't the new guy anymore, plus, I'm kind of funny, so everybody kind of liked me, you know. So everything fell into place for me as a school. But, you know, I don't hate on how many wrestling schools there are, because the thing about it is, say there's 10 wrestling schools in the area. There's going to be one to two stars that go far out of those schools. So, you know, who knows? If say Joey Ryan, who's pretty huge though, if he didn't go to one of those, one out of 10 schools, would he be a star today? So, you know, those wanted kids schools just like me, I branched out, kept going, and and, you know, I'm not a star, but whatever you think about me is what I am. But you know, you got to have schools for future stars. And since we're on the subject, to also say, you know, it's just like what you said, okay, so always make sure the school that you go to is can can help you get a little farther. You know, the real honor school, let's Thatcher school to talk to, Tony as a school, you know, guys like that, that could get you just a little farther to help you get your name out there, Billy Bob's school, or John Smith School that he just bought a ring and put up in a barn and and, you know all the dress was have tennis shoes, maybe not the best choice. Always make sure the school we go to has a little bit of rep to it, where you should go a little farther?

Dave Bullis 13:28
Yeah, you know, that's good advice. Pond. Oh, so, you know, I even saw that. You know, Gangrel has a school now and more, and Ricky Morton has a school now. So I figured an excellent school. Yeah, I figured both most, most wrestling fans have heard of either one of those guys?

Mad Man Pondo 13:43
Right at she has a school out of California. You know, there's guys that I mean, adult, I might say this about every school that people don't know about, but, uh, you know, just make sure whoever owns the school that they care about the other wrestlers, not just the guy who says, Hey, make sure your dues are paid, and has everybody else go in and and train you. You know, always make sure it's somebody who cares about you.

Dave Bullis 14:16
Yeah, and that's, that's true too. And you got to make sure that, you know, you're not just $1 sign, right? You're actually, they're actually there to make sure see, you develop and succeed and and, you know, it's not just kind of like, hey, you know, give me your money and now go fuck off. Right? Exactly, you know, Panda, one of the stories that I can't remember. It's in the book, but I remember hearing this. You tell the story on Hannibal's podcast, where you know you wanted to, you had the opportunity to go to Japan to wrestle, and you had to drive all the way home to make a tape. I think that I love that story, because that just shows you your determination. And I love stories like that because it's kind of like my. Know, what are you willing to do, or how are you willing to pay your dues, to sort of follow your dreams. So if you don't mind, you know, would you mind retold that story, just for those listening,

Mad Man Pondo 15:10
I was wrestling Abdullah the butcher in Overland, Missouri, and I believe I was leaving League of I believe I was living in either Florida, Illinois or Louisville, Kentucky. Man, I swear my brains are beat out, and I forget things so much, but I'm doing the butcher. After I got, we got done wrestling, was really happy with that match. And he said, kid, you got it, you know, you need to, you need to go to Japan. And when he said that, I was a flabbergast of of excitement. So he said, uh, I'll tell you what. I'm going to Japan in four days. So if you can get me a video tape by the time I come back, when I go back to Japan, I will take your video tape and see what I can't do for you. I didn't let that slide the you know, I was so excited I couldn't sleep. Anyway, so from old Missouri, I drove straight home, got my two VCRs together, put the cables in, stayed up all night, make this video tape, and was at the post office when it opened. I think I rested him on a Friday. So it was, it was going to be open from nine to noon. The post office is going to be open from nine to noon on Saturday. Went to the post office overnighted. I don't remember back then, it wasn't as bad as what it is now. I think it was like 24 bucks or something like that. Overnighted, this video tape to Abdul was restaurant, and then three, within three days, he called me on the phone and said, Damn champ, you really want to go to Japan, don't you? I said, Yes, sir, I do. He took the videotape that time, and the next time he went, I was going to so not only was he telling the truth, but he also realized the determination that you know, that that was my dream. Never WWE, WCW, none of the big companies my dream was. I wanted to go to Japan and wrestle, and 43 trips there and back. I believe I exceeded my dream pretty hard.

Dave Bullis 17:28
Yeah. And it also shows, again, you know, what I was, you know, just saying before, you know, it really just shows you were willing to just do whatever it took. Because, you know, other people would, it may have just been like, Well, shit, I don't have anything ready. Do. I really want to drive all the way back? Then have to edit a tape together then send it out. You know what I mean, like? So you actually just, you know, just drove back, and it was like, wasn't even a thought. It was like I had another option. I guess I just got to do this

Mad Man Pondo 17:51
All the way home. I was thinking of what matches to put on this, on this video tape. So if that tells you how determined I was that, you know, like I remember, and I had it for the longest time, and I don't anymore. I've been divorced and broke up with chicks so much that, or they broke up with me, however, but stuff skip left behind. But I had the snapkin that had the matches that I wanted to put on it, and the listing of of how I wanted to do it. So yeah, the minute he said that, that's all I could think of was, hell yeah, I can't wait to get home and make the state. And another funny thing, yeah, when Hannibal, when I was on his podcast, he asked me, he was like, so how did you get in Japan? And I was like, man, I was hoping you wouldn't ask for this, but Abdullah got me over there, but it wasn't comfortable, was what I thought it was. But, yeah, he really didn't even act like it fazed him. And so there's that story,

Dave Bullis 19:08
So when you finally were able to go to Japan, I mean, that was your dream. So that first, you know, that first tour, that first day that you kind of set foot on Japanese soil, you know, what did that feel like Pondo?

Mad Man Pondo 19:20
Well, of course, this was before cell phones. But there was a thing at the airport that said, Welcome to Japan. I just sat there, and I looked at it for a minute, and then so people walking by, I had them take my picture. You know, of course, it wasn't a digital picture. It was a this was before anything modern, so it was just one of those little disposable cameras, but I took, like, four or five pictures in front of the side that said, Welcome to Japan. I had made it you know, that was the dream. And there I was. I had three dreams growing up. I wanted to be the demolition therapy. I wanted to marry an Asian chick. What wrestle Japan, and I pretty well exceeded all three

Dave Bullis 20:25
So and so you actually did end up going into a demolition derby.

Mad Man Pondo 20:30
I sure did. My car was decked out in horror movies like I had Chase hood, leather face, Freddie. Michael Byers, tall man. Jack Nicholson from the shiny I mean, my car looked look like sorted out of a comic book when I was done. But yeah, I my buddies Sam Delaney and Robert Delaney knew how bad I want to be. The boys to therapy. They they sold me a car for 200 bucks, helped me put it together, and yep, I got to a divolistic Derby.

Dave Bullis 21:05
So, so did you end up? Did you end up winning?

Mad Man Pondo 21:11
No, not at all. Maybe, maybe I didn't understand that you're not supposed to hit people hard and save your car. And there was a guy who was kind of sandbag and ladder up right around the entrance to where he wouldn't get pushed up on a log. So I went from one end of the of the track to the other. Hit this guy, and when I did it, not my accelerator off. It was like it was laying down on the floor. And after that, I knew I was done.

Dave Bullis 21:48
See, I would have made that same mistake pond, though. I would always say, get the idea is to just wreck as much stuff as possible, right? So, yeah, I mean, hey, you know that's awesome, man, you're able to at least do that. And again, by the way, that's a really cool idea for a car. By the way,

Mad Man Pondo 22:04
It was so cool. And of course, my number was Friday the 13th,

Dave Bullis 22:11
So 513 was the name of the car.

Mad Man Pondo 22:14
Yes, number 13.

Dave Bullis 22:18
That's really cool, man. Would you ever do another demolition derby?

Mad Man Pondo 22:24
Actually, there is a tag team called the Mercy Brothers out of there, out of strictly insane pro wrestling in cross hill, Illinois, and there is a demolition derby where you can have a rider with you. And one of them asked me if I wanted to ride with the boys and Derby. And I said, Hell yeah, I'm there till January. I'm not going to be driving, but I will be in another demolition derby.

Dave Bullis 22:53
That's cool. So you're going to be kind of like, you can actually give him advice too. You might tell him, like, hey, look, don't, don't just smash, don't drive across the track full speed and smashing to somebody.

Mad Man Pondo 23:03
I think he's done a few, so I think, you know, he's, he's got it, but that was my first and only one, and I didn't have it at all

Dave Bullis 23:13
But I would have made that same mistake,

Mad Man Pondo 23:16
Right!

Dave Bullis 23:18
So Pondo you know, as you, you know, continue your career. You were doing wrestling and all the independence, you got a you actually started your own public access show. And this is really cool, because, you know, I again, I've heard the story before, and I've read it in your book, but you were able to start your own public access show called skull talk TV. And, you know, it's so interesting. So could you do tell everybody, you know, you know how you got able to, how you able to start this show, and you know how, what the theme, whole, you know, theme and format of the show was,

Mad Man Pondo 23:52
Well, I was working for IWA, mid south, and an older gentleman like, I don't think, I don't even think I saw him at another show, but an older gentleman was coming over and telling me he he really liked my stuff, you know, that I was a good character. And he started telling me that this wrestling should be on TV here in Louisville for that. He said, There's a, there's a company called back, any better what day is called, excuse me, let me get a drink real quick. And you know, the wrestling is horrible. He said, You know, you guys should try and do something on public access I told him. I said, Well, Ian sells these DVDs. I'm pretty sure he's not want to give them away, free on a public access show. So he said, You know, I try to watch Public. Access as much as I can. But one of the biggest problems with it is they, they could do whatever they want on public access. And I was like, really? He was like, yeah, they could cuss and they can say as much as the effort on there. I was like, I'm appalled. And then next thing he said, and you know, what else they could do? They could have nudity on there. And I was like, no kidding, and I just act like I was so disgusted. But by the next week or two, I had a public access show on on there, just by that guy telling me what I could couldn't do. But it was called, call, talk. It was one of the best and worst ideas I ever had. I I was a big Cape trader back in the day, but I still had a whole bunch of those video tapes. And what I did was I would put together, I had two VCRs, and I would edit, edit everything myself, and I would have topless or naked girls sitting on my lap, and I would introduce different wrestling matches, and then we would play them, and it was just a half hour show, but, you know, I'd have, like, old matches from Florida with Jimmy Delray. I do believe I had a, I don't remember what the matches was, but the cool thing was, I had these naked chicks sitting on my lap for no apparent reason, just that there was naked chicks sitting on my lap. Now one of the rule, well, not one, but there was a few rules. You couldn't advertise anything. You couldn't show penis, which I wouldn't anyway, and you couldn't show penetration. Well, I this was back when web TV. Do you remember web TV? Yeah, yeah. I had a web TV. Well, you could put your email address at the bottom there. So I put my my web TV address, which would really activate everybody was Mad Man Pondo in the house, which was long enough, and then you had to put at Web tv.com so everybody who was best for me had to write out that whole thing, Batman, pondo in so that was at the bottom which my every episode, my inbox would just be full 50/50, 50% of People. Oh, I love this show. This is so funny. What a great idea. The other 50 was all hate, and I think it's a public outfit show. I think they was having a little fun with either me or or the other shows. But I was in the middle of two religious church shows. There would be a religious church show, naked chicks on my lap, and then another religious church show, and this one preacher, every episode would just, you know, write this. He'd put scripture on my in my inbox, and, you know, tell me how fast I was going. To Hell, I tried, yeah, just all this stuff. So finally, it got down to being a little bored of it, and I had a girl use a vibrator on herself, and that was considered penetration. So they called me on the phone and said, I'm sorry we're not going to be able to play your TV show anymore. Was because I was kind of bored, not because the girls were such a problem. You know what? What you think could take 10-15 minutes was taking hours because the girls had to pee, or, you know, they wanted to check their makeup, all this shit. So I really just let it go. And that was after, I believe, 17 episodes. And finally, that after maybe a month, month and a half that cable cut the public access people called me back and said we was wondering if you could keep on doing those shows, because people was was ordering cable just to watch your shows, and by then I was done with it. I said, No, I'm not interested. Thank you. But it was a good feeling knowing that that many people watched it or talked about it to the public access show that they would call me and ask me to come back.

Dave Bullis 29:46
Yeah, because, I imagine, because they weren't really going to pay anyway. So you're probably, you know, it was kind of like a, you know, really like a no brainer for you, right, right,

Mad Man Pondo 30:04
Exactly.

Dave Bullis 30:04
So, you know, potty you mentioned the girls, you know, how would you approach girls, you know, to come on, to come on. Skull Talk?

Mad Man Pondo 30:12
Tower of Doom was running a company in Cincinnati, Ohio, and there was only strippers around. So that's where it started, first the strippers from his shows, and then every episode I would put on web TV. Hey, if you'd like to appear, if you're a hot chick and you'd like to appear on public access on my show, please email me. Well, then the email started coming in. And out of every 10 girls, you might get one or two, but that was good enough for me, you know, because that it was coming to my house, and we would put up a backdrop and and film them. But like I said, it was just like, one would say, Oh yeah, I'm so into this. And then, you know, here we'll wait on her one hour, two hours, all right, she's not coming. But when those ones that did show up, you'd be excited about it. You're like, alright, we got another episode two. And like I said, two or three hours into them, just being divas. It was just so rough, so rough at the end of the night. So yeah, I was ready for it to stop, but couldn't stop, because one, I was just I was just so into the TV show, because I would go to restless shows, and people would say, Man, I saw that call talk episode. It was so awesome. And two, I couldn't let these religious guys beat me. But there was even a point where I took my own video tape to the public access station, and as I was walking in, the guy that had a religious show on before mine was walking out. We didn't say nothing to each other, but he stared at me all the way in, and I stared at him all the way, you know, so, I mean, it was time for it to stop, and when they called us if I would continue, I was I had already taken a break from it and didn't have the headaches and the problems with it. And I was like, Nah, I'm not interested,

Dave Bullis 32:34
Yeah, especially when you're doing it for love of the game, right? Because I had a friend of mine who was a he was to do photography. And every so often, like, you know, he did professional photography, you know, he did different models and stuff. So every so often, you know, you know, friends of his, you know, would say, hey, I want to come in. And would you give me, you know, a discount on something? So he would generally just say, hey, look, we've known each other for a while. If you come in on a Sunday at like, you know, I don't know, like, noon or whatever, or 10am he's like, I'll just, I'll give you a whole session for free, because, you know, I'm not gonna nickel and dime you. And you know, they would say, Oh, thank you. I'm so I can't wait. And he would drive to his studio, and he would wait and wait, and they would be, like, an hour or two hours late, three hours late. And finally, he would just be like, you know, be texting him. And then they would get there and be like, we don't know what to wear. Should we not do this? Blah, blah. And finally, he just goes, I'm not doing this for anybody anymore. He's like, they have to pay me now to do this, just because it became so it became a beast onto itself,

Mad Man Pondo 33:35
Right! Exactly. You wouldn't think it would you think it would just be something so easy of somebody coming in, sitting on my lap. You know, they don't have to talk, they don't have to do nothing, they just have to show their kids. That's it. But that was just such a chore for time after time. And you're just like, I'm sick of this, yeah? Which is really saying something. When a guy says, Man, I'm sick of these titties. Get dude out of here. Yeah,

Dave Bullis 34:04
That should be a quote from you, pondo, I'm sick of these titties. Get him out of here. There you go. You know, Pondo, in your book, by the way, I have to ask. There was a you said on the public access. There was a you turned it on one day, and there was a show called I eat poop.

Mad Man Pondo 34:20
Yes, that was the that was the when the old guy told me about the shows. I started a I started watching some public heads to see what the guy was talking about. And that was one of the shows I poop.

Dave Bullis 34:35
So is he I guess this is a dumb question on my part. Is it, is it exactly what it sounds like, or is it different?

Mad Man Pondo 34:43
No, it was just four or five guys doing their best at like Saturday Night Live skits, but failing horribly. But you know they would train the fuck word and you know they would have a good. Girls with small outfits on, but not totally nude. And, and I didn't, you know, it was just funny that there was a show on called ie poo, but of course, they would cut so people would like it. But then when skull talk, come on, and there's actual naked girls, and, you know, not just tits, there's vaginas and and, you know, I'm fuck this and suck that, and I don't know, I guess it just people was more amazed about that and tuning in. I don't even take you had to be a wrestler fan to watch my TV show. It was just so a shock value that it was on TV that people would tune in, but they're religious guys, man, they would talk about how terrible it was, but they would watch every episode and write me so, you know,

Dave Bullis 35:56
No, I was gonna say They're closet fans Pondo,

Mad Man Pondo 35:59
Exactly,

Dave Bullis 36:02
It kind of reminds me a few years ago, Howard Stern used to direct people to the what is it like the parents watch group? Because basically this parents watch group, well, on their website, they they had a they had a collection of all the worst things on the internet. I was like, Oh my God, look at this. This is awful. We got to boycott this. Or, oh my God, look at this. Well, it accidentally became this, like hub. Now, for all of this, like, awful stuff that people could like, Oh, you want to do something bad, go to the people in charge of decency, quote, unquote. And it was like, it was just this big collection of stuff. And then they had to, like, they had to, like they had, they started to realize all these people were coming to their site. And it was like it was made it even easier to access all the stuff

Mad Man Pondo 36:48
I do. The same thing with there's a there's a website. It's called Bad numbers.com and what bad numbers.com is, it's a website that will put numbers that people have called their number, their number. And you know, it's like the Microsoft scammers or the FBI is about to rest you if you don't give us this money, scammers. And the reason the website was made was so you don't call these telephone numbers, but I figured if scammers are out to waste our time, we need to waste as much as their time as well. So I'll go to that side. I'll find a bad number, and I'll get a bunch of friends around, and I'll start with these cameras. So kind of like the same what you just said with the Howard Stern

Dave Bullis 37:44
You know, that that seems like that would be a pretty funny, you know, TV show or podcast Pondo,

Mad Man Pondo 37:49
I hear you. Maybe I'll, I'll try to do that.

Dave Bullis 37:53
And if you do that, just, just remember your old pal, Dave, I'll do it. That was about, you know, after, you did skull talk TV, you know, you ended up becoming a producer for the Jerry Springer show.

Mad Man Pondo 38:06
I wouldn't call me a producer. I would call me a hired hand. I mean, I was just getting them guests and and, you know, they was, they was giving me a check so, and all I had to do was call in and and, of course, all my friends are show offs just like me and was ready to go. So it was, it was a win, win situation for everybody.

Dave Bullis 38:33
So, so how did they go about contacting you to come on the show and to sort of be the hired hand for them?

Mad Man Pondo 38:38
Well, my buddy ace craft got on the jarred show, and they asked him, Do you know any crazy people? And of course, he showed them my videos, and I was on the show twice. And finally they asked, Hey, do you know any crazy you know crazy people yourselves? And I said, I'm a wrestler. I know all pops are crazy people. So I just started getting wrestlers or fans and putting them on the show. And that's like, I know I got $800 check, $600 check. And I was like, Well, this is easy, but just like the Scott off show after a while, just, you know, got so boring because they wanted you on call 24 hours. If they needed somebody at 2,3,4, in the morning, they would call you and say, Hey, we need this. Well, who the hell you got to get it two or three or four in the morning? So, but they was very demanding, you know? And then when he said, Well, I don't know who I'm going to get. Wow, we've been paying you. We've been doing, you know, it just became bullshit, and I didn't want to do it no more, so I stopped.

Dave Bullis 39:46
Yeah, I can imagine getting called two or three in the morning and just being like, hey, Bondo, we need a, you know, a couple to come on the show or whatever. And you're like, Well, how am I supposed to get that right now? It's, you know, it's three o'clock in the morning and, you know. They may be halfway across the country.

Alex Ferrari 40:03
Right! Exactly.

Dave Bullis 40:15
So you know Panda, what was some of the you know, some of the crazy people you met while while doing spring. I knew in the book you mentioned that you met Butterbean.

Mad Man Pondo 40:22
Yeah, Butterbean rod Jeremy was there for one and one of the Backstreet Boys. I don't listen to him, so I don't remember who it was, but he was just there to work. I guess he was doing a concert somewhere in the area, and he he was at the show to to watch, not to be on the show, but I got to meet him. And you know I mean, and plus, if you when you would go to the circus, it wasn't the circus that would draw me in. It was the small freak show before the circus. Jerry Springer show from Green Room to green room was its own free show that I just loved. And they would fly me in to hang out with, you know, the people that I was getting on the show. So I was able to go to green room to green room to green room. And, man, I'm telling you, there was some, there was some strange ones, some hot ones, some ugly ones, some misshaped ones. I mean, that Jerry's free of green rooms was a freak show all of itself, and it would draw me in.

Dave Bullis 41:36
So you mentioned, you know, I actually, I mentioned butter bean, you know. So was he? Was he there to be a guest on the show?

Mad Man Pondo 41:42
Yes, but he was in the back with us first. He was like waiting in line. I guess his manager had called the Springer show and said, Hey, better be be interested in coming in. So of course, they put him on the front row and And ironically, that was, I got all the guests for that show, except two. And two of the guests that I got was, was the bumping ugly, and my buddy Bubba was like challenging Butterbean to get up on stage and fight him. So, you know, just Yeah, butter bean and and Ron, Jamie. I don't remember why he was there. He was on the show, though, for that, I do believe, I don't remember, but, you know, just any, any little perk that he got, and of course, I would get to hang out with Jerry every once in a while. Steve didn't really care for me, so I didn't really get to hang out with Steve all that much. But Jerry Springer was a really nice guy, and, you know, he would talk to us and stuff, and he would go from green room to green room and welcome everybody there. So I got to meet him a lot, you know, be in all these green rooms, and it was a fun experience. But when it's time to go, it's time to go, you know,

Dave Bullis 43:06
Yeah, I definitely know what you mean. You know, just to sort of follow with butter bean, you mentioned him fighting, you know, somebody challenging him to fight him on stage. Do you remember what butter bean fought in the brawl for all in WWF? I do, yeah. What are your thoughts on that whole Brawl for all thing, yeah? I mean, it just Yeah. I remember when butter being knocked out Bart gun in like 20 seconds. But what did you think about that whole competition? You know, that was actually legit.

Mad Man Pondo 43:35
I mean, of course I was. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. But I'll tell you a funny story. Do you remember bar gun won one of those? I know, I know he got beat down my butter bean, and I don't remember the situation. But Bart Gunn won one of those Brawl for it all, and he brought the trophy to IWA, mid south, and he said he would get it when he when he came back, and he never came back. So the original trophy was sitting in the locker room of IWA, mid south for, I bet all we year. But, uh, it was the original trophy from brawford Hall. You know, big, tall thing about I better come up to my shoulder. And think somebody who won that trophy would want it back, but it was just there for some reason.

Dave Bullis 44:29
So did he did it. So whatever happened to it?

Mad Man Pondo 44:32
You know, I don't know, but Ian probably sold it on eBay for something. I don't know, but it was there for I remember a long time.

Dave Bullis 44:44
Yeah, I would have been kind of funny if you had taken it and been like, you're there, you're there. Brawl, fall champion,

Mad Man Pondo 44:51
Nah, I'm not. I'm not. That'd be like a target on my forehead saying something I can I ain't having them guys beat the shit out of me.

Dave Bullis 44:59
Me, no, I'm just kidding, pondo, I mean, plus, you're such an awesome guy, I can't imagine, like I do remember. I do remember the brawl for all when Bart Gunn beat Dr Death, that was kind of, that was kind of an upset. But I remember, yeah, I mean, and they thought Dr death was gonna win the whole thing. Do you remember that?

Mad Man Pondo 45:17
I do. Yeah, they was pumping it up. I don't even think Bart Gunn had a promo. It was Dr Neptune promos, all to the thing. And that thing, you know, Bart Gunn, you know, just knocked him out.

Dave Bullis 45:33
Yeah, and then, and then they had him, had him fight butter bean. And, I mean, I mean that that was, I mean, I mean butter bean, you know, he's, I don't know how you classify butter bean, if he's like an amateur or a professional, or somewhere in between, but I mean that guy, I mean he was a legit fighter, regardless, when I saw because I actually saw that, that fight, and when I saw that, I and, you know, within the first a couple of seconds, butter bean knocked bark on down, and then I think couple seconds later, he just gave him that right hook. And, I mean, he dropped our gun, and I think Bart Gunn, like, kind of left after that, right. I can't remember, but

Mad Man Pondo 46:11
I think that was his demise. I think when he lost that, that was more or less his ticket out,

Dave Bullis 46:19
Yeah, and then, and but, yeah, you know, just to kind of tie this all in, I'm surprised he actually, you know, left that trophy there in the locker room. Did you think maybe, do you think maybe he just forgot that, where he left it,

Mad Man Pondo 46:30
Or just didn't get two shits about it? One of the two,

Dave Bullis 46:34
Yeah, yeah, that's true. But yeah. Now I guess it's kind of lost, or it was sold somewhere on eBay. But that's interesting as hell, man. But you know, just to, you know, just to continue along, you know, I just want to say, pando, you know, I read your book from cover to cover I and when I heard it was coming out, I was really excited, because, again, I followed your career for a while when I, when I used to watch wrestling. I haven't watched wrestling since probably 2004 or five right around when I graduated high school, and I just, kind of, I just got, kind of, kind of got out of it, but, but, you know, the your your book, Memoirs of a madman, it's sitting right here next to me. I have so I actually marked up some pages so I, you know, had some things that, you know, I was like, Oh, I better ask about this. I want to ask him more about this. But, you know, where did you start to, you know, one you know, did you sort of get the impetus to write your own book?

Mad Man Pondo 47:27
There was John Costner, wrote another book called revel, and he had asked me, I don't even remember what the question he asked me, but I had a couple of paragraphs in that book. And people kept asking John coffd, hey, if mad man ponto wrote a couple of paragraphs, you should do a book on him. It'd be really funny and entertaining. So John Costner kept asking me, you know, hey, I want to do a book on you. Are you interested in you know, to me, I don't know if it's the humbleness in me or just the the fried of nobody giving a shit, but, you know, I was, I was really on the fence about, I don't know, you know, I don't know about being a book, because I didn't want a book written about me and then walking in like the Dollar Tree, and it's, it's even half off at the Dollar Tree, you know, just some shit like that. But finally, people started coming to me and saying, Hey, you should, you should write a book, you know. And they didn't even know that John Costner was making me the the proposition. So then I started thinking, Oh, maybe, maybe people would read my book. So I went to John Cosworth, I said, All right, let's do it. Let's write this Batman pondo book. And when I finally did agree to do the book, he was also working on dr d David Schultz's book, which is also available. And so it took longer to get the book written, because he would, he was really focusing then on that. And there was a lot of stuff he had to go over, but on his free time, we would meet at Denny's or his house and and work on my book. And then finally, when he was done with Dr D's, we just focused in on it, got it done, and there it is in front of you. But I just want everybody to know that, yes, I'm a wrestler, but this book isn't all about my wrestling career. I put things that I messed up in my life, funny things that I did on the road. I believe there is a whole conversation with a Nigerian scammer in there. There's, I made it in a comic book that's in there. It's full of pictures that a few. That I've taken over the years. I mean this, So much, so much in this book. And when John, after it came out, John Cosper wrote me. He said, Hey, you're the number one wrestling autobiography on Amazon. I was like, Holy shit, are you kidding me? So it showed me that people did really want to hear what I had to say. But, uh, in reality, I was just the newest book. And then Shinsuke wrote his and then, you know that number one thought got the shit kicked out of it, but I was a number one something on Amazon, which is a pretty big thing for me. So like I said, you should get this book on amazon.com, or you can contact John Costner, get your own autograph copy at eatsleep wrestle.com,

Dave Bullis 50:58
And I'm gonna, I'm gonna link to everything Pondo and I just talked about there in the show notes. Everybody, Pondo, just want to ask you real quick, what is your favorite story from the book?

Mad Man Pondo 51:12
I don't know if it's my favorite story, but as you read the book, you saw that I held on to a story and never told anybody. And then finally, when I was writing the book, I thought, You know what, let's put this in there. And it was the junkyard dog story. Did you Did you like that story?

Dave Bullis 51:35
Yeah, I did, actually,

Speaker 1 51:36
That was, that was the one. That was the story that I held on to for my 29 years of wrestling. And I was like, You know what? Fuck it. Let's put it in there. And so let's not ruin it for everybody what the Jack garddock story is, but that was probably my favorite one that I put in the book.

Dave Bullis 51:57
Yeah, yeah. We will ruin the story. But I have two favorite stories from the book. One is the Abdullah butcher story and and the other one is the is the Joe Leduc story.

Mad Man Pondo 52:10
Yeah, I get asked a lot about that Joe Leduc story,

Dave Bullis 52:18
Because I think that's hilarious, because I can just see something like, like, you know what? We'll call it an unfortunate series of events, happening, things just keep getting worse and worse, and you can't

Mad Man Pondo 52:31
Wrong place at the wrong time.

Dave Bullis 52:35
Yeah, it's just like, whatever could have went wrong in that story went wrong for for you. Pondo, like, even from the get go, from the get go, it was, it was, it was bad,

Mad Man Pondo 52:45
But it was real bad, but he made me a star at my school. So they'll, you know,

Dave Bullis 52:53
Yeah, is it all. It all worked out in the end. So, you know, Pondo, we've been talking for about, you know, roughly 50 minutes now. So just in closing, is there anything you you sort of want to say to put a period at the end of this whole conversation?

Mad Man Pondo 53:06
Well, we didn't, we didn't cap on it, but I've started my own all girls reference company. It's called Girl Fight Refluent. You can go to Facebook and search girl fight. It'll be the first time that pops up and, you know, it's a platform for newer girls to network and get to work with the vet girls. So I'm pretty proud of it. And we have another one. We've been we did one called Midnight girl fight. We drew pretty good for it. So the night before Thanksgiving, we're going to have another midnight girl fight. And what that is we started 11:59 because if I started it at midnight, oh my god, you can't believe how many people thought a Friday show was going to be on a Saturday. You know, it was just a big headache. So I changed the flyer, and it starts on 1159, on Wednesday, and it's just a good time. You know. I mean, people come out at midnight and it's still really loud, and they're all having a good time. But, you know, pick up a girl fight DVD or whatever and and see what we're all about, but a girl fight. That's my my all girls wrestling company

Dave Bullis 54:28
Yeah, and I'll make sure to link to that in the show notes. Is, uh, is there any social media sites that people can find you at Pondo?

Mad Man Pondo 54:34
You know, I'm real terrible about that shit, but, uh, my name is Kevin Canady, C, A, N, A, D, Y, and I'm on Facebook, and I do have an Instagram and a Twitter, but I don't know, for the longest time on Twitter, I was writing people and they wouldn't write me back. I'm like, What an asshole, but I didn't know you had to put at at the beginning of who you're trying to. It, right? So I was the assho. But anyway, Facebook is probably the easiest one. And that's Kevin Canady, C, A, N, A, D, Y, I think there's a picture of me and Elvira. Yeah, it is. It's me and Elvira is my profile pic right now.

Dave Bullis 55:16
And I'll link that in the show notes, by the way. I think Pondo, I think you're at your friends cap, because I actually sent you a friend request and it just said, I think you were at your limit.

Mad Man Pondo 55:29
Well, I'll delete some people. I don't give a shit.

Dave Bullis 55:32
Yeah, thank you. You make room. Just make some room for me. But Mad Man Pondo, I'm gonna say thank you so much for coming on.

Mad Man Pondo 55:42
Man, thank you for giving me the time. Man, like you can't wrestle enough to keep on living after you die, so things like this help my name stay out there. Thank you so much.

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Alex Ferrari 1:49
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Dave Bullis 1:53
So my guest today is a literary manager and script consultant, and she runs her own consulting agency, and we discussed that very question, what does it take to make it to the next level? And we all know what that next level is, and that's all really very subjective, and I want to make sure everyone knows that. Because if you know, if you haven't read a script before, your next level is writing a script. If you've written 10 scripts, and your next level is, you want to get representation. You have representation. Your next level is, you want to get it made by an A list cast and crew. Sounds simple, right? With guest, Whitney Davis. Hey Whitney, thanks a lot for coming on the show.

Whitney Davis 2:30
Hey, thank you for having me.

Dave Bullis 2:33
You know my pleasure. You know it's funny. We were trying to get a hold each other for a while now, we just keep missing each other, but I'm so glad we could finally connect. Because I, you know, I saw your bio, and you have a really, really cool bio, and I said, I got to get Whitney on the podcast.

Whitney Davis 2:52
Well, thanks. It's been quite a journey, that is for sure.

Dave Bullis 2:57
Yeah. And I actually wanted to ask about that journey. And I wanted to ask, you know, Whitney, how did you get started, you know, in the whole literary management business, and how did you get involved in the consulting business, you know? So, basically, what I'm asking is, where did this whole journey start?

Whitney Davis 3:12
Oh, my gosh, this crazy story, to make it short, because it obviously has been a 10 year journey. Essentially, I was in the right place at the right time with the right person, is how this whole journey started. About 10 years ago, I had moved to Los Angeles with zero aspirations to be in the entertainment industry. It wasn't even really on my radar. And I had always thought I was going to be a novelist, actually, that if I ever really sat down and put pen to paper, which I think is something that a lot of people struggle with actually getting started, that if I ever actually got started, that I was going to write a book, and I was actually at a party, and this woman approached me, and I didn't know who she was or what she did, and she asked me what I was doing with myself. And I was like, Well, I'm actually raising a baby. And she's like, but no, honey, really. I mean, what do you want to do? And I was like, Well, you know, maybe I'll write a book. And so she started asking me about it, and when I told her about this concept for my book, her face just dropped. And she was like, I'm gonna have my assistant contact you tomorrow. And I was like, what is that? And so her assistant actually did come over the next day, and I kid you not. This never happens. That was a stack of TV pilot screeners, like DVDs and a stack of TV pilots. And they said, Forget your book concepts. Were turning it into an original television series. And she happened to be a TV lit agent with William Morris at the time. And so that is how I got my start. And to segue into the other part of it, you know, I started into in the television business, and then the writer strike happened. And so people started. Once I was out of work, people started bringing me their scripts, just being like, Hey, can you look this over, since you already kind of broke in? And I was like, Sure. And so I did it for free for a while, because I didn't know any better. And then I was like, Maybe I should charge, and people will go away. And then it just got worse. And. So I just did script development for a long time, and then crazy enough again, this just organically occurred. Some of my clients that were starting to do well in the contest asked if I would consider managing them, and I said no for a long time, and then it was just like I was actually already kind of orchestrating meetings. And so I finally just said, What the heck? And I just jumped in with both feet. So that is how I got to where I am today. In a nutshell, very crazy.

Dave Bullis 5:27
So when you when you first moved to LA, was there a reason that you moved to LA? Because I know you said you didn't want to be in the entertainment business at that point.

Whitney Davis 5:37
Yeah. So my husband, at the time, he was there for grad school, and so he had come to UCLA to get his master's degree. And I actually had applied to be an English teacher at Santa Monica High School, but then I found out I was pregnant, so I just decided the baby was coming in December, which was going to be in the middle of the year. So I just actually decided not to teach at all. And again, like, it was just the perfect timing that, right, you know, right after the baby was born, and I was kind of had my feet back on, you know, up again, that I ran into this woman and started developing my original TV series and all that. So it was just, and it was hilarious, because I was so green, I didn't know anything. Like, I was just like, oh, this is kind of cool. But now looking back on it, I'm like, Oh my gosh. What an amazing opportunity, like, people would have killed to be in my position. And I was just kind of like doodling along, like it was no big deal. But now looking back at it, I'm like, Wow, what an amazing, you know, what an amazing blessing and opportunities to just not have been afraid, you know, I just didn't know anything, and I wasn't jaded, so I wasn't afraid to open up my mouth and say, oh, yeah, here's my idea. And I essentially pitched her without knowing I was pitching her. So that's what I always tell people, that they just need to do their pitches. You know, when they pitch, they just need to do their pitches like they're having a conversation. Because whoever they're pitching is just a human being like you and me, all they want is to hear a great story. And I think people get really nervous at the thought of pitching, but you know, the other person listening to your pitch isn't like a unicorn, like they just, you know, they're just a regular human who wants to find great material. And so I just say, hey, the best way to pitch is just having a conversation. You know, that's the best, the best advice I can give on that, because that's how it happened. For me, it didn't even know it that it was happening. So it was great.

Dave Bullis 7:27
It's like what Dan Harmon said about, you know, he gave advice to pitching. And his advice was, have you said, when you ever, when you ever going out there and you tell your friends about some movie, and they go, Oh, should I see that movie? And and you say, yeah. And then your friend says, Well, what happens? Well, okay, let me tell you what happens in the movie. He says that right there is how you should pitch to people. He goes, just telling them about this really cool thing,

Whitney Davis 7:49
Yes. And I think that there's so much pressure these days for you know how to pitch. And I really think there is no you know formula, if you would say, I mean, I think everybody's so individual that I just, I mean, I did great American pitch Fest in May, and I was really amazed, like I sat and probably listened to 150 pitches, and there was a real big difference to the ones who were pitching comfortably and like, knew their story well, as opposed to those who were trying. I felt like to follow a very formulaic pitch that like they're like, like, I'm not doing this. And, you know, I could just tell that they were tied up. And am I giving them the right information in the right in the right sequence, I guess so. Yeah. I mean, that's just something that I really love to talk to people about, is just pitching bravely, like not being afraid to just say what they want to say, and not worrying about a formula or anything like that. So I love it.

Dave Bullis 8:45
So are you still working with that, with the agent or manager?

Whitney Davis 8:49
No, actually, I mean, we are still on great terms, but after the, like I said, after the so we kind of went through the pitching process of pitching my series at the time, and they had married me. For a lot of writers that don't know this, I think that a lot of you know, getting into the TV industry is, or any you know, whether it be feature or film or feature film or TV, is just, like, really understanding the business aspect of being a writer. So, you know, I was like, Oh, I'm gonna sell this pilot, blah, blah, blah, but really it was just, you know, when we went on our general meetings, they just wanted to see what kind of a writer I was and what my personality was, and so I thought I just had all of my expectations, like turned upside down. So anyway, after we pitched it and I didn't, it didn't get bought, but I got hired. We went through that. And then once the once the writer strike happened, and I had the baby, and things were getting crazy, I just, I decided to just go with the script consulting, and we just kind of parted ways amicably. But it was just because I kind of decided not to go back into a writer's room, per se, because it was just more amenable to being a mom doing this script. Consulting thing, and plus, I get so much, satisfaction out of people, out of helping people develop their concepts. Look it really. I really love that. So I think that's why management was a natural segue for me, because there's so much of that in managing someone and helping them, you know, get to the next level and developing their ideas and being a sounding board. So to answer your question, no, I'm not with that agent anymore, but we, you know, it just was a natural kind of break, and we're still on great terms, and I see her every so often, and she's a CAA now, actually, so she even moved since then. But yeah,

Dave Bullis 10:47
So you brought about moving to the next level, you know, as some of the questions as you could see that came in Whitney, I think that's a hot button issue for a lot of people, is moving that next level, you know? And so, spoiler alert for everyone listening, that's some of the, that's some of the questions that have come in. But I but before we get, before we get to that, I just want to ask, you know, Whitney, you know, you have worked under people like Steve Kaplan and Jen grissani, Lee Jessup, by the way, they've all been on the podcast. So how did you end up working, you know, with a lot of these people in the field. Because these are all, you know, well known people. Again, you've worked with Steve Kaplan, Jen Grissani, Lee Jessup, John Truby, Chris Vogler, you know, how did you end up working and meeting with all these people?

Whitney Davis 11:33
You know what? Honestly, I saw some out like, I was just like, if I'm going to do this, and I want to learn, and, you know, learn from the best, and so I just made an effort, you know, to save like, this was kind of in that journey where I was, it was kind of this weird in between period where I was doing the script consulting and was kind of deciding, like, as I personally wanted. I mean, I guess I'm kind of an entrepreneur in that degree, just deciding if I wanted to take my career to the next levels and going into management. And so I just knew who the experts in the field were. And I was just like, You know what? I'm going to go I'm going to find them, I'm going to seek them out and find them and talk to them. And so essentially, I just kind of made, like, a business plan that I was going to save up certain amounts of money and, like, invest in myself to go to their classes and meet them and start relationships with them. And so that, I think, is part of where, why I am where I am today. Because I wasn't afraid, and I was like, I'm going to do whatever it takes to just kind of get, get in front of these people and meet them and talk to them. And so, you know, and then it started being crazy that, like we I mean, it's such a small world, and now that I'm kind of getting into that world with them, like I see them everywhere. Like I was just with Jen in New York. We were doing a conference together, and I see Lee Jessup and like, I'm helping Steve with his comedy class in January. So, I mean, that's how I did it, was I just took the initiative myself and went out was like, I want to be associated with the people who know what they're doing. And I just took the initiative to go find them and to build relationships with them, actually. So that's how it happened. I just wasn't afraid, I guess so. I hope that answers the question.

Dave Bullis 13:18
So, I mean, you know, with the advent of the internet, I think it's made, you know, everything, a little easier and a little harder at the same time. And one of the things that's made a little easier is finding these people. Because, you know, all the people that we just mentioned, they all have websites, yes, and so did you? Did you find them through their websites? Or did you bump into them? Maybe at a conference?

Whitney Davis 13:39
I bumped into them all at conferences. I mean, I knew people in the industry, and I had just been hearing about these people, and so, like, I either attended, I mean, I met them all in person. I made an effort. And again, this is hard if you're not local to LA, because a lot of these people are local to LA, but I made the effort to know go to the conferences, to make sure I went up to them afterwards and spoke to them. And you know, now I really consider them friends and colleagues that I just, I mean, I was truthful. I was like, hey. Like, I want to, I want to learn from you. Like, I want to know what to do. But for people who aren't local to LA, I mean, all these people, Jen Lee, Steve, John Truby, Chris Vogler, Robert McKee, you know, all these people have, I just say, the best thing that you can do is access their information. I mean, they have podcasts. They have, you know, online seminars. They have these things like these people know what it takes to get to the next level. I mean, they are the experts. And I say if you can't meet them in person, like, tweet at them, email them. You know, they do phone consults. I know that Lee does for sure. And like, just stoke up everything you can from them, because they definitely, they definitely know what they're doing. I do consults as well. So I mean, you know, you just, I think you just got to put yourself out there and like, make it known. Like, I always tell the writers I work with, like, make it known within the first five minutes of a conversation that you want to write. Right, and you want to do this, and this is what your goal is, like, I think it's important to speak that step out into the universe, to like, let the world know, because it's like, you don't speak it. How would anybody know it? You know what I mean. So I think there's a lot to making verbal commitments and letting people know that that's your goal, because they can hold you accountable to it and ask, you know? So I think that that's an important aspect of a writing career,

Dave Bullis 15:25
Definitely. And I definitely think also, you know, finding out who you actually want to talk to and zeroing in on those people is really important as well.

Whitney Davis 15:33
And in terms, you know, in terms of, like, I think one of the questions that the guy asked there was a guy that was like, maybe he wasn't local to LA, but he asked about queering. He's, like, is that my only option? Like, I'm not in LA. And like, you know, I always say, even if you can make one trip out to LA and go to, like, one of the big conferences, like great American pitch fest or story Expo, or, like, I know, there's others that are, like, American film market, or any of those things. Like so many people are at those and just even making face to face contact for five minutes and handing them your business card and making a contact, like, that's enough there, then and of itself to, like, send a query, and like, agents and managers show up to these things, like to film festivals and all these things. So I think that a cold query can be a little hard and difficult in terms of taking things to the next level. But I'm just like, man, if you can invest and take one trip out to LA like a year, like it, can do what, and you go to the right event and, you know, make sure you talk to the right people. Like it can radically change the trajectory of your career, absolutely, 100%

Dave Bullis 16:44
You know we were talking about, you know, you your, you went to the management side, you know, of of the business. And I wanted to ask you to Whitney, what are some of the things that you know that have you have seen, and that sort of like is as what I'm trying to say is sort of like a normal thing that you see, like the most common error screenwriters make. Because I was trying to say,

Whitney Davis 17:06
Oh gosh, you know, that's a really tough question, because I think everyone obviously is so individual, but I think that one of the common, common errors that will turn either an agent or a manager off is just the way in which they go about contacting them, actually, like you really need to research the agent or manager that you're trying to talk to. I know that one of the big things among agent and managers often, if you're sending a query letter that you're sending to a lot of different people, a lot of times, like the person sending in either the query for their film or their TV show or their literary novel will spell the agent's name wrong or spell the manager's name wrong. And that is like the number one turn off, like you're not even paying attention to what you're doing, you know. So number one, I think, is just paying attention to detail and showing that you're serious. I think another things that they look for, like, which is crazy, is typos. Like, they'll forgive some but they're just like, if an email is just chock full of typos, they're just like, and these people want to write like, what is this? You know? So I think that those detail oriented things are one of the things. The other thing is it's good to be persistent. Like, I think it's always good to follow up with an agent or manager. But you have to understand that most agents and managers are absolutely drowning in either scripts or books to read, like, drowning all the time, like you're always playing catch up. And so a major turn off is like, if you tell someone, hey, thank you so much for submitting your script or your book. Like, expect, you know, to hear from me in four to six weeks. And you know, an agent, an amateur who really writer who isn't aware of how things operate. They like, you know, they get antsy and they want to know. And I totally understand that, because I've been there. But if they start emailing like, every day, or every two days, which has totally happened. Like, Have you, have you read my Have you read my book? Have you read my script? Have you done this? Have you done that? Like, we're just, like, forget it. Like, if they can't be like, you know, that absolutely tends to drive agents and managers crazy. And they just, you know, they won't respond. Like, they just won't. There's like, if these people can't be patient, like, I'm not, you know, I'm not. So I guess there's like, I guess what I'm saying is, there's a there's a particular like, standard protocol in terms, I guess, as behavior or general manners, that those two minor things can be enough to turn an agent or a manager off. Unfortunately, I think so, those are kind of my two, two big things, I think, of which aren't even, which aren't even material related, which is like a whole other, you know, which is a whole other thing. Yeah, so those are like actionable items that people can look for, like, don't send a query with typos, don't over, you know, bother the agents managers. And then there's the material side of things, in terms of the content they send, which is like a whole different ball game that we could talk about, but I don't know how much time we have

Dave Bullis 20:21
No that sounds great, if you if you have the time, I'd love to get into that

Whitney Davis 20:26
In terms of, like, you know, I think that so, to make this super quick, I think in terms of the content people send, you know, some people, you've got, like, two types of people, and I don't mean this negatively at all, but you've got your people who are just like, My show is great. It's completely original. It's the next blah, blah, blah, which is totally awful to say. People are like, sometimes they're like, I'm the next JK Rowling, or I'm the next Quentin Tarantino. It's like, don't, you know, they'll say that. And there are things it's like, do not compare yourself to the greatest you know, people out there. That's just a no no. But in terms of, like, the material, like, I think a lot of it is people just they want to be a writer. And I just tell people, like, sometimes people come to me and they want to be managed, and I'm like, Well, okay, let me see what you have. And really it comes to an aspect of, like, Are these people ready to be is there material ready to be shopped? And the things that I look for to make sure that a material, you know, that a that a either a script or a TV show or a novel, is ready to be shot. It's like, is the story structure there? Like, because a lot of times it's like, they don't even have, like, I'll read through it and like, key components of what makes a story, a story are missing. Like, there's no catalyst. It's like, what's the inciting incident in this story? Or, you know, there is no all is lost, moment where the character really comes to this deep, dark place where they have to rise back to the top again. You know, that's missing. It's like, I, you know, there's nothing I can't manage that now, on my consulting developmental side, like, Yes, that's what I'll work with you to fix. But in terms of, you know, are you ready? A lot of another thing that will kill, you know, a story or something like that, is really stilted dialog. Unfortunately, dialog is one of the hardest things to write, and when you're reading through a script, if it's really stilted or unnatural, that's something that will turn an agent or a manager off when they're skimming through and reading. So, you know, those are the things that I think you really have to pay attention to. And that's why these people like Vogler and Grisanti and John Truby are absolutely, like, amazing, like, Robert McKee just put a buzz out on dialog, and I read it. And I mean, this is my business, and I, like, consider myself, like, pretty high up there. Not Robert McKee standard, but like, you know, I know how to write dialog, and I read the book, and I was, like, blown away. I mean, it's just so good to be reminded of this stuff. And I think people sometimes think that writing dialog should be an innate ability, like we all talk, so we all should be able to write that, but when you translate that to a script or to a book, it just, you know, it's hard. And so I think people the best thing that they can do for themselves is just practice daily read up on, you know, techniques and ideas from the experts, and just don't give up because that, and just keep working. And I think that that's like the best thing that you can do. And have it. Someone read it before you send it to an agent or manager, like, have it covered, or have Jen Grisanti or Lee or me, or someone you know, take a look at it, because that really helps to have someone in industry that knows what is people want know what's out there to, like, make sure you're on the right track. I mean, I feed, I think feedback can be invaluable if you get it from the right, from the right source.

Dave Bullis 23:43
And you know, when you, I think a lot of times too, you know, when you send a script to a agent or a manager, usually it's going to go to their assistant, right? You know, it's going to have their assistant read it. And I think sometimes those assistants, you know, can this get easily? And I've heard different things. Sometimes they say they can easily just chuck your script, meaning if by the first page they can, they can see if. So, okay, so that is right.

Whitney Davis 24:11
Oh yeah, no. Well, you know what's the crazy thing is now for someone like me, because I am a small boutique management firm, like it is me and one other persons I'm obviously not. Circle is confusion. I'm not, you know, mad house, you know. I'm not, you know. CAA, I'm not one of these big things. So I actually read the scripts myself. But what is true is this, and this is the truth people, for you, for those of you listening, the sad thing is this, it's like if you're at one of those big houses and this is the problem, if an assistant or a reader reads a script and gives it a consider, or, you know, you know, pushes it on to their boss. You know, they spend, you know, the assistant spends all weekend reading, and if they say consider or that they're going to. Send it on to their boss. That means their boss, the manager itself, is going to take time out of their day or their weekend to read it, and if it sucks or it's awful, and their assistant passed it on, guess what happens to that assistant? They're gone. They're fired. And so honestly, assistants, unless it is just absolutely cream of the crop. Amazing. What the sad reality is is assistants are assistants are scared to pass it on, unless they can just absolutely tell it's amazing, because they're afraid of their job. And I hope I don't get in trouble for saying this, like I know this. This is true and on certain levels, at bigger at bigger firms, so you just have to be. So what I guess it's to say is, like, it's just that's how it is, unfortunately, and so for me, though, like being a small manager, like, I'm willing to take risks on certain people and develop people, and that's why I think the cold query is a really scary thing, because managers and agents oftentimes it isn't always about the content that the writer has. It's about the writer themselves, like they want to see, like I have spidey senses. It's really weird, like I can sit down with a person and usually know within less than five minutes if I'm going to work with them or not just based on their personality. So that's why I tell people, if you can get in front of agents and managers, your chances skyrocket, absolutely skyrocket, because they're going to be working with you. And so even though your content may not be the best if they can tell that you are a go getter and a talented person, they're probably going to be more willing to take a chance on you. And so that's why it's just downright scary to send something in cold like CAA, Gersh, Chris circles, any of those big boys, just because that's how the ball rolls. So but again, if you can meet those agents or managers that work at those places at like industry events, then you're in a better, a much, much better scenario,

Dave Bullis 27:02
You know, because, you know, it's like, I've had people in here before, and they would say, you know, getting a manager, getting an agent, or even a manager more so than an agent, but it's about a relationship, because you're gonna have to be working that for that person for for months or years to come.

Whitney Davis 27:16
I always say it is totally like a marriage. And you know what the crazy thing is, is I've talked to people before where I've been meeting them, kind of seeing if we're going to work together. And I've even had to be like, Look, it's not even about your content. Like, because honestly, I feel like, I feel like every agent and every manager kind of has, like, their specialty or their niche where they feel most comfortable. And so like mine at the current moment, is television like, I feel like I have much more connections and much more understanding of the TV world than I do of the film world. But do I know producers and people in the film world? Yes, but I just don't feel as comfortable in that space. So when someone comes to me and they ask me what I consider managing, but all they have is features. Like, I sit there and I'm like, Look, I'm just gonna shoot straight with you, like, your stuff is great, but honestly, I just may not be the right manager for you, only because I don't think I'm going to be able that I have what it you know, that I have the contacts to shop you in the right in the right places, and I don't want to do a disservice to you knowing that I probably am not going to be the best fit, so I'm just boss system and say, like, look, it's nothing about your your ability or your talent. Like, I just can tell that we're not going to be a good fit. Or, like, I've told several people, like, you're great, but I'm just not passionate about this particular project. And to work together like you guys, you have to be in tandem like you have to be on the same page. You have to have a manager that's going to absolutely fight for you and advocate for you 100% and so I just, you know, I sometimes feel like it's just, it really is. It's like a weird form of dating in a way, like you really just have to make sure that you click and that you gel together, because you really are in this weird riding marriage, you know? So I think that that's been an interesting thing. I've learned that I've turned people down who are really talented. I just know that I'm not the best fit for them. So it's hard. It's really hard.

Dave Bullis 29:17
Well, you know, that actually ties in with some of the questions that we got Whitney, and we actually had a pretty good amount of questions come in. You know, if you don't mind, would you? Would you mind answering a few questions right now? Sure, absolutely, you know, actually just talking with what you just said. The first question is, do I need more than one script to approach a manager?

Whitney Davis 29:40
Yes, absolutely you do. Generally speaking, when you come to a manager. Lee Jessup, this is one of the main nuggets that i. Learned from her back in the day. You really need what's called a writer's portfolio. And so generally, what that entails is you really need to have, even if you're not a TV person, this is generally, across the board, just what a screenwriter needs to have. You need to have a really strong TV pilot. You need to have a really strong spec pilot for something currently or not spec pilot, but spec script for something currently on air. So I tell people, you know, look, get watch television. Kind of pick your top 10, what I call a hit list of TV shows you'd really love to write for. Then kind of knowing what your talent is, narrow that down to like five, and then pick one of them and do a really good spec. Because, you know, people at the networks and people you know at the production companies want to see that you can mimic the tone and style of someone else's work. And even at the studios for features, because you know that they do work for hire, for rewrites all the time for movies, but they want to keep it in kind of that same tone. So the they want to see that you can somewhat do that, and then also have a really, really strong feature. And if you have more than that, then that's great, but three is kind of the minimum. And then, you know, people coming to me being like, well, I have five features and three, you know, three TV pilots. What do I do? And I'm like, Well, you probably have a pretty good indication in your gut which ones are your this, you know, are the strongest. Like you need to take those, really, you know, read through them again, polish them, rewrite them, and then use those to send out kind of as your portfolio. So absolutely, definitely more than one, definitely one TV pilot, one spec pilot for something currently on air in any form, like network, premium cable or streaming, and then a really strong original feature that you've written.

Dave Bullis 31:53
And also Whitney, I think we I should probably mention two. And maybe I should have asked you this question before, but you know, would you briefly just describe, you know, the difference between a manager and an agent? Because, you know, I sometimes think writers, you know, they always have an obsession about getting an agent, when really they should probably get a manager correct?

Whitney Davis 32:13
Yes, absolutely. So for those of you listening, if you want, you can go to my website. I actually just did a four part series on representation, 101, explaining all of this, but to really do a short recap, so an agent is licensed by the state to negotiate and execute the sale of your work. So they come in when their business to be done. So they are the ones to do that, and they usually take 10% and so they really don't do they may read your scripts, but they aren't. They don't have the time, and aren't going to take the time to, like, read it, give notes, all of that. Agents generally tend to have anywhere from 30 to 50 clients on their roster, depending on where they are in the life of their kind of career. So they can take on a lot more people, because they literally are just doing the business side. The one thing also you need to know is the agents are not legally allowed to produce anything. Their only job is executing and negotiating the contract for the sale. On the flip side, the manager is not allowed to, quote, unquote, procure employment for their client. They're not allowed to like, quote, unquote, get you a job, like doing anything per se, but they can help you sell individual scripts, but they cannot like, be the ones. Again, that's the agent's role. So what the manager does is the manager really is all about developing your career. They are the ones that usually go about helping you network and get meetings, like I just had a meeting with HBO and Hallmark a few weeks ago, and Netflix is up on the thing. They're the ones who are going to really organize and schedule those meetings for you and get you in the door a lot of times now, what's different, though, is a manager can produce which in some senses, is good, because your manager is way more invested in that sense. So they also take 10% of whatever happens generally, because they're the ones doing the heavy lifting and the footwork of, like, helping you develop your concepts and reading and giving you notes and, like, really involved in the day to day. So yes, at the beginning of your career, if you can snag a manager, like, that's probably one of the best things you can do. And a lot of people don't even have agents, they can in lieu of an agent, they can just use an entertainment lawyer, which is just the same an entertainment attorney, which is just the same thing. But what's great with an agent, I'll say this caveat, which great with an agent. If you have an agent at CAA or one of the bigger firms, what's great is if they. Have someone else in their agency, like actresses and directors and all that. The great thing is they can package, you know, material, and that will help. So it's like, if you have your script, but then they have actresses, A, B and C at their firm that are wanting to attach, and then they also have this director, and then they can take it as one big package that definitely, you know, incentivizes the sale. So those are the two big things. Agents licensed by the state, negotiate, execute the contracts. Manager is not allowed to do that, but they can produce in there, the day to day development, getting you meetings, helping you network, helping you brand yourself, helping you write, just kind of grooming you for your career. So that's the short explanation. I hope that helps.

Dave Bullis 35:53
Yeah, I that helped a lot, you know. And that's great information, especially about packaging too. You know that that's something also I hear, you know, people will always, will always talk about that. And, you know, I think a lot of times people sort of misconstrued that. And I think it's almost like the whole age manager thing,

Whitney Davis 36:11
Yeah, and it can happen on the management side. I mean, I guess if it your management firm, but it's, I feel like, I hope that's right. Now I'm kind of second guessing myself. I've heard it happening more on the agency sides in the management side that say package, but probably someone's gonna like write in and say I'm wrong. So who I'll I'll put that as a caveat that I'm not exactly sure, but in my brain at the moment, that's what it's telling me, but I may be wrong, so sorry if that's wrong information I'll have to check. But I'm pretty sure it's more on the agency side than the management side is that they do that.

Dave Bullis 36:45
If anybody writes in, I'll just send it to you, Whitney, I'll be like, listen, Whitney, this guy's

Whitney Davis 36:48
Sorry people. I'll buy you a coffee. I mean, I don't know what to say. So, so, yeah, so that's the differences between agents and managers. So, yeah, I think management, that's the spot. I mean, I love it. I just think, I just love being a part of the it's a sickness, really loving, not loving, to be a part of the process so much. People are like, every day is so funny. I'm just like, why do I do this? And then, like, when, like, a breakthrough happens, I'm like, Yes, this is the best. I mean, it's just like, it, it's such a crazy, crazy, crazy existence. So,

Dave Bullis 37:22
Yeah, it's like the plateaus and the hills. You know what I mean? It's like the you get the highest of highs and lows.

Whitney Davis 37:29
But the thing is, you know, and that's why, you know, I guess, that some of people could look on it as being shady, even though I don't think it's shady. That's I haven't given up the consulting side of my business. Can you people come to me and they're like, I want to be managed. I know that they're just not there yet. So I offer consulting services. And I always say, you know, if you don't want to stay with me, because, you know, you think that's odd, like, I'm totally willing to, you know, send people to several of my different colleagues. But like, the consulting side is just that I love so much too, because I love the people that are that need the expertise of an industry, X, you know, you know, an industry like expert or whatever, and I love being that person to help teach them and all that. So it's kind of a, it's kind of a crazy, crazy thing, but I love doing both halves, so I feel like I can get away with it because my management, you know, cluster is so small at the moment that I still can help the people that are the up and coming, aspiring writers. So I really, I really still enjoy doing that so much too.

Dave Bullis 38:35
Yeah, I can tell, you know, you really enjoy doing it. And I mean, you know, it's, it's needed, you know, it's, you have to have people that really enjoy this, actually out there doing it. And, you know,

Whitney Davis 38:46
I love it. I love it so much. And I think some people get really jaded and it gets tiresome. But I just, I just find it all so fascinating, like the way that the human mind works and the things that people can come up with. I'm just like, I mean, I just like, visibly, like, I mean, people laugh at me because my face just lights up. I'm like, Oh my gosh, look. I'm just, I'm like, even now I'm thinking of some of the stuff that some of my consulting clients are pitching at Austin, and I'm just like, I cannot wait for them to pitch it, because I just get so excited for them because the ideas are so freaking, you know, amazing. So we'll just, we'll just see it's a fun, exciting world. I

Dave Bullis 39:21
actually have a few other questions I I'm gonna try to answer, or I'm sorry to try to ask these last two so Whitney, this is by at Joe screenwriter. And Joe asked, What are some of your thoughts on the query letter? As a Hollywood outsider with zero contacts, it seems like my only shot.

Whitney Davis 39:41
Yeah, and so I feel like I kind of addressed this a little bit earlier, but I'll expand on it. So the query is a really tough thing, like to him, I would specifically say, if you're in Hollywood outsider and you don't live in LA, I would really just make sure there is a process to the query. So I would make sure and there's like an actual format to a query letter for film and TV. So I would look up or buy a book on how to specifically query your book or your film or your TV show second, if there's a specific place that you know that you want to send it, like I would research those agencies or those firms and check their submission requirements, because oftentimes certain places are closed to unsolicited queries and it's referral only, so you need to check and make sure that they're open to unsolicited queries. And yeah, for someone who doesn't live in LA, that may be your only shot. But like I said, it is not super expensive to get to La these days, I feel like, and it's just like, if you can save up and come to one event or one kind of industry thing it can and again, I would probably say great American pitch fest, something like that is like one of the best things that you can invest in, because you can get in front of, like 100 management companies and producers who you can pitch to. And, you know, it's just, it can change. It can change your life, like honestly. So in terms of a query, there's nothing wrong with them. I take unsolicited queries you can submit through my website. I know that a few others take unsolicited queries like maybe circle of confusion, but you know, the other thing I would do, honestly for a person like that is reach out to people on Twitter and ask if they have managers or agents. And like, if you can get a referral, like, if you can send it to a this is another way in which is a good point. If you can find another writer who's currently represented, and you send them their your query first and have them look it over, and if they like it, they may be willing to pass it on to their agent or manager, and that's a way that it's not unsolicited anymore. So you feel like you have to find these backdoor ways in. So if he can find someone on Twitter or Facebook or LinkedIn that's currently a writer and currently reps like that, might be a great way to go, too, if he can't get to LA,

Dave Bullis 42:17
You know, that's a great point. Whitney, you know, Twitter is a phenomenal tool, and I use it all the time. I've always talked about the great uses of Twitter, because almost everyone now is on Twitter.

Whitney Davis 42:26
Oh, I mean, Twitter is absolutely amazing. Like, it's crazy to me. Like, about how many like, people I've met on Twitter. Like, I've gotten a few clients off of Twitter. I mean, it is insane. And I think to the screenwriting world, it really is the best social media platform for connecting. For sure, is Twitter, honestly, I think it's way, I think it is the top one honestly. So that's what I would say, is like cold query, make sure that they take submissions, if not come to an event, and if not find another writer who is rept and see if they'll look at your stuff and check it out, or several of the the last one is several of, if you can afford to hire one of the consultants, they all, I mean, we all know people, and so if they come across something that's really amazing, like they aren't, they will be willing to pass it on as well. So, I mean, I think, and the other thing is contests, like, if you enter a contest, and you place in a contest, all those lists go to agents and managers the people that place. So that's another way to break in, for sure. And so that may be easier than querying. Honestly, it's just, you know, applying for a, you know, entering into one of the many, many contests out there.

Dave Bullis 43:37
Yeah, you know, that's something I've heard before too, is they want to see what your your writing is, can do up against other people's writing. And, you know, I've heard that where they want to see, you know, hey, why aren't they, these people going in this competition, you know? Why aren't they, you know, doing something, going, why aren't they going that route?

Whitney Davis 43:53
That's a good idea. That's another good way, if you're not in Hollywood, because I know they takes, you know, they it doesn't matter where you live, you can always enter those contests for sure.

Dave Bullis 44:04
So, Whitney, you know, we've been talking for about, you know, 40 minutes now. So in closing, is there anything that we didn't get a chance to discuss that you may have wanted to or sort of, you know, anything you wanted to say to put a period in this whole conversation?

Whitney Davis 44:17
No, I mean, I just, I think that I want to tell people that truly, if they set their minds out to do it, it's amazing that if they just keep at it, keep meeting people, keep writing, things can happen for you. The two things I say, the 2p of writing are patience and persistence. So I think it just really is a journey. And if you're patient yet persistent and just keep at it, you know, I truly believe things will happen for people, and I think it really is half relationships, half who you know, and half you know craft and how well you write. So I just always tell people, always be nice to everybody you know you meet. Make an effort to be friends with them. Be. On just wanting to sell, you know, sell them or pitch them your idea, and just continue to really practice the craft of writing, and write because you love it, not because you want to make money off of it. I mean, I think some people, you know, can make money off of it, and that's great, but it's just like, right, because you love it, and that's what you really want to do. And I think the money will come if you go, you know, look at it as a business and go about the right way of approaching it. So those are just, kind of my last few nuggets of advice and encouragement. Just keep at it. Just patience and persistence is the key, and being nice to people, and it'll all, you know, hopefully fall into place. So,

Dave Bullis 45:44
Yeah, I like that last part to be nice to people, because they're, you know, even on Twitter, Whitney, and I'm sure you get this all the time, I get a lot of people who immediately follow me, or they'll send me an email to my website, and right away they're asking something from me, like, Hey, Dave, can you retweet this? Can you can you do this? I'm like, I don't even know who you are. I don't even know what the movie is like, why don't you?

Whitney Davis 46:05
Yeah, and I'm telling you, I in that. What I really appreciate is even the writers that I know want something, but they actually just, like, ask me out for coffee. And like, we go to coffee and just get to know each other before they make you know a certain ask or whatever. I mean, it really is about just getting to know other writers and building those relationships, and you know, just acknowledging their successes before you start asking favors of them. I just think there's so much power in acknowledging success just to be like Dave, you like, do a great job at podcasting like, thank you so much for the for what you put out there in the Twitter universe and social media at large, and start that conversation that way. And then maybe after a few days, like, you know, it's been so great talking to you. I was just curious if, you know, maybe we could do x, y and v together, and like, have something to offer back to them. Like, if you like, I said, like, if you're gonna offer to, like, reach, you know, ask somebody to do this, be like, hey, in return, I'm more than happy to do X, Y and Z for you in the future. Like, see if you can barter something like that. Makes it a lot, a lot, a lot more acceptable to me that people would be willing if they know that you're also willing to give on your end. So I think it's a, definitely a give and take. And the writing community is such a great place. I just love it so much. So, I mean, that's what I always say, be nice to people, the first rule of everything it will it will come back around in a great, great way, if you can do that.

Dave Bullis 47:34
You know that that's excellent advice. Whitney, Whitney, where can people find you out online?

Whitney Davis 47:38
They can find me at whitneydavisliterary.com and then they can find me across all social media at W davisliterary.com I mean, well, at W Davis literary, yeah, the handle on Twitter, Facebook and LinkedIn and everywhere else,

Dave Bullis 47:55
I guess, yeah, and everyone I'm going to link to that in the show notes, Whitney Davis, I want to say thank you so much for coming on the podcast.

Whitney Davis 48:11
Thank you for having me. It was an absolute blast.

Dave Bullis 48:14
Oh, I'm I'm glad you had fun, because this is your first podcast. I'm glad you know you had fun on

Whitney Davis 48:20
Yes, it was amazing. Thank you.

Dave Bullis 48:24
Anytime. Best of luck, Whitney. And you know, if you ever want to come back on the show, please just let me know. I'd be more than happy to have you back on

Whitney Davis 48:31
I would love it. We'll have to figure something else to something else to talk about, but for sure,

Dave Bullis 48:36
Oh, there's so much we could talk about, aren't

Whitney Davis 48:38
We just do networking. I love talking about networking for writers. It's like one of my favorites. We should do that.

Dave Bullis 48:45
Oh, that sounds good, because I usually get asked about how I how I network when I go on other people's podcasts.

Whitney Davis 48:50
So we should do it. It'll be fun.

Dave Bullis 48:52
Yeah, we could do like, a dual networking, pretty cool.

Whitney Davis 49:27
Let's do it. I'm down.

Dave Bullis 49:31
Whitney, thanks so much.

Whitney Davis 49:35
Okay, thank you.

Dave Bullis 49:37
Anytime, take care. Bye. Bye!

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Dave Bullis 0:08
On this week's edition of the podcast, I have a really cool guest and award winning filmmaker TV host and Amazon number one best seller for her book. So LA, a Hollywood memoir. We're going to talk about all the good stuff, dead central hosting shows the BBC, how she got all these really cool gigs growing up in LA, surrounded by celebrities, with two celebrity parents, all that much, much more. And with guest Staci Layne Wilson, who have a very interesting background, and you have a very interesting sort of way you've got into the film industry. You were basically, you know, you were born into the into this industry, because you have, you wrote a book, so LA, a Hollywood memoir, uncensored Tales by the rock star and pin up model. And you talk about, obviously, and like you say in your bio, you are a unicorn, because not only were you born and raised in LA, you're still in LA. So, so you know being, you know being born in LA, do you feel that you were just, basically, you had, you felt compelled, or maybe even sort of, sort of like, driven to go into the film industry.

Staci Layne Wilson 3:03
You know, not necessarily, and it didn't happen until fairly late in my life. But I feel like there is a lot to the argument of nature versus nurture, but I got on both counts, nature and nurture in the creative world. So I'm just a creative person, and that's how my mind works. So I do feel I was predisposed to doing something in, not necessarily the industry, quote, unquote, but just doing things that are more creative than technical, say, or mathematical. That's just not my thing. And my parents are both the same, so I feel like that. I just inherited sort of that predisposition to be a storyteller. My dad is a storyteller through his music, my mother through her writing. So I feel like that's just why I am what I am.

Dave Bullis 3:56
So when you were sort of growing up, you know, and I imagine you know, obviously, growing up in that area, did you see like, a lot? Did you go to school? Or maybe even, know, like, famous people, like, did you go, like, hang around famous people? Or maybe, were they coming by the house? The reason I bring that up Stacy is I actually had a guest on the show, and he actually, when he was younger, he celebrities were calling the house, and they used to call him on the landline phone, and he he would answer, and he'd go, why is Mo from the Three Stooges calling me or calling my dad? I mean, you know why? You know. So did you have anything like that?

Staci Layne Wilson 4:31
Well, apparently I don't remember it, because I was quite young, but my mother actually had an illicit affair with Bobby Kennedy, and so he would call and come over, and, you know, apparently we had conversations, but I was only, I was like two when he died, so I don't remember much about that, but apparently I could hold my own in a conversation with Bobby Kennedy. And then my mom was also friends with Alan Sherman, who was he. A singer songwriter, kind of the novelty, comedic songs. He put out albums, you know, when that kind of thing was popular. One of his songs was, hello Bada, hello Fauci. You know, some kind of thing about the camp. I don't know the whole thing, but so he and I were apparently friends, and I don't remember that either. But as I got a little bit older, I did talk to some of my dad's friends like I do remember that Glen Campbell was his neighbor up the street in Sherman Oaks, California. So my father, being a musician, knew a lot of the really great singer songwriters of the era, so I remember talking to them to some degree. But when I was a little kid, I was really, really interested in horses and horseback riding. So that was kind of horses were my best friends, really.

Dave Bullis 5:51
So, so did you when, when you were a little kid and we were around horses, did you actually want to like, maybe go into the inquest drawing, or maybe become like a actual like, something to do with horses, more than anything else

Staci Layne Wilson 6:03
I did to some degree. But then I looked at my bank account, I was like, oh, wait a minute, this isn't a good idea. But no, when I was a little kid, I was definitely really, really into it. I showed horses, and in fact, one of my main competitors when I was showing ponies was Herve village as who was tattoo on the Fantasy Island TV show. He had ponies being of diminutive stature, I suppose that's why, but so so I used to show and really was into training horses for a long time in my life. And I actually did start out with that sort of as business goal, and I did it for quite a few years, but it just really is a drain on the old bank account. And as much as I love horses, I eventually had to say goodbye to them, and I still love horses, but I just don't own them anymore. And but it was a really great sort of a juxtaposition for me as as a young girl growing up in Los Angeles, with my parents being who they are, that I was able to have that outdoor life and to really be brought down to earth, so to speak, working with horses, because they don't care who your parents are, who you are. They just care that you're going to treat them well, and that you're going to, you know, be a good person, and that's really important when it comes to working with animals and training courses, and I feel like that has filtered out into my everyday life, and talking to people and being in business and being a writer and all those things really gave me a great foundation as a kid.

Dave Bullis 7:38
So when you mentioned they don't care who your parents are. Did did any did you ever find out, like when growing up, or even when you're in your teenage years, you know? Did anyone ever, you know, it's almost like, hey, could I ever, you know, get to do something with your dad, or, Hey, could I ever get to do something with your mom? Did you ever experience that growing up?

Staci Layne Wilson 7:55
To a degree. I mean, my mom is not, you know, what you'd say is famous, but she was a pin up model back in the day, and it was kind of funny. You know, when you're growing up and you're especially those awkward early teenage years where you really don't want to stand out or be different. So, you know, people looking at my mom's center folds or whatever, my friends, it was kind of funny and awkward, but, but it was also cool. And as far as my father goes, he is Don Wilson, the guitarist for the ventures, and that is the number one selling instrumental band of all time. They did songs like Hawaii, 5o and pipeline and wipe out and whatnot. So, you know, back in the early 80s, late 70s, early 80s. As I was teenage girl growing up, a lot of the guys in school knew who the ventures were, because they were learning how to play guitar and whatnot. But personally, I was very much into harder rock like Led Zeppelin and The Rolling Stones and groups like that. So to me, like the ventures were not exactly uncool, but not exactly, you know, my cup of tea as far as music went. So it was kind of funny to hear my friends say how much, you know, they really loved the ventures. I was like, Really, my dad's famous. I didn't really see that.

Dave Bullis 9:14
Yeah, it's one of those things. Like I was saying that the guy I had on the podcast, who, whose father was, was, that was an entertainment lawyer, and he would say, you know, why are all these people calling the house? And he was kept saying, Dad, you know, what is going on here? And just stuff like that. It's just so interesting, you know. And growing up, and your your parent, your parents are, you know, in demands or or people want to meet them, and it's, you know, when you're younger, you're like, Why? Why do all these people want to come meet my parents? What is going on here?

Staci Layne Wilson 9:45
Right! Yeah, I mean, it's hard to have perspective on your parents when you're that young. Of course, now I do, and especially having written my book, it's given me a lot of great, you know, like, I say perspective of years and to really appreciate their talents. But you know, to me, they still are just my parents.

Dave Bullis 10:15
So Stacy, when you were growing up, you know, you mentioned that you got bit by the sort of filmmaking bug a little later in life, so we don't around you know, what age were you when you finally decided that you wanted to sort of go into the to the film industry?

Staci Layne Wilson 10:31
Well, I actually started off as an entertainment reporter, and I fell into that more or less through writing horror novels. I was approached by a couple of horror websites like horror.com and cine fantastique magazine had also approached me to see if I wanted to be an LA correspondent, to write movie reviews. And it really wasn't anything that I had endeavored to do, although I always liked movies, and I found out that I really had an aptitude for it, and so here we are, like, you know, 16 years later, I got it started in 2001 and so I'm still doing that, still reviewing films and still interviewing actors, while also pursuing my own career as a filmmaker. And that actually started just through being inspired by an Edgar Allan Poe poem in 2010 I believe that was the first, yeah, that's my first foray into filmmaking. Was in 2010 with a short film, a triptych of three short films based on Annabel Lee. And I just knew actors through my other career as a as a film journalist, and so that's how that all just kind of came together pretty organically. It wasn't something that one day I woke up and said, I'm going to be a filmmaker. So it just seemed like a natural evolution from what I had been doing, and the fact that I did write fiction before in the 90s, those two things, the the marrying of storytelling and technology and then a basis of knowledge in film, is really what I feel led to, led to it. And so since then, I've made several short films and also wrote and directed to feature films. And it's still a part time thing for me, although I do enjoy it, writing is still my number one love.

Dave Bullis 12:31
So do you write your, you know, your own scripts that you go on to direct and maybe even produce?

Staci Layne Wilson 12:38
Yes, I do. I actually though my two feature films which were produced by blanc bean productions, which is Michael Bean, the actor and his wife, Jennifer Blanc, and they're both actors, but they both got in, started a production company, and the two films that I wrote were based on ideas from one of their partners who gave me sort of the skeleton of an idea, and I was predisposed already to liking the subject matter of both films. So it worked out really well, because it almost feels like they're my creations, but really they are based on stories by lonely room and who's one of their producing partners, and then, so I wrote the scripts to, you know, specific locations in a specific budget, and then was given the wonderful opportunity to direct them. And it was really, you know, a great experience. They are super, you know, run and gun, Roger Corman style, grind healthy sort of movie. So we actually shot both features at five days each. So you know, basically 512 hour days, shooting about 17 pages a day. And I think it was really a great sort of introduction into directing features for me, because it was really challenging, but in a fun way. So I think now that I've done this, I can do just about anything. So it's really a great confidence builder, too.

Dave Bullis 14:11
It's funny, you actually bring them up. I actually helped. I actually helped them with a Kickstarter they were doing. I think it was the night visitor. I think, yeah,

Staci Layne Wilson 14:21
Yeah, yeah, I know that. Yeah. They've actually done a couple of sequels to that now, since,

Dave Bullis 14:26
Really, because I actually, yeah, that's, it's a small world, I tell you, Stacy doing this podcast. It's a smaller, smaller world. That's good. So, so when you first started, you know, you know, wanting to do movies, I am, you mentioned you didn't just wake up one day. Want to become a filmmaker. You know, it's, it's kind of, I feel that most people who want to make a movie, or, you know, even go into this industry, they usually have almost like this, almost like a predisposition in. To it. It's almost like they have, like, this itch that they just need to scratch. And you know, when they go to make a movie, it's always one of two things that I that I found it's either that they do the running gun style, it's where it's like, no, no, I'm sorry. Let me take that back. They either do one of two things. They do the they do, like, no planning at all, or they plan this thing so much that becomes analysis through paralysis, and they don't do anyway, and they never get to film it. So it's one of those two things. So, but we once you start getting into it more and more, you start building a team. You start building a whole like network. Now I think your story is different, because I think you had a better network going into it because, again, you're in LA, you're doing, you making all these connections. You're you're reviewing movies as you're a movie reporter. So when you went to Make Your First Movie, you know, do you feel that you already had a better footing or a better understanding than than maybe the average filmmaker?

Staci Layne Wilson 15:59
Well, that is probably on a you know, case by case basis, like you say, everyone brings their own measure of talent and their own sort of life experience into creating something as ephemeral, really, as a film. Even though a film, you know, does last forever, it's still when it's coming together. It's kind of an alchemy. So each person brings their own thing into it. So we're all unique, but I do feel really fortunate that I know the great, talented people that I do know. And in Los Angeles there is, you know, obviously a greater concentration of choices you know, people that you know, and also just through being an entertainment reporter and knowing these people on a different level, I really kind of already knew what their work ethic would be and what their sensibilities are. And so when bringing together, say, you know my first cast for my short film, the star of that who's sort of our Edgar Allan Poe character is ogre from skinny puppy, and I had met him through being an entertainment reporter when I covered his feature musical film called repo, the genetic opera, which is directed by Darren Bausman. So we already had sort of a connection and a rapport, and I knew the things that he liked, and he knew the things that I liked. So there is a good shorthand there, which you really need when you're working on a low budget or a no budget film, because you don't really have time to get acquainted with someone. You kind of have to dive in and and already know what you're dealing with. So having a pool of people like that already and just being friends, I think really helps. So I would say yes, that's the long answer to your short question.

Dave Bullis 17:46
No, no, I completely understand. Stacey. I tend to ask very open ended questions, you know, just to sort of get a good response, you know, a longer response. And I always think that's a good thing. And I just want to follow it up by asking, when you made your first film, what were some of the biggest takeaways for you that you put into your next film?

Staci Layne Wilson 18:10
Well, I actually, although I'm known in the horror and genre world, and Edgar Allan Poe certainly is horror, but I also feel like it's an arty sensibility where you can really stretch the imagination and interpret the subject matter as you like. So my next film after that was also very experimental and having the basis of shooting the key to annabelli, which is my first short film, I really felt freed up to be even more artistic and experimental. My next film was called the night plays tricks, which is based on a Bob Dylan song called visions of Johanna, and it's almost Maya Darren esque. If you've seen meshes of the afternoon. You know, it's kind of like that. So I really felt confident that I could express myself in a sort of slightly opaque artistic way and yet still get a story across. And having a good editor really helps with that. And my editor and DP on that second film is Justin Cruz, and so it's really nice having a DP who can also edit, which is also the case with my very latest, most recent short film. So I feel like the DP is kind of editing in his mind as he's shooting. And having that artistic sensibility like I have is really makes for a great collaboration. So that is what sort of spurred me on to continue making films, was to know that I could still be artistic. Because to me, style in cinema speaks volumes, and that is really what I wanted to be able to do. So that really gave me the confidence. To move forward.

Dave Bullis 20:01
So you mentioned your latest film. I mean, could you talk a little bit about that?

Staci Layne Wilson 20:16
Absolutely. It is called psychotherapy, and it stars Brooke Lewis and Ricky Dean Logan, and it's sort of a two hander. It's a very short film. It's just under 10 minutes, and Brooke had brought me on to write and direct it as sort of a showcase for her, because she is known for doing sci fi and comedies and things that are pretty light, and this is more of psychological thriller. So she wanted me to write something to her strengths as a dramatic actor and and then she brought on Ricky, who is also a very good actor, but I haven't actually met him before we started shooting. So that's another fun challenge that I enjoy, too. On the flip side of working with people that I know is also just sort of diving in and having fun with people that that I don't have experience with. So that's the part of the excitement of making a film. And so this short film is sort of Brooke and my we both love Brian De Palma film. So it's kind of our homage to dress to kill a little bit with the psychiatrist and the patient having a verbal te a Tete. And so far, the film has won several awards, both for acting, directing and writing, and it's only been on the festival circuit for a few months. So very encouraging. And our DP slash editor, Stefan Coulson, is really, really super talented, and so all those elements together, that's the fun thing, as opposed to say, writing a novel where it's very much just with you and it's your you know, sort of everything is is contained within the writer, to see how a script that I wrote evolves and sort of flowers with the different talents of the other people. So it's just a different kind of satisfaction, but it's they're both really interesting ways of expressing yourself artistically. And so, yeah, this latest short film is probably the one of the least artistic shorts that I've done. It's more linear and more like I said, it's a thriller, but I was able to add some visual flourishes that I wanted to. So it's been really great.

Dave Bullis 22:40
And in that that's amazing, because, you know, it goes on with what I was with, I was trying to get at before was, you know, always bringing something new from your old project to your new project. And what I mean by that is, you're bringing experience. You bring confidence. And I think, I think a lot of filmmakers, or even when I see a lot of read a lot of books or, or what have you, about filmmaking, they don't really talk about confidence. And if you don't really have any confidence, you know, in yourself or the project or the script or anything else, you know, I think that shows it almost becomes like, you're like, Okay, can you know what I mean? It kind of you end up getting maybe even a very passive sort of feel for the whole thing. You know what I mean. And I think confidence is something that a lot of people don't talk about and and one of the ways that I feel that that filmmakers can build confidence is is by small victories. And what I mean by that is, you make a project, maybe even going out, like Mark Duplass says, going out with your friends on a weekend and making a movie for 100 bucks or or doing something else, or maybe winning a local contest or something like that, and then sort of being able to sort of parlay that into something else, if you know what I mean, Staci?

Staci Layne Wilson 23:48
Oh, absolutely. I mean, it's like when you're learning how to swim. You don't dive into the deep end. You kind of stand on the steps for a little while, and then you wade into the shallow end and and then as you see, that you're not going to drown you you go a little bit further and a little bit further. So, yeah, I think that's definitely true. Sometimes, you know, I see, as an entertainment reporter, I don't really know what kind of connections these people have, but sometimes you see a film director who's given his very first project, and it's a blockbuster with, say, you know, Warner Brothers or Sony. I'm like, Wow, that must be really intimidating. You know,

Dave Bullis 24:28
You know Staci, you and I have the same mentality with that. I have seen other people who've gotten projects, maybe not even blockbusters, but it's like their first time film, and they walk out and they and they have, like, $100,000 or 500,000 or a million. And I search and yeah, and I sit there and I go, how did they get that money? Like, where did they get that from? You know, I once knew a person who, who basically his first time out, he got a bunch of grants and stuff like that. And I said, you know, you know, how do you how do. You do that. And he basically said he had a girlfriend who, at the time, her mother, was very big into she did a lot of charity fundraising, and she knew a ton of people, and that's how he got these grants. And basically they're just, they're not even grants that you like apply to, so to speak. They're grants that, you know, if you pitch to them at a, you know, at certain intervals, they'll be like, Okay, you could have this money. You could have that money. Well, that's how we raise some of the money, but, but just to go back to where we're talking about, you know, yeah, some people are out of left field, and suddenly they're directing the next Godzilla film for like, $200 million you know,

Staci Layne Wilson 25:36
Yeah, yeah. I mean, I think for me personally, just knowing my very autonomous Freelancer personality, I would be not as happy working with a huge budget like that, where so much hinges on the success of the film, as opposed to the joy of making the film and creating something that you like. I don't know that I would really, you know, I definitely know I wouldn't feel comfortable having, you know, producers breathing down my neck every day about, you know, how much money is being spent. And, you know, look at all their writing on this. That's a lot of pressure to me for my part filmmaking, of course, I want to be able to make enough money to pay my rent, and so far so good, but I don't really aspire to be a huge, you know, Director making a blockbuster. However, having said that, I am really proud of Patty Jenkins, who's directed Wonder Woman, and she's done a great job with a huge blockbuster like that. I had interviewed her several years ago when she did monster, and that was sort of like a very, you know, personal film that she was able to put her own stamp on. And she's weathered the storms and look at her now. So I think it's great. It's really a good time, actually, to be a female creator in the film world, and hopefully I'll be able to glean a little bit of that good fortune myself as I move head ahead in my career.

Dave Bullis 27:10
You know, I was just talking about patty with her cinematographer from Monster, Steven Bernstein, and he and I were talking about patty and and we were just talking about, you know, Wonder Woman and everything like that. So it's just again. You brought that up. It's just a small again. I know I keep repeating this, Stacey, but it's a very small world.

Staci Layne Wilson 27:29
It's good. I like it,

Dave Bullis 27:31
Yeah. But it is, yeah. It is a good time, you know, for female directors and, you know, female producers too. Because even, like somebody like Gail heard on The Walking Dead, you know, I think she kind of, sort of, I don't know how many interviews she does, I don't know me. She's one of those people that sort of gets in the background, but, you know, it's, it's just, you know, it is, I can see more opportunities coming down the pike, and it's also great things too, like, I have to mention Carol Dean, who runs the grants from the hearth productions. She's phenomenal. And there's also great people out there, like Jennifer grissan, Lee, Jessup, Clara, Alexandra, all these great people out there working, you know, went out in your neck of the woods, Stacey in LA.

Staci Layne Wilson 28:16
Oh, absolutely. I just attended the etherea Film Festival last weekend, which has been going on for about five years now. Previous to that, it was called viscera, where it was more focused on horror, and now it's more genre, you know, based with different elements of that. And that is Heidi Honeycutt and Stacey Hammond, who run that Festival, which is pretty much, you know, focused on the female. In fact, they each film has to either be written, directed or produced by a woman. And this past weekend, Roger Corman came out and presented the Lifetime Achievement Award to Stephanie Rothman, who was his protege and she actually directed the first three new World Pictures, I think, and this is back in the early 70s. So Roger has always given people, regardless of gender or race, their big breaks. And early on, you know, before it was quote, unquote trendy. So it's really nice to see a woman like Stephanie Rothman being recognized today for the work that she did, which is really pretty pioneering in the early 1970s but I mean, you could even go back on this subject to the early era of talkies and silent films, when women like Mary Pickford were producing and it was a lot less gender biased. Then for a short period of time, until real money started coming in, and then it was, you know, taken over by by males. But I feel like, you know, we're definitely experiencing a bit of a renaissance here. So it's a good time to be a filmmaker, period, but even better to be a female filmmaker right now. So I'm feeling pretty good about where I am.

Dave Bullis 30:12
Yeah, and you know, it's interesting to see where all this is going to I'm always interested to see, too Stacy, where, you know, Netflix is going, where Hulu's going, where all these avenues are going? I mean, I've heard so many different things are rumbling down the pike, and it's just also interesting right now, how everything's sort of coming together.

Dave Bullis 30:49
Oh very true, very true. Yeah. And you know that that'd be interesting to sort of discuss. You know why that? Why that is but, but I we, because I don't have, I don't know the answer, but it's a good thing. I don't even have a theory, but, but I did want to talk about your book, so I'll lay a Hollywood memoir. I didn't want to talk about this, you know, before, you know. And I want to ask, you know, sort of, you know, what inspired you to actually write the book. I know you were working as a movie reporter. You know, you started doing, you know, all this film work. You released the book in March of this year, 2017 so what was sort of the impetus to write this book?

Staci Layne Wilson 31:34
Well, I started writing it last year just a couple of weeks before my birthday. It was a milestone birthday, and so that is really what made me think. You know, I've, I've lived a long enough life to be able to have an interesting story, but I hold on just a second here. Thank you. Sorry about that. That is something you can edit out.

Dave Bullis 32:01
I'm going to leave it in Staci. I think it's funny.

Staci Layne Wilson 32:05
Yeah, just got a special delivery. It's my stack of cash for the next movie I'm directing. Oh, nice. Okay, so, yeah. So the impetus to write the book was last year, and my birthday month, and it was a milestone birthday, so I felt like it was time for me to tell my story, because I had an interesting enough story with enough perspective to talk about it, but I'm still young enough and, quote, unquote, with it, to be able to tell the story to, you know, in an interesting manner. So that was part of it. And then another part of is that with the, you know, advent of social media, that people are know who I am, but they express a lot of interest in my parents, my dad and my mom, and I'll post pictures, and I'll get so many great responses, but their stories really haven't been told on a personal level. So for me, that was one of the reasons that I wanted to write, too, was to kind of give my mom and dad stories and in a candid way, but definitely not, you know, a Mommy Dearest kind of thing at all. But my mother, when I was growing up, she was an alcoholic, and she went through some really tough times, and my parents divorced when I was very young. So there's things to talk about in that regard where it wasn't just, you know, whipped cream and fluffy clouds childhood. So there's, you know, things that I want to talk about in that regard. And my parents did read the book after it was published, and they both approved, so that's good. So that's really what the impetus was, because I feel like I have some pretty interesting stories to tell and a different perspective than probably most people.

Dave Bullis 33:52
Yeah, and that sort of goes back to what I was mentioning too. Was, you know, just growing up in LA and still living there is an interesting perspective. And I just want to ask Stacey, what is maybe just one, just one story from the book? Maybe your most favorite or or the most you know, interesting from you, from your perspective, just something from the book. Me, is there any, any just one story you could tell from the book?

Staci Layne Wilson 34:16
Well, there are so many stories, because it covers many different facets of my life. So, I mean, we could talk about the very irate alcoholic monkey that my mom brought home one day when I was about seven years old. It was as my new pet, which was kind of fun. Or we could talk about, you know, why Malcolm McDowell told me I could call him my boyfriend later in life. When I was interviewing him just about every week for the Sci Fi Channel, we had sort of this fun little relationship, and he's a great guy. Or we could talk about the days of 1980s hair metal on the Sunset Strip. Oh, that was an odious time. So. Mean, so, I mean, there's really a lot to talk about, so I couldn't really pick one story, but there's a lot of little, little kernels. And you know, part of my wanting to do this was to be able to tell these stories in a humorous way. So a lot of feedback that I'm getting is really gratifying, and that people are finding, even in the more difficult times in my life, that there's always a temper of humor to it.

Dave Bullis 35:23
You know, one, one story that I saw from from you, from the Amazon homepage for your book, was a party at the Playboy Mansion. And I know this is I just every time I hear about the Playboy Mansion, the first thing I think of, and this just goes to show you where my head's at. Stacy is Pauly Shore, because there's a story that somebody once told about Pauly where he every year, every year he would, he'd be at a Playboy Mansion party, and he would go up, and he would just tell everyone he was 30 years old. Well, finally, someone said, you know, Paulie, you've been 30 years old for the past 20 years. So and it's just, and they actually made light of it in the TV show entourage. They actually brought that joke back, which I actually, I thought was pretty cool. But, yeah, no, no, just, I just thought was funny. But, I mean, pointing at the Playboy Mansion and it's heyday. I mean, yeah, exactly that. That takes stuff like that

Staci Layne Wilson 36:18
Back when it was exciting. Yeah, it was really neat to be able to go to that part. I believe that was 19 years old, 18 or 19 years old at the time, and perhaps girlfriend Carrie Lee, who I believe she sued him for palimony later on. But anyway, she was kind of out scouting the clubs for girls to invite to the parties. And so we went, and my friend peg and I, she was sort of my bad influence, which every kid needs to have her growing up, the bad influence friend. So we went, and it was really interesting to see it back then, especially since there was still a mystique to it, whereas now I did return for another party about three years ago, and things had really changed quite a bit, and also just the public perspective of the Playboy Mansion now that it's been demystified, it's just not as exciting. It's actually kind of cheesy. So it's kind of neat for me to have that experience from the perspective of of decades apart, to see, you know, how it was in the in the 80s to how it is now. And so I do talk about that in the book. Yes. And another thing about my book that maybe historians will find interesting is that I am an architecture buff, so I do go into all the places that I've visited and then talk a little bit about who built them and what their history is and what they look like. So those kind of things, you know, adding those details was really a lot of fun for me when I was writing the book too, to be able to do research on the things that I really enjoy and to be able to tell stories about them from a different perspective, not just the salacious, you know, Playboy Mansion grotto perspective.

Dave Bullis 37:59
So let me ask you, Staci, it was, is the rainbow Bar and Grill as legendary as they say?

Staci Layne Wilson 38:06
Yes, it is. There's been so much going on there throughout the years. Yeah, in fact, I did an interesting interview with the guys from LA meekly. We actually did our interview there at the rainbow so we could talk about its history and and it's really has not changed its decor in in many decades. And I don't know if you know, but motorheads front man Lemmy, he used to hang out there. In fact, he practically lived there. He had rented an apartment just within stumbling distance so he could hang out there all the time. And when he passed away a couple of years ago, he was such a fixture at the rainbow that they had actually commissioned a bronze statue of him, and so he's still there at the bar.

Dave Bullis 38:52
You know, I had a friend of mine out there who went out there, and he actually, you know, knew a few people who used to talk about the Rhema Bar and Grill, and they call it the bow and, you know, and I know he, and I always, and one of the guys are telling stories. Would always, he was one of those guys that, if he would always tell, embellish stories. So I wanted to ask, you know, to be like, I wanted to ask you straight, you know, straight from you Stacy, about, just about, if it's actually as legendary as they say,

Staci Layne Wilson 39:20
Yes. And I actually got to meet Jimmy Page there, who's my my hero growing up. I mean, I love Jimmy Page and Led Zeppelin. That was my jam when I was a kid and a teenager. So I actually had gotten a fake ID out of the back of like, hit parade or cream magazine so I could go to the rainbow when I was underage. And I saw quite a few really cool rock stars there, but my favorite sighting was definitely Jimmy Page. And then it sort of came full circle when as an entertainment reporter, I got to actually interview him for the documentary called It Might Get Loud.

Staci Layne Wilson 40:05
So it was really fantastic to be able to have my Jimmy Page moment on two totally different levels. One is the fan girl, and one as a entertainment reporter,

Dave Bullis 40:17
And see that. That's why, you know, I'm glad we got to talk Stacy, because you have those, those sort of dual perspectives of things, seeing them as fans and then seeing them as an interviewer. I think that's really cool.

Staci Layne Wilson 40:28
Yeah, yeah, I do too, and I really appreciate it, so I definitely talk about that in the book, and what it feels like to actually have those experiences. So hopefully people will appreciate that aspect of it too.

Dave Bullis 40:44
And I'll make sure to link the book in the show notes as well. And Stacey, I just want to ask, Oh, no problem at all. I just want to ask, also, you know, what? What next? What do you have next in the pipeline? You know, are you? What sort of movies are you working on next?

Staci Layne Wilson 40:59
Well, I'm so immersed in the book right now and psychotherapy festival run, but I don't have a lot ironed out yet, but my next hopeful project is to write and direct a documentary about the ventures, because, believe it or not, in spite of their incredible legacy and long running career, there's never been a documentary made about them. So if no one else is going to do it, why not me?

Dave Bullis 41:29
Exactly. You see an opportunity, or you see something that you would buy that's not out in the market, and you go out and you create it.

Staci Layne Wilson 41:37
Yep. Exactly.

Dave Bullis 41:40
So Staci, just in closing, I know we've been talking for about 40 minutes now. Is there anything that we can get a chance to talk about that you maybe want to talk about now, or anything you sort of want to say to put a period at this end of this whole conversation?

Staci Layne Wilson 41:52
Only to say thank you so much for having me on the show and to talk about my various different things. I know it's it's sometimes difficult to concentrate on one specific line of questioning with someone who does so many different things. But you know, I really do appreciate having a forum like this to be able to talk to you and to talk to your listeners, and just looking forward to meeting everyone so they can certainly find me online, and I love to interact with folks who also enjoy film and music and thank you.

Dave Bullis 42:29
And my pleasure, Staci and I thank you so much for coming on. Where can people find you at online?

Staci Layne Wilson 42:35
Just about anywhere I can give you the rundown, yeah, so I'm on Twitter as Staci Wilson. That's S T A, C, I W, I L, S, O, N, and the same on Facebook, and then on Instagram, I'm Stacey lane, which is my middle name. So that's S T, A, C, I, L, A, Y, N, E, and my website is stacilaynewilson.com so that's sort of the catch all for if you forgot all those social media things, you can go to my website and contact me there. In fact, I encourage you to do so,

Dave Bullis 43:09
But I thank you so much for coming on the podcast, and I wish you the best.

Staci Layne Wilson 43:15
Okay, cool, thank you.

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Alex Ferrari 1:49
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Dave Bullis 1:54
My guest has worked with some of the best directors ever, including David Lynch, Paul Verhoeven and Milos Forman. My latest guest. Latest movie, excuse me, is which, in which he directed, was actually shot in 1984 and it's finally being released now. Think about that. He started filming this when I was born. It just shows you have to be in the long haul. It really does. And that movie, dark seductions, will be out October 11 on VOD and MOD with guest, Greg Travis. Hey, Greg thanks for coming on the show, buddy.

Greg Travis 2:26
My pleasure, Dave, my pleasure. Anytime I can talk to a fellow filmmaker, I'm down.

Dave Bullis 2:33
Well, you know, I appreciate it, Greg, you know I looked at your IMDB watch I knew of you before I looked at your IMDB, because I recognize you from a couple of different roles. And, you know, before I start talking about that, and we were getting all your, you know, your your very lengthy IMDb with some very impressive credits, my I just want to start off by asking about your background, and that is, I just want to ask, how did you get started in the film industry, you know, did you always want to act as when you were a kid, you know? So it's pretty much, I just want to know is, you know, how did you get started?

Greg Travis 3:06
Well, I was in high school, I got a Super Eight camera, started using my dad's home movie camera, and then I got one of the the sound cameras, and so I started making these little short, super eight films my junior year. And then my high school year, I actually made a feature length Super Eight movie called Joe dynamite, and I showed it at the high school theater, and I was able to get the theater for free, and, you know, work things out to where actually made my money back and actually made a little profit on the whole venture. And I thought, wow, this is easy. I can do this. Little did I know what I was in for? You know, then I came out to Hollywood and went to film school. And while I was going to film school, I started auditioning at the comedy clubs, and then kind of got a stand up career going, and got a few TV shows and started working the clubs and and I did that for about 20 years, and then I moved into the acting direction in the mid 90s and got a few big movies, and then that kind of helped launch my acting career. And did about 45 films in the last 15 years or so. And now I'm on my third act and trying to get back to what I originally wanted to do here, which was be a director and a filmmaker. And, you know, I mean, I've written all these years, and I've made a lot of shorts all these years, but in the last eight or nine years, I've really tried to focus in and, you know, make some movies. So I've got three features, night creep, mid life, and now dark seduction, that are finished features and that are getting out there. And dark seduction is being released October 11 on VOD, North America, VOD and pay per view. And so I'm super excited about that, because it took me about 30 years to complete that. Movie, which I'm not bragging about. It's kind of embarrassing to be honest with you, because it should have been finished, you know, at least 20 years ago, but I ran up into ran to a lot of obstacles and a lot of problems with this particular film that, you know, stopped me from finishing it. Every time I would go back to try to finish it, something horrific would happen and just stop me in my tracks, or or sometimes I'd run out of money and I'd have to, you know, regroup, you know. So it seemed to be an ongoing pattern in the process of the whole post production thing. But, you know, it, it's one of those things you just, you know, you try what you can, and then when I got back to it, the final time, I was able to get everything back and and finally finish it up. So I'm really happy about that.

Dave Bullis 5:59
Yeah, you know, Greg, I understand completely where you're coming from, about projects, you know, stalling out and having issues. You know, I've been there before. You know, whether you know it's, it's, you know, different you know, personalities you know, not agreeing on set, or different producers you know, not agreeing. You know, or even you know sometimes, I mean, for instance, Greg, I had, one time I had an editor who, every time I asked to see a kind of the movie, he would say, oh, yeah, you know, it's don't going well, this or that. I'd say, Well, I'm gonna go. I want to come up and see a cut of it. And he would always have an excuse. Finally, he don't, he have to admit. He's like, listen, I I've been working on it at all. I'm he's like, you know, I'm sorry, yeah, so I understand completely what you mean. But, you know, I do want to talk more about dark seduction, but, you know, I would be, you know, I again, you have such an extensive IMDb resume, I just want to sort of take a step back and talk about some of your credits. I mean, you have worked with some of the best directors, you know, not only going today, but some of the directors that have you know ever, ever lived. I mean, you've worked with David Lynch, Paul Verhoeven. You've worked with bobcat, Goldthwait.

Greg Travis 7:09
You did five easy pieces, a lot of Jack Nicholson films. Yeah, that was a thrill to work with him. And the Milo foreman, who did the Andy Kaufman movie, man on the moon. And yeah, I was lucky in the fact that of being a filmmaker and an actor, I had studied films all of my life, and was a huge movie goer when I was a kid. So I had seen just about everything, any all these guys had done, especially when they came out on video. I rented everything. And my friend in New York had a video store so I could watch anything that was available. And so, you know, I've always studied film and always loved it. And so it when I would meet these directors and go in for the final audition, I would start talking to them about their obscure movie, the one movie that no one knew about. That's the one I would talk to them about they love that, you know, they absolutely love that because, like, they don't get a chance to discuss it. So it was, like, you know, kind of the inside scoop on some of their obscure films I would like talk to them about, you know. But David was great. I didn't really have too much to say. He was in the middle of shooting, and the cast director brought me over to him, and, you know, he just said, great, you're right. This is great. You look great, and it'll be perfect. And so that was about it. So, you know, I got lucky on that one, and he was a whole lot of fun to work with. He's really detailed oriented. He put the blood on my face himself, and he, you know, he was, like, really had ideas about every little movement and every little thing, and it was all very well planned out and very well thought out. You know, he knew what he wanted and or, you know, you never know exactly what you want. I mean, you got an idea, a concept of the scene and how it should go, and you try to explain it to the actors, and then you just hope for the best. And that's basically what every director does. And then you tweak it as you go along. He said, Well, maybe you don't, you know, you don't scream that much here, maybe you bring it down a little bit there. Maybe you don't hit him with the gun there, you know, that kind of thing, you know, so but, yeah, I'd always been a dead matter of fact, Eraserhead was kind of the first midnight movie that I saw when I came out here. And it just disturbed, disturbed me to no end. I just didn't quite understand it. And but I felt, I mean, it felt, it, I felt there was something really going on here, but I didn't quite, you know, I didn't understand what was happening. But it, it moved me. I'll put it that way,

Dave Bullis 9:51
You know, it's funny, because I took somebody to see Lost Highway and and he had never seen it before. And when he left the theater, he goes, you know, Dave, he goes that movie. I'm not sure what was happening, but he goes, I'm very interested. And he said, you know, a couple days later on, he texted me, and he goes, You know, I'm still thinking about Lost Highway,

Greg Travis 10:22
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I had some really fun stuff in it, and some really creepy stuff too, you know, I always thought as if it is a revenge dream, you know, by the Bill Pullman character. And, you know, that's sort of, I think what it was, you know, he becomes this young guy in his dream and gets revenge on that the older guys who messed him up with his girlfriend, you know, or his wife. So at least, that's kind of the way I take it. And then he did that same sort of thing in his next movie that was going to be the TV show that got so many awards. What the hell's the name of it? Omaha? Drive, yeah, he did the same kind of thing, only with women. It was the same sort of, like switching characters and, you know, becoming another person kind of a thing, you know.

Dave Bullis 11:21
Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. It's funny because you now, you know when we saw him, I when, when he, you know he was actually there, and he introduced twin or, sorry, he introduced Lost Highway, and he said, and people were asking, are you working on anything else? And he said, No. And at about a couple days later, he announces that he's back with Twin Peaks Season Three on Showtime. So really, yeah, it was just, I was like, wow, if he had only, you know, but, but it was just amazing. You know, I've just a funny little story. Real quick. I actually tried to get him on for 100th episode on this podcast. And I actually missed him by a couple of, I guess maybe a couple days. His is manager actually said that he's off shooting season three at Twin Peaks. And he's like, you know, he's all he's all he's doing right now, so maybe when he comes back, but I was like, you know, I mean, that guy, I mean, he's just, you know, phenomenal. I mean, but you know, so when I wanted to ask Greg, is, you know, when you're working with somebody, you know, like Lynch, or you're working with somebody like Paul van Hoven, you know, what are some of the biggest takeaways that you think you've had is, do you think there's something that there's there's like one constant that you know, sort of, maybe a strength that all these directors share that makes them, you know who they are.

Greg Travis 12:30
Well, they all have a kind of definite look that they're trying to achieve with the film itself, the way they shoot it, the way they you know, are going to cut it. The hardest thing, I think, for any director, is to get a mood, a certain type of tone that can carry through the throughout the film. I think David Lynch, that's one of his strengths. He really knows how to set a tone, a dark, ominous, kind of creepy tone to the thing, and keep that, you know? I mean, it's not constantly throughout the film, but it's still there. And, boy, he's really great at that. And every other director has their strength. Like Verhoeven is a kind of a very strong just in your face, imagery that just really sticks with you and really hit you in the chest, you know, very entertaining, very fun, and just keeps coming at you, you know. And I love that kind of stuff. I love, you know, strong imagery and strong choices. And you know, as an actor, when you work with these kind of guys, you just have to, kind of like go with your confidence and come in with the strongest ideas that you can think of, and just you know, know that that's right, and not worry about exactly what you think they want, but within the script and with what you think it it needs, that's what you give them, and they'll let you know If it's not what they want or if they want to tweak it. But most of the time, they really liked what I did, and they were very happy with it. So I was really lucky to to be able to work with those guys, you know,

Dave Bullis 14:12
Yeah, you know, Greg, that was actually going to be my next question was, you know, as an actor, you know, you know what, what is sort of like, you know what you're you're bringing, you know, obviously, you're bringing, you know, your own unique skills and talents to the role. And you know, they, you know, they're, they're directing you, obviously, in this, in this particular role. And so one of my question was, is, what are some of the biggest takeaways that they when you're working with them, that that you have used in your own projects, you know, I sort of like something that you've learned from, you know, Zack Snyder or Verhoeven. You know that you and Rob Zombie, you know something that you've taken and sort of put in your own films.

Greg Travis 14:52
They all do different things. Like Zack Snyder does various speed takes, where he'll do a shot. You know, 20 times, and he'll do it a little bit differently each time. And I think that's kind of interesting. I haven't been able to use that exactly, but I like the idea of doing a little different each time. Instead of trying to do it the same way each time, he does it a little differently each time. And I think I've heard that Ridley Scott does that same kind of thing. He'll move the camera an inch or two over with each progressive take, so that he gets a little bit different angle and a little bit different look, you know. And I thought that's pretty, pretty cool. You know, the the film, The last film that I, you know, shot and put out there was midlife, which was a very Cassavetes type of a look. I shot at long lens. And then the wide shots were like a 40 millimeter. So it was kind of a wide, and that's what I was going for. Was a very tight, kind of very realistic Cassavetes type of look. And so that's kind of what I was trying to capture. And so I would go back and study all of his films and see what he was doing exactly, and they're all a little different, and they're all shot a little different. There is no one Cassavetes look, but he does do long lens close ups and pretty tight close ups when he does them. And so I use that technique. And you know, you just learn, you just pick up different directorial techniques from working with all these different directors. And then also what you know, working as a director for many, many, many short films and theater and all kinds of different things in my own shows and stand up, because in stand up, you're really directing yourself, you know, I mean, you're really sort of like jumping out of your skin and saying, Well, this look like, and what would that look like? And you kind of have to have a second nature about what would make an audience laugh or what would make an audience cry. And you develop those skills as you go along, and I think that I've been able to do that, and now I'm ready to really apply all that knowledge to making movies, you know, you know,

Dave Bullis 17:13
That's good point, Greg, and you know, that's actually what I wanted to sort of segue into right now was, you know, just looking at your IMDB page. You know you've you've written five pieces, and you know you've directed for and I just want to ask, you know the your first you know IMDb credit you know that you have is night creep. And I want to ask, you know you made this in 2003 it was also written by you. So I wanted to ask Greg, now you've said in the intro that you want to, sort of want to go back to this, because this, this is why you, you got into this. Was you, I wanted to make your own films, right? So was it, was it the right sort of time and place, so to speak, to make night creep? What I mean by it, that is, did you sort of have the, like, a, sort of, like a small window, or maybe an opportunity at that point,

Greg Travis 18:00
I hooked up with this, you know, this guy who was gonna invest in it, he was gonna, you know, put the money. And so I wrote a pretty I wrote a script. It was what I thought was pretty commercial, and actually wasn't very commercial at all, but I kind of wrote a psychological horror film in a very kind of Lynchian David Lynch in kind of way to where we don't really know what's going on half the movie, and we're waiting to find out. But at least in my movie, I do let the cat out of the bag at the end of the film, and I do explain somewhat what was happening, even though there's a few things left in the air, I suppose, to David Lynch, who doesn't ever explain anything, and you're just like, left walking out of the theater on what the fuck was that all about? But you know, you have to study his films, and then, you know, kind of come to some conclusions on your own. But that's what makes them fun, you know, but, yeah, I just had, I had a window of opportunity, and then, of course, that investor pulled out at the last minute, and then I had to scurry around with some of my own money. And so a few other people that I knew put a little money into it, and then we were able to kind of pull it together and do it. But, you know, I had made dark seduction back in their mid 80s. And I actually felt really, really confident at that time, because I'd been doing a lot of shorts leading up to that, and I had a very specific look. And the partner that I was working with shot it, and he understood what we were going for. And so the look of dark seduction, I was pretty much satisfied with. I mean, there's a lot you could go back and say, well, I could have done this, I could have done that, but I, for the most part, I got what I was trying to get, you know, and there's always things you could have done better. And some of the shots we did were out of focus and didn't come out, which was a shame. But you just, you know, you work with what you got and and so then all that time, I would go, you know, be thinking that I was going to come back and finish dark seduction. And then after that, that would lead to another film. So when I made night creep, I just gotten to the place where I just had do something else. And I couldn't depend on, you know, finishing dark seduction. For that one, I just had to, you know, start from scratch and do something new. And so it has some of the similar themes running through it. There's some lesbianism, and there's some, you know, kind of like creepiness that similar to Dark seduction, in a way, but it's not about vampires or anything. It's about a creepy landlord that comes into this girl's room at night while she's sleeping, and we don't know if it's a dream or if it's reality or exactly what's going on, because she takes a drug, and so we think the night creep drug might be causing her to have these hallucinations. And so that's part of the plot, but it came out pretty good. It's a lot of fun, you know, and but dark seduction is the one that really everybody seems to be responding to the premiere. Was a huge success, and the audience loved it, and everybody's really, really excited about it, and, you know, they really, really like it. So it's kind of a weird hybrid of a 1940s detective film and an 80s lesbian vampire film, and we're not sure if the vampires are really vampires or if they're just badass chicks that think they're vampires and go around doing these things. And so there's that mystery, and there's that angle of it, and you know, it's just really odd, kind of weird, little cool cult movie that, you know, took me forever to finish, but I'm glad I did, because the technology has gotten so much better now it made it so much it's now it's much slicker, and the sound and The music and everything about it is much better now having finished it this past year than it would have been if I would have finished it 20 years ago or 30 years ago, you know,

Dave Bullis 22:30
Yeah, you know, Greg, that was, actually, was going to ask you also was, you know, since you started making that in the 80s, you know, like you said, you started that in the 80s, you know, the camera technology has, you know, Just, you know, gone through so many evolutions, you know. You know, now you can, you can go out now, and you know, our phone is a camera now. Also, you know, there's cameras out that cost as much as a house, you know. And it's amazing this, this amount of technology. So wanted to ask, you know, did you, you know, use any of the of the new cameras sections to sort of put, maybe shoot some new scenes, or

Greg Travis 23:02
No, I shot everything, everything we shot. I did an 8485 on 16 millimeter black and white, and when I did a 2k transfer from the negative, it really, really, I mean, it's a little grainy. I mean, it's, you know, it's grainy in certain areas, but it really looks fantastic. The 2k transfer just brought out all the imagery and brought out all the little details. And I couldn't have asked for a better quality, you know, print of it, it's much better than if I'd have made a film print, because we have more control with the digital transfer, you know. And it is sharper than a film print. I mean, it is a little bit sharper. So I got everything, you know. And unfortunately, the the negative had been sitting around for a long time. So there, even though they cleaned it a couple of times and we had it sonically cleaned, there's still a little dust here and there that was embedded in the negative so, you know, it gives it kind of an old, you know, TCM, you know, little bit of an old quality that, you know, kind of makes it even cooler, you know. I mean, nobody's complained about the little specs that are on a few of the scenes or, you know, that pop up from time to time. But it kind of gives it an old feel to it, which is kind of neat too, you know,

Dave Bullis 24:26
Yeah, you know Greg, when I think I either I saw still, I believe, watch the trailer also, it kind of reminds me of Dark City, in a way, because you said it was like a 1940s you know, detectives, with the 1980s it reminds me, I don't have you ever seen the film Dark City, but in a way, It reminds me a little bit of that film

Greg Travis 24:42
Was that a color film, though, was dark city of color, like the Canadian film.

Dave Bullis 24:48
Yeah, it was, I think Val Kilmer or no, probably was about, come on, but I'm, I forget, actually, who was in it,

Greg Travis 24:56
And it was at a lot of strip joint scenes. He was like a bouncer. And. Strip joint or something. Was that the one you're talking about Dark City?

Dave Bullis 25:04
Yeah, it was by it was directed by Alex yes, I think it's

Greg Travis 25:11
There might be one I'm confusing it with, but yeah, it's definitely a dark noir, you know, and that's kind of what I'm going for with this, you know, that that 40s more that, like, had the tough, you know, square jaw detective that was drinking and smoking all the way through the film. I kind of a Bogart type character, but a little bit more, little bit more tougher and bigger and, you know, able to take a little bit more punishment than even Bogart. So I found this actor, comedian named Tyler horn, who was perfect for the role. And so I just didn't even have a casting session. I just asked him if he wanted to do it, because I knew he'd be great in it. And he really is funny. He's he's quite a perfect kind of Dick Tracy looking character. So it worked out really well.

Dave Bullis 26:06
So Greg, you know, coming from an acting background, do you feel that, you know, that was sort of like, sort of your unfair advantage, because that was your biggest strength, because you, you know, you've worked with all these directors, you also your cell phone is an are an actor, so you're able to sort of, you know, talk to these actors, maybe you understand them in a different way that maybe most directors don't. If you know, if you know what I mean?

Greg Travis 26:28
Well, you know, part of it is the casting of the actor, and then, you know, sometimes you get into a situation where, you know, you've got really good improv actors, and you would be an idiot not to let them improvise. And some directors are not, you know, savvy to that. They want to stick to the script per verbatim, and they don't know when to expand their idea and to take advantage of a talented improvise, of a talented actor who can improvise, and even if you don't use it in the film, sometimes you just go, you just let it happen, and you like play with the ideas. And I think improvisation is a really good technique, because you've got the idea in the script, you know where you're going with it. You know, let them play with the lines a little bit. As long as the information you need to drive the plot is in there, then you can, like, you know, you can go off script a little bit and play with the ideas, and you never know. You might just use one of those lines in the editing, or you might use a couple little of those bits. And a lot of times it's better than what you had in mind in the script, because you can't always imagine it until you get there. And then when you get there and you see what you've got to work with. Go ahead and work with it. Go ahead and expand the idea, you know, and explore it a little bit. I mean, I think that's the key to really good filmmaking, is to explore the ideas once you get there, you know.

Dave Bullis 27:56
Yeah, I concur, Greg, you know, the more I study in the more you know, I apply these things, the more I find, especially in my writing, you know, the more you expand and explore and stay curious about these ideas, yeah, you know, the more they're able to flow,

Greg Travis 28:12
Yeah, and it's, it's, you know, it's tricky, because I did a lot of improv in midlife, and the first Cut of it was, like two and a half hours long. And I thought, you know, that was a pretty good cut, but I was wrong. I ended up taking like, 40 minutes out of it and kept whittling it down until I got it where it was at its basic essence, and it was just what I needed, but not too much. It was just enough to tell the story. And that's what you try to go for, is just the essence of what you need to tell the story. You know, people like, you know, there's a lot of directors who get a little indulgent, and I think the big trick is not to let the line of tension go. You know, that's the most important thing in a film. If you look at all the classics and all the Orson Welles films, he was very adamant about keeping the line of tension in there, you know, which is driving the story and also keeping the audience interested as to what's going to happen at the end of this story, what's going to happen to these characters, you know. But when you lose that, and you veer off and you go into different places for a long period of time that don't have anything to do with the story. It can really derail the train. He can really throw you off, and can throw your audience off. So you really have to keep that in mind. The line of tension, I think, is the most important thing, whether it's a comedy or drama or whatever kind of movie you're making, you really want to keep the audience interested in what's going to happen at the end. You know.

Dave Bullis 30:02
Yeah, I was listening to an interview by Lawrence block, who did a walk along the tombstones. He wrote that, and he was, you know, saying the same thing about, you know, having that tension in there, because you don't want audiences going in, going, Well, hey, I know this guy's not going to die because, you know, you know, so of, because of, you know, X, Y and Z, and I know this thing's going to happen. You know what I mean? And I think that's where, you know. I think a lot of people sort of, you know, because people who usually, you know, go to movies, you know, they've seen other movies before in the same genre, you know what I mean. They've seen, you know, action movies. That's why, when a die hard comes around, it just blows people out of the water, because they're going, Holy crap. You know, this is this guy's this John McClane, he's bleeding. He doesn't know what's going on. He's injured. He doesn't, you know, he's not just walking in the room with a machine gun clearing out the whole room, right? You know, they really, he really had to, you know, dissect what was going on and do this sort of, very, very, you know, cerebral, that's human word, cerebral, but you know, he had to go in there and, you know, sort of deduce, you know, and sort of use a surgeon scalpel, and then, you know, that's why I think, you know, Die Hard is such a, you know, a unique move in its own right.

Greg Travis 31:08
Yeah, yeah, absolutely. I mean, when it came out, it was just, he was outnumbered, and the situation, the conflict of the situation, was fresh and new. You know, we hadn't seen anything like that, you know, in a building where you're stuck in the crawl spaces and you've got to maneuver your way and try to find a way to get rid of these guys. And, yeah, it was a great little scripted piece, you know. And it was very well executed on the direction too, because the the other cops didn't know what was going on, and they weren't taking it seriously. You know, these guys were. We knew as an audience member, these guys are super bad, and you better take them seriously. Are you going to get you're in for a big surprise. And so we knew that as an audience, but you know, within the film, they didn't know that. And so that was kind of an interesting angle on it as well. And there's also those kinds of things. As an audience, you tell the audience certain things, but the characters don't know. Like in dark seduction, we know as an audience how we got bit, but he doesn't figure it out until well into the film, you know, because he just can't remember, and it's not clear to him, and he's not sure what's going on and but it's a comedy. I mean, it's a it's more of a comedy parody of a 1940s detective film than it is anything else. But I tried to make it its own unique movie by combining it with an 80s vampire feel. So it's like a time shift, if that makes any sense, there's like two different time periods going on at the same time. So it's kind of weird that way, you know.

Dave Bullis 32:45
Well, you know, great. I know, as we talk about dogs, dark seduction, I you know, I want to ask, you know, your writing style, you know, and your writing process, you know what? So when you're going to sit down and you know whether you use a notebook or whether you, you know, write this on a computer, I want to ask, you know, what is your process? I mean, you sort of already, you know how you I'm sure you already have an idea in mind, but you outline it heavily. Or do you just, you know, sort of let it flow naturally.

Greg Travis 33:09
Yeah, when I'm writing a feature, I do a three act outline, and I try to outline each scene with a number, and I go through the whole thing and try to get an outline. Because when you're when you're scripting it, if you can at least put a few lines of dialog in that paragraph that you've outlined that scene with, it gives you a jumping off place, and you know where you're going next. And then, of course, you change things as you go along. And not all outlines, not all scenes in the outline, are going to make it into the script. And then you come up with new stuff as you go along, too, but at least it gives you sort of a place to start with. And I just wrote a little short film, and I just kind of, you know, did it in a week, and just kind of chipped away at it, like a page, page and a half a day until I got it all done, like, you know, 13, 14, pages, and then I sent it to some few people, got some feedback, did another draft of it, and now I think it's in pretty good shape. And so I think, you know, you think about these things for a while. You kind of like, get a beginning, a middle and an end, and think about, you know, okay, you need this scene, you needed that scene. And I didn't outline that particular short film. I just actually just scripted it from just what I had in mind. So it's a little different with each project, but I think on a full feature, it's really good to do a detailed outline of the whole thing first. And I learned that from working with, I used to write with Rick Overton. We were writing partners back in the 80s. We wrote some scripts for studios and a bunch of screenplays for independence and whatnot. And I learned that technique from James Keach and Brian Grazer, who were the producers we were working with in the early days. And so I. That's one of the things they like to do. And I think it works pretty well, you know,

Dave Bullis 35:07
Yeah, it's worked pretty well for especially Brian Grazer, right?

Greg Travis 35:10
Yeah. Well, it just gives you an overview of the movie. It's like, okay, now I can kind of see what kind of movie were, you know, we're trying to do here. Before you write the script, you kind of have an idea of how it's all going to go down. And a lot of a lot of writers say they just jump right into it, and they just write, write, write, and they don't even worry about the three act structure. But their scripts definitely fall short and kind of fall flat because of that. I've read a ton of scripts, and you know, if you don't have that three act structure in there, it's, it's, really can be quite problematic. You know, not that everything has to have that, or that it should have that. I mean, with mid life, the three act structure was sort of hidden, and it was not exactly the way it should be, but it was still there, you know, was still there. And I think that's a good thing to have consciously when you approach an idea, because if it's not there, you're really on shaky ground. You're on shaky territory. And by that three act structure, I mean, like certain things have to happen to your lead character. You know, certain beats and certain things, obstacles and the conflict test increase, and, you know, all those types of things that are script structure, you know,

Dave Bullis 36:33
Yeah, yeah. And, you know, that's something I've talked to before, especially with Alan watt from Ellie Raiders lab. You know, we talked about, you know, what the three act structure is supposed to be. And, you know, even, even different systems that you see, like save the cat, you know, really, what they're trying to do is it, you know, not only is it trying to guide a transformation, but it's also, you know, trying to just make sure that you're always amping it up, yeah, so that way, you know, you don't, sort of, you know, on page 15, you know, you have some kind of climax, and the rest of the movie, you just, sort of, you know, just meandering. It's sort of, right, you know, just trying to give you know, just trying to give you, like, a blueprint of where to go, right?

Greg Travis 37:01
And he's an expert at that much more than I am. But the the upping, the Andy on the conflict is an important element to keep in there so that the the stakes get higher as you go along. You know, absolutely and that can apply to any kind of story, you know, whether you're doing something about a little kid or, you know, whatever it is, the stakes keep getting higher and the conflict keeps getting more and more intense, you know. So that's what keeps the line of tension in place and keeps the audience wondered what's going to happen next. Oh, my God. You know, it can't get any worse. You know, especially in horror movies, that's a very prevalent technique to use. You know, when the girls trapped in a castle, and she just keeps one bad thing happens after another, and you know, what's, you know, what's the next bad thing that's going to happen? You know, it's like a horrific thing that's going to happen. It just keeps getting worse and worse. But yeah, yeah. So you know, knowing all of this, you know, and learning all of these things throughout the years as both a writer, actor and filmmaker is just gives you more ammunition, gives you more confidence going into a project. And you know, films are tricky propositions. You know, they're just not a guarantee that they're going to work, even if you have a good script, even if you, you know, have just thought about it and you've got it all worked out, and you shoot it perfectly. I mean, when people went to see the shining. They were walking out on it. They didn't like it, you know, one like the book. Everybody was expecting, you know, Stanley to do the book, and he didn't. And it just kind of, you know, it didn't really shock you or scare you that much. It had a few scares in it, but not really that scary. But it took years for that film to sort of find its audience and find its place in the horror world. And now it's considered to be one of the best horror movies ever made. But believe me, when it came out in 1980 nobody knew what to make of it. They were just like, Oh, that was weird, you know, they didn't know how great it was. In other words, what I'm trying to say, and a lot of his movies are like that. They take time to kind of find their audience and to kind of become, you know, as great as they really are. But I don't know how he was able to do that, but somehow he did what he was. Films are weird. I mean, you don't always get it the first viewing, you know. And then there's all different ways. If you view something by yourself on television, it doesn't always hit you, but when you see it with an audience in a theater, oh, my God, it becomes a whole different thing, you know.

Dave Bullis 39:54
Yeah, I know exactly what you mean, like with that, because, you know, I've had that, that. Happened to me with certain movies. You know, it's sort of like the shared, the shared experience in the theater, and then I, you know, you sure you try to watch it at home later on, you like it didn't hit the same way, or even vice versa, you know, it's just, it very, it's very interesting. And even David Lynch had said something about this. He said, You know, don't watch movies on your phone. Yeah, yes. I don't know why people are trying to watch movies on their phone.

Greg Travis 40:31
Yeah. I mean, it's, it's, it's a certain mood, it's a certain excitement that goes along with seeing it on the big screen. You can see everything that the movie has to offer on the big screen, and it's the shared experience that makes it much more elevated and much more of an experience altogether. And yeah, I was real tickled being able to show some of my films to a full packed theater and see the true reactions. And it's amazing. You know, some of the things that I've seen 1000 times, and didn't think were that funny, get big laughs, and you're just going, what was that all about? I didn't think that would get a laugh, but it does. You just never know. You just never know about, you know, certain things in your own movie that you think, you don't even think about them, you know, and then all of a sudden people are reacting to it, and it's just amazing, you know, just constantly surprising,

Dave Bullis 41:27
Yeah, you know, very true. You know, it's, you know, it's so all these things are come become very subjective, you know, they sort of, you know, some things hit, some things don't, later on, and then vice versa.

Greg Travis 41:37
Problem with sending your movie to a distributor online, on a file is like, you know, how is this guy going to watch this thing? Is he going to watch it while he's, you know, on his laptop, on the bus, on the way home? Is he going to watch it on his phone, or is he going to put it on the big screen when he gets home and sit back with some friends and watch it, you know? I mean, they say they you know, then I don't think anybody can really watch a film by themselves on a small device and really have a good response to it. You know, nothing looks as good on a small device by yourself. I don't care who you are, you know, you're not going to respond to it as much as if you said it with a few other people, because you're you're focusing more on the movie, on watching the movie with other people in the room. Then you are by yourself. You get distracted. You put it down, you stop it for a while. That's not the way a movie supposed to be. It's a book. It's a it's a one thing. It's a one time. You got to go from A to Z with it. You know?

Dave Bullis 42:41
Yeah, yeah. I want to ask, you know, since the you know, your movie, dark section, comes out this today, as you know, this podcast is being released. You know, Greg, where can people find dark seduction?

Greg Travis 42:52
It is going to be on Pay Per View, movie on demand. You can order the DVD on Amazon. I think it's going to be on iTunes and all of the Pay Per View cable outlets in North America and and just, you know, look it up online, dark seduction, pay per view or dark seduction, VOD video on demand in your area. So it's going to be on cable outlets and video on demand outlets, and that's about all I can tell you. I mean, it's going to be done so many of them, I don't know all the listings, you know, but it should be available, you know, Amazon, iTunes, and all the cable pay per views. So we will should be able to find it pretty easily.

Dave Bullis 43:45
And for everyone listening, I'm gonna make sure to link to that in the show notes as soon as I can find a, you know, they where I can sort of send you to, like, maybe even Amazon, or even an Xbox, or all of them. So that way I'll, so I'll put a few links in the show notes. Okay, you know Greg, Greg, as we're talking I have some Twitter questions that came in. Would you mind answering one or two? My first question is, what do you recommend for a first time filmmaker in directing actors?

Greg Travis 44:15
That seems to be a tough thing. I think a first time director might do himself a big favor by maybe taking an acting class guys that are coming more from a script or an editing position, and then moving up to directing their own things. Might might consider taking an acting class just to get an idea of watching the teacher direct actors and watching the actors work out a scene and rehearse a scene, and how it's all supposed to go down. Because in actuality, there's a camera rehearsal with the actors rehearsal. Sometimes there's a couple of actors rehearsals before the camera. Comes in so that you can kind of find the choreography and find the way you want to do it. And then the camera guy comes in and starts seeing how he can shoot the scene, along with the actors rehearsing it. And then you break for makeup and touch ups and whatever else you need to do. And then you come back and you're ready to go, and then you shoot it. But, you know, reading books about acting, and it's a little over complicated. I mean, there's this whole methodology that, you know, there's different branches of the method, and all of that is well and good, but that's usually the actors responsibility to take that on and learn that and use that as his own technique and part of his craft to get where he needs to be for imaginary scene, you know. And so directing actors in that, you know, if they need a little time to cry, if they need a little time to get into a certain head space, an intensity or something, you give them that time, as long as it's not too long a time, give them a little, you know, a minute or so to do what they need to do to get there, and You're better served. Sometimes, that's what it is. Sometimes, tell sometimes actors are, you know, in character, and they stay in character, and so there's that to consider. Sometimes they're in a certain mood that will help them create the character and the mood that they're trying to achieve. And so you can't you kind of have to kind of watch out for that sometimes, and, you know, and then some actors, you know, just drop it the minute the UL cut, and they're themselves again, and then they jump back into character, you know, when the cameras roll. So there's all kinds of different ways that actors approach it, and you just have to be aware of all of that as a director. But basically, you know, you've got to know when somebody hits a sour note, and if a line reading is not very good, you you really have to be able to tell that and tell the actor how you want to adjust it, not doing a line reading for the actor, but go, let's try that a little quicker, or try it a little different way. It just seemed kind of falling. It didn't sound real, or, you know, something to that nature where they, you know, they get an idea, but you're not insulting in them at the same time. Because you want to be really nice to your actors. You don't want to be mean to them at all, because then they get upset and they get nervous and they they don't perform as well.

Dave Bullis 47:47
Yeah, yeah. And, you know, just one thing that someone once told me to it really helped me out when I was, you know, making my my student film was, and it's something you touched on Greg, which it reminded me of, was trying things a little bit differently, and it's sort of when he his mistake was, the guy give me advice was, when he made a student film, he would do every take exactly the same way. So every act, every performance, was the exact same way, lighting same way, camera same way. Well, finally he realized, wait a minute, I really, all my takes are pretty much the same. So, you know, take, you know, take one a you know, take one is the same as take 10. So it really at the end of the day, he said, you know, what I should have done was, after each take, I should have just tweaked that performance, make that adjustment, you know, and just sort of try everything a different way, so to speak, to sort of try to find the best sort of way to handle that scene.

Greg Travis 48:35
Well, I mean, you're going for something very specific. I mean, that's the thing. It's like I'm a character, like, I just did this little horror movie called The Born less ones. It's, I think it's coming out later in October or whatever, but I saw it at a festival a couple of weeks ago. And you know, if I'm a creepy guy at a gas station, which I play in this film. There's just so much leeway on each line that I've got to work with. I'm going for a specific kind of insulting, kind of creepy, kind of hardcore feeling with this character. So I don't have a lot of latitude. I'm really trying to pinpoint that feeling in that that character, you know, and I think that's kind of, unless you're a character that's all over the place, that's kind of what you're trying to do is, you know, pinpoint your reactions, pinpoint your your your lines, to define the character that you're playing to be that character, and how that feels that character. And there is a right and wrong and that I do believe, you know, sometimes it feels more like the character, and then you say it slow, or you say it in a different way than it doesn't feel like the character. And so that's what you're doing. You're just trying to get that meter as close to that character as possible.

Dave Bullis 50:18
Yeah. And that's great advice. I think that's great advice, Greg. You know, Greg, Joe, just in closing, you know, we've been talking for about, you know, about 45 minutes now. So in closing, is there anything that maybe we didn't want to discuss, that you want to sort of talk about, or is there any sort of thing you want to sort of, any parting thoughts you have for us to sort of put a period down this whole conversation?

Greg Travis 50:39
Well, I mean, you know, I've done a lot of different aspects of the business, and it's a very difficult business. I don't recommend it to anybody. But I, at the same time, realize that film is a big thing, and I would say, continue to support movies by going to the movies. Maybe not so many, you know, comic book blockbusters, but more independent cinema, because we still want to see movies in the theater, and we still want to support the theater showings of films. And, you know, I would say, Don't pirate movies. Don't download pirated films, because that only hurts the filmmaker, and it makes it makes it much more difficult to put films out there. You know, everybody wants something for free on the internet, but we still, we got to get our money back, and we've got to try to support the films that that are made on a shoestring budget, that are good by paying a little, you know, four or five bucks to see them. You know, I don't think there's anything you know. I think that's an honorable way to go. And I think that's what we as film lovers, you know, should do. That's the right thing to do. And you know, I'm hoping everybody will enjoy dark seduction. And I've got another film mid life that's on iTunes and indie rain and a few other outlets out there and check that out. But dark seduction is the big one. And it's, you know, it's very comic book, it's very cultish, it's very dark and moody, but it's also extremely funny, and I'm super proud of it. And it's kind of different. It's, it's unique. It's got its own little thing going, you know. So I hope people dig it, and

Dave Bullis 52:27
I'll make sure to, again, everyone want to link to that in the show notes as well, especially to, you know, Greg's film

Greg Travis 52:33
Dark Seduction page on Facebook, and there's a dark seduction Twitter on Twitter. So, yeah, the Facebook page is what I'm using now is, and my website is gtfilmproductions.com. Is my production company website.

Dave Bullis 52:51
You read my mind, Greg, and you're on Twitter too, right?

Greg Travis 52:57
Yes, yes, Greg the actor on Twitter. And then there's a dark under slash under slash seductions that's on Twitter as well.

Dave Bullis 53:08
So Greg, Greg Travis, I want to say thank you so much for coming on again. I always learn a lot from my guests. And you know, Greg, you've continued that, that line of of education. And I, you know, this has just been a phenomenal interview, especially because I don't get enough actors on that's that's the case usually, you know, a lot of screenwriters, a lot of directors, a lot of producers. I don't get enough actors on here. Every everybody. It's Dave Bullas calm, where you can find all the show notes, and I will link to everything that Greg and I discussed in the show notes. Greg Travis, I want to say thank you so much for coming on, and I wish you the best with darks. And

Greg Travis 53:44
Thank you, Dave. I really appreciate it. Good luck with everything.

Dave Bullis 53:48
Oh, thank you, sir. And if you ever feel like you want to come back on, I would love to have you on any time. I really look forward to see what you're going to do in the future.

Greg Travis 53:55
Absolutely thanks, Dave. Appreciate it.

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Alex Ferrari 1:49
Enjoy today's episode with guest host, Dave Bullis.

Dave Bullis 1:54
Our next guest, we talk a lot about team building, and how do you find those reliable people? How do you find people that you know, you can collaborate with, you know. And we also talk a lot about resource based filmmaking, you know, aka the Rodriguez list, because you shouldn't make, no if you're gonna make a film, I'm not talking about a student film. I if you're gonna make a film nowadays, and you know, you don't have a bunch of money in the bank, you know, you're not gonna be able to find some VC who's just gonna, you know, money drop a million dollars in your bank account. What you should do is, you know, use what resources you have to make a film. Don't make a colossal space movie or some action movie like a la John Wu, it's just gonna end up blowing up in your face. And I and take it from personal experience. I it has blown up in my face before when I've tried to just shoot from the moon and you end up with a with a half done movie that the effects don't look good enough. You know, a movie that comes to mind is, is primer. Have you ever seen primer? You know, it's, it's a whole movie about time travel, and the guy shot at Shane karut shot of like, $7,000 and it's, it's very well done. It's a very cerebral movie, but it just shows what you can do with the right resources in the right script. But speak of the right resources in the right script. You know, my next guest, we're gonna be talking about just that. We're gonna be talking about all of this stuff. And it is a phenomenal, phenomenal for conversation with guests Evan Kidd. Hey, Evan, thanks a lot for coming on the show.

Evan Kidd 3:24
Hey, thanks for having me man.

Dave Bullis 3:27
Hey, my pleasure Evan, you know, it's a question I always ask everybody. It's a question I just always begin every interview with, and that question is, Evan, what got you started in the film industry?

Evan Kidd 3:38
Think, just a love of the craft of cinema, you know, it's, it's that simple for me. As, you know, other filmmakers have said this before, but, you know, I'm really no different. Like, I grew up around it. We watched a lot of movies in my house growing up, and it was kind of the default if something wasn't going on, you know, parents would put on a movie, we'd watch it. And I just kind of grew up in that culture, you know, I ended up stealing my dad's VHS camera a lot of times. And I was like, three and four years old, and I would, you know, shoot stuff around the house and the pets and, you know, stuff around the neighborhood. So it kind of just grew really naturally. And then when I went, you know, into high school, there was, like, this little, you know, film the morning announcements class, which was really cut and dry, but it gave you access to, you know, tripods and editing software and stuff like that. So I would kind of use that after hours and do what I wanted. And I thought that was cool. And then that was around the time YouTube was really taking off. And so, you know, I think all those things kind of gelled together to propel me into, you know, pursuing it once I got to college. And kind of from there, it's been history. So it's, you know, been pretty natural, but I think it's also been a direct correlation to how, you know, over the years, technology has really allowed more people into the film business. You know, I've never had a huge inkling to just go and direct, you know, Avengers five or whatever. For me, it's always just been about telling a compelling story with, you know. Resources around me, whether that be, you know, cast and crew, or just, you know, the technology that you know so many of us have access to,

Dave Bullis 5:06
Yeah, you know, very true. And, you know, I remember those big VHS cameras, yeah, see, so you and I are kind of sort of around the same age, I mean, but you know, and sometimes some of my guests are a little bit older than I am. So, you know, they didn't have that. They had this, like, the Super Eight, hey, that's what they remember when they were a kid, you know, and, and guys like us, we had the, you know, those big old that looks like a big boom box you put on your shoulder, you couldn't use it for more than five minutes. Or, you know, you'd kill your back and your neck, and, you know, it looked like a bazooka. And, you know, and then, now they went to mini TV, but, yeah, you know, I remember when YouTube first was taking off in like, 2004 2005 Yeah. And I remember just being blown away. And I remember, you know, people were just putting up different stuff, and it was still on the, you know, nobody really talked about it until a few years later, then all of a sudden, it was, like, this freaking Juggernaut,

Evan Kidd 5:53
Exactly. I mean, I remember when it first, you know, launched off. I was like, we can put online video on the internet. And, you know, that time, my parents believe in us, law dial up. So that concept was in like, 2004 Super foreign to me. And so, you know, I would only watch YouTube literally at school, and we weren't even supposed to do that. So, you know, for me, it was like technology was just slowly emerging out of the shell. And then, you know, give it a few months. You know, most everyone, including my family, got, you know, DSL and, you know, faster internet and everything kind of started catching up to what you could do. And for me, that was extremely exciting. And I remember thinking I could just make a movie and put it on YouTube, like, holy shit. That's crazy, like, and, you know, for me, that didn't even seem within the realm of possibility. But, you know, like I was saying, given a little bit of technology, I think that's half the reason I'm able to do what I do, and so many others,

Dave Bullis 6:43
Yeah, totally agree. And, you know, I actually want to get into that too, about, you know, making your film son of clowns, and, you know, working with all the resources you have around you. But I wanted to ask really quickly, did you go to film school?

Evan Kidd 6:55
I did. Yeah, I went to East Carolina University a couple years ago. I graduated from that in Greenville, North Carolina, and it was a great program. I really enjoyed. It definitely taught me a lot. I think it was a lot more of a technical program in terms of how to operate a camera, cut your own stuff like that, than it was, you know, truly trying to craft, you know, screenplays and all that. There was screenwriting classes, but I kind of think it geared more to that. So I did a lot of learning on my own in terms of, you know, the story structure and all that, like, it was definitely there. But I think if you really, really wanted to get the full, you know, breadth of it, I would talk to my professors, and they'd be like, you know, here's this resource. You got to look at it on your own hours, just because it wasn't built into every part of the curriculum. But I would definitely recommend it. It was a great program, and really cut my teeth there for sure. You know, met a lot of the people who would end up helping you make son of clowns and other films like that, but yeah, definitely think that is, you know, important in it. And, you know, at the very least, it gave me the know how, because I also do a lot of documentary work, and so a lot of times in those situations, I don't have as big of a crew as I would, you know, my narrative stuff, and, like, you know, shooting something last last month, and I was literally the only crew member. And it was kind of by design, like, if I really dug around, I could have, you know, probably got a camera operator, sound designer, stuff like that. But it was just such a, you know, sporadic, uh, opportunity, I didn't have time. And so in those occasions, I'm really glad I went to film school, because otherwise I don't know if I'd know how to operate a camera, run sound, you know, kind of do all those technical things. So,

Dave Bullis 8:25
Yeah, you know, that's a question I usually ask. You know, certain people have come on and they said, Dave, Film School is a waste of time. Some people have come on and said, Hey, film school was phenomenal to me. And, you know, and it's, it's something I always go back to, because, you know, our experiences, your perception, equals reality. And you know, if your perception of something is, you know, skewed, or something's perception of something is, hey, listen, my experience was terrible, you know, and my perception of it is, it was totally worthless, you know it, you know, I just ask people to be honest. You know what I mean? And if, and, and I always like hearing people's different experiences, I know my my listeners like hearing different people's experiences about this stuff, because I think it's that's critical, you know what I mean, and it's sort of something you've touched on with what you just said, is also something critical, and that is building a team. And I always ask people, you know, how did you build your team? You know, where did you Where did you guys meet? You know? And you met your whole team through film school,

Evan Kidd 9:15
Yeah, most of them. I did meet a lot of them, couple folks after the fact. But, you know, I think it was that network that really makes Film School invaluable. You know, I've heard a lot of people say, you don't need film school. I've heard a lot of people say, Oh yeah, you got to do it, or else you're screwed. I kind of fall in the middle of the road thinking, you know, obviously I'm a product of a film school, and I went to one, but at the same time, it was a film school that I think, really, you know, kind of forced me to do a lot of outside learning, outside of the program. So I think I kind of good, got a good breadth of, you know, a lot of different options, you know, like I said, I there's this story I always tell. I made this documentary called spaz out a couple years ago, and the project was, you know, out of this documentary class, I was taking an undergradbasically, you had to make this 10 minute documentary over the course of about two months. And it was the story, you know, I was telling, was about this underground punk DIY music scene. And there was, you know, doing shows out of this warehouse. It was super illegal, but there was a lot of, you know, heart in the, you know, people trying to make music happen. And it into me, it felt like a bigger story. So I, you know, wanted to make something longer. I remember talking to my professor, and he was like, Why do you want to make it a bigger story? And I was like, just because I feel like that's the best way to tell it. And he was like, if that's your reason, then go for it. And, you know, I think that has stayed with me, because a lot of times I want to make projects that maybe aren't originally thought of, or aren't originally, you know, in the, you know, quote, unquote guidelines of something. And I think Film School is a, you know, great launching pad. So, you know, I guess I got a little off track. But I would say, you know, coming back around, you know, I think it really depends for each person, like, if you are going to go into extreme debt, and you know, you know, it might kind of mess up your trajectory for the next couple years. And you're pretty self taught. You watch YouTube videos and stuff like that, you may not need that kind of technical guidance, but, you know, again, if you want the resources and the crew base and the, you know, internships and stuff like that, you're not going to get that through YouTube tutorials. So I think it really is kind of something each person needs to weigh individually.

Dave Bullis 11:26
Yeah, that's very true. A friend of mine, you know, he went to, I think, went to NYU. And, you know, Martin screw says he comes in to talk to a class, like, once a semester, whatever. And you know, when he walked in, he was like, holy shit. Martin screw says he just walked in the room and was like, hey, everybody want to talk about film, and it's like, who's gonna, who's gonna say no, first off. And you know what I mean, but it's, but it's, you know that, you know, that's the benefit he got from going to NYU, where, you know, and if you go to USC, I think Steven Spielberg comes in, like, once a semester as well,

Evan Kidd 11:55
Yeah. And, I mean, that's invaluable. I mean, if you're able to get that, how do you pass it up? Like you said, Yeah.

Dave Bullis 12:00
And, but, you know, it's, you know, that's something I want to talk about, too, is you're building your team, you know, and using those resources around you to actually make your film. And want to ask you about building your team. So, you know, Evan, when you were building your team, I don't, maybe did, maybe you didn't, but I don't know if anybody really goes out with that mindset of, hey, you know, I'm going to go today, look for a team that I could put together. I think it sort of happens naturally. It happens organically. And eventually, you know, something clicks in your mind, where you go, Hey, I could work with this person as a producer. You know what I mean? And I think, you know, that's how people sort of build teams, as I found doing this podcast, and even my own experiences in making stuff. So you know, what are some of the qualities, Evan, that you find with your team, that when you were sort of putting them together, when you, when you, you know, made me put that team together to make, son of clowns,

Evan Kidd 12:50
Your team is your backbone, and you are pretty much as made as your team is made, I guess I would say. And so, you know, it's like a sports team. You're the coach, but you want to pick your players. And when you're making something like the way we made my feature film, son of clowns, for example. You know, that was the biggest crew I've ever, you know, had the opportunity to work with up to this point. And, you know, certain days were better than others. You know, certain days we'd have very small crew, like six, seven people. Other days we'd have a bigger crew, a lot of PAs, you know, probably 15/20 and so most everyone in that crew worked for free. No one made money. And that's the thing that's tricky, because when you're in micro budget cinema, like no one cares. Before I made the film, no one cared if I made Sonic clowns, I was the only person that cared. You know, the actors and the crew, but no one else cares. And that's the kind of rough truth that you need to get around, is that you know when you're making your micro budget, no one cares. And once you kind of accept that, and once you say, Okay, people will care once we make it, but like, up until this point, you don't have investors. You're really bankrolling on your own credit card, which is what I did, basically, my mentality was find people who want to a work. Because in that time, the North Carolina film incentives just crashed because of some stupid politics, and so a lot of people were out of jobs, and a lot of people were kind of sitting around anyway. So I was like, well, instead of sitting around, let's all do something. You know, I took a hit from that a lot of other people did. Because by day, I do a lot of crew work, you know, AC stuff like that. And so, you know, for me, it was kind of a situation where, let's make the best out of, you know, something that sucks. And then, you know, I would say on the second thing, when you find crew that are passionate, grab those people, because those are the people you want with you on the battlefield, so to speak, those people will, you know, stay the extra hour. Those people won't mind if you do lunch an hour or two late. You know, those people really just want to get your story. And I'm a, I'm a big believer, and, you know, quote, unquote, working for free. Yeah, no one got paid. I definitely didn't get paid. I went to the red but, you know, it was my movies. I totally understand that. But every other aspect of this production, I said, let me not make it so it costs people money. Okay? So let me fill up the gas tanks. Let me get all their meals covered. You know, let me give them something great for their real let me actually publicize this film. Because I think the thing that happens, and why a lot of people are hesitant to do free work is because they've been burned in the past, and I've had it happen to me. When you you know, work on something for free, I think a lot of times there's this kind of, you know, hesitant notion, which I totally understand, like, I do a lot of crew work for a living. That's how I make a lot of, you know, my money. And for me, like, I will work on a free project, but I have to know where it's going. Will it be sent out to festivals? Because the last thing anyone wants is to work on a film and just have it get burned up on YouTube, get about 100 views, and then no one cares. You know, people want to know they're a part of a project that's going to at least try to go somewhere like, everyone knows it's not guaranteed, but at the very end of the day, there has to be some effort being made. So I tried to be as transparent about that possible with I, you know, the whole cast and crew, you know, I sent them emails for months and months after the fact. You know, we got into this film festival. We're gonna submit here, you know, stuff like that. You know, give everyone their footage promptly so they can put it on a reel that, you know, that kind of thing. Just, just be a decent person. You know, if you can't pay people try to, you know, make all the rest of the filmmakers who don't have a lot of money look good.

Dave Bullis 16:25
Yeah, you know that that's something I agree with too, is I think people have been burned in the past by free work, and it's sort of, you know, maybe they've worked for free for, you know, a person, and it's never been reciprocating. So they kind of say, you know, I, you know, now I'm in the hole now, so to speak. And, you know, I got into, a friend of mine actually teaches, you know, film at a high school, and he and I got into this whole thing before, because we were talking about free work. And, you know, some people say, do it. Some people say, Don't do it. And basically, we all the thing that we have a problem with. Was when I was making my student from films, I said, you know, I need some some help. And some people offer to work for free. Well, they would come on, and then they would sort of act like they don't need to be professional, or act like they need to actually do their job the right way, because, hey, you're not paying me anything. So what the hell is the difference?

Evan Kidd 17:13
Yeah, and I think that's the reason a lot of these people have bad experiences, is because there's a lack of professionality on some free sets. I'm not gonna say all, but, you know, the way I coordinated my set, I would say, and a lot of people told me, it ran very professionally. And a lot of people said they were shocked. You know, both, you know, day players who just had, you know, one scene, they would just come in and out. And you know, people who were there for the long haul too. A lot of people said that. And you know, I guess I could take it as a compliment, but for me, I want that to be the bar like I don't want, I don't want that to be the exception to the rule, you know,

Dave Bullis 17:48
Yeah, and that's the other thing too. You always make sure your sets running good. But again, that's having that team, right? You know, making sure you have a producer who, you know, and if that person is going to be the producer, you know, do you have a UPM, you know? Do you, you know, have a location manager? Do you have, you know, a solid first ad? You know? Do you have a solid cinematographer? Usually, what, you know, when, what I've come across, is when someone's gonna make a project and they have people work for free, usually there's one sexy selling point. And what I mean by that is, usually they have some amazing location they can use, or, you know, some kind of, you know, you know, for instance, I had a friend of mine make a film, and he ended up having a world class cinematographer on there, and he that was a selling point, going, Look, you know, the film is going to look good. And, you know, because we have this cinematographer, and people were actually more interested in joining the project, because they said, hey, if this person is a part of it, you know what? I mean, then it's going to be good, definitely.

Evan Kidd 18:49
I would say, you know, for us, maybe it's kind of half a miracle that we pulled it off. You know, I never had an ad for any of these days. So, I mean, it was I lost my voice so much just because I was doing double duty, you know, with the directing, and especially, there's a scene in here where we had like 40 extras, and majority of them were, you know, kids under the age of eight. So, you know, like I said, trying to get that many people at a it was a party scene. So there was, you know, noise and a whole bunch of stuff. Coordinated is very difficult, but I'm a firm believer, if you know you put something to mind, it truly can happen, as corny as it sounds. Would I do it that way again if I had a choice? No, but you know, I think a lot of times in micro budget cinema, you just got to treat it like it's almost its own separate thing from normal filmmaking, because you know it well. I say that not as a slight to it, but you know, when you get put in these situations, like, for example, another thing that happened during filming, our sound guy got sick on the third day. And, you know, thanks to going to ECU and you had to run a boom, none of our pas had touched it. And I was like, okay, it was our shortest day. I'm gonna have to run this boom. And I was not excited about it, but it was like, everyone came out. We had this restaurant cleared out, and it was the only day we were gonna be able to get in this restaurant. And if we didn't shoot, we're gonna lose the location. And, you know, we wasted a whole bunch of people's time and blah, blah, blah. So, I mean, it's really just rolling with the punches. And, you know, we called it off. I made it work. What again, what I choose to do that? No, but I think when you do work in micro budget, you just kind of have to be flexible. And, you know, definitely, if anyone has ego, I mean, check that shit at the door, because does not even fly like, you know, had I been on a normal set, there would be no way in hell I would touch a boom pole. But in a situation like that where you're making your movie, you know, for me, this was, like, one of the most personal stories I've ever told, you know, in a lot of ways. And so, you know, for me, I just wanted to get the thing made, and so I knew, Okay, I gotta bite the bullet do this, and just kind of roll the punches.

Dave Bullis 21:04
Yeah, ego is something that kid that is very dangerous. And you know, I've been a part of some projects man where, where some people's egos were so unbelievable. And you know, I'm usually sort of the bad cop, like, I'll be the guy. And I don't mean I don't, you know, just, you know, you'll fight fire with fire right away. I just sort of get to take them aside and say, hey guy, you know, maybe we should just tone this down. I think some people, you know, and you know, I mean, I've met some people who are just, I don't know where they get their ego from. It's almost like somebody when they were younger, told them that they were so special and so talented, and they can, everybody else can just go fuck themselves. And then you and then they come to these film sets, and it's like, Hey, I'm here. Let me, you know, real quick, little funny story. I went to a friend of mines film set, and it was about, it was a horror movie, the slasher film, and there was this PA, it was walking around, who thought that he was God's gift to film, and thought he was so derelict, you know, thought he was so misused by being a PA. And I said, Hey, you know, you know, what's this guy's deal? I went to shake his hand. He's kind of looked at me, and I was like, What the fuck. And later on, somebody said, oh, yeah, he doesn't want to be a PA. And the director knows he's got an ego problem, and just made him a PA, sort of like a punishment type deal. And, yeah, I mean, it was just, I said, Why does fire the guy? Why even have no, I'd rather have nobody, and just put, you know, tape on the floor and say, Hey, come in here. This way, this way is the craft, this way is the set, or this way is the group, yeah. So it's like, what, you know, that ego just made it just, I mean, I, you know, I've encountered that before, and it really, it really is so toxic because it starts to spread to other people too.

Evan Kidd 22:38
Yeah. I mean, when I got out of film school, I worked on Shark Tank for a little bit. And, you know, I was a camera PA, and I kind of worked my way up a little bit in that world. You know, it's not really a world. I love hanging out in a lot reality, but I've done a lot of it. And, you know, I don't think there's anything wrong with it, but I do see, actually, believe it or not, a lot of ego in reality TV, and this is on the crew side, not in all shows. And actually, Shark Tank is not my example. They were actually very lovely, but I worked on some other shows after that, and, you know, I saw a lot of these, like reality directors. Man, they like thought they were God's gift to Earth. And I'm just like, man, you're directing like a fake fight between people on, like, a TLC show, like, what, like, you know, and, I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, but, I mean, you know, you're gonna get what you kind of deserve. Gossip wise, I guess, by your crew, if you're acting, you know, just like an idiot. And, like, you know, telling people, Oh, you don't know who I am. I did this pilot of this. I'm just like, Well, I mean, half this stuff I've not even heard of, and that's kind of my problem. It's like, I don't like pretentiousness on any level. But if you're gonna, like, you know, if in this, and I'm sure he's a wonderful guy, but you know, Scorsese was a little pretentious to me. I guess I could take it, because he Scorsese. But you know, it's like, if some of these other people do it, you know, I kind of, you know, have a little question mark over my head, and I kind of look at that a little weird. So, you know, for me, I just try to not be pretentious and not not, you know, act like an idiot, you know, treat people with respect. You know, I've been there. I've been the PA. I know, kind of how much, you know, it sucks, and how a lot of times people take advantage of you. So, you know, with this film, I tried to tell tell my pas. You know, I don't want you to just grab coffee like I want you to tell me what you want to do, and we'll put you near that department. Or if you have questions, you know, between takes, feel free like you can talk to me like I don't want to ever appear or seem unapproachable. So that's kind of my mindset?

Dave Bullis 24:42
Yeah, the, you know, I we understand. Chris says he's pretentious. You know, I had one time I was on a film set, and the one of the guys said was arguing with another guy, and he says, Do you know who I am? I won the south blah, blah, blah Film Festival. No one's ever heard. This fucking Film Festival, and the fact that he won, it was some movie called, he was called a dirt bag or sleaze bag or something, and, and he screamed at one time. And I was like, this movie won a film festival. I said, What was the two at two entries? And, but like, when he said that, everyone just kind of laughed, and it's just like, you know, you there's, there's two options, either you just ignore that guy, or people start to fuck with them. You know what I mean, like,

Evan Kidd 25:26
Well, well, my dad always had a saying when I was a kid, when I, you know, acted out or whatever, and he'd always be like, you know, if I could roll the tape back on that and show you, you'd really see how much of an idiot you were. And I, you know, I apply that to anyone else I meet, because I think a lot of times in the heat of the moment, people say stupid stuff. But you know, if we were to roll the tape back, so to speak on everyone, I think a lot of people would admit, wow, I'm coming across like a douche bag.

Dave Bullis 25:54
Yeah, I that's why it is so important about building that team, to just make sure, you know all those egos or toxic people, or people who are going to try to, you know, take over the project. You know, I had one time some people messaged me, and I wasn't even a part of the project, and they were working with a friend of mine, and they said, Dave, can you go talk to him? Because he's listening to this one guy who started off as nothing. He was just like a consultant, and now all of a sudden, he's a producer, and he's going and telling us how to he's trying to micromanage everybody. And they said, you know, this was, this started off as a fun little project, and now this guy's like, ruining every everything Can you can you talk to him, to my friend who was in charge, and I said, I don't think I can go down that path, because he like is joining me, because he likes that guy so much, it's like you got to pick and choose your battles and what the

Evan Kidd 26:38
Well, absolutely. And going back to what you said about the team, I mean, that's the most important aspect, you know, both on life and in filmmaking, is just surround yourself with good people.

Dave Bullis 26:50
Yes, very true. Get all those negative people, those hateful, passive aggressive people. And, you know, I just read an article on Twitter the other day about how that, how, like, this snarky attitude that some people have, like, oh yeah, that's real fucking cool. You know that attitude you have to get. You know that that's even toxic to yourself. You know what I mean. And so what happens is, if you have those people on set, we're like, oh, great, we're doing another indie film. Get those people out. I don't care what they've done in the past, how talented they are. Just ask them very politely to leave and just try to, you know, say, Hey, listen, we Thanks, but no thanks.

Evan Kidd 27:25
Well, you know, isn't that the worst kind of person you know, someone who complains about the environment in which they're very part of? You know, it's like, if you're so wonderful, are you here? You know, it's like, I always find that, you know, kind of gross. And, you know, anytime I see that, I just kind of have to roll my eyes a little bit. I mean, there's definitely a culture, you know, with with certain people who think, you know, they're better than this, or they don't have to do this, or, you know, but, you know, at the end of the day, it's like, if you feel that way, why did you show up in the first place?

Dave Bullis 27:58
Yeah, yeah, it's really odd. And I think it is an ego thing, you know, they just want to make themselves feel heard and seen. Like, you know what? I was gonna I could have been in my apartment today, but instead, I'm gonna be out here on this film set telling you how great.

Evan Kidd 28:11
Yeah. It's like, you know, I could be in my underpants watching Netflix, but I decided to grace you with my presence. So it's like, oh, thank you.

Dave Bullis 28:22
Yeah, you know, it's one of the reasons why I refuse to watch Cinema Sins and trailer, whatever that's called the truth of the trailer, or, Oh, Honest Trailers, that's it. And, you know those two things, because I it's just like the snarky, nitpicking type of deal and some and you know, you could tell that both the people who run them, I guarantee you want to be filmmakers, and they just are too frustrated or can't do it, so they just have to make this thing where they insult other people's work.

Evan Kidd 28:52
Yeah. I mean, I don't know personally for them, but, I mean, I know there are people that way, definitely. And you know, I think it's unfortunate, because, again, not to, you know, prod the fire or whatever, but you know, nowadays it's easier than ever to be a filmmaker. So it's like, if you're still ragging on people, it's like, damn, what's your excuse?

Dave Bullis 29:12
And you know, what's funny do Evan, I have friends who I've known who are like that, you know, I'll enter they, you know, I'll post what I'm doing on social media. Like, hey, I'm entering this contest. This guy sent me an email, and it was just this attitude, like, Oh man, I wish, you know, I don't have the time anymore, blah blah and this. And I'm like, Dude, you know, write a page a day or something I don't know, or write something. I mean, you know what? Why are you coming to me? You know what? I mean? Like,

Evan Kidd 29:39
Sitting you up for advice. Or he was just saying, like, I'm tired of seeing you talk about stuff.

Dave Bullis 29:44
It was, uh, more like a backhanded, backhanded compliment sandwich. It was like, Hey, good to see you doing stuff well, then then here comes the passive aggressiveness. And then he finishes up with, like, another compliment. So it's kind of like, you know, I don't know how to take this sandwich, but,

Evan Kidd 30:10
Yeah, no, I've gotten a couple of those over the years. And, I mean, I think it's just like when you're doing something good or Well, or, you know, maybe not even good or Well, just in general, just being active and not, you know, sitting on your couch. You know, some people take offense to that, or some people wish they were doing that. And, you know, I mean, again, everyone has their own situation. I'm not going to pretend I know why. You know, some people can't make a film every year or whatever. But you know, to those of us who are attempting to do that, I really don't think you know, the the way to do it is, you know, backhanded compliments. I mean, if you're interested in truly doing that for yourself, ask, how did you do it? Ask, how can I help you? Ask, can you help me? You know, I think there's a more productive way to have that conversation.

Dave Bullis 30:53
And you know, I want to have that conversation right now. And I want to ask how you did it. Because, you know, it was son of clowns, you know, you so let me just guess with what you did, and maybe you can correct me, you know, maybe I'm wrong, but I you sat down, and I think you made a an asset list of what you had access to, and you sort of built the script around that. And you sort of, and you already had your team in place, and you sort of, you know, you showed your team, hey, I made this, I wrote this script. Son of clowns. What do you think they need to give you some feedback. And, you know, maybe went through a few drafts, and then you were saying, You know what, I think it's ready to make this thing. And you, you know, you got those, you know, those that asset list, you you know, you know, you, you knew you had access to that stuff, and you were able to sort of put together, you know, a shooting schedule. And you were, you knew, you put everyone's schedules together, you know, of all the actors, and you you got yourself a cinematographer who's already a part of your team, or you did it yourself, and you were able to, you know, within one degree or another, pretty much shoot the script that you wrote, because you sort of wrote from the inside out. Am I right or wrong?

Evan Kidd 32:04
That's pretty, pretty accurate to how the dominoes fell. Yeah. I mean, pretty much that's what I did. You know, I started this project completely alone. Couple months after I got out of film school. I was like, Okay, I want to write something. You know, I was kind of schlepping it out on those reality shows, coming home at night, kind of wishing I could do something a little more artistic. So I started writing, and, you know, took about a year ish, and at that point I was finishing some promotion film festival circuit touring for my last short displacement welcome, which was my thesis film from film school at East Carolina. And during one of those kind of interview situations, I met this guy named Bradley Bethel, and he was a writer, but he also expressed an interest in wanting to make movies and produce, and he was in the middle of making a documentary, and he, you know, had a lot of success with that, and he was saying he was interested in kind of shifting into producing narrative film as well. So once I met him, it was kind of a combination of my network and his network. So I met my cinematographer through him. He met his assistant producer through me. So, you know, we kind of shifted and traded around people we both knew, until we had this amalgamation of a whole bunch of people. And then kind of going back to what you said about, you know, making a list of assets and things I had access to absolutely because, you know, when you're making a micro budget film, you know, you really don't have the luxury of just like pointing to a place on the street and saying, we're going to buy that place out for a day and stick our cameras in there. Because that's not how it works when you're doing this. You know, we found these locations weeks and months in advance, and, you know, said, Hey, what is a time when you know you're either doing little to no business or you're closed so that way we don't have to, you know, shut you down and, you know, take your guys's, you know, cash flow out for a couple hours, or whatever, you know, and make it as easy for you guys as possible. And you'd be surprised if you kind of phrase it that way, what a lot of people will be willing to do, you know, we kind of explained to them, we will promote this film heavily. Your you know, stuff will be seen. But, you know, I think more than that, like, that's kind of promises that, you know, people have heard before. I think if you're just transparent and honest, and you just say, Look, we don't want to cost you money, because, like, if you're a bar owner, right? So we filmed in several bars. If you're a bar owner, and I and Evan Kidd just randomly shoots you an email. You don't know me from Adam. You know, you open your email and you just see, hey, we have this, and you feel wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. Let's film here. Please, please, blah blah blah. You're gonna be like, Okay, so is this gonna cost me money? Am I gonna be out? And you just have to make it speak their language. Essentially, they don't care that you're making this personal film, blah, blah, blah. All they care about is, okay, I want to help you out, but, you know, let's not cost me a lot of money. So that's kind of the situation we framed within.

Dave Bullis 34:53
So the reason I was able to sort of gage that evidence because, you know, I've done this myself, and lately I've been sort of, that's been my. I, you know, for podcast listeners, they know that for every time I introduce a show. Now, I've been talking about this, you know, you know, making, you know, how do you make a film? You know, how do you make a film with what you have access to right now? And, you know, some people call it the Rodriguez list. You know, I actually had Robert Rigas as producer on here, and we, even, I were talking about that, because he's like, Yeah, Dave, you pretty much got it. That's exactly what he what he did. And so, you know, you know, if you have access, you know, let's just say, for instance, I had friends of mine that access to an old abandoned meat packing plant, and they had the key, and they were able to film there. And, you know, that's that became a location, you know. Okay, we're going to set the entire film in this abandoned meat packing plant. Well, what happens in there? Well, obviously it's a horror film, because you're not going to set a comedy in there. So, so it's now, you know, it's a slasher film, okay? And they're stuck in there, all right? And one thing leads to another, and they sort of, you know, go from there. And you know that that's sort of how they built the script, you know. And I think that's how. And I also also noticed this too, Evan, I think this is sort of becoming the calling card slash hallmark of our time where this is, this is a sort of definition of talent. Can a person or filmmaker make a film in one location and keep it interesting? You know what I mean? Can a person you know, make a movie with, you know, the Rodriguez list, to keep it interesting, I sort of think this is a, you know, sort of the benchmark now, where we're serious filmmakers and people who just sit around and say, Hey, listen, I have an idea for a film. You know, I don't know what to do, and I'm just gonna wait until somebody gives me $10 million

Evan Kidd 36:39
Exactly. You mentioned Rodriguez. I mean him and Linklater, and filmmakers like that. I mean, that's who I kind of idolize. And, you know, watched growing up in high school and going through film school. And, you know, those are kind of the the mindsets I like to kind of, you know, put myself in, if possible. Because, you know, I mean, working with a million producers and investors and Hollywood's money and, you know, or some, you know, rich guy's money or whatever. I mean, that would be fantastic, I'm not gonna lie. But you know, at the same time, I think resource based filmmaking will get you a story that you're not going to get if you make, you know, a film that way, if you kind of do it, quote, unquote, by the book. I think in resource based filmmaking, like you said, you know, there's people who will set films in their, you know, meat packing abandoned warehouse, or, you know, like a lot of the mumble, course, stuff from 10 years ago, New York apartment, pretty much the whole time. And you know, I think a lot of people poke fun at that, or, you know, kind of look at it in a different way. But I mean, I mean, I actually think there's a lot of strength to being a good enough filmmaker to set something in one location, like you said, and keep it interesting. I think that might make you more talented than if you, you know, have a film that puts you in outer space, going through a different planet every 10 minutes, or whatever. You know, nothing wrong with that, but I just think that's more interesting to me. And you know, a lot of times filmmaking is like solving a puzzle. So, you know, for me, I like that, I like that challenge. And I mean, for son of clowns, we probably made it harder, harder on ourselves than we needed to, just because we did have so many locations. And a lot of times, you know, characters would rove around throughout the triangle in North Carolina, that's the region the phone is set. And, you know, we probably didn't need to make it as in depth as we did, but we kind of wanted the film to have a slice of Raleigh, North Carolina. So we kind of wanted to incorporate a lot of different locations to give, you know, people who knew the area a little taste of it. And so, you know, if we were to do it a different way, like, you know, I'm writing a new feature right now, and it's a little bit more of a psychological film, a little bit more introspective, a little darker. And I think, you know, that film is probably going to be a little bit more similar to that where, you know, there will be not as many locations, so it's going to rely a lot on, you know, character development. Not that sun of clowns, doesn't there's a lot of character development. But, you know, I think just in terms of getting a new location to kind of, you know, refresh your, you know, the AED of the audience, so to speak. You know, you may not get that. So I think that is interesting, definitely. And kind of, being able to tell that and convey that in a compelling way is, you know, a mark of strength,

Dave Bullis 39:12
Yeah. And also, you know, this is something I've talked about before, which is, if you were to live, let's just say, you know, I live in Philadelphia, you're in North Carolina, correct?

Evan Kidd 39:22
Yeah, by way of Louisiana. At the moment, I'm working on a project, but yeah.

Dave Bullis 39:26
So, you know where we live, people sort of aren't burned out yet from being asked. You know, if you go to LA and say, Hey, listen, I can I shoot here, they're gonna say, look, look, buddy, we you're the third person today who's asked us about about that. And the answer is going to be,

Evan Kidd 39:40
Yeah, oh, sure. I mean, I was in Los Angeles last month for a film festival for son of clowns, and it was kind of, I'd been there before briefly during a layover, but, you know, I was there for three days this time, and kind of got my feet wet, so to speak, in LA and you know, I was talking to some folks at the festival, and they were just telling me all the same things, and they were like the locals. And they were just saying, you know, independent film is super tricky if you live in Los Angeles, like they were saying, it's almost harder over there, just because, you know, people know, and it's such a part of the culture. And, you know, Hollywood is king over there, so you have a little bit of resistance. I mean, you could obviously shoot something in your backyard or your apartment or whatever, but, like, if you're, like, you said, trying to get into bars and stuff, you know, you may as well forget it, unless you've got a lot of money.

Dave Bullis 40:37
Oh, yeah, absolutely. It's just, it's, you know, even a friend of mine who actually found a little independent spot, every time he shot there, they would raise the fee up. Yeah, you know, they kept raising the fee up a little bit more, a little bit more. And finally, he by the, like, the fifth or sixth time, he said, My God, it's called, you know, it's now, it's like a little, this little coffee shop. They charge us, like, I think, 200 bucks. Now, he's like, they're charging us over $1,000 and he said, you know, it just doesn't make any fiscal sense anymore.

Evan Kidd 41:05
Yeah, no. I mean, if we were to film son of clowns in that coffee shop for two days, we would have gone over our whole budget for the film. You know, I'd be like, That's the short of it. But, you know, I definitely think if you want to be an independent filmmaker, I would advise anyone to find a city that's big enough to have crew base and film schools around it, so, you know, maybe not the middle of Idaho, although you could maybe challenge yourself to do something out there. I don't know, but if you find one of these kind of regional, big cities, I think you can really set yourself up for success, because I had a lot of friends who, after ECU in film school, moved to Los Angeles, and like several of them, are doing pretty good for themselves, but like a couple others, are really struggling. And you know, it's a hard I mean, everyone knows it's hard out there, but you know, a lot of them have not made their own work since film school, and I think that's just kind of hard, because once you're in that system, you kind of need to, you know, be a cog, you know, not as a insult. I'm not saying this, but you kind of have to do that first before you're allowed permission. And I think anywhere else you, you know, that's there, but you kind of get a little more leeway to say, okay, wait back up. I want to make my own story. How do we do this?

Dave Bullis 42:20
Yeah, you know. And I've heard that same, you know, same step of experience, too, is, you know, some people do, you know, kind of well out there, a friend of mine ended up, you know, crewing on different stuff. Then he went to Louisiana. Now, where he, you know, he working on crew a project. You know, he's working on tons of projects and crew and other friends, you know, I one friend who went out there. He had contacts out the ass. And you know what happened, Evan, he felt very lonely and isolated out there. And he said, vase, basically, you know, everyone's always busy, everyone's always working. And he just felt, you know, basically his only people he could have talked to was the people at, like, a Chinese restaurant or whatever. And you know, because he would order from them every day. He'd go down there, and they would know who he was, and he'd say, Oh yeah, it's me, you know. And you know, he just, he hated it, and he ended up moving back. And funny little story, Evan, he still hasn't made a movie himself. And, you know, we always he and I talked before about when I said, what, you know he because he asked me, he's like, Dave, seriously, we went out to dinner, and he said, Dave, what is holding me back? And I said your fear of failure is holding you back, because if you, if you think that you make this movie and it sucks, it's going to mean you have no talent, and it's going to be indicative of everything that you've spent your whole life doing, yeah? And that's what's stopping you,

Evan Kidd 43:34
Yeah. I mean, fear is, you know, there's a book I've read, I think Robert Rodriguez mentioned in an interview a whole bunch of years back, and it's called The Art of fear, and it's a book that basically categorizes every doubt, every little inkling of you know why we shouldn't do an artistic endeavor into a category, and kind of lets you filter through it so you can catch those thoughts before they come out. It's a great read. It costs like eight bucks on Amazon, I would totally recommend it. But, you know, I would say it's not just that book, because, I mean, I made these, this film before I read that book. But, I mean, I think it's just a mindset. And, you know, I hate just the little Nike just do it. But I mean, it's so true, like, there's no one way that you're going to be successful. There's no one way that you're going to make this, you know, feature short or whatever. But you know, if you try, you can at least think try. Because, I mean, isn't that the worst thing to go to bed at the end of the day and kind of mull over in your head? Man, I still haven't taken the jump. I mean, because at the very least, if you take the jump and it's a horrible failure. I mean, who's really gonna care? Like, I mean, maybe a few of your friends will be like, yeah, he tried to make a movie. But, like, I guarantee you a few of your friends have much bigger problems than, you know, trivializing over your movie. So, you know, I mean, at the end of the day, it's really you that has to deal with it. So, you know, if you can kind of make peace in your own mind as. Think that's the key.

Dave Bullis 45:01
Yeah. There's also a great book called The War of Art by Steven Pressfield. Oh, I forgot that one. Yeah, yeah, it is. You know what? I read that book, and I very rarely ever just put down a book, you know that that's not fiction. And say, Holy crap, I got to read that again right now. Literally, I sat down to read it at a Barnes and Nobles. I read the whole thing, and I still, I was like, you know, I'm gonna go buy this. I have to buy. I mean, this is, like, my new go to thing, and everything he talks about. I was like, That's me. This is, you know, you know, you sit down to write and all any and in one ear you're hearing, you know, you sort of like, you know, your your your muse, and in the other year is resistance, you know, whisper, you know, whispering in your ear all you have no talent. Don't do this. It's stupid. You're awful. Just forget about this and go be, you know, go sell, you know, snow cones down the beach. And you're like, Well, you know what? I guess I should and you and you know what I mean, and I've been there, you know where you're like, you know what? I should just go out, forget all this stuff and just go get a job, you know, doing whatever instead.

Evan Kidd 46:07
Yeah, no, absolutely. I mean, we have all dealt with that kind of depression and that kind of wrestling within your mind, you know, as you're an artistic person. I mean, I can only speak to my own experiences. But, I mean, I know that, to me, is a lot worse than the fear of failure. I mean, the depression and the kind of, you know, funk you get yourself into when you're not working. I mean, that freaks me out a lot more than just making a film and it's like, oh no, some people didn't like it, that that's a lot more frightening. So, I mean, for me, it's never been really about failure. It's it's been, I just don't like those kind of periods where I'm not doing something because I feel like, okay, what's wrong? There has to be a reason. You know, maybe it's outside of filmmaking, blah, blah, blah, but, you know, I think keeping yourself busy and keeping yourself sane is the best way to do it. Because, I mean, you can get caught up in your head too easily. I mean, especially these days. I mean, you know, a lot of times, like, we spend so much time just staring at devices and, you know, like, kind of not actually engaging with the world around us. So you kind of end up in your head a lot more than you may otherwise. And, you know, I think it's the best way to filter through that is to make work, you know,

Dave Bullis 47:14
Yes, yeah. And I think that's where a lot of frustration for some people comes in, is that they can't either they don't want to write, because they think that if it's bad, it's gonna be indicative of them. You know, indicative of them, even if they write a script, you know, and it's and it's terrible, you know, I've had to learn a very hard lesson, and I've had to learn this over and over again, and that is to stop trying to get perfectionism on the first draft. I don't I it's like, this weird thing with me, Evan, like I will outline, like you, I mean, I will outline pages and pages and pages, and then I'm like, oh, you know what, maybe let me, let me do something different. And I'm just like, it's almost like you're going in that hamster wheel, because you're always taking that first draft. And then you do and then you you say, hey, no, I'm going to start draft one, one dash b, and then that's one draft C. And then, you know what I mean, and then you're still in that first drift, instead of just getting something done and then trying to go back and trying to trying to figure out what worked, what didn't work, you know, and I think that's a lot of what's hold holds people back.

Evan Kidd 48:09
Oh, absolutely. I mean, I would say I just wrote a pilot script, and it's a series that I'm going to attempt to work on here in Louisiana, and the guy I'm working on it with, you know, we basically just said, like, let's get the vomit draft out, because we basically want to shoot this pilot on our own and have a, you know, solid, you know, cut pilot, everything like that. Nice and done, to present to some investors to hopefully get funding for the rest of the season. And, you know, for me, I was so worried about that, because I'm like, man, there's a lot of people, there's eyes, there's people we're going to try to impress. It's got to impress. It's gotta be perfect. It's gotta be perfect. And I'm just like, I'm only in stage one of the draft. I haven't even finished into edits yet, and we haven't even shot the film. We haven't even cut the film. So there's a lot more filters we're gonna go through before this thing seen by anyone. So like, I think that's the thing everyone's thinking way too far ahead. And like, I think everyone just needs to kind of chill out a little bit. And I know that sounds counter productive, and I need to take my own advice sometimes. But you know, I think if you really get a little bit more relaxed with it, at least on your first draft, I'm not saying, like, don't work hard and don't outline it, don't do this, because that's all very critical. I mean, pre production is the key to being successful. But I think a lot of times not trying to be so hard on yourself with that first draft, because if you're so hard on yourself making that first draft that you never actually write it, it doesn't even matter, you know,

Dave Bullis 49:35
Yeah, absolutely. I agree with you completely, man. And it is getting that vomit draft out there. It is getting something on the page, because that's, that's the thing you get stuck in your own head, and you never sort of stop thinking in terms of, what if, or it's what somebody once told me, is called this decision fatigue. You know what I mean, where you sort of, you make so many decisions, and you know that that's taking all your energy? You know what I mean? You're like, well, what if this happens?

Dave Bullis 50:07
No, no. What if this happens and this happens, then you're sort of just caught in your own head. Of all these different options.

Evan Kidd 50:15
Decisiveness is really underrated these days, man, and it's hard to be decisive, I think, because there are so many options. I mean, like with film, and not, you know, and just in life. I mean, there are so many options with pretty much everything we do nowadays. Don't want to shoot it on the 60 don't want to shoot it on See, 100 mark two don't want to shoot it on the Alex. I mean, like, so many options, but the end of the day, it's just a damn camera. If that's what you're worried about, or, you know, am I gonna cast this person or that person if it's a micro budget? Well, at the end of the day, your actors are pretty much just a vessel that you're telling your story through. You're not dealing with like Brad Pitt or anyone you know, outrageously famous. So just make your stuff. I mean, like at the end of the day, like all these little decisions, they are important, but I think we as filmmakers really tend to kind of trivialize them and kind of really make them way more blown up than they have any business being so, I mean, I think a lot of times just committing to something, and again, I mean, I'm guilty of it too. It's hard to be decisive sometimes. But I think just saying, Okay, I'm writing 10 pages today, or I'm writing from two o'clock to three o'clock, not looking at my phone. I'm not going to check Twitter, blah, blah, blah. I'm just going to, you know, turn off the internet and just write, I mean, like, that's really underrated, and that's and it's difficult, but, you know, I think doing that and getting in a habit of kind of reprogramming your brain is really helpful to getting work done.

Dave Bullis 51:38
Yes, yeah, getting that, you know, just turning off all those distractions. And I think that is a thing too, man. You know is that the cell phone is like this sort of the double edged sword. You could do so much with it, but there's also so many things vying for your attention. And what I what I find is what I'm gonna write, I take the cell phone away, and I just see in front of my computer, I can turn off the internet through a number of different add ons. And you know what I mean, and you just, and I just work inside something like Open Office, which is free because it's open sourced, or even just notepad or fade in, or final drift, and just, that's it, make a full screen mode and just write for, you know, 20 minutes. And get into that habit. Because somebody once told me, Oh, I'm gonna butcher this. But I think it's, you know, actions become habits, and then habits become what you're known for. Oh, yeah, and I, maybe I did butcher that, I'm not sure, but, but that, but that's so true, you know. And you're, you're gonna, they're gonna say, hey, there's Evan. That's the guy who can write for, you know, two or three hours without looking at his phone. He's a freaking superstar. You know, most people can't go five sex without looking I don't know if

Evan Kidd 52:42
I'm there yet, but I'm working. Oh yeah, yeah. I mean, it's hard. It's definitely hard to turn off those distractions.

Dave Bullis 52:49
Yeah, it really is. And, you know, you know, Evan, you know, we've been talking for about, you know, 48 minutes. And I just want to ask, you know, before you know, would you we start wrapping up? I just want to ask about son of clowns, you know, what was one of the biggest production issues that you had? I mean, whether it be a location or maybe you were going to film outside, and now thunderstorm rolls in, you know, what was one of the biggest production issues you ran in while making son of clowns?

Evan Kidd 53:14
I mean, kind of throwing through just time. I mean, we shot this whole feature in 10 days, which was really a brutal schedule. You know, we a lot of times we would just hold ourselves up in a location for three days, you know, do air mattresses, that whole thing, and just get it done. We didn't shoot 10 days straight, but we shot 10 days over the course of about two weeks, two and a half weeks. So, I mean, it was, you know, three or four days straight, then a day or two off, and then right back at it, kind of so on and so forth. But, I mean, aside from time, I mean, I think it was just trying to get conditions perfect, because a lot of this was me, it's a narrative film, but we shot in the real world. There was no sound stages. There was no, you know, roping off an entire area to make it quiet. I mean, a lot of times we'd have, like, giant trucks trying to come through them, or we're filming in a parking lot for a scene. And, like, this 18 wheeler was trying to make a delivery, and then we had to, like, stop and wait for him. And then by the time he finished, uh, unloading his truck, like the sun was way different. The lighting looked, you know, completely off. And, you know, it's just trying to fix those things. And it's really easy in the moment, be like, yeah, we'll fix it in post. But it's just like, don't shoot yourself in the foot. But, I mean, I actually that you mentioned the thunderstorm. A quick little story from set. There's a scene towards the end of the movie. I won't spoil it, but Jabari, who's Hudson's brother, Hudson's our main character in the film. Basically, they're, they're mending kind of a soured relationship between the two of them, something's gone wrong in a very big way. And basically they're doing this scene where, you know, they're trying to make amends, or Hudson's trying to make amends, and, you know, Jabari is having none of it. And it's really this dramatic, tense moment, like, I mean, they were both doing so good, you could cut the tension with, you know, pair of scissors, but at an. Nowhere, you just hear this giant Thunder Cloud. And they stayed in character and just kept going. And that slowly started raining a little bit, and then the light was all weird and wonky, but, you know, we kept rolling, and that's the take we used. And so a lot of times when people watch the film, there's this, like, thunder in the background while they're having this argument. And a lot of people are like, Did you add that? I'm like, no, no, that's just from like, the real world. So, I mean, it's, like, it fit really well, I thought, and like, it didn't come off as, like, corny or weird, because, I mean, it didn't sound like an effect. I mean, it was just off in the distance and you could see it. So it was really cool. And, you know, it's just one of the situations where, you know, we wouldn't have got that from a sound stage. We wouldn't have got that from, you know, a whole bunch of, like, polished, you know, clean sets, or anything. You know, it's just shooting in the real world. That's what happens. So, I mean, I think you do get happy accidents like that, but then at the same time, you get the guy unloading the 18 wheeler. So that's a double edged sword. So I think it's just a matter of, like, time and getting those locations, you know, to work for you, instead of you working for your location. So,

Dave Bullis 56:03
Yeah, you know, it's amazing when you're out there actually filming, what all the things that can happen. And, you know, sort of the some things can come together very well. And then some things like the use of the truck, the guy learning the truck and can sort of put a damper on things. And, you know, you know, just some of the things that I found in hearing stories about filmmaking and, you know, my own personal experiences. You know, sometimes you just, you just never know. I mean, for instance, I was going to film in for three days out in this in this park, and I looked at the weather forecast, they said it was going to be beautiful all three days. Evan, it stormed like crazy, and we were going to use zombies, and we couldn't put them out there, because the zombie makeup was going to run. So we ended up having to sort of do everything inside, and they look completely different than what we wanted. It was just, you know, we improvised as best we could, but it's always like, damn it, if only we could have done more outside. It's, you know,

Evan Kidd 56:57
Yeah, I mean, filmmaking is just a big game of improvisation and trying to stay two steps ahead of the real world. And, I mean, like as filmmakers, we have a unhealthy habit of thinking the world's gonna stop for us while we're on set, but, you know, the world doesn't care that guy, you know, unloading his truck, he's just, you know, doing his job, like he doesn't care that we're making a film. I mean, you know, so it's like, that's what you deal with. You know, it's gonna rain or it's gonna do this or that, and it's just a matter of being flexible. I mean, I think, like being kind of Zen about everything, and really trying to, you know, I guess, be a little bit hippie with it, and just try not to let every little thing bother you, and just kind of be at peace. I mean, that's the key. Because, I mean, if you're you have to be type A, I think, to make productions work. But I think if you can kind of take a little bit of a type B mindset when something goes wrong, you're going to save yourself a couple gray hairs.

Dave Bullis 57:49
Yeah, absolutely. I think also meditation helps with that. Just learning to, learning to roll with this, you'd be like, okay, you know what? We'll figure this out. I'm gonna become very David Lynch about this. I'm gonna, you know,

Evan Kidd 57:59
Yeah, I mean, that's, that's how I try to be. I mean, like, Werner Herzog, he talks a lot about, you know, just shooting gorilla, and, like, just the stuff that could go wrong, and how you kind of incorporate that into your film, and how that's actually part of your esthetic. And, like, I mean, I absolutely buy that. Because, I mean, a lot of our film was just gorilla. I mean, it was just out there. And, you know, it was, it was wild. And so, you know, you deal with the situations that come by just sticking a camera in the real world, and I think it gives your film a little bit of authenticity. I think that's actually really exciting. But I think at the same time it's also challenging, but once you capture it, it's almost like, Hey, I got away with something. Hey, we did it. We, you know, managed to film here, even though that guy unloaded his truck or whatever. And so you kind of walk away with a little bit of a, you know, excited edge you may not have got if you just kind of rolled camera in a perfect little situation. And everything, you know, just checked off the list.

Dave Bullis 58:57
Yeah, very, very true, very true. Evan, you know, Evan, just in closing, I wanted to ask where people check out Son of clowns?

Evan Kidd 59:03
Yeah. So we are playing two more festivals at the moment. Like I said, we were just at action on film in Los Angeles, and we were at yollywood Film Festival in Atlanta this past weekend, and we've got Queen City Film Festival in Maryland on the sixth so it may not be this may not be out by then, but then we have cuckoloris Film Festival back home in North Carolina, and I am super excited for that film festival. That's one I've loved personally for a while, and so it's going to be a great homecoming for the film. And actually, the day after cuckoloris ends this film, November 15, is going to be streaming for Amazon Prime and Amazon Video on demand. So November 15 is the day I think most people should remember, because you'll be able to check out son of clowns in full and streaming on Amazon.

Dave Bullis 59:49
And I will also link to all that in the show notes, everybody, and just in case, in case they didn't get that. Evan, where people find you out online?

Evan Kidd 59:58
Yeah, I do Twitter. Probably the. Most so if you do Twitter, twitter.com, My thing is at Mr. Evan Kidd, my works, also online, rocksetproductions.com that's where I keep everything. And then obviously, if you want to know more about son of clowns, in particular, son of clowns com got everything you need to know.

Dave Bullis 1:00:27
And again, everyone all looked at in the show notes. And you as you know, Evan knows, I'm also most active on Twitter, and that's sort of where I, you know, I meet a lot of people. Twitter has been an excellent, excellent networking tool for me. Yeah, I've been able to meet so many awesome people through there.

Evan Kidd 1:00:43
Definitely, yeah, I love Twitter. Twitter has put me in touch, actually, with a lot of people who I've ended up meeting in the real world. Like I stayed with my friend Blaze, who has a podcast, called us first film, and we just met through Twitter. And he was gracious enough to put me up while I was in Los Angeles. And you really kind of show me around and do stuff like that. So you know, Twitter is definitely a wonderful network to meet people and kind of foster those filmmaking connections.

Dave Bullis 1:01:07
Yeah, it's unbelievable. It's like, you know, I always say, you know, social media is a tool, and it depends how you want to wield that tool, and Twitter is one that I have. I have met so many people in there. Evan, you know, I, I would say you and I met on there, but you actually, you and I met through email,

Evan Kidd 1:01:22
I saw you on Twitter. That's probably, I think, well,

Dave Bullis 1:01:26
There you go. All right, that's good. Twitter is the, you know, it's an actual source of all that. Evan, I want to say thank you so much for coming on. This has been a blast of a conversation, dude. And, you know, I wish you the best with son of clowns. And you know, if you ever want to come back, talk about, you know, whatever else you're up to, about the TV pilot you talked about, or whatever else, please. You know, door is always open.

Evan Kidd 1:01:45
Yeah, thanks, Dave. I appreciate it.

Dave Bullis 1:01:47
Oh, my pleasure. Evan Kidd, I want to say thanks again, and I wish the best of luck.

Evan Kidd 1:01:51
Man, thanks, man, appreciate it.

Dave Bullis 1:01:53
Anytime take care, buddy.

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Alex Ferrari 1:49
Enjoy today's episode with guest host Dave Bullis.

Dave Bullis 1:54
My guest today actually teaches at Khan Academy, and he's the producer for Pixar in a box, an amazing course, it's 100% free, by the way, wink, wink. And the my, other than my guest, also teaches computer science. He teaches cryptography. I mean, brilliant, brilliant guy with guest, Brit Cruise. Hey Brit, Thanks all for coming on the show.

Brit Cruise 2:18
Hey Dave, happy to be speaking with you.

Dave Bullis 2:20
So you know, Brit, you have such a unique background. I mean, you know, you're involved in so many great things. So I want to know when you were growing up, did you always have this sort of, this love of not only teaching, but also of creative problem solving and sort of like computer science?

Brit Cruise 2:41
Yeah, as a kid, like, like most people involved in filmmaking, very early on, I got obsessed with, you know, the home video cameras. And as soon as I got my hands on VCRs, I started trying to cut together videos, you know, starting with family vacations and whatnot and but very soon, what I realized early on is the kinds of videos I was making, once I moved beyond the family videos were explanation style, videos kind of similar to what was on TV at the time. I grew up with Bill Nye, so I kind of bent that way. And very quickly I realized that, you know, I could hand in school projects in video form. I kind of forced my teachers to do that, and I, I kind of found my way into explanation style videos really early, even though it wasn't my one passion, but it's something that came up right away.

Dave Bullis 3:37
Yeah, you mentioned the home video cameras. You know, a lot of guests also had that, that same childhood experience where they're picking up, you know, the Super Eight cameras, or maybe even a little later, like the big VHS box camcorders, and start, you know, then that's how they got their start. And, you know, in making their own films,

Brit Cruise 3:56
Totally I remember my setup now was, I had two VCRs for editing and to mix sound in. I ran, I had, I had an early computer, thanks to my my mom and I would run an audio cable with a mic jack going to RCA cables running diagonally across the room into the VCR so I could mix sound from the computer and video from the VCRs. And that was my first setup. Oh, that's actually brilliant.

Dave Bullis 4:23
That's fun. I mean, especially for, I mean, because what were you seven or eight at the time? Yeah, six, seven. I mean, that's a brilliant idea for a kid to come up with, which explains a lot about you. Brit, me, it's like, I think that's why you know you're, you know you're in the position you are. You have to. There's those moments of brilliance. And you know when I when we talk about computers, what kind of computer was it? Brit? Was it like one of those old Apple twos? Or was it something similar?

Brit Cruise 4:48
No, my friend had an apple. I had one of the early box computers. It was a my actually, my mom had an early Tandy laptop, one of the first laptops. So I grew up on DOS. But then. The computer I'm describing. I remember it was a given from a friend of my dad's, and it was a big, boxy one, I don't know, but it was before, like the compact Presario wave,

Dave Bullis 5:12
Gotcha, gotcha. You know, I mean, did you ever do you still have that computer laying around like somewhere in storage?

Brit Cruise 5:18
No, no, that one's so gone.

Dave Bullis 5:21
I actually maybe a couple months ago, I was going through stuff, and I had my, I still have my first computer that I got, and I was a little late to the party with it, but I, you know, my first computer was in the 90s, probably the late 90s, and I remember pulling this thing out, and, my God, I Brett. I look at it and go, How the hell did I use this thing? It's, it seems so archaic, and it's huge. And I'm like, you know, it's a, it only uses a 56k modem

Brit Cruise 5:50
When you're passionate, though. Yeah, nothing else, anything will get you to anything will work. Any tool will work if you're motivated.

Dave Bullis 5:59
That's a great saying. Brit, I'm gonna, I'm gonna keep that, because I'm gonna, that is a great piece of advice. You know, got because mainly, I use it, you know, for, for writing, too. And, I mean, I even had word processors that I remember using, and I looked at some of them, you know, the other day, I was looking through, I'm not, not in person, but online, some of the old word processors. And I'm like, Man, the size of these things, so like a piece of luggage.

Brit Cruise 6:25
Yeah, we had a typewriter too.

Dave Bullis 6:27
Yeah. I know some people who, you know, who are younger listening to this, have no clue what a typewriter is, but, but I've used the typewriter Brit. I remember the remember we had to change the if you made a mistake, you had to put that, like a little card in to sort of backspace it out. Wait it out.

Brit Cruise 6:41
Yeah, yeah. I wish I still had a typer. And actually, it's a nice way to folks stay focused.

Dave Bullis 6:50
Yeah, you know, I was saying that somebody else the other day, you know, it's like, laptops are great, you know, phones are great. But the problem is, is that it's too easy to get distracted with them because of the internet.

Brit Cruise 7:03
Yeah, the context switch is the real killer. It just that's the number one thing people waste time on. They probably, if they count it in a day, when I say context switch, I mean an interruption of any kind, doing one thing and then doing another. If you do that hundreds of times per day, it's a few minutes per switch you waste, and that's why people waste three to four hours a day early on, about six years ago or seven years ago, I noticed this, and one day I just threw my phone out, and I never looked back. I've never owned a smartphone, and that's, again, one of my great time savers.

Dave Bullis 7:39
So do you just have a flip phone now, or no phone at all?

Brit Cruise 7:41
I have a landline.

Dave Bullis 7:42
Oh, okay, yeah. You know, there was a program that I, you know, I had couple different people on the podcast, and we, we've always talking about this, because some people have to use a laptop and for the work, and so we would need enough for the research. But you know, even when I'm trying to do it, sometimes the phone. The phone is the biggest distraction for me, the laptop, not so much, because the phone, you know, you're always being you're always at someone's beck and call, which I think some days I say to myself, Brett, I go, you know, what if I could take a vacation and not carry my phone with me? I don't think you know what I mean. I think that would be a real vacation. Because if I went on a vacation somewhere and I had to carry my phone or my laptop around it. Would it? Would there be no point to it? No. So, you know, taking a break from the phone, as is something that, you know, I have found, is important, just leaving it in another room, turning it off completely. And for the laptop, there's a program I found called anti social, and there's also another one called, I forget what it's called, but it's, it's by the same people who make anti social, and basically it just blocks out certain websites so that way you can't access them.

Brit Cruise 8:49
Yep, and I often just have days where I turn the internet off, and it's really, it really helps.

Dave Bullis 8:55
Yeah, it definitely does. And, you know, so, so. Brit what is a normal day for you look like, like, what? How is your day structured? In terms of when you're creating and teaching and all and doing all the things that you do?

Brit Cruise 9:08
I try to break up my day into two halves. So I really hate scheduling meetings and breaking up a day into hours and half hour chunks. I only work well in half, thinking about a day and two runs of creation. So there's a morning creation phase and there's an afternoon creation phase, and then otherwise, I try to bucket all my natural meetings on one day. That's what I really try to do. So I have a day where I'm just sitting around on meetings, and then the other two days of the other four days of the week. If things are going well, I am just locked into one task and staying on that for two to three hours, then a break, bike ride two to three hours, then your day is done. I now I have two kids. Now I don't work past four o'clock. If you're working, I used to work late at night, and once I stopped doing that, it really helped, because it helped focus me so that at the beginning of the week, if I know I'm done at four, I really have to write out the day before what I want to accomplish the next day. And that has kept me very organized.

Dave Bullis 10:22
So it seems to be that, you know, if you, if you stop working at four, you're so focused on getting it done, that means, meaning that there is, it's like you have a window of opportunity, and in that window of opportunity, you say, Okay, it's, it begins here, it ends here, and in the middle is where I have to do all the do, where I have to do all my work, because once four o'clock hits the windows closed

Brit Cruise 10:46
Exactly. So you I really cherish those, those two to three hour chunks and all and during those chunks, I'll either depending on the type of work I'm doing, if I don't need a computer, I'm out on my bike, bike to the river, sit by the river, work on paper. That's where I get my best work done. Often I'm on the computer, if I can, I take my laptop somewhere, I go to the coffee shop and work, and otherwise, when I'm stuck in an editing hole, then I'm at home in my office editing, I will. One caveat is, yeah, when, when you're anyone who is at an editor, it's very hard to stop working. So there are the days, there are the very scary weeks where you can't even count how many hours you spent editing, and that happens to me. So it goes all night.

Dave Bullis 11:28
So Brit, when you're using that pen and paper, so are you just grabbing a notebook and just a pen, you know, and you're just, you know, you know, writing ideas as they come and you're working on projects. Do you ever have a problem, maybe transcribing that back to the laptop?

Brit Cruise 11:43
No, actually, I never, but I often do things in layers. So I'll write a bunch of scribbles that don't always make a lot of sense. What I find is just the process of writing is more important than what you even have on that page, because it's my form of building memory. So I'll go out, write something down, and I'll have six pages of chicken scratch. Look like a crazy person, but then I'll just leave that in my bag. The next day, I'll go out and write again what I was working on. I'll try to simplify it into some sort of bullet point thing, and then by the time I get back to the laptop, I usually have, you know, a readable piece of paper. But even if those papers blew away, it would be fine, because the process of writing on a paper for me helped me build and clarify my thinking, and then I can just sit down on that laptop and bang out a script of whatever I'm doing in a very focused flow thinking now just out loud, if I was trying to do that on a laptop from the beginning, I would never get anything done, because, again, I would be switching context. I wouldn't be on the page.

Dave Bullis 12:45
Yeah, you know the only because, I mean, I love notebooks and writing using an actual pen. The biggest challenge that, I mean, I face is trying to get that writing back into a laptop. I mean, because now you're transcribing, you know what I mean, and now I always find it. It's a little it feels a little redundant sometimes to me, because you feel like you're doing the same work you just did. If you know what I mean?

Brit Cruise 13:07
Totally I guess I should clarify. When I'm writing, I'm often just drawing pictures and doodling. I'm not actually writing down sentence for sentence and then transcribing. Yeah, that wouldn't work. Once I'm at that level of I can actually write down the words of, for example, a narration I'm on the computer. So it's really that brainstorm phase structure phase, I stay on the page.

Dave Bullis 13:29
So what are some of the bigger projects that you can talk about that you're working on right now?

Brit Cruise 13:36
So in the in one world I am working on year three of Pixar in a box, which is a really big, very exciting project. The goal here of this project is to show how the movie making process at Pixar works, but more specifically, how things that kids are learning in school are used at Pixar in the making of their films. So Pixar in a box has been structured over three years. Year one, we focused on the math connection. So what do you learn in math class that they actually use at Pixar, for example, in particle simulations to make water. They're using Newton's equations from physics. So you know that boring stuff you're learning in school that seems boring when it's presented to you is using this very exciting domain. Year two of Pixar in a box, focused more on science, the connections, the connections to science. Right now I'm working on the last lesson, which is a hair simulation lesson, how they simulate hair at Pixar? Well, it uses a mass spring system, which is Hooke's Law, another thing you hit in school, but most exciting, and we're writing right now, is year three of Pixar in a box. Is really the whole point of it. Is going to be called the art of storytelling. So that will be a storytelling curriculum. We purposely pushed that one last because I always knew it would be the hardest one to make work on. Line,

Dave Bullis 15:01
you know, that's actually, you know, from from just my standpoint, that's the one I would really like to be to see. Just not because I'm not interested in an animation or how Pixar does everything, but just from a, you know, a screenwriting, storytelling perspective, you know, everybody is always interested to see how Pixar does what they do.

Brit Cruise 15:22
Yes, and we're all so excited about the pressures on to make sure this is is really strong. The and the one, the one hard part is with year one and two with pick. The cool thing about Pixar in a box is it's a fully interactive, very engaging experience. You're not just watching a video and then doing a test. You are watching a short clip, then playing with a piece of interactive software you saw in that clip. And then you follow along, video exercise, video exercise, you're participating throughout and creating throughout. So for example, with that water simulation lesson, not only are you learning how they do it, you are making your own particle simulator along the way. That's easy to kind of conceptualize in math and science, but in the storytelling world, again, it's very hard to think about online activities you're going to do in between learning about their storytelling process. So that's really the challenge, is really figuring out, okay, it won't be too hard to make really great videos that communicate how storytelling works at Pixar and how the individual storytellers what their process is. What will be hard is the handoff to the user to say, Okay, now it's your turn. Now it's your turn, because the goal of our storytelling curriculum is pretty ambitious. It is. You start with nothing, you go through six lessons, and at the end you have storyboarded your own short. So that's, that's the scope, is people leave this lesson with a storyboarded short on paper. And so that's the goal, and that's where we still working on. The steps to get you there.

Dave Bullis 16:56
That's absolutely amazing. Brett, that is, that is, see, you know, I see a lot of screenwriting courses online from from all different people and all different, you know, places and and the crux of it is, at the end, you don't really do you don't mean you should be, in my opinion, creating something as you're going, you know, even if it's a treatment, if it's an outline, that's why, when you said it's going to be a storyboard for your own Short, that is killer. That is key, because you should be creating as you're learning. So you know what I mean? Like, you learn and create, create and you learn right?

Brit Cruise 17:28
Exactly. It's exciting to hear your excitement. I just got some goose bumps because I'm like, Yes, we got to push forward on this.

Dave Bullis 17:35
You could go back to Pixar and be like, Dave Bullis really likes us. And they'll say, Who is that? But that. But, I mean, it's amazing what Pixar is doing. And I wanted to ask you, but you know, as we talk about Pixar in a box, you know, how did you become a producer of Pixar in a box?

Brit Cruise 17:54
Backing up, I was, well, immediately I was working at Khan Academy. And what I was doing there at the time is thinking of how we could co produce content with partners. And I dipped my feet a little bit in with NASA the year before, where we kind of looked at all of NASA's content and thought, okay, what can we do to kind of curate this and make it work on Khan Academy. So it was, you know, aligned to standards, and it was, you know, an interesting linear flow. But the NASA project was really a curation one, looking at what they had and then, and NASA is such a big organization, there's just all these different departments that make educational content. So it's like grabbing from 1000 things, trying to find the 20 that work and putting that into a lesson format, that was like a baby first step in experimenting how we could work with partners. And then right around that, the time that ended, someone at Khan Academy, kit haraski, is used to work at Pixar, and said, you know, there's someone at Pixar who's, you know, interested in maybe doing something with us. And at the time, Tony DeRose, is the chief scientist at Pixar, was doing a TED talk. And he has a talk called math in the movies, which is like a one hour talk, talking about, you know, what you learn at school is relevant at Pixar. And he they were working on a physical exhibit the science behind Pixar, which is now traveling around the US. I saw it in Boston last so he had this, he had this one hour talk, which was successful. Then it became a museum exhibit with a bunch of interactive things you could do. But then his next vision was, we want to reach more people by creating some sort of online version of what I'm trying to do in the museum. And what was really exciting is, in that first meeting, when they came in, I was like, Yes, I have to be in that meeting. They didn't have any idea what they're going to do, yet it was just like, we know we wanted to do something online. We know our guiding principle, but we don't know what the thing we're putting online is. So it was this opportunity to work

Brit Cruise 19:58
Work on an exciting project that was a blank slate from the beginning, and that's and I was like, no one could stop me at that point, jumping in and grabbing the reins.

Dave Bullis 20:19
Yeah, I mean, because, you know, you look at Pixar in a box and it just looks, you know, so well put together, is so many talented people working on that, you know, has there ever been a challenge we're working on Pixar in a box that that it's almost beyond sort of a resources standpoint. Or, if you know what I mean, Brit?

Brit Cruise 20:40
Wait, can you repeat the question, just so I'm clear, when you say resources, what do you mean?

Dave Bullis 20:44
Like, maybe there's not enough people, maybe there's enough time, you know, just something that maybe, like, there was an element to picture on a box that maybe somebody wanted to implement, but they just couldn't, you know, either through time or just didn't have enough, you know, time or people to do it.

Brit Cruise 21:00
Yeah, it's hard. I mean, everything about the project has been a challenge, but they're all great challenges because the project is fun. So it started right with a getting funding for this project was difficult, but once Disney eventually funded it, that gave the freedom to actually spend some time conceptualizing what the lessons would be, and that's we. That is where we wasted. I don't want to say wasted, because it was development. That's where the majority of our time went initially. What is this lesson look like? And we actually, just a small group of us, rebuilt the same lesson, which is our environment modeling lesson like four or five times over and over and over until we could find a model that worked. So the and the challenge there is icon Academy, we're about, you know, producing stuff, fast, low quality. It's not about production value. It's about, you know, being clear and being engaging and being personalized content. Pixar came in needing a very specific bar to be hit in terms of production values. And the hard part was finding that middle ground between something that Pixar thought was visually appealing enough, but Khan Academy thought was fast enough to produce that we could actually scale this out and not waste all year on one video. And finding that middle ground blending live action and blending graphics was really hard, but once we found that middle ground in terms of production, we were able to crank out the other lessons fairly quickly. In terms of lessons I've worked on before, like we really managed to find a system that we could crank these out.

Dave Bullis 22:37
And you also Pixar in a box has a podcasting element, which I think is a phenomenal idea as well. Because I think podcasting, you know that as soon as they can get the, you know, there's a video element through the, you know, video and audio through the Khan Academy, those those lessons, and then also, I mean having that, that audio element, so that way, you know, if someone's out for a walk at the gym, they still put that on and hear a whole nother aspect, you know, because it's just, you know, they're busy doing whatever, but they're either they can have time to listen totally.

Brit Cruise 23:07
And that reminds me that one of the, again, it's just all challenges. Another challenge was, who would be in these videos, and would it be one person throughout? Would it be multiple people? Having multiple people is a very tough scheduling problem. Ultimately, we went for someone different in each lesson, and ultimately two or three people, and that was very difficult to schedule, but it was so worth it, because it's so nice now to look at that content, and anywhere you dive in, you're gonna meet somebody new, and it's very authentic.

Dave Bullis 23:37
So you know, as you talk about challenges with Pixar in a box, you know, what was the, the biggest challenge that you faced, and how did you overcome that?

Brit Cruise 23:49
Think for a moment.

Dave Bullis 23:51
So, you know, while you're thinking, I'll just, you know, just add, you know, I a creative problem solving. You know, somebody once told me that anybody can write a check, you know. But, but the real, the real, most sort of mark of a good producer or good anybody, is the creative problem solving. And it sounds like to me, Brit that you're full of creative ideas and full of just genius ways to sort of figure out problems that don't require, you know, just, okay, you know, we'll just, you know, here's money. We'll do that way. I think you're a guy that sort of puts his, you know, thinks not only analytically, but also thinks on different planes about how we can actually creatively solve problems.

Brit Cruise 24:29
That helped me think of what it was. Thank you.

Dave Bullis 24:33
No problem. I my ramblings, help somebody. I'm glad. Brit, no, I'm just kidding.

Brit Cruise 24:38
I in terms. So one thing was at the time, Khan Academy's exercise platform only allowed certain kinds of questions right, like from multiple choice to dragging a point around a grid ordering boxes the type of questions you do when you do a math test. But we clearly wanted the exercise. Sizes to be very different. We wanted you to actually be doing things and working on simulated pieces of software that people at Pixar use. That was my goal. Like, let's look at the software you guys are using, and let's build a stripped down version of that. And we've done that for things like, we have a color correction suite, we have an animation suite, we have all this stuff, but it was stripping them down to the very core element. So, you know, any animation suite has a billion buttons, takes forever to learn. We had to build an animation suite that would work within, like, a minute. So we stripped everything away except, you know, there's key frames and a play button, and you can do linear interpolation or Bezier interpolation. What are the functions, the essential functions needed to simulate that software then figure out a way to actually make those simulated environments work on Khan Academy, which is a whole issue in building that out on the back end. But coupled to that, the opportunity I saw in that in working on these very complex, interactive exercises is there was a free thing that came out of it, which is, the graphics we needed in the video. Which is, I was always worried about, how are we going to do graphics for 200 videos? It's so much work is and with iteration, it's just a nightmare. I realized I put a stake in the ground and said, all the graphics in all our videos will be screen captures of the exercises. So the pieces of software we build that you get to play with going through the exercises, that's the visuals you see in the video, about 95% there's some other ones you have to make on top of it, but it was really great because it meant there was a ton of legwork to build the software for the interactive exercises that are really fun and visually appealing. But then when it came to video production, it was really just a matter of cutting together a live action shoot with screen grabs from an exercise and then, boom, it just eliminated a whole job of having a full time graphics person,

Dave Bullis 26:56
Yeah, and that's, yeah, that's that amazing creative problem solving. I was talking about. You seem like a guy Brit Well, actually, I know you're a guy who can, who can just think on the fly like that, and just sort of, you know, even when you're in brainstorming sessions, you know, because I think with with projects like Pixar in a box, I could see a lot of, sort of, you know, obstacles. And just, just both creatively, financially, like you said, you know, Disney had to finance it. And I'm, you know, and just, just, I think, you know, having those that creative ability add so much that it's almost, you know, it's unquantifiable. You know what I mean?

Brit Cruise 27:31
I think I like my definition of creativity is ability to deal with unknowns. That's my working definition of what a creative person is it's not even like, Are you a great writer? It's, can you deal with unknowns? And do you embrace unknowns? So this project was great. It was all unknowns, but the driving force was that vision of what it will be at the end was so strong that it was like this. This project was me saying, I'm send this back to my 12 year old self, because I remember, like anyone, when the first time you time you see Toy Story, everyone has a story about that. I was in grade eight. Toy Story came out. I told my teacher, we got to do animation. And he's like, we don't even know where to start. And I remember going to buy 3d Movie Maker, which is a really old 3d modeling program. Great, great software. And like, convince my teacher to buy it, and you to buy it, and you put it on all the computers. But then there's a question of, like, now, what do we do? And that whole headache of a year with Toy Story and trying to integrate it into the classroom like regurgitated when I had this Pixar meeting, and I'm like, here's the chance to actually do something that is fully aligned to those films that inspire kids, so that having that end goal allows you to just blow through all the challenges, and because you're just like, you know where you're headed.

Dave Bullis 28:46
You know, I really like that definition of creativity. So, so your definition of creativity is how you deal with unknowns.

Brit Cruise 28:54
I would say a billet Sorry to cut you off. The definition would be the ability to deal with unknowns,

Dave Bullis 28:59
The ability to deal with unknowns. So let's just say we're, you know, we're writing, you know, Brit and you know, as we were writing, so we're sort of putting pieces of a puzzle together, you know. You know both, both consciously and subconsciously. You know, we're trying, you know, we're trying to fit all this together. Do you think that, you know, maybe creativity is sort of as we're going actually writing in that moment, and just things are coming up naturally. You know, do you think that would probably be like the purest form of creativity?

Brit Cruise 29:33
Yeah, because at every step it's like, there's a branching effect. At every step there's a multiple options, which is a branch of things, and then each option leads to other options, and it just branches out so quickly. There's so many avenues you can go down, and you can't be intimidated by that. So like one thing some people might do, I'm just trying to make this up. Let's just imagine a hypothetical person who isn't, quote, unquote creative, which is silly. They might have an idea and then stick to that, just because it they had a new idea that was connected to that. And if you change the new idea, then I'd have to go back to the old idea. And if you're seven ideas deep, it's so scary to go back and rip it up and rebuild and rebuild and rebuild. But if you're not afraid of those unknowns and how those unknowns connect to each other, I would say if there was this other quote, unquote, creative person, they would be more than willing and even enjoy that process of breaking it down and starting again and again and again. And like you say, I like that puzzle analogy, I guess, yeah, they would enjoy rearranging the pieces again and again and again to see how they fit together.

Dave Bullis 30:50
You know, when you're talking about branching out, that's something that I've seen too. You know, when you're writing, you have a lot of, you know, options, you know what I mean, and you sort of go, Well, okay, I can go option A, but if I go or I can go option B, and then they sort of have their own sub branches, you know. And then sort of, there's a, there's a phrase that I hope I remember correctly. I think it's called decision fatigue, where eventually you get so tired because you're like, Okay, well, if I choose a, you know, let's just say a, two, like branching and, you know, and this is, this is, I mean, whether we're coding or the screenwriting, you know. I mean, you know, we're always sort of whether, either way. You know, there's, I think there's a lot of overlay. But if you choose, like, Option A, for instance, and you say, Okay, we have two branches, I can go a one or a two. If I choose a two, well, that makes, that changes everything else I already did. But if I choose B to, you know, and I think eventually, I think as we're writing, I think a lot of times decision fatigue causes us to stop, more than you know what I mean. I think it causes us to go, oh geez. But if I did this, you know, I mean, where you're sort of sitting there, going, Oh man, what should I do next? I don't know, oh man. And I think that's when people sort of go online, just sort of trying to figure it out. You mean, I think they have to go, all right, let me just check Twitter real quick, and I'll see if. I'll see if you know the decision comes to me,

Brit Cruise 32:10
I say that's interesting. I like decision fatigue, and that's where those distractions are nice, because you can stop having to make decisions for a second and just zone out completely you're but telling me about decision fatigue reminds me of the so another project I'm working on is my YouTube channel, art of the problem. And that's a an hour long video series which explores the origin of modern fields of study and the way to do that. But my approach to doing that is looking for an ancient question that humans have always been solving, and follow that question through time, because the question never goes away, just our way of solving it does. And in writing those episodes, they're definitely the most difficult thing I've ever done. It's really a process of trying to rewrite history, and that is something that I find most draining in the writing process.

Dave Bullis 33:07
Yeah, the old logic questions. I like that a lot, because there's one question that is, you know, I always go back to whenever I'm writing, and that question is, why? Just literally W, h, y, question mark, you know? And it's sort of, I think that you know that question has plagued philosophers throughout time and every and every culture and all of the planet. And I think that you know why, W, h, y, question mark, if you could sort of figure out, or maybe I shouldn't even use that term, figure it out, if you can sort of create an answer to that question. It will be your answer, but it's like you just said. It's sort of like the you know what? Everyone's gonna have a different answer to that and how people have answered it throughout time.

Brit Cruise 33:52
Totally. That's really fascinating when you think about things through the lens of what is the driving question. And again, that's exactly what I do with art of the problem. It's a great way to look at the world. And what you do find is it's amazing how the same question will have the most like opposing decisions are almost orthogonal to each other, and then the but the answers or the when I say decisions, I guess I mean solutions, the solutions to problems through different eras also reflect the era that you're living in, which is just, I find very interesting.

Dave Bullis 34:29
Yes, yeah. And you know, what does a culture say at that point? You know what? What is the country going through at that point? Because personally, Brit, I think right now in America, it's like a reflash of the 70s, just, just culturally, economically, it just feels that way to me, probably completely wrong, but I think that's why, why cinema is getting back to that gritty grind house. He feel, at least in the independence, the independent side of things, you know, and I also just, just in general, I think, you know, I see a lot of. Of parallels, but, but, but, you know, yeah. I mean, you know, problem solving, and our perspective how we solve those problems, even especially when we're writing our perspective as we go into the to write, you know, it's, it's so important, because I think you know when our perspective as we go in that affects every decision we make.

Brit Cruise 35:18
Mm, hmm, yes.

Dave Bullis 35:21
So, you know, Brit, so you know, as we're talking about, you know, storytelling, you know, and we're talking about Pixar in a box, you know, what if somebody was going to take the course, which is on Khan Academy, and someone was going to take the course, what's the, what's one thing, you know, you want them to take away from, from the course?

Brit Cruise 35:40
I would say one is one. Interesting thing is that every topic on Pixar in a box is featured, is taught by a different host, and the people we got to teach each lesson are actually the people who work in that department. So it's a rare case to really dive in and if whatever the your department you're interested in, whether it's rendering or whether it's storytelling, you can zoom in and actually get to meet that person. And we've included, aside from the lesson itself, which we've tried to make as engaging as possible, there's getting to know videos, which I find really valuable. They're a four minute video. What did you do as a kid. How did you get here? And watching all of those getting to know videos are, I find really fascinating, because you see a lot of parallels, but it also can help you build a mental model for, you know, your own path.

Dave Bullis 36:35
Yeah, you know, I started taking, I actually watched the intro video, and I was looking around too with the different lectures. I like how I think it's, I think it's labeled class two, or level two. It's much more detailed and algorithms and computer science, and, you know, sort of, you know, the real, real, like Adam level of how things are actually created, Pixar. And the first level is actually getting, you know, getting an intro class. You know, you're seeing how, you know, all these things happen. And you're sort of, you know, seeing how, on the, on the on the surface, you know, how things are created to

Brit Cruise 37:09
Yo, you just reminded me the the the challenge with Pixar in a box we faced was just that, what level of difficulty would these lessons be? And we batted that around a lot. Went like, if you're getting into math, when do you get into the math? And we finally landed on a model where we would break every topic into two pieces. And Lesson One would be all about getting you comfortable with a process or tool that they use. So with animation, you get you actually use a keyframe editor, and you learn how to make a animate a realistic bouncing ball, and then it's the second lesson where we peel back the layer of the onion, one layer, and we show you how those tools work. And that division was really important, because there's a lot of people who actually don't maybe care how the tools work. They just want to see what the tools are. So with this model, we were able to appease both crowds, and I'm really happy we did that, because every lesson, one on Pixar in a box, and every topic you don't have to be worried about, like rendering, might sound really scary, but guess what? Our rendering lesson doesn't require any mathematics, but the second part does, so you don't have to worry about dipping your feet in anywhere.

Dave Bullis 38:20
So, and that's great. I'm glad I could remind you, by the way. Bram glad again, my my ramblings help somebody out. But, but, you know, you know, when I saw Pixar in a box, I mean, it's just phenomenal. And you know, do you have an anticipation date at the anticipated date of when you know the whole storytelling part of Pixar box be up

Brit Cruise 38:42
In 2017 we'll start rolling it out. We'll do it sequentially, so there'll be six lessons in that storytelling unit, and by the end of February, we will be rolling out our first one. And then that'll roll into the summer. So by September next year, that whole storytelling curriculum will be finished.

Dave Bullis 39:03
That is, that is amazing. Brit, you know, and I'm going to link to Pixar in a box in the show notes. That's, again, it's on Khan Academy. And, you know, Khan Academy is an, is an open source online. What is, is it classified as an mooc Brit?

Brit Cruise 39:22
No, it's not classified as a MOOC, because, you know, MOOCs are all about creating packaged courses you can take, where Khan Academy is really trying to be there to help you with the concept you need. So you can fill in the gap you need on whatever journey you're on. So, you know, it's a resource, a free resource that spans many, many concepts, and it's designed so that you can, you know, jump in and out to get the thing you need, that you need help with, versus, you know, a collection of packaged courses, like like you see on the MOOCs. So it's different in that way.

Dave Bullis 39:22
So Brit, you know, just out of curiosity, do you ever think that. These online classes are basically going to replace colleges.

Brit Cruise 39:22
I don't think they'll replace colleges. I just think colleges will evolve.

Dave Bullis 39:32
You know, I've, you know, I actually used to work at a college, and a lot of, some of the professors were actually talking about the MOOC's, and basically, you know, what they thought of them. And I think the bigger colleges, like, you know, the Ivy Leagues, will never have to worry about anything, you know, no matter what. I think, if they're not actually teaching education. There'll be a, there'll be a glorified summer camp. You know what I mean? I don't think if college, if those colleges, like Harvard, Yale, Princeton, if they adapt correctly, which they will, because they usually have incredibly smart people, you know, running them, I think though that's what will happen. Though, if they're not teaching education, they'll be, you know, sort of like, almost like a hedge fund or or they'll be like a, you know, a glorified summer camp, you know, go there for a summer, have fun, or whatever. I don't know. I mean, I'm always interested about the future of education and the place of college. You know, it's always interesting to me. I mean, to me honestly. I think the some people flourish at college, and there's others like myself who struggled a lot in college, and I kind of look back Brit and I kind of don't really think my college education was really worth the cost, if you know what I mean,

Brit Cruise 41:35
I feel the same way. And I think that basically, with free online education, what you can do is really raise the bar of what's expected of students when you enter school, and then you can focus less on making sure you know X, Y and Z, and more on The Club collaborative nature of school and the project based learning that goes on in school, which when I look back, yeah, a lot of The information I sat through, I just could have learned online. But there were a few very specific things I do remember, and everything I remember that was valuable going back to high school, were the collaborative things. So drama in high school biggest learning experience putting on plays for me. And then in school, I studied engineering. You know, it was working with a group of people to make a robot that could play the drums. And it's, it's in those collaborative environments that real learning happens. So I don't think that's going to go away and and I think the colleges will learn that, and they'll just go more in that direction and less in, you know, lectures maybe could be replaced with something else.

Dave Bullis 42:39
Yeah. I also think Micro Masters are going to come become big. I see a lot of it, like on edX and corsia, you know, just about creating a Micro Masters course. And you know, I'm seeing that more and more, but, you know, it's just, but I'm glad you feel that way too, Brett, because you're incredibly intelligent guy. So, you know, there's, there's a guy, there's a book that I read. It was called 100 or 50 50, or 100 alternatives to college, written by a guy named James Altucher. And I got to talk to James probably about a year ago, and not for the podcast, and he actually said the same thing. He actually got out of college with a degree, and they had to send him somewhere else to learn how to code, even though his degree was in computer science. And they said, you know, hey, you know, hey, you know, we're gonna send you this boot camp. We're gonna do all this and that. And finally, he said, you know, what the hell was it worth? He said, I spent all this money going to college, and I get bumped out, and all of a sudden I, you know, we can't, I can't even code. I mean, what was the point of all that?

Brit Cruise 43:33
Yeah, I can relate. That was kind of the same way. It's sad,

Dave Bullis 43:37
Yeah. I mean, my former college, I actually used to teach multimedia classes, because they, the teachers that got hired to teach them didn't know how to do anything. And I mean that with all sincerity, but they literally, one guy actually came to me and said, Hey, Dave, I haven't picked up a camera in 15 years, and they want me to teach the video the introduction to video production class. So I had to sit down with him. And I said, Okay, so we're gonna be shooting through an SD card. We were using the Panasonic HMC 150 P and I hit record on the camera, and I said, Now when I hit it again, it's gonna create, it's gonna start and stop that file, and that's its own digital file. And he says, whoa. He was Dave, wait a minute. You're going way too fast. Yeah. And I said, what? I said, you're gonna be teaching the course and, and this is too fast. His idea was he could stay one step ahead of the students by training with me. That was his secret plan.

Brit Cruise 44:30
And it's only gonna the speed only increases with time on it with technology. So it's a losing race.

Dave Bullis 44:36
Yeah, it really is. I mean, the thing, I mean, that was his, I mean, because I think if he was trying to get, you know, his head wrapped around the cameras, and it's just, you know, I, you know, I'm so glad I don't teach there anymore, or do anything there anymore, but, but that, that was the sign I think colleges like that are going to go under. I think all of these small private colleges. That are that live and breathe through having 100% enrollment are just going to all go under

Brit Cruise 45:05
That again. When I graduated, I did a computer science degree at McGill, I again, struggled through the whole thing, and then I said it was so painful that I started a YouTube channel to just try to re communicate what I had learned, and I had I'm doing, I'm still doing that to this day, and it's been very cathartic to you know, spend months struggling on a video that was connected to months prior, that's struggling in school, and then re communicated in an eight minute video that then people say, Ah, you opened my eyes. You made that clear for me and and I'll hear from people who either finish school and are still watching those videos because they it feels good to have something clarified. But I'll also hear from people who haven't yet gone to university and will watch one of the art of the problem series and say like that has changed my worldview now I'm going to school knowing what I want to learn, and that makes me very happy, because when I went to school, I didn't know anything. I didn't know where I was going, I didn't have a firm grounding. And it's very sad that it wasn't till after school and communicating it back on YouTube that I fully absorbed the lessons I was supposed to learn in school,

Dave Bullis 46:19
See and that that's invaluable. I think that's why a lot of the times there's online classes are, you know, if I was, if I was a high school senior right now, that's all I would be doing. Would be was, would be doing online classes right now?

Brit Cruise 46:32
Oh, man, it's just a different world now, and the quality is increasing so quickly. Just five or six years ago, on YouTube, if you were trying to learn, there was not a lot out there. Now, if you search anything, not only is it there, but there's probably six or seven versions of it, and the top version is probably really well produced. So things are trending in the right direction when it comes to finding online resources, big time.

Dave Bullis 46:55
And also, you can get the I just downloaded Unreal Engine four, and it actually is the whole engine you can use to actually build video games, and it's 100% free and legit.

Brit Cruise 47:06
That's so cool. That's a rabbit hole I'd be scared to go down, but sounds very interesting.

Dave Bullis 47:11
I wanted to make my own little first person shooter, just something very small and fun and just have a laugh. And that is something, I mean, I have so many film projects I want to get done, but I was like, you know, let me just try this real quick. And try this real quick and, you know, just trying it out. But that, but that is something too. I agree with that I would be like a rabbit hole, you know, it would be hard to get back from, if you know what I mean,

Brit Cruise 47:23
I've been one. I actually think that's great, though. When you're stuck on something, did you go work on a totally different project? I have to have three things on the go. It's the only way I work. But making a video game is always been in the back of my mind. But yeah, again, I just, I know the hours involved, so I haven't even touched it yet.

Dave Bullis 47:48
Yeah, it's and what I've heard, it's just very time consuming. It's okay, it's just one of those things. But there's so many scripts that I want to write and this and that, and doing this podcast that sort of keeps up. No, keeps you busy enough, but, but you know, Britt, you know we've been talking for just about 45 minutes now, you know, is there anything sort of in closing that we hadn't, haven't discussed, said that, maybe that you wanted to bring up, or is there anything you wanted to maybe mention, just to sort of put a period the end of the sentence,

Brit Cruise 48:20
I would just kind of amplify something I've been hearing lately, which is, this is a dawn of a new era where it is a world. Sorry, it's a daunt. Let me start again. I'm going to amplify something I've already heard a few times, which is that this is a new era that will be very friendly for creatives and people who create online, where it's just starting to happen, where we were in a world recently where you're either at the very top of your industry and you're making a ton of money, or you are a nobody and you made no money. But now people who can have generate, you know, small audience, whether it's 10,000 whether it's 100 or 1000 or 10,000 or 100,000 we're getting into a world where you will be able to sustain yourself, and with things like the Internet Creators Guild, which I recommend anyone joining, which just launched this year, creatives online are Starting to reorganize, and the business models are changing. YouTube's evolving, if you're in the video medium. And I think if anyone is either starting now or they started a little while ago, and you know, they're not making any revenue from their art, I think just stick with it, because in about five years, I think an internet eyeball will be worth the same as a TV eyeball, and right now, they're off by like, two orders of magnitude. So I think we're getting into a new era where it's very creator friendly, and you can kind of build your own audience from the bottom up, and not have to attach yourself to some sort of machine to make a living.

Dave Bullis 50:08
Yeah, I fall into the former ladder camp, a nobody who makes no money. That's me. So hopefully, I mean, you know, hopefully I can do something. But, I mean, I would call you that bread because, I mean, you know, you're a part of Pixar in a box. You know, you don't have the problem, you know, all this great stuff. But so I don't, I don't think you're a nobody.

Brit Cruise 50:32
I think your podcast great, and it's, it's just amazing to see people who just, like, plow away at something and just build it. I think the people building stuff online now, in 10 years, are gonna be very happy they did it well.

Dave Bullis 50:44
Thank you, Brit

Brit Cruise 50:45
Awesome. I love it.

Dave Bullis 50:47
So Britt, where can we find you out online?

Brit Cruise 50:51
So you know, my website is britcruise.com and I'm on Twitter, and art of the problem, you can find me on YouTube. That's where I kind of publish the majority of my videos,

Dave Bullis 51:03
And I'll link to that in the show notes as well. Everybody, Alex to also Pixar in a box and also, but I gave you a follow on Twitter, by the way, and I actually found your Twitter account before you. A couple days ago, I was like, oh, I want to make sure to follow him and see what we see what he's tweeting. And you tweet, you tweet a lot of interesting stuff, by the way, and and I like people like that who tweet, you know, really cool stuff.

Brit Cruise 51:27
Right on. I follow you too. Okay, cool. Thank you.

Dave Bullis 51:31
But Brit, I want to say thank you so much. I'm really looking forward to everything that you, that you come up with. And again, I'm looking very interested on a box season was it? Season three, I guess we're gonna call it or

Brit Cruise 51:44
Yeah, season three. Well, that's internal name, but it's the storytelling unit.

Dave Bullis 51:47
Yeah, I'm really looking forward to that as well. Brit Cruz, I want to say thank you so much for coming on, and I really do want to wish you the best for everything.

Brit Cruise 51:55
Thanks so much, Dave. Let's catch up again.

Dave Bullis 51:57
Oh yeah, anytime you want to come back on, Brit, please let me know. I'd be more than happy to have you on thank you so much anytime, buddy, take care.

Brit Cruise 52:04
Cheers!

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